After a violent roar, a dry throat was exchanged

Keep telling myself that I want to forget you from now on, I don't want to think about these heartache things anymore, I refuse all things related to you, I know that no matter how hard I try, I can't change the ending of the song in the end, I'm tired, I don't want to deliberately fit into other people's worlds, people like me who have been lonely from the beginning should continue to live alone alone.

Seeing that she was not roaring, but sitting alone in a daze, he was a little upset, he couldn't help anything, he could only watch her suffer from afar, he picked up the handkerchief in his pocket and walked over to her.

"Don't cry, you're all a cat, isn't it just a lost love, as for it?"

Yu Xuan stepped forward and slapped his handkerchief away

Looking at him and thinking, "You are all the same kind of people, all of you pretend to be good people to approach me at the beginning, and then give me another fatal knife when I trust you the most, and teach me that I have eaten enough and don't need to do it again"

"Put away your fake good guy look, I don't need it!"

This guy is really a little hedgehog, and if he is hurt a little, he will stab people everywhere, forget it for her to be so sad, forgive her.

"Okay, Captain, there are people walking here, you see your crying eyes are swollen, wipe them quickly, I won't tell them that you look so embarrassed"

Yu Xuan ignored him and got up to leave

The guy followed up, thinking that he could enlighten Yu Xuan, and kept chattering about poisonous chicken soup, but Yu Xuan's heart was in turmoil, and she was very upset, she suddenly stopped!

"You're enough! I want you to be quiet personally, you come with me again, I don't care what the game is the day after tomorrow, I will definitely break your leg first"

Seeing her frowning and angry, forget it! It's okay for her to be quiet alone, if she is following, her little life is indeed ...

Its dark night sky, so the sadness is covered, watching the people who come and go for a leisurely walk...

They must be very happy, with family, lovers, friends, this simple and ordinary happiness in me has become out of reach, why do I have to work so hard to show the edge, so good, in the end or alone, if I can, I would rather not be so smart and clever at the beginning, I hope to be the same as others, every day at school can eat breakfast made by my mother, come back from class in the afternoon with my father's pick-up, there is a brother and sister who can grow up together, but... Everything is too far away! Since I was a child, I have been a role model for other parents, but do they know that all I want is a complete home, and I live every day ordinarily.

Seeing that Yuxuan was still squatting by the lake at night, the pedestrians passing by next to him asked with concern

“ Are you okay?”

Yu Xuan forced a smile

“ I'm fine. Thank you for your time.”

Passers-by didn't want to ask more, and walked away with a smile

Okay Nangong Yuxuan, what are you crying here, talking about feelings will only hinder me from walking the rivers and lakes, heroes are originally lonely, what is there to cry about, there are no friends, what about being alone, isn't it still good to live, right! I almost forgot about my grandmother's surgery fee, Nangong Yuxuan, you are really a pig's brain, grandma is sick, you are still here silently sad, are you stupid! That's right! Looking for Yikai to borrow money, among so many people, he is considered a rich and righteous person, so he will ask him for money!

She just picked up her phone and was about to dial, and then it happened that Uncle Ann called her

"Hey Uncle Ann!" There was silence on the other end of the phone: "Uncle Ann? Are you listening? "I thought it was a mistake, and I was about to hang up...

"Yuxuan! Grandma has passed away! There was a deep silence on the other end of the phone

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It was as if he had been under a spell and stood motionless, staring blankly at the boundless darkness in front of him

She suddenly ran back to the hotel in a frenzy, pedestrians and vehicles at the traffic lights couldn't stop her, passers-by saw someone running on the road cooler than a cool run, and took out their mobile phones to take pictures, but Yuxuan's speed was as fast as lightning, and they couldn't see the appearance of people clearly.

It was already 10 o'clock in the evening when I returned to the hotel, and everyone was racing against time to review for the final the next morning, and the corridor of the hotel was empty

Yuxuan returned to his room, took his passport, and rushed to the airport without anything.

Because before the competition, the entire suitcase only needs three sets of changes of clothes, and the rest is the main information of the competition

Some people live in the warm candlelight all their lives, and some people crawl forward in the dark all their lives, and they may not be able to get out of that haze, but there is a glimmer of light in their hearts, even if they fall 10,000 times, they will continue to move forward without fear.

