The corridor of the hospital was empty at the moment, empty at first glance, and a blazing sun cast into the window at the end of the window.

Such a bright sky could not dispel the haze in Fu Ziyu's heart.

He looked ahead, struggling to walk, supported by Xu Yuan with one hand, and holding the wall with difficulty with the other, without answering Xu Yuan's question.

How could Xu Yuan not see it?

That day, He Huan came to the ward alone to talk about Lu Niansheng's physical condition, and she was chuckling in her heart.

She knows very well that Fu Ziyu is obsessed with Lu Niansheng, and he will never change because of Lu Niansheng's physical problems, not to mention that in the final analysis, this problem is caused by him, which will only make him feel more guilty.

He Huan thought that she would dislike Lu Niansheng because of this problem, and she didn't doubt that if she was before, she would really not hesitate to persuade Fu Ziyu to give up, and even use some other means to force him to give up.

Can ...... now

Looking at Fu Ziyu with a stubborn face in front of her, she couldn't say that kind of thing.

And now Fu Ziyu's physical condition has become an unknown, and so far, Lu Niansheng doesn't know.

She is not comfortable as a mother, she has been suffering these days, Fu Ziyu's illness is not accurate for a day, she is afraid, she used to control everything in her own hands, at that time she had a lot of expectations for Fu Ziyu, and she also had high expectations, what kind of person she wanted him to be, what kind of rights he would get, what kind of woman he would marry, and then have children......

But now, she doesn't care so much anymore, she just wants him to be good, she has made a lot of compromises and concessions, but God has played such a joke on her.

Knowing that when they returned to the ward, neither of them spoke, Fu Ziyu sat on the bed with a tired face, looking out the window thoughtfully, Xu Yuan thought for a while, and still asked hard-headed: "Ziyu, have you ever thought that if Nian Sheng really can't give birth......

"That's what I hurt too," he turned his head and looked at Xu Yuan, his eyes were dull and elusive, "Mom, you know very well." ”

Xu Yuan's heart turned over and Haiti was uncomfortable, "I know, but Ziyu, people have to be practical, if your health is really not good, don't you want to have a child of your own as soon as possible?" ”

She said it mildly, everything is based on an uncertain foundation, if it really reaches the step of cancer, I'm afraid he won't have much time.

His face was pale and gloomy, and he lowered his head slowly, "I won't ask a woman other than Nian Sheng to have a child, Mom, if I have a case, you will treat me as unfilial, I can't do it." ”

Xu Yuan frowned, turned his face away, and his eyes were red.

Fu Ziyu naturally knew her thoughts.

She wanted a grandson, which was understandable, but now ......

The corners of his lips moved, he tried to raise his head, and squeezed out a smile, as if he wanted to persuade Xu Yuan, and also seemed to want to convince himself, "It's just that it's not good to get pregnant, it's not absolutely impossible, we can still find a doctor for her, maybe it's okay?" ”

Xu Yuan's tears were rolling in her eyes, so she didn't look at him, and didn't answer.

Fu Ziyu's voice lowered a little, "In case Nian Sheng can't be a mother in this life and doesn't have her own children, it's all because of me." ”

His hands clenched into fists, his joints making a slight clicking sound, and his eyes turned red.

"Mom, you know what? She likes mine. ”

Xu Yuan was stunned for a moment.

Fu Ziyu seemed to be talking to herself, her eyes fell squarely in front of her, as if she was thinking, "She saw me a long time ago, and in order to marry me, she returned to the Lu family, she was used to being free, and at that time she didn't want to be the daughter of the Lu family at all......"

He chuckled, his eyes were full of water, and he sighed, "She gave up her free life to get close to me, but I didn't treat her well, I ...... It's been bad. ”

Xu Yuan's throat choked, and tears came out of her eyes.

"In the end, I still hurt her like this......" He closed his eyes, raised his hand, covered his eyes with his palm, and muffled in the darkness: "I wanted to give her happiness, but in the end, what did I give her?" Xu Yuan wiped her tears with her hands, realizing that such a conversation was unprecedented, and this was the first time that Fu Ziyu would confide in her so frankly, sincerely, and without reservation.

"Now I don't even know if I have enough time to make up for her......" His voice trembled slightly, "Mom, in fact, I'm scared, not afraid of death, I'm afraid of myself, I'm too selfish, I've thought about it for a long time, no matter what is wrong with my body, I don't want to give up on her, I don't want to give up, I even think, even if it's really cancer, give me one last bit of time, as long as I am with her......"

He shook his head, rolled his Adam's apple, and said with difficulty: "I haven't been able to spend a few days with her, Mom, it's okay if I die, but I don't want to be separated from her." ”

Xu Yuan couldn't stop crying.

Words of comfort cannot be found, perhaps they should be reprimanded, but words of reprimand, but they cannot be spoken.

Fu Ziyu smiled bitterly at himself: "How can I be so selfish? ”

After a pause, he asked and answered: "But I'm so selfish, I ...... That's really what I thought. ”

Xu Yuan sat on the edge of the bed, took his hand, kept tears in her eyes, but smiled.

