So, what else do I have to run away from?

I'm not afraid to die, am I still afraid to be with him?

Suddenly, I was relieved, maybe the next time I see Ye Linghan, I can't call his name softly and tell him how happy it is to see you, but I can look up with a smile and look at him.

The world, the family, I will abandon it all.

I quickly wiped away my tears and sorted out my emotions, Qi Ming and Liyan were startled, I cried and laughed for a while, they thought I was really stimulated by something.

After crying enough, my mood really improved a lot, and then I noticed that Chen Fei had been absent for such a long time.

What about Chen Fei? I was at a loss, we were not in Anle Palace all day today, and I didn't see him after I came back. I gestured to the two of them, and they quickly understood what I meant, and Qi Ming called the maid over to ask, saying that Chen Fei had gone to the imperial dining room to prepare the medicinal materials for Liyan.

Liyan's injury is basically healed, but I have to take detoxification and stasis medicine three times a month, I used to go to the Tai Hospital with Chen Fei to personally select the medicinal materials, and personally took it to the imperial dining room to boil it into a decoction, each decoction has to boil for an hour, the two of us just sat next to the medicine jar and chatted, watching the casserole of boiling medicine gurgling slowly out of the gap in the lid. When the aroma of the medicine gradually became stronger, and the hour was almost up, he wrapped it in a coarse cloth and lifted the hot casserole, and I covered it with white gauze on a small porcelain bowl, and he gently poured the medicinal juice on the white gauze to filter out the dross. When the bowl of medicine is full, I will pick up the brown gauze from the four corners and throw it away with the dregs.

But now these jobs can only be done by him alone, after I became Princess Qingyi, his life is even more lonely, I wonder if he will feel sad in the imperial dining room at this moment? I wrote a sentence on the paper and gave it to Qi Ming and Qi Yan, and after they understood, I went to the imperial dining room to find Chen Fei, and Li Yan and Qi Ming went to find Twilight Xue who had just run away, and Twilight Xue and Qi Yan still don't know what it looks like.

Walking on this path leading to the imperial dining room, my heart was full of guilt, and my steps were unusually hurried. The familiar road, I used to walk with Chen Fei, but now he walked alone, and I missed the time when I caught up behind.

Outside the imperial dining room, many maids were going in and out to prepare the ingredients for the evening, and I bypassed the main entrance and wanted to enter through the southeast gate on the side, because from there it was directly a pharmacy. A few little maids walked ahead of me, each carrying a basket containing a few ingredients, which seemed to be preparing medicinal food for a certain master in the palace, and they chatted as they went.

"This princess Qingyi has been making a lot of noise in the palace recently, and today I heard from the people in Qianxiang Palace that the emperor wants to marry this princess to the prince, and she will be the queen in the future!" A palace maid said, judging from her voice, she should be only thirteen or fourteen years old.

"But I heard that this Princess Qingyi is extremely ugly, how can such a person be a queen!" A maid answered.

What the? How ugly is it? Is this talking about me? It's ridiculous, I'm also the number one Oiran in the capital before I enter the palace! You people can say it's ugly!

"Isn't it, I heard that she still covers half of her face and doesn't dare to show it to others." A maid agreed affirmatively.

"That's it, but why is she such a person? Isn't she just because she's the daughter of Princess Nanyin? Why are they bullied to our princess Heze now? In terms of beauty, talent, and character, our Princess Heze is not better than her! Why did the saint talk to her this time, I really don't understand......" The little maid in the pink Luo skirt was fighting for Heze.

"That's it, it's said that our princess Heze is jealous of her relationship with Lord Ye, what is there about her to be jealous of others?" A maid chimed in.

"That's right, I don't know what they said about Lord Ye staying in Princess Qingyi's house for one night, I don't know if it's true or not?"

"What about the real and what about the fake? Can we night adults look at her? Even if it was true, it must have been some kind of magic she used to confuse Lord Night! ”

"Yes, yes, yes! I think so too, I heard that this Princess Qingyi has excellent medical skills, can't I say that she gave Lord Ye some kind of medicine, otherwise Lord Ye could do this kind of thing? ”

"It must be so, I think those foreign princes are also very good to her, maybe they have also been poured * soup by her. Although she is also a princess in size, how can she be worthy of Lord Night? Princess Heze and Lord Ye are talented and beautiful, and they are a natural pair, right! ”

A few people in front of you said a word, I didn't notice that I was still behind, when I heard the first sentence I wanted to avoid them, I didn't want to listen to them anymore, but instinctively wanted to hear what they would say ugly words, I just followed them step by step, to be honest, I really felt wronged, I felt sad, it was really bad to be incompromised and abused like this, at first I wanted to rush to the front to reason with them, but in the back, I also calmed down, Why should I reason with others? What am I going to use to reason with others? What if you explain it to them? The world is so big, and there are so many mouths, should I explain them one by one? The result may just be darker and darker.

