Things got more complicated, and I couldn't help but fall into a vortex of disbelief and confidence. The people who know that I am the murderer of the Four Princes are none other than Liyan, Qiming, and Ye Linghan. Chen Fei only knew that I was a criminal, but he didn't know what crime I had committed. And when I told Qi Ming and Liyan that day that I was the murderer, Xiao Yu happened to come to get people, if they told Xiao Yu, it would be impossible.

Could it be that it is Ye Linghan? It can't be him, he has kept a secret for me for so long, he protects me more than I protect myself, he even runs again and again at the cost of his life to save me, how could he tell Xiao Yu the secret? Who could that be? I can't really think of anyone else......

Coupled with Concubine Shu's words just now, I suddenly felt cold and creepy, which of these things are true and which ones are fake? Maybe Ye Linghan directed and acted in a scene to catch me and then save me? Or did Heze direct this play that I don't know what the purpose is? Or maybe I can't even believe Concubine Shu, she's just coming to me to play a bitter trick?

Who else can I trust? Who else should I trust?

"Qingyi, what's wrong with you......" Chen Fei asked softly, I have been stunned since Concubine Shu left, he looked at me, his eyes were full of worry.

Yes, I still have Chen Fei, and my senior brother, he is not a person in this palace, not the protagonist or supporting role in this open and secret battle, just a bystander, a bystander who supports me to stand behind me. From the time I was desperate at the gate of Shennongtang, he gave me food and took me in, to the time I entered the palace, he helped me and cared for me everywhere, he once carried me home in the starry night, and also took care of me all night when I was unconscious, he once said that he would not let me have anything, and he also felt sincerely sad for my pain...... He said that love is poisonous, so it is better for me to be less involved, and he said that it is too cold in the palace and wants to stay with me ordinary......

And now, Qi Ming Qiqi and Liyan, from the identity of "my friends" to "the princes of the Northern Desert", and I represent Chang'an, but I am their lord, although we still get along and play as before, but our position is completely different.

And Ye Linghan, I didn't dare to think that I would grow old with him, I just want to be with him in peace, to find the innocence and reliance of my childhood, and my world will be centered on him. But now, he is someone else's quasi-husband, a turmoil, so that we have no chance, the face of the whole country between us, I don't care, my family is ruined, my parents are dead, and I am disfigured...... I've lost everything I should have lost, and I don't want to worry too much about things that are contrary to my heart's wishes, but what about Ye Linghan? He's the brocade guard of this country, and what a joke it would be if he were to be with me? In this life, he will be said to be an ungrateful and ungrateful scumbag. He can't ignore that......

So now, only Chen Fei, only he is still standing by my side after going through so much, his rights are not as big as those of Qi Ming Qi, and his ability is not as strong as Ye Linghan, but he has always been by my side in his most clumsy and simple way, giving me warmth, taking care of me, and being as sincere as ever.

I looked at him and tears flowed unconsciously...... Thank you, big brother...... I said in my heart that his weight in my heart was a little more important.

Chen Fei saw me crying, and he became anxious again: "Qingyi is fine, don't cry, don't be frightened by Concubine Shu's words just now, no matter what this harem looks like, anyway, we don't plan to stay here, let's wait for the end of the court meeting and we will go back to Shennongtang, we will go to live our own little life, everything in the palace has nothing to do with us, don't cry...... Don't be upset...... We will be back soon......"

He coaxed me like a kitten, and I cried even harder, brother, can we go back to the simple and beautiful life we had before...... Can we go back......

"Luo Sheng" he evoked my previous name again, this name, or he gave it to me, "Don't feel sad, don't worry about other people's things, let's go out of the palace, go to live the previous life, these days really make me feel very scared, I don't know what the future will become, what will you become, but, is it wrong for us to make ourselves a little better, a little more comfortable, a little more relaxed?" Is it really that hard to go there on your own terms? Why do we have so many shackles on ourselves by considering so many other people's factors? I know, you don't want to stay here. So, come with me, you have the right to make decisions about your own life, and you have a responsibility to take responsibility for yourself! ”

I have the right to be responsible for myself, yes, Chen Fei is right, I don't want to stay in this deep palace, but I don't know why I'm still so indecisive and reluctant to leave, is it because of Ye Linghan? However, if I really have a future with him, there is no difference between me in the palace and me outside the palace, if I have no future with him, then no matter where I am, there is no future with him, but my uncle, my aunt, I don't need to wronged myself for them, saying that my stay will bring them endless joy, these are all false, their days are already fixed, will they change their habits because of my interruption these days? No, at most they will need a few days to get used to before they get back to normal.

