His hand lifted my clothes, his slender fingers rubbed and twisted lightly on the snowy peaks, and his hand slowly descended along my waist, and the scorching heat revived somewhere. I knew that he knew the taste of the marrow, and I was not the same, but at this time, my consciousness suddenly sobered up, and I grabbed his hand tightly. "No, if I do it again, I won't be able to take the test tomorrow."

He chuckled twice, rested his hand on my waist, buried his head in my bare soft chest and gasped, and tortured me for a while before he raised his head and whispered in my ear, "You may not believe it, I am as inexperienced as you." No matter how bad I used to be, I wasn't bad enough to that extent. ”

"I believe it." My voice is as thin as a mosquito.

He kissed me with a deep affection, and we sat on our sideburns for a long time before we drove back.

Passing by the pharmacy on the way, Xiao Se asked me to wait for him in the car and got out of the car by myself. After a while, he got into the car with a small plastic bag and handed it to me silently. I opened it, a box of emergency contraceptives, and a bottle of swelling and pain-relieving ointment. My face was hot, and I couldn't say what it felt.

We were silent for a while, only the car player was playing the radio program, and the voice of the female anchor was clear and pleasant: "Welcome to listen to the FM70.7 wind chime jingle children's program, I am the host Xiaoyu's sister ......"

"Is there a video recorder in Yin Jingshu's apartment?" Xiao Se suddenly asked.

"Yes." I know this, the VCR has a certain age, Yin Jingshu moved from home, she likes to watch Taiwanese idol dramas, but she often goes out to play at night, so she uses the video recorder to set up a timed video, record the episodes broadcast by the TV station that night, and have time to watch it again when she goes back.

Xiao Se nodded thoughtfully.

"Why do you ask about the VCR?" I'm confused.

"Don't ask, tell me in detail what you ate, what you drank, and what you did that night." He said again.

I thought about it carefully and said them one by one.

He pondered for a moment. "Who opened that bottle of whiskey?"

I told him that when Yin Jingshu was mixing cocktails, he opened them in front of everyone.

"Who opened the rice wine used to make live shrimp?" Xiao Se continued to ask.

I thought about it again, when I entered the kitchen, Yu Meng was putting a big bag of live shrimp into the rice wine, which she should have opened. Yin Jingshu also said that in order to alleviate Yu Meng's homesickness, she specially learned to make drunken shrimp.

"You concentrate on tomorrow's annual assessment first, and then talk about other things when it's over." He squeezed my hand gently, "I'll go to see your assessment tomorrow, and I wish you good results in advance." ”

The second day's annual assessment was held in the company's internal theatre, which was the first time that the company officially included the dancer business assessment in the "Into the Ballet" activity, which was open to the public. Adhering to the concept of "high quality, low fare", the ticket price is 50 and 100 yuan. Not only will the audience be able to enjoy classic ballet clips, prescribed technical techniques, etc., but they will also be able to vote for their favorite dancers on the spot and have the chance to win a beautiful ballet gift. The assessment performance not only provides a fair and free display platform for the performers to fully explore the potential of the performers, but also provides an opportunity for the majority of ballet lovers to "unveil" the mystery of ballet and look directly at each gorgeous turn of the ballet dancers.

The theater was full, and the audience bought tickets to watch, which shows everyone's love for ballet from the bottom of their hearts. As actors, we are also dedicated, gorgeous blooming, every gorgeous rotation is poured into our infinite enthusiasm, and the visual feast for the audience is the expression of our heart.

I played as I should and was elected the audience's favorite actress with the highest number of votes, and Zhuo Yichen was elected the audience's favorite actor. However, I couldn't be happy at all, because Yu Meng made a mistake in the assessment performance, it was not a difficult skill, and the mistake was too undeserved, and the layman audience could easily see it, and the scene was in an uproar. Fortunately, it was a group dance clip of a dance drama, and the other actors played well, and the flaws were not hidden.

It is a matter of the face of the entire dance troupe, and after the assessment, even the always gentle head Yu Meng was severely criticized. Qin Feng didn't say a word beside him, but his face was like frost. I feel deeply worried about Yu Meng's future, the contract between the actor and the dance company is signed every three years, our contract has expired, can it be renewed, this assessment is very critical, Yu Meng's level is not top-notch in the troupe, but at least it belongs to the middle and upper, I didn't expect that she would face the crisis of being terminated. Thinking of her recent abnormal state, I strongly cry out for her in my heart, that hateful man, really hurt her!

When the actresses were removing makeup and changing clothes in the dressing room, Yu Meng sat silently in the corner alone, with her back to the others, she didn't look in the mirror, and smeared the makeup remover on her face. Everyone knew her pain, but no one dared to persuade her. At this time, it is useless to persuade her, she can only calm down first. I'm going to wait until I'm alone to enlighten her.