That night she left quietly and no one knew.

A man waits anxiously at the airport in the quiet of midnight

The beautiful scenes of the past come back to mind

"As a member of the Nangong family, you can't cry, give me a quick wipe of tears and return to the stage to play the piano, I have said it all over again, this dish should be boiled for two minutes before it is put down, have you listened attentively, how did you score 98 points in this chemistry test paper, the last 2 points is the pen ran out of water or you carelessly forgot to fill in, you know that these two points can crush a group of people, this reading competition, you read the wrong words into the third sound, your calligraphy pen is not strong enough..."

In my memory, my grandmother always asked to scold me more than praise me, but I always knew her intentions, and I will never forget what she said to Grandma Zhang in the small village in the countryside at that time

"I'm afraid that I won't be able to protect her for long, so I can only let her learn various skills, so that even if I die, she can live well"

Grandma Yuxuan is almost home, you can see Yuxuan in a while, Yuxuan will make you sweet glutinous rice sugar cake, fragrant shredded chicken, and make you your favorite honey brown sugar grapefruit tea, grandma·····

The people around her have been sleeping soundly, only she is alone on the dark plane, biting the blanket in pain, not making a single sound, not afraid of disturbing others, but afraid that she will not be able to bear to collapse in the crowd, there are few people coming and going on the midnight flight, who is running around for life, who cares whether you are happy or sad.

After a four-hour journey, Yuxuan, who had just gotten off the plane, rushed to the hospital non-stop, but the building was already empty than the bed, and it was already five o'clock in the afternoon when he returned home from tossing and turning.

Yu Xuan dragged his soulless body and staggered into the mourning hall

The mourning hall was full of people, many of whom were students taught by my grandmother, some were my father's former comrades-in-arms, and some were colleagues who taught by my grandfather

Seeing a young girl, she walked into the mourning hall sadly and painfully, and many people she didn't know looked at her with strange eyes

"Teaching, is that Yuxuan? Why did she come back, shouldn't he play in the UK" It was Yu Xuan's current director of academic affairs who spoke

Nangong Qinglin shook his head and looked

"It's really this girl"

He walked towards Yuxuan angrily

Yuxuan searched everywhere for his grandmother's body, but the entire living room was searched, but there was still no trace

Nangong Qinglin took Yu Xuan's hand in the crowd and asked loudly

"Aren't you in the race, how did you come back! Who got you back."

The mourning hall, which was already quiet and depressed, was even more dead and silent by his roar

"Grandma is sick, you hide it from me, I put up with it, grandma is going to have surgery, you hide it from me, I put up with it, why did grandma pass away, why don't you let me know, is it that Uncle An doesn't tell me, you plan to lie to me that grandma is going to play abroad again? Why didn't you let me see my grandmother for the last time, why did you cremate my grandmother without my consent, why are you so ruthless, grandpa! ”

Nangong Qinglin bowed his head and was silent

An Weixiong saw that it was really inappropriate for Yuxuan to make noise in the mourning hall, so he hurriedly pulled him aside

"Yuxuan, don't blame the professor, it's all Teacher Liu's own advice, grandma is going to be funeral now, you hurry back to the room and change your clothes"

My father's other comrades-in-arms also came over to persuade him

In order not to delay the auspicious time of his grandmother's funeral, Yuxuan ran upstairs to change clothes with tears in his eyes.

Although Liu Yuan repeatedly told everyone not to tell Yuxuan before the operation, An Weixiong really couldn't accept the guilt in his heart, so he chose to explain to Yuxuan and let her rush back to attend the funeral, as the only grandson of the Nangong family, if she didn't come back, it would be too miserable, the old man was at the funeral, and there was not even a person to send him to the end, so he had to tell Yuxuan that the deceased was great, and the game was just a competition.

That afternoon, a cold rain suddenly fell in the bright spring, people's faces could not see whether it was tears or rain, the pastor read the scriptures earnestly, Yuxuan looked at the tombstone with a colorless face, he had no expression since he left the house, and he did not leave a single tear, like a soulless shell, looking at the tombstone with a blank look, praying for the end of the farewell ceremony, the rain was too heavy, and many people said goodbye to Nangong Qinglin, but no matter who dissuaded Yuxuan, there was still a place where he stood, and the umbrella did not hold, and one stood in front of the tombstone.

