Chapter 207: Stalemate
It seems to be natural, and in the next few days, Lu Niansheng and Xu Yuan still took turns taking care of Fu Ziyu.
During the time when Fu Ziyu couldn't go to the company, Old Man Fu and Fu Chengxiu handled it on their behalf. work, so Fu Chengxiu can't avoid occasionally having to go to the hospital, the two companies are busy, causing him to pick up the time to get off work and run to the hospital tightly, I have seen Lu Niansheng a few times, all in front of Fu Ziyu, so there are not many words, as if there is something tacit to go smoothly, one day at noon, I happened to meet Fu Ziyu and Lu Niansheng were eating.
Fu Ziyu can still only eat liquid food, and the so-called rice is also clear soup and little water, Fu Chengxiu frowned after passing by and taking a look.
Lu Niansheng also held a lunch box and drank white rice porridge with a spoon.
Thinking that Lu Niansheng had taken care of Fu Ziyu for almost a week, he twisted his eyebrows and asked Lu Niansheng, "Shouldn't you eat the same thing with him all the time?" ”
Fu Ziyu put the spoon down and didn't make a sound.
Lu Niansheng took a tissue to wipe his mouth, "It's okay, a light diet is good for your body." ”
The corners of Fu Chengxiu's mouth twitched, this can no longer be described by the word "light" alone, normal people have been so clear and watery for so many days, they are really crazy, he laughed and teased: "Suffering together?" ”
The corners of Lu Niansheng's eyes twitched a little, "Mrs. Fu went back, I have to stay in the ward, I can't let him watch it." ”
With that, I started to pack my lunch box.
Fu Chengxiu smiled and didn't speak, and sat on the chair next to the hospital bed with the folder.
Fu Ziyu, the central figure of the topic, didn't speak, his expression was indifferent, as if it was none of his business, and asked Fu Chengxiu about the company's situation.
After a while, Fu Chengxiu left and left a document in the ward.
Lu Niansheng could only hurry up and chase Fu Chengxiu, still muttering in his heart that he didn't know if he could catch up, and when he got to the elevator, he saw Fu Chengxiu leaning against the wall quite leisurely, looking at her.
"You're slow." He tugged at the corners of his lips.
Lu Niansheng suddenly understood, frowned and handed over the folder, "If there is anything, you can call me, why ......?"
Fu Chengxiu took it and interrupted her, "I didn't want to say it. ”
She folded her arms in her hands, "What's the matter?" ”
"Have you thought about it?"
The question was very abstract, but she still understood, "Why do you ask this too......
Fu Chengxiu smiled, "You must know that if you still have to leave sooner or later, then your kindness to him now will also become cruel." ”
Lu Niansheng's face changed slightly.
"I just want to take care of him first, not so much, at least ......," she paused, "and then I'll talk about it when he's healed." ”
Fu Chengxiu nodded, "I approve of it, I can't help but be righteous, but I think you should also control it, I have seen you in the ward these few times......"
"You look like you're not divorced," he recalled. ”
Lu Niansheng lowered his head and did not speak.
"You know very well what Fu Ziyu thinks about you, now that you treat him like this, he will think that you are willing to return to him," his voice sank a little, "If you don't plan to get back together with him, don't let him misunderstand, lest you ......"
He frowned and didn't continue, just wanted to go to the past two years when Fu Ziyu was not a ghost or a ghost. After Fu Chengxiu left, Lu Niansheng was stunned in the corridor for a while before turning back to the ward.
When Fu Ziyu went in, she looked down at the Chinese document in her hand, and she was stunned for a moment, "Did you leave the documents back?" ”
Fu Ziyu said "um", "There are some things that need to be signed by me." ”
Lu Niansheng was a little unhappy, "Big brother too, you are injured and you can't stop." ”
Fu Ziyu raised his head and smiled when he heard this, "Feel sorry for me? ”
"Less smelly and beautiful," Lu Niansheng's ears were hot, "The doctor said you have to rest well, don't look at it for too long." ”
Fu Ziyu simply closed the document, "Listen to you, don't read it." ”
“……”
Lu Niansheng was dumbfounded.
He put the folder on the bedside table, and then his gaze returned to her face, "Nian Sheng, you have been with me in the hospital for almost a week, right?" ”
She frowned, a little puzzled as to why he had suddenly said this.
"Your parents didn't embarrass you?"
She was stunned for a moment, then shook her head.
Naturally, her parents were not happy that she would always stay in the hospital, but they could see through it and only let her think it through herself.
A very important reason for this, He Huan reminded her, is her physical condition.
She squeezed out a smile, "How old I am, they can't care so much." ”
"I don't want you to have any conflicts with your parents because of me." His eyes were fixed on her, and his voice was steady.
Her fingers shrunk, her eyes a little confused.
She felt as if he was trying to chase her away.
"But if you saved me, my parents will understand."
Her voice was a little quieter, and when he saw the hurt in her eyes, he couldn't stand it, suddenly, sighed, was silent for a few seconds, smiled, and looked into her eyes, "Can you come over?" ”
She was stunned.
He tapped his hand lightly on the bed beside him, gestured.
She didn't hesitate too much, and went over and sat on the edge of the bed, beside him.