"Maybe......"

Fu Ziyu didn't look up, his eyes were astringent, and his vision was hazy.

Xu Yuan continued to laugh, but her tears continued to surge, "You said it, maybe Nian Sheng can get pregnant, and besides, your illness hasn't been determined yet, right?" Could it be that we are worried about the sky? You're all going to be fine, you and Nian Sheng are together, you're going to have children, you're ......"

Xu Yuan's voice was mixed with some whimpering, and she couldn't go on.

At this moment, she regretted it.

If it weren't for her, Fu Ziyu and Lu Niansheng would not have taken so many detours.

After a while, Fu Ziyu calmed down, took her hand, and smiled suddenly, "Yes...... Maybe. ”

……

Lu Niansheng came to change Xu Yuan in the evening, but when he entered the ward, he found that Xu Yuan was not there.

In the ward, the nurse was changing Fu Ziyu's dressing, and she approached and saw the wound that was exposed after his bandage was removed.

In an instant, my heart felt as if it had been hit hard.

The waist, as well as the left shoulder blade, is still dripping with flesh and blood.

Her body trembled unconsciously, and it became difficult for her to breathe.

Fu Ziyu glanced at her, "Don't look at it if you're afraid." ”

She didn't speak, her eyes falling on his face.

The nurse's drugged cotton wool fell on his wound, and she saw that his face instantly turned pale.

He bit his lower lip and sweated on his forehead.

She knew it must hurt.

She looked away, put the fruit in her hand on the table, stayed for a few seconds, and then turned around and approached the bed from the other side.

Then she sat down in a chair beside the bedside and took his right hand.

He paused for a moment and looked at her.

The pain made his breathing messy and rapid.

She squeezed his hand tightly, as if to give him a little strength, and she said, "It's okay, I'm not afraid." ”

She was really not afraid, but why was she trembling?

He was hurt for her, and she couldn't take his place.

She could only look at it like this.

His face soothed a little, but soon, as the cotton fell again, his expression tensed again.

He didn't make a sound the whole time, but when the nurse left, she saw that his lip had been bitten deep by himself.

The bandage was freshly changed, she took a looser T-shirt for him to put on, and the change of dressing took him too much effort, and she helped him, "Do you want to sleep for a while?" ”

He shook his head, his breathing still chaotic.

She frowned, put her hand on his back to bypass the wound, stroked gently, as if to give him comfort, and took a tissue to wipe the cold sweat from his forehead.

His face was as white as a piece of paper, and she was extremely depressed, trying to find something to say, "Where has your mother gone?" ”

"She's in trouble, she's coming home."

Xu Yuan cried for a while before leaving, thinking that she couldn't let Lu Niansheng see it, so she left very early, Fu Ziyu relieved herself, feeling that her whole body was empty, her body slowly leaned against the head of the bed, and she looked up at Lu Niansheng, "You came early." ”

She was stunned, then turned her face away, and said unnaturally, "It's okay at home." ”

"You haven't been going to work lately?"

She was a little disappointed, got up to get the fruit she brought, and didn't look back, "I'm on leave." ”

Carrying the bag over, he took out a plastic lunch box, "I brought you strawberries, washed them." ”

Fu Ziyu's diet can only change a little bit in the past two days, although it must be kept light, but fruits and vegetables can be eaten, and Lu Niansheng has also been quite wasteful in the past two days to change his patterns on fruits and vegetables.

He frowned after just one glance and didn't cooperate, "You can eat." ”

He doesn't like to eat fruit very much, this is an old problem, Lu Niansheng also knows that every time he eats fruit, he has to work hard, her mouth bulges, "Why are you so picky eater, it's hard to raise!" ”

He laughed, "I don't need you to raise it." ”

She gave him a blank look and sighed faintly, "I should listen to my eldest brother." ”

"What did he say?"

"I should be like this, you have a clear soup with little water and vegetables, like a rabbit, I have big fish and meat, just sit opposite you and eat it, let you see." She tugged at the corners of her lips, "I can't see that I can't eat, I'm going to kill you!" ”

As he spoke, he took a strawberry from the lunch box and put it in his mouth.

"So picky, I'll eat it in the future, you can watch it."

The strawberry was pressed to her lips, moved with the words, and was pushed into her mouth.

His gaze fell on her lips, and his eyes darkened.

After she finished eating, she continued to agitate: "And then every time I eat, I tell you that it's delicious, but it's a pity that someone doesn't have a good ......."

Before the words fell, the shadow passed in front of him, and his lips were hot.

Fu Ziyu pinched her chin and kissed her.

How many times he persuaded himself, he couldn't escape the greed in his heart, and he became a little impatient at this moment.

The wound was still painful, and he took her lips in his mouth, and the touch of the tip of his tongue brought out a hint of sweetness of strawberries.

The kiss wasn't very deep, and he left, and she hadn't come back to her senses.

She lifted her eyes to meet his eyes, and heard him say, "It's sweet." ”

Her cheeks were hot and her heart was beating like a drum.

And he's laughing: "I'm more blessed than you." ”

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