Twilight Xue turned her head and glanced at him lightly, without stopping, and went straight back to her room, not glaring at him fiercely like before, and not sarcastically saying anything to him again, she just glanced at him lightly, like looking at an ordinary passerby.

How could she be so foolish! I looked at Qi Ming and Liyan in the hope that they would explain to me what was going on, and that they would tell me that what Twilight said was not true, it was just a joke.

Li Yan sighed and said helplessly: "I don't know what's going on, today's political discussion, the prince suddenly proposed such a sentence, we couldn't stop it, and Duxue actually agreed, she not only wanted to marry the prince, but also said that as long as she became the queen, she would give it half of Dunhuang's financial resources." And the Holy One, naturally, is very happy to conclude this family business......"

What the? How come they just went out in the morning and brought back such exciting news! Twilight, how could she arrange her life's events so casually! I'm going to ask her about it!

By the time I caught up with her, she was already in the room, sitting on a stool with her arms propped up in her hair, unable to show any emotion. I walked straight inside and sat down in front of her.

"Sister Qingyi," she still smiled sweetly, not at all flustered and shocked like me, as if this incident had not happened to her at all. But I don't know why, her laughter made me feel very annoyed, and a wave of anger came up from my heart, and I didn't even think about raising my right hand and slapping her hard!

Maybe she's been messing around for too long and doesn't know what she's doing! Is everything a game for her? If you want it, you want to throw it away if you don't want it? Being irresponsible to others is selfish, and being irresponsible to oneself is what she wants! If she really wants to marry into the palace, does she know what her future is? Then, her father spoiled her all her life and hurt her all her life, and in the end, she was all ruined by her impulsive words that she didn't know what to do!

She was stunned by my slap, her smile suddenly condensed, and she looked at me blankly, her eyes slowly filled with tears. Seeing her crying, I immediately felt distressed, this is the Twilight Snow I know, she has to ignore the nonsense of the world, she has to always abide by the truest thoughts in her heart! She may not know that it is because of her innocence and casualness that these people who live in the cracks of life can see the possibility of happiness...... She is the model that everyone wants to pursue, she is the faith of those who have succumbed to fate, she has unknowingly carried the hopes of so many of us, how can she give up her life so casually......

It's like you've heard that Mr. Storyteller is telling a wonderful story, and the protagonist is mighty and brave, and invincible. While you were listening, Mr. Storyteller suddenly ended and said that he was dead. In this case, the storyteller will most likely be drowned with spittle, and even be subjected to verbal abuse and protests from guests. But now, we are the audience of Twilight's play, and we are looking forward to her excitement in the play, how can she casually tamper with the trajectory and give an irresponsible ending lightly?

"Sister Qingyi......" she whispered in a shallow voice, and the tears in her eyes were dripping down, like crystal dewdrops. I want to talk to you, say something that I have never told anyone before, you don't need to answer me, you don't need to comfort me, you don't need to give me evaluation or help, you just listen to me quietly......"

I was stunned, I didn't expect her to say this, so I sat in front of her with a stomach full of distress and didn't dare to come out, quietly waiting for her to tell her own stories.

"I grew up with Qi Ming and Qi Qi since childhood, because the Dog Rong Wangcheng and Dunhuang Wangcheng are adjacent to each other, so there is often walking, I have no brothers and sisters but I love to play by nature, so I often go to the dog Rong to live for several days and refuse to go. At that time, I was only five or six years old, and I just liked to play with the two brothers, and I liked to go there to watch the horses ride, and to watch the horses turn their heels, and I didn't know anything, and I was very happy to follow them and watch them. My father also doted on me, because I was the only princess in Dunhuang, and both the king of Inurong and my father felt that I was too lonely, so they were very willing for the three of us to play together. ”

"Qi Ming and Qi Qi are very fond of me, for a period of time I was born smallpox, contagious, isolated from everyone, they came to Dunhuang to play with me, my father and mother did not let us meet, they all lived in Dunhuang, every day to sit outside my door, chat with me, tell me jokes, encourage me to take medicine. We spoke through a thin door, and with them, the days passed very quickly, and the sickness was less painful, and I began to know that what I longed for was not to fly freely in the wide world, but to have them by my side, and everywhere was the whole world. ”