An Weixiong was afraid that she would get sick in the rain, so he kept holding an umbrella for her and accompanying her in the rain·····

Although everyone in the hotel didn't see Yuxuan one day, they all knew that Yuxuan broke up with Su Muchen and didn't dare to hit the window, Leng Yikai came over yesterday, but knocked on the door and didn't see anyone answer, but asked the lobby manager of the hotel, it was indeed very late to see her go back to the hotel and never went out, and I heard others say that lovelorn people will be bored in the room alone, so I didn't look for her again.

Han Zhexi instructed the hotel waiter to tell herself as long as she saw Yuxuan come out, but now it's ten o'clock in the evening, and she hasn't seen her go out and ask for food, and she will participate in the competition tomorrow, how can she not eat or drink like this...

Han Zhexi knocked on the door with some bread and still didn't respond

"Don't knock, her stubborn temper won't pay attention to you!"

Leng Yikai leaned aside with nothing to do

Han Zhexi still ignored it and continued to knock, but the room still did not respond

"Yuxuan, if you don't come out again, I'll ask someone to open the door."

There was another knock on the door, but no one answered...

I was really worried that Yuxuan hadn't eaten, so I called the manager to come over and open the door

After some tossing, the hotel waiter opened the door

Seeing the door open, Leng Yikai walked from the other side of the corridor

The room was pitch black

"Yuxuan, are you there? I'm on the lights! Han Zhexi shouted...

Smack···

The lights were turned on, and everything was neat except for the suitcase, which was a little messy

"Did he go out this morning?" The person who spoke was Leng Yikai

Han Zhexi shook his head and said that he didn't know...

"I'm going to look for a movie, you go check the hotel camera"

After Leng Yikai nodded in agreement, the two quickly rushed out of the door

Jiang Xiying was bored playing electric in the room, and saw Han Zhexi running over in a hurry, asking casually

"What's the matter with me?"

Han Zhexi ran up to him and grabbed his game console

"Where did you meet Yuxuan yesterday?"

Jiang Xiying strengthened the game back and said indifferently

"Just outside the hotel, cross two roads and turn the lake on the left hand, what's the matter? The rain has not subsided yet, and you have gone to see the lake again? ”

Now hurry up and take me there!

Listening to Hee's tone...

"Didn't Yuxuan come back last night?" After saying that, he threw the game console and put on his shoes in a hurry

Let's go over and find out first, if she is not familiar with life abroad, where can she play until it gets dark and doesn't come back

Jiang Xiying put on his shoes and immediately ran to the lake yesterday with Han Zhexi

The two of them downstairs in the lobby saw where Leng Yikai was still checking the surveillance

"How's it going, did you find it?"

Leng Yikai stared at the player intently and replied, "No, I'm still looking for it!" ”

"You found it and sent me a message, I'm going out with Jiang Xiying now to find it"

Good!

Leng Yikai checked the surveillance at four o'clock in the morning tonight, and still didn't see Yuxuan at half past ten in the evening

“May I have a look at the monitor from 6:00 to 12:00 last night?” (Can I take a look at the surveillance from 6 pm to 12 pm last night)

The lobby manager looked at him, hesitated for a moment, and then called up yesterday's surveillance

Leng Yikai saw that at 11:58 last night, she ran back in a hurry, as if something very serious had happened

“ Can you show me another monitor from 12 p.m. to 4 a.m.” (Can you show me another monitor from 12 p.m. to 4 a.m.)

The manager called up last night's surveillance to him

“I'm sorry, sir. If I can't find it again, I can't give you any more information. (Sorry sir, I can't give you any more information if I can't find it again)

Leng Yikai smiled a little embarrassed and said: Okay, I know. Thank you.

As soon as the camera was played, I saw Yu Xuan running out quickly at twelve o'clock, because she was running too fast, she couldn't see whether she was holding something in her hand at all, but only saw a vague figure

Leng Yikai ran to the lake to find Han Zhexi, and after explaining the situation to him, the three of them searched near the hotel

"Yuxuan's luggage hasn't been taken yet, it must be nearby," you two go to the bar to have a look, I'll go to a nearby café to have a look, and I found it and notified each other."

Han Zhexi and Jiang Xiying nodded and looked separately.