[Essay] 21: Isn't it a lot of emotion, but the true color of the firmament

OS: Even though the weather is getting cooler, I'm still full of life, and this is the best gift you've ever given me. Although the spots on your body reveal that your life will end, but this is the real to send you to the end, thank you for being in this floating life and me, this is a blessing This is the light This is the spark that this is the spark that this lamp moth is looking forward to, thank you for always being there, Lan Manlong, thank you for putting a meter, thank you!

A year's plan is as good as a tree valley; A ten-year plan is like a tree; A lifelong plan is as good as a tree. One tree and one winner, Gu also; One tree and ten winners, wood also; A tree is a hundred winners, and people are also. Last night, I passed through Fuyang No. 1 Middle School and saw a light inside, although I didn't go inside to see, but I still knew that the students were studying seriously, and this is a holy place for reading. Think about the past, because of a moment of carelessness and mischoice of today's fate, although I often lament that I am young and ignorant, but I have gradually accepted the present and stopped complaining, which is good. Although there is no regret medicine to buy in the world, it would be great if time could really start over again, because I really want to go to school last time!

When it comes to time, people should sigh that they are easy to age, that their dreams have not been realized. In fact, in a hurry, life is short, before a person pursues his dream, he must ask himself, is this really "my" dream, is the life after realizing it is the state that "I" want, can I make "my" life better and happier, of course, you can also experience this as an experience, after all, life is about experience! When I was a student, I mistakenly thought that the tall "writer" was the answer I was looking for, and I worked tirelessly to pursue it and put in a lot of effort. Now after working for a long time, I realize that my dream is not to be a sloppy man who often lives at home and makes a living from words (I don't mean to belittle, but this is the so-called writer's status quo, maybe I am not this kind of person at all), but to spend my time outside of work. When I have free time, I wander the mountains and rivers, walk in the footsteps of our ancestors, use words to have fun, and do some knowledge quietly, instead of mixing with the desire for money to destroy the tranquility from the soul. Now I understand that I like "work", I like this sense of achievement, I like this kind of fun, compared with the writer's dream of living in a mess, I prefer the romantic feelings, this is my real dream, because I want to see more of the world and write more memorials!

Recently, he has become obsessed with the multiverse and parallel space, and Hawking's treatise on this subject is really awesome, and whether he can see it in this life or not, just referring to this magical topic has already made people's minds fly and travel in the depths of the universe. Although I am ordinary now, my other self in the parallel world is a successful person, and I am very rich, I have a romantic love, and I really admire the other me... If one day, I can see me in the parallel world, I will definitely say: one meter of pendulum, monkey Seret, you are so awesome, you are really my idol! But all this is just people's self-comfort, poverty is not terrible, ordinary people are not terrible, what is terrible is that this life is spent in despair, life is bleak, there is no hope of success, it is difficult to get ahead, and it is confined to this rolling red dust for a lifetime, this is the most terrible thing!

Since coming to work in Fuyang, I feel good, the only deficiency is that there are too few holidays (2 days a month), the benefits are not good (statutory holidays work minutes and no double pay), there is nothing fun around, it feels very fresh at first, and now it is full of boring, but it is acceptable. In fact, the biggest experience in life is after personal experience, only to find out that the older generation has deceived us for so long, it turns out that many things and many things are such truths, and the original society is so helpless and cruel: fight father, fight relationship, fight IQ, fight character... It turns out that everything is a scam, it turns out that you won't be a scientist when you grow up, it turns out, there is no more original...

I saw a lot of aunts and uncles dancing ballroom dances and square dances in a square in Yingzhou, I saw a lot of couples, and I saw a lot of single dogs like me. However, in such a scene, it still tugs at my sensitive heartstrings, and I have something to write about.

——〈Ji * Autumn Cool Place's Guest Residence in Yingzhou〉——

The scenery wrinkles the long winter clothes, the flowers and grass can't catch up, and the illness is precarious.

It's hard to see how to sleep, how can you wake up, and you're tired.

At this time, thousands of families are clear, Jiejie is a good place to go, the couple is having a party, and the love is not good. No one knows.

Love to say that the past is like flowing water, and it is often said that yesterday was a long way, a few people returned, and who returned.

The sound of the body is also out, the red dust guest is unforgettable, who I recognize, who knows me, the road is gradually becoming sparse, this time, looking for nowhere to go.

"Is the love so strong that people know? People can't even know" "The road is gradually becoming sparse, this time, there is nowhere to find", the years are too hurried, I am afraid of tears and hazy eyes. And the old days wash the past and the present, how many times have passed, but also trace my soul, a little love, how much leisurely, my feelings are obvious, and yesterday's things can not be stopped. When Shengsheng saw that I was ruthless, the sun was sheltering the clouds, the autumn wind was more bleak, and I felt that we were in a good place, and the bright moon was more moving. If it is said that it is too emotional, it is better to tell me more casually, the style of six words, homophonic words, more casual with the line, can summarize my feelings, can declare my sincerity, can express my true intentions, more difficult to say, do not complain about the sky, do not especially, go to school and go up, left madness and right idiot, those who know me are afraid of the sky, and they are not all happy. Can be happy, can be sad, but in a hurry, all the fields at this time, future generations have forgotten it, and I have forgotten it, so remember it at this time, for the old man's thoughts.

I still remember that a friend said last night that I was as beautiful as Li Bai, so I was hehe, the ancestors of the Li family could only look up, and it was difficult to surpass. And my graffiti works are just writing about the scenes I encounter, and what I feel, which is purely a personal memorial, and everything moves from the heart. Therefore, life gives me the feeling of poetry, I write poetry, I give me the feeling of prose, I write prose, I give me whatever feeling, I write what I write, so as to express it in literary form, in fact, I have no talent, I just like to express and record my own emotions in the form of words, it is nothing. Although many people can't understand it, it's good that I understand it myself, because all this, what I have written, is my life, my situation, and the taste of it is only for me to taste.

Conclusion: The saddest things are often vulgar. If there is such a scene: I went to the toilet in the middle of the night, and after the toilet was ready, I started to wipe the PP, but I just wiped half of the toilet paper and fell into the urinal, and I didn't bring my mobile phone and there was no one around, what would you do? Waiting in a hurry online~