And just like that, we all grew up. With an Adam's apple on his throat and a cyan stubble on his lips, he seemed to have grown taller overnight, and every time he picked me up, he became more and more powerful, his voice began to become resolute and slightly hoarse, and I slowly realized that he was already a man. ”

"And I'm still a little girl, and I'm still relying on him, tired of him, pretending that I haven't grown up yet, pretending that he's not growing up, pretending that he's just my big brother. However, I couldn't deceive myself more and more, and I knew that I had developed some different feelings for him in my heart. I like to watch him shoot arrows on horseback, I like to see him smile gracefully and heroically, I like him to protect me on his chest and take me to ride the black soul on the grassland...... Every time at this time, I would secretly raise my head from his arms, look at his more and more angular face, unconsciously blush and heartbeat, then I felt that I was the happiest person in the world, and I had my whole world. ”

"I don't even know when I became emotionally attracted to him. I wanted to be happy like this, but I couldn't. One day, the king of Inurong and his father half-jokingly said that they would marry me to Qi Qi in the future, but Qi Qi did not reflect at that time, and he did not know about men and women. But Qi Ming happily expressed his approval of this decision, but my heart was very uncomfortable, I like Qi Ming! How could he be so happy that I was married to another man! ”

"I couldn't suppress the uneasiness and suspicion in my heart, that day, I went to talk to Qi Ming alone, I asked him in a joking tone if he would like me to marry Qi Ying, he actually patted his chest and smiled and said that of course he would. I didn't want to mention how sad I was at the time, a dream hidden in my heart was shattered before I saw the sun. Does he really not have me in his heart? I felt sad, but I was not reconciled, and still asked him cheekily, what if I liked him a little more than I liked riding? At that time, my heart was already hanging in my throat, do you know how it felt when I confessed to someone for the first time? It was a feeling of shame and unwillingness, and it was the most tangled and nervous moment of my life. ”

However, he was noncommittal, and just said lightly, he is seven years older than me, and Qi Qi is only three years older than me, and I and Qi Qi should be together. Because he is older and can take care of people, I think he is good, as long as I have more contact with Qiyi, I will definitely like Qiqi in the future. You know, I almost cried, maybe he was just thinking I was a little kid, but I still pretended nothing was wrong, half-jokingly picking out the words more clearly. ”

"I jokingly asked him, would it be okay if I married him? Do you know what he said? He said that I was still too young, how could we be together because the age gap was too big? Let's marry Qiyi! ”

"Can emotional things be discarded as if they were a thing? I don't actually resent him for rejecting me, and I don't resent him for not liking me, but his indifferent attitude makes me feel that my heart hurts more than a knife! I thought it would be a joke, and even if he really didn't like me, it would be as if what I said before was not true, and I was able to hold it up on my own. But I didn't, I couldn't, and I cried on the spot. Annoyed and angry, I yelled at him, I will never like you in my life! You rotten man! ”

"After that, I avoided him everywhere and targeted him everywhere, firstly, because I had lost face that day, and I couldn't communicate with him normally; The second is to hope that he can feel uncomfortable, feel that he can't live without me and start to feel that I am important! But he didn't have it at all, and what happened after that only proved that it didn't matter to him whether I was there or not! So, gradually, the resentment in my heart became more and more, and I became more obedient and irritable to him, because he was bigger than me, so he let me everywhere and didn't care about me. I'm also constantly teaching myself, why be so sad and crazy for someone who doesn't like me at all! Twilight, you must forget about him right away! ”

So, I tried everything I could to slander him, to slander him, hoping to destroy the him in my heart, but in the end, it ruined the little friendship we had left in reality, and we both went further and further apart. I also tried every means to dislike him, and tried every means to only think about his disadvantages and his shortcomings, but even if I only think about his shortcomings, I still can't stop missing him, and I can't do it if I don't love him. So, I still like to go to the dog Rong, still go to play with Qi Ying, ignore Qi Ming but still take him, in fact, I just make an excuse for myself to go and see him, that's enough. I was able to quarrel with him, and I was angry but also happy because I could finally talk to him......"