But I can't speak, so how can I reason with others? In fact, the opinions of important people can't change the whole pattern at all, so why should I do more useless work? In fact, if you think about it, my aphasia during this period can be regarded as God's favor for me, and I don't need to respond or fight back to so many things that have happened these days.

Because you can't say it, you won't say it, because if you don't say it, you can be calm and stable, and you can not get angry. This is also the truth that I realized later in this palace.

"Qingyi!" As soon as I walked to the door, Chen Fei happened to come out of it and greeted me, a few maids heard Chen Fei shouting, and immediately turned their heads to see me behind them, their faces immediately turned pale, I deliberately didn't look at them, pretended not to hear anything, smiled and greeted Chen Fei, and several of them quickly ran away.

"The banquet is over? You're here for me? Chen Fei asked with a smile, it seems that he didn't feel aggrieved and sad when he came to decoct the medicine alone, maybe he didn't want me to see it.

I smiled and nodded at him.

"The medicine has been boiled." He shook the food box in his hand at me, "Let's go, let's go back." ”

I nodded, and followed him to Anle Palace with peace of mind.

At this moment, the East Palace.

His Royal Highness the Crown Prince reclined on the soft couch, and the cigarette smoke in the room gave rise to a dream-like illusion.

A woman who looked a little older than the prince stood next to the soft couch with low eyebrows, she looked up at the prince's half-closed eyes, and said softly: "Your Royal Highness the Prince, just now the noble concubine Niangniang with the Seventh Prince, the Virtuous Concubine Niangniang and the Sixth Prince have already gone to Princess Qingyi, Your Highness, should we also do something?" ”

The prince's body didn't move, his eyes opened slightly, and he squinted and asked the woman next to him, "What are they doing there in Qingyi?" ”

The woman seemed to be a little anxious: "Prince, the matter that the saint said today that Princess Qingyi will become the queen is now known to everyone in the palace, and every prince wants to get this bargaining chip, so they are vying to show favor to Princess Qingyi, I heard that the concubine and the concubine have given quite heavy gifts, is it time for us to go to Anle Palace?" ”

The prince snorted coldly: "What are they going to do?" They're not princes! I'm the Prince! Besides, I don't have any friendship with that Qingyi, and she has a wound on her face and wraps half of her face with a mask, and she is still a dumb person! I don't understand why my father would want her to be my wife......"

The woman who collapsed this time was really anxious, and she persuaded: "Although your current identity is the crown prince, Your Highness, you must know that when you have not yet ascended the throne, all this is not true!" There are too many people eyeing the crown prince's position, and everyone wants to take the opportunity to climb on your head, although Your Highness is now very pleasing to Your Majesty, but there are also villains who are diligent and deceitful! We can't be sloppy in these things! Have you forgotten Princess Nanyin? Half of our Datang country was defeated by her, so we don't dare to underestimate the ability of her daughter Princess Qingyi! ”

"You say that, it seems to make some sense, they went to show favor to Qingyi, but they actually wanted to take away my crown prince's position? What about the Queen Mother? Did she go to Qingyi to help me say good things? You see that the concubine and the virtuous concubine have gone......" The prince finally understood some truth.

The woman was a little embarrassed: "The queen mother hasn't been to Princess Qingyi yet, but Your Highness, you have to act yourself!" We can't afford to fall behind others! ”

The crown prince was still reluctant, and seemed to be a little resentful that the queen did not do these things for him.

"Or, the slave maid picks up a few good things for the prince to send to Princess Qingyi, which can be regarded as a little bit of our heart?" The woman asked tentatively.

"This is good, this is good! Aunt Wu, please leave it to you! The prince immediately smiled, and immediately changed to a comfortable position and lay down on the soft couch.

The woman who was called Aunt Wu shook her head helplessly as she walked out. She came to this palace as her own dowry maid, she didn't want Miss to be blessed with a thin life, go early, leave such a child to her best to support, Miss is kind to her, she is also trying her best to help the prince, but the prince is getting older, she feels more and more powerless, the palace is so fierce, but the prince still does not want to forge ahead, she is really heartbroken, when will this child grow up......