She looked at him, her eyes full of apprehension.
This kind of look made his heart almost melt, how could he drive her away?
He went to take her hand, but she didn't hide, let him hold it, he put her hand in his palm and rubbed it slowly.
After a large blood loss, his qi and blood were completely disordered, and his body temperature was still slightly low, but her hand was a little hotter, and his heart seemed to be immersed in this piece of warmth.
In this temperature, he could not make any rational, correct decisions and choices.
He is selfish, not light, how much has he gone through to be able to hold her hand like this, and ask him to let him go, he can't do it anyway.
But the bad thing is that he can't make any promises.
He wants to give her happiness, but does he still have this chance? He wasn't sure at all.
This uncertainty is the most scorching of the heart, happiness seems to be within reach, but it seems to be unattainable, and his heart is simply overwhelmed in this anxiety.
With tiredness in his eyes, he bowed his head slightly, his forehead resting on her shoulder.
Her heart softened, and she had a strange feeling that Fu Ziyu at this moment seemed to be very fragile.
She grabbed his hand, tightened it, turned sideways slightly, and asked with concern, "Are you okay, is there anything uncomfortable?" ”
His voice was not loud: "I'm a little tired...... Let me lean on for a moment. ”
She thought for a moment, "Why don't you lie down and rest?" ”
He closed his eyes, some questions in his heart, wanted to ask, but couldn't open his mouth.
He saw that she didn't want to leave, and he wanted to ask her if she was only willing to take care of him like this out of gratitude and guilt, and even insisted on eating those meals that tasted like chewing wax with him.
But he didn't have the courage to listen to that answer.
If it is, he will be disappointed, if not......
How is he going to give her a follow-up, how is he going to give her a response?
He had already experienced the panic of not knowing her whereabouts, and the pain of her cold eyebrows, but not now, the uncertain physical condition made him cringe and unable to move forward, and he had to try to restrain himself even if he wanted to get close to her.
He would still be afraid, he couldn't do any more harm to her.
After a long time, he felt Lu Niansheng's other hand, gently caressing his shoulder.
She turned her face sideways, and her voice rang in his ears, "Don't think about so much mess, you don't think about my parents, what's wrong with me, you just take care of yourself, don't worry about anyone else." ”
His heart was hot, and he suddenly raised his head.
The distance was close, just as soon as he raised his head, the distance between his face and his face was only a few centimeters, his heart was pounding, and he could even feel her breathing, a little warm and soft airflow.
Looking at each other, she was slightly stunned, but she didn't dodge, nor did she retreat, but just squeezed his hand tighter.
She was unconsciously nervous, her palms sweating.
He raised his other hand and stroked her cheek, and it was cold between his, and she didn't move, just looking at him quietly.
He bowed his head again and moved closer......
She thought he was going to kiss her.
She even figured out that she didn't want to hide anymore.
But he didn't, his eyes gradually lowered, and his hand was withdrawn, "I'm tired, sleep for a while." ”
She was stunned, her heart was empty, and she actually felt a little subtle loss, but she quickly gathered her mind and got up, "Okay, you can sleep." ”
……
The next day, after Xu Yuan changed her path to Niansheng, Fu Ziyu insisted on going to see a doctor by himself.
was helped by Xu Yuan to sit down in the office, and he said to the doctor straight to the point: "Is it possible to do a gastroscopy in advance?" ”
The doctor frowned when he heard this, picked up his examination report from the table, and spread it out under his eyes, "Of course, we also hope to do it as soon as possible, after all, if there is a tumor, it is better to check it out earlier, but Mr. Fu, your current physical condition is very bad, and it is not stable, gastroscopy is not a simple examination, it is a minor operation, and it is necessary to take tissue for biopsy, if there is a little problem in the middle, it will be fatal to you, and we can't afford this risk." ”
Fu Ziyu's face was very heavy, "Then when will I wait?" ”
"Your lungs and intercostal spaces have been badly injured by gunshot wounds, and you must not do it until the wound has scabbed, even if you choke on coughing, you must beware of bleeding, you forgot? This is how you had a bleeding a few days ago, and now it is too risky to do a gastroscopy. ”
The more Xu Yuan listened, the more his face sank.
In fact, she had communicated with the doctor about these questions a long time ago, but Fu Ziyu suddenly insisted on asking in person today, and she didn't seem to give up if she couldn't ask clearly, she pressed Fu Ziyu's shoulder, "Ziyu...... Let's wait. ”
The mere hearing about the reactions and consequences that could be caused was enough for her to be frightened, and she didn't have the courage to take the risk.
Fu Ziyu was very anxious: "In other words, even if I really have cancer, I can't confirm it until the wound heals?" ”
The doctor was shocked by his momentum, and it took him a few seconds before he answered truthfully: "Mr. Fu, the result is not necessarily cancer, the most important thing for you at the moment is to adjust your mentality, and then recuperate from your injury, your current situation will affect your injury." ”
When Fu Ziyu left the doctor's office, he was extremely anxious.
When he went out, Xu Yuan helped him walk a few steps, and after thinking about it, he couldn't help but ask: "Are you so anxious because of Lu Niansheng?" ”
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