[My 213 Life] 18: Present Action
Human beings are thinking creatures, of course, they are also the creators and executors of plans, and they have been consciously or unintentionally, or voluntarily or forcibly tied up with plans from the beginning of their lives, but most of the time they are planned and implemented according to the requirements of their parents.
We will always burst out one after another seemingly arrogant but eager to accomplish the idea in our hearts, individuals or listen to other people's opinions, or make one plan after another, but in the end many people die on the way to the plan. This is unrealistic, no money, no time, what to do if we lose our job, etc., but we don't give up or not to continue after it is really realized, and we mostly die in our own plans.
The backers will fall, everyone will run, and only yourself is the most reliable. Our life is always so short, if there is any idea that really exists in our hearts and will not be forgotten for a long time, then be brave enough to realize it! Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, except for the fear itself, which is worth fearing, the rest is not so fearful. Don't hesitate to plan too much for your ideas. In fact, planning is good and the most rational. But you can't afford to lose sight of one over the other, and you can't just say you have a dream just for the sake of planning.
Time always slips away quietly, bringing us memories, so that we have no trace of discovering it, we are always indulged in the spell of endless years, always thinking that happy things will continue to play out, more precisely, not knowing that life is too short!
I still remember that many years ago, my parents went to visit my grandfather's house in Shanxi, leaving me alone to watch the house. During this time, there was a particularly memorable scene where I slept on the ground with my neighbor's friends and watched the starry sky.
I still remember that at that time, I mistakenly regarded the bark of the tung tree as a necessary item to repel mosquitoes, and as a result, I burned all night or was bitten by mosquitoes all over my body, and naturally I didn't sleep all night, just looking at the starry sky there, reverie the scenery above the white clouds, and fantasizing about whether there were people like us watching the starry sky on the alien planet, I was so happy at that time, but at that time I never thought that the future would go like this, and now everyone is scattered all over the world, who can say what will happen in the future!
It is said that the moon is dead, but I feel that the moon is alive, it can prompt everyone's heart to miss the most things, but also entrusts personal feelings of panic, looking from afar, full of traces of time, but things have long been wrong, leaving only each other's life experience, I think the present is the moment when a person can really decide, the past can no longer be corrected, the future is too ethereal, only the present, can start immediately.