Text Chapter 97 Secretly Leave
When he returned to the house late at night, Yuxuan locked himself in the house, didn't turn on the light or spoke, just curled up in the corner alone
Nangong Qinglin's mailbox received an anonymous email, the email has evidence of not doing academic reports for other years, in order to treat his lover a few years ago, he had to make academic reports for others, and handed over his research results over the years, in order not to worry his wife, saying that it was for the rich to research new products, but now his wife is also gone, and the results of his painstaking research for many years have also been published by others, the world seems to support his reason for living, and the email also threatened him to let Yuxuan transfer to leave the cityIt's just so hateful.
He dialed the old number, but no one answered
looked out the window, after a spring rain, the frogs sparsely croaked a few times, the spring rain seemed to be hanging among the trees, looked at some yellowed photos, the three people in the photo were smiling, this photo was a photo left by his son when he joined the army, at that time, his wife was okay all day long and always told cold jokes, in order to cooperate with her own pretending to be very funny, pretending that Mrs. was not telling cold jokes, and replaced her with a giggle when she was fine, until her son passed away, Mrs. no longer said cold jokes, nor did she love to talk, Although Yu Xuan's child is sensible and didn't let them worry about it, but when Yu Xuan was there, Mrs. was occasionally amused by her and couldn't keep her mouth shut, but now everything is gone, Mrs. is gone, Yu Xuan's biological father has also come over, this family is destined to be scattered...
He got up and went downstairs and went to the kitchen to get some food for Yu Xuan
"When she was there, I didn't go into the kitchen, she was always idle with me to help, saying that I was only suitable for holding pens, not for these pots and pans" The kitchen appeared in her usual busy figure, and his tears couldn't help but fall!
He really can't cook, and he can't make a decent dish after tinkering in the kitchen for a long time
Never mind! Let's go to the bowl of noodles
He came to Yuxuan's door with a night of hot egg noodles and knocked lightly
"The guests are gone, let's come out to eat!"
Yu Xuan did not answer
He pushed open the door alone, put the noodles in place, gently turned on the light, and opened the closed window
"Eat the noodles, grandpa has something to tell you"
She still curled up on the bed motionless, she hated her grandfather for hiding from her and not saying anything, she hated her grandfather for not letting her accompany her in her last days, she hated her for sending her to be cremated if she didn't let her see her grandmother for the last time.
Nangong Qinglin knows Yuxuan's temper too well, and since she adopted her, she doesn't like to talk since she was a child, and she doesn't like to play with other children, every time she is brought to the community, so the children are all around, and she is alone in a plate of her toys, but fortunately, when she was five years old, Yufeng's naughty guy moved back to the compound to live, otherwise Yuxuan might grow up alone.
"Grandpa knew that you were angry with grandpa, so you came over and ate the noodles, and grandpa told you the secret buried with grandma"
Grandma hid it from me when she died? She was a little moved to pick up the egg noodles
She still won't talk to me, this kid...
"Your grandmother has wanted to train you to be a perfect superman since she was a child, you are very hard working and excellent in both study and life, but participating in the World Youth Championships is a very rare opportunity, which is very helpful for you to study abroad in the future, so your grandmother won't let me tell you if she is killed, for fear of affecting your competition"
Hearing this, tears of displeasure slipped down the bowl, and in order not to let her grandfather find out, she deliberately sucked the noodles loudly
"In the future, you have to live a good life without the care of others, don't always be silent and confine yourself, make more friends..."
The bowl of noodles was weeping and eating it loudly
Seeing that she had finally eaten something, he was a little happy and comforted to tell her the truth
"You are not from our Nangong family, my short-lived son has not yet come and married a daughter-in-law..." He choked suddenly, but for a moment... He continued to look out the window and closed his eyes slightly, "You were picked up by me and my grandmother on the way back from the garden, when you were just a few days old, and it was raining a little in the autumn, and your grandmother looked pitiful and went home to adopt."
I don't believe it...
In an instant, Yuxuan burst into tears
"Your biological father came to the door a month ago, and you know him, it's your good friend father, Han Qiguang!"
Yu Xuan looked at Nangong Qinglin in disbelief
"I know you're having mixed feelings right now, but in fact he is indeed your father, and I don't know why you were at the gate of the compound at that time, and he will probably explain it to you then."
I'm just Nangong Yuxuan, not Han Yuxuan!
Looking at her stubborn temper, she is indeed very similar to Mrs
Nangong Qinglin slowly moved to Yuxuan's bed, holding a tissue to help her gently wipe her tears
"You see your crying eyes are swollen, they don't look good at all, good! Why don't you cry, don't you have a new family, be happy"
I just want grandparents! The others didn't care about me, and after saying that, I threw myself on my grandfather's body and couldn't stop crying loudly
Those grievances that were dumped by others, the grievances blamed by girlfriends, and the grievances of the death of relatives all cried at this moment
Nangong Qinglin's heart ached, but... He gently wiped away his tears and let go of Yuxuan without incident
"It's such a big girl, and your nose is red from crying," he kindly lifted her wet hair from the corners of her eyes
Try to accept others, they are also your family, they will not hurt you, they will only love you! So this is a good thing, don't refuse so much, promise your grandfather to go back to the Han family, and the father and son of the Han family will treat you well
Yu Xuan couldn't cry and shook his head wildly
The world is impermanent, you are an adult, you must also learn to look at life and death, the past will not come back, you can only look forward, you can't always be entangled in memories and don't let go, some memories are good in your heart, you have to remember to live every day, grandpa is not by your side in the future, take good care of yourself, cherish yourself, remember to eat three meals on time, don't lie in bed, go home too late, don't be alone outside at night, this is very unsafe, don't always protect yourself like a castle, learn to look at the scenery outside, smile more, Don't always look like an old-fashioned adult.