One day, you will understand that someone's life is no different, whether there is anyone or not.

Maybe it's time for me to leave, I nodded to Chen Fei. At this moment, the footsteps of several people sounded from outside, and I thought it should be Qi Ming and a few of them coming back.

Chen Fei and I went out, but we saw several people with different faces, Qi Ming and Li Yan frowned, their faces were solemn, as if something had happened that they couldn't accept the fact, but Qi Yan had an expression like a lost soul, like a frosted eggplant, wilting. And Twilight, on the other hand, jumped up and down and came back happily. What's going on? I was dumbfounded, could it be that the Holy Lord agreed to attack the Xiongnu but rewarded a city in Dunhuang?

"What's going on?" Chen Fei asked Qi Ming, his face was really ugly.

Qi Ming glanced at Twilight Xue, his chest couldn't stop rising and falling, he could see that he was unusually angry, he didn't speak, he was trying his best to restrain his emotions, Li Yan and Qi Yan didn't speak, and the atmosphere was suddenly solemn to the extreme.

"Sister Qingyi~" Twilight jumped up to me and called sweetly, "Tell you good news, you don't have to stay here and marry someone you don't like to be the queen~"

Yes? What's going on? Wouldn't that be a good thing if it was really what she said it was? Why is everyone's complexion so bad?

"Twilight, do you mean it really? What the hell is going on? Qingyi really doesn't have to stay? Did the Holy One agree? Chen Fei asked in surprise, this sudden news made us all a little incredulous.

"That's nature," Twilight said, "Because ......"

"Because of what?" Chen Fei asked anxiously.

"Because of today's political discussion, the prince proposed to Duxue in front of the envoys and civil and military officials of all countries in the world. Moreover, Twilight Xue also agreed, and she announced in front of the whole world that she would be the future queen, and use half of Dunhuang's financial resources as a dowry. Liyan said.

What the??? Oh, my God! How can Twilight be so willful! Why did she do this all of a sudden? Does she know what she's doing? There is only one princess in Dunhuang, she marries Chang'an, so it is not as simple as marrying half of the financial resources, the whole Dunhuang is a dowry! As long as she wanted to, no tribal king would refuse this fat to her mouth, including the current saint! Let's put aside these scheming things, does she love the prince? Do you want to stay in this palace? Such a rash decision was made? It's really too capricious! Is this girl playing in this deep palace?

Also, what about riding? This man really loves her, the two of them grew up together as childhood sweethearts, how could she make such a hasty decision? And there is no reason for this? Doesn't she have any feelings for Rider?

"Sister Qingyi, now that you are free, you can follow Brother Liyan to the Northern Desert to see the Gobi and the grassland." Her smile was simple and natural, not at all contrived, completely willing.

Did she do it for me? But why is that? I was in a hurry. I know that Twilight Xue's words have really completely reversed the situation, if I stay in the palace, then the Holy Lord can take this as a request to make the entire Northern Desert tribe fearful, which will help his political situation, but Twilight Xue is much more useful than me, no matter where she marries, then Dunhuang City will become a vassal state of that tribe, and this kind of national merger is such a huge benefit! If she marries into Chang'an, and Dunhuang is now under the jurisdiction of Chang'an, then the strength of Chang'an and the financial resources of Dunhuang, the saint does not need to contain any tribe by any means, and he will become the overlord in one leap and make all nations subdued!

So, did the Holy One promise her? I was anxious, but I couldn't ask. Twilight said it all in one go.

"The Holy Lord has agreed, and I have discussed it with the crown prince, and we will get married soon." Twilight said, the clouds light and the wind light.

What the? Get married? I was even more stunned! Although this twilight snow doesn't care about what she does, it's really too much fun!

"Sister Qingyi! Have fun! When the time comes, remember to come and drink my wedding wine! She said mischievously, smiled, and headed for her room.

"Twilight!" Qi Ming finally couldn't help it and stopped her who was about to leave.