Grandpa, I won't go to Han's house, don't drive me away.
Nangong Qinglin smiled and touched her head
"Silly boy, Nangong was originally your home, who can drive you away, as long as you want to stay, no one can drive you away"
Yu Xuan suddenly looked like a child that no one wanted, crying and hugging his grandfather
"Where do you put the camera at home, go find out and I'll find out the photo of my grandmother, why don't you take a final family photo"
Yu Xuan knew that his grandfather must be extremely uncomfortable, but his grandfather could only comfort himself and not express it
"Grandpa, I'm going to look for it, why don't we go downstairs to the living room to shoot, where the lights are brighter"
Nangong Qinglin looked at her lovingly and nodded with a smile
Looking at the posthumous photo of his wife, his heart was full of flavors, "Don't be afraid, wife, I'll be with you in a while"
Yuxuan took the camera and waited for his grandfather downstairs early, and the two of them didn't change into the black mourning clothes they were wearing at all
Nangong Qinglin staggered down the stairs step by step
Both of them were extremely painful in their hearts, but in order to make each other happy, they pretended to smile happily
"It's too late, go back to sleep, promise grandpa that you must live every day well, no matter what happens, you must have a strong heart, you know?"
This night, she suddenly felt that grandpa had become very amiable, kind-eyed, she knew that grandpa was afraid that she would not be able to accept grandma's illness and death, so she said some seemingly strong words to herself, she was sad to death, and she pretended to be calm to comfort me, grandpa was too hard.
"Grandpa, I know, you should rest early"
After saying that, Yuxuan helped his grandfather upstairs, Nangong Qinglin sent Yuxuan back to her room, and before closing the door, he reluctantly hugged her and whispered in her ear
"Don't worry, grandparents are very happy, take good care of yourself!"
Grandpa's arms are so gentle and thick
"Grandpa, you don't have to worry too much about me, I'm actually very strong, you go to bed early"
Nangong Qinglin smiled reluctantly and helped her gently close the door
Grandma passed away, the blow to grandpa must not be small, I must take good care of and accompany grandpa, after washing up and suddenly thought of the people they competed in, there is 1 hour they will know that I left, it was me who abandoned them, even if they hate me and resent me, I have nothing to say, if I know that grandma was seriously ill a long time ago, I will definitely not go to this competition, restart the machine, Leng Yikai and Han Zhexi, Jiang Xiying The three of them have countless missed calls, I am so tired, if there is anything to go back to China and tell them, When the time comes, they will beat and scold me, and follow them
"Organize everyone to participate in the competition tomorrow, and it will be no problem to go according to the strategy," said he turned off the phone and went to bed
At this time, Leng Yikai, who was half past six in the morning, received a text message from Yuxuan, and he immediately dialed the phone to go back, but the other end of the phone had already been turned off
"Don't look for it! Yuxuan won't be coming back to the competition."
When the exhausted Han Zhexi and Jiang Xiying heard this, they immediately walked over
"What did you say?" It was Han Zhexi who asked this
Leng Yikai indifferently handed him the phone
"It's off! She was able to text back, which proved to be safe"
Everyone knows Yu Xuan's stubborn temperament, but a love affair will break her to pieces, if she doesn't want to find it for you, she won't be able to find it even if she digs three feet into the ground
The trio searched all night and ended up in this pale text message
Nangong Qinglin wrote two dying letters in front of the candlelight table alone, one to Yuxuan and one to An Weixiong, the family has no family background for treatment over the years, in addition to this old house, there are tens of thousands of yuan in savings, which are empty at a glance
Letter to Yuxuan:
Yuxuan When you read this letter, grandpa has already met grandma, don't be sad, grandparents have always loved you, although there have never been parents, but grandparents have never treated you badly, all you have is the best we have, life is long, we grow up with you, you also accompany us to grow old, but my heart is finally worried about grandma's body, the two of us live to the age of sixtieth, it is not in vain this life, I hope you don't hate grandparents, very lucky in our saddest time, You have brought us hope, no matter if your surname is Nangong or your surname Han in the future, this is your own choice, no matter what you do, grandparents will bless you, you are a child from the heart, heavy is not willing to share with our two elders, but what you do, we all understand that what you do is to make me proud and happy, grandma is usually harsh to you, but you don't blame her, she just hopes that you can live well without our care, grandparents have never done anything sorry for others in their lives, So you don't have to resent anyone, this is my own choice, go back to the Han family, where is more suitable for you, grandparents regret that they couldn't find a complete home for you when you were a child, so you have a lonely personality since you were a child, you don't like to talk to others, you have to live well after grandpa leaves, we will bless you in heaven, look at me Sun Yuxuan, don't be sleepy, don't miss your relatives, don't be afraid of the future, everything is fine.
Remember your grandfather
Nangong Qinglin
Nangong Qinglin sent a text message to An Weixiong, asking him to come directly to his bedroom at half past six the next morning to discuss things
An Weixiong thought that Liu Yuan's future still needed to be cooked, so he decisively agreed
The letter to An Weixiong explained Yu Xuan's identity, for fear that Yu Xuan would not be able to think about it, so the first person to notify him was him, and told An Weixiong that he didn't have to make a big noise about his future, as long as he was cremated and buried with his wife, all the cumbersome ceremonies were canceled, and he only hoped that An Weixiong could take care of his granddaughter a little more in his absence, and he didn't have anything to worry about the rest
When everything was ready, he picked up the sleeping pills that had been stored in the bedroom for a short time, he walked to the windowsill to look at the beautiful night, and went back to bed and calmly took all the sleeping pills
The soul and body are dormant, and they are given a moment of peace and eternal peace.