Later, there was a little girl named Song Yuning, who was new and only 17 years old, because Yu Meng had helped her, so she was very close to Yu Meng. The little girl is very innocent, and she doesn't understand the cruelty of the competition in the dance troupe, so she took the lead in hugging Yu Meng and comforting: "Sister Yu Meng, it's just a mistake, it's okay, just behave well next time." ”

Lan Jingyu, who had already changed her clothes and was about to leave, let out a contemptuous snort. "Do you think she has a next time, her mind is not focused on dancing, she makes unrealistic fantasies all day long, how can she not make mistakes, she is no longer suitable for this stage."

"Sister Jingyu, how can you say that!" Song Yuning immediately criticized with words, "Sister Yu Meng is already very sad, you are still in the well, you are too immoral." You can't guarantee that you'll never make a mistake, do you? If one day, if you make a mistake and others ridicule you like this, will you feel good? ”

Lan Jingyu must not have expected that a newcomer would accuse her in public like this, and her face turned white with anger. But she knew that she was short-sighted, and she couldn't fight back, so she just glanced at Song Yuning coldly, and said with a sneer: "That kind of person is not worth your maintenance at all, there is a reason why she will make mistakes, but she must not dare to tell you, what is the reason, she has no face to say." She snorted heavily, straightened her back, and walked out of the dressing room proudly and proudly.

I was suddenly impressed by Song Yuning, this little girl is new to her, her appearance is not beautiful, and she is not outstanding in other aspects, so she is not very eye-catching. didn't expect that she would not hesitate to offend Lan Jingyu in order to protect Yu Meng. Lan Jingyu has a strong personality and an unforgiving mouth, and most people don't like to conflict with her, and they feel that they can't compete with this kind of person, which reduces their quality. Even if he has an opinion about her in his heart, he is kind and angry on his face. is also a straight person like Yin Jingshu, who will openly confront her.

Yu Meng still turned her back to us, didn't speak, just moved her hands mechanically. Lan Jingyu mocked her like that just now, and she didn't react at all. Everyone else was silent, Song Yuning still wanted to persuade Yu Meng, I walked over and gently put my arm on her shoulder, she turned around, and I shook my head at her. She understood, glanced at Yu Meng sadly, and walked away.

There were only two people left in the dressing room, Yu Meng and me, and I walked behind her. "Yu Meng, failure is not terrible, what is terrible is that it has been slumped since then." I said in an encouraging tone, "I know you're strong, and I believe you won't be defeated by yourself!" ”

Yu Meng raised her head and looked at me quietly. Her face was still covered with makeup, and her face was dirty and gray. "I've been beaten by myself." Her eyes were full of discouragement, "I love ballet, but ballet doesn't love me." I can't stay in this dance company. ”

"No, it won't!" I said anxiously, "You go to Qin Feng and Head Yu, and tell them that you just made a mistake for a while, and try to prove it to them, they won't even give you this opportunity." ”

"It's useless, Lan Jingyu is right, I'm no longer suitable for this stage." As she spoke, two large tears burst out of her eyes, rolled down her cheeks, and shattered into the hem of her clothes.

My heart tightened, and I felt my heart twist. Yu Meng, whom I am familiar with and understand, will not give up easily!

When we were 15 years old, when we were in dance school, Yu Meng had serious bone spurs in both ankles, but she always endured the pain when she practiced, and she didn't want others to know, even me was in the dark. Her feet and dancing shoes were silently fighting every day, and the pain was increasing day by day, and finally one morning when she was practicing, the teacher noticed an abnormality in her feet and asked her to stop class immediately and go to the hospital for a check-up.

But Yu Meng didn't go to the hospital at all, she wandered around the school, and came back to tell the teacher that she had already seen the doctor and was fine. The teacher watched us grow up, so naturally she didn't believe Yu Meng's words, and quickly called her mother. Yu Meng's mother rushed over from her hometown in Zhejiang and took her to the hospital.

The doctor's diagnosis was brutal: if conservative treatment was carried out, the feet could be saved. In other words, she can't dance anymore. Yu Meng cried and said to her mother: "If I can't dance again, I'd rather die!" ”

Later, the hospital agreed to operate on Yu Meng, which had never performed such an operation on a ballet dancer at that time. Yu Meng didn't want to delay the practice for too long, so she asked her feet to do it together, which could save time. The doctor thought that this was too risky, but Yu Meng firmly believed that there was no difference between being crippled with both feet at the same time and keeping one foot for her who loves ballet. In the end, the doctor was shocked and moved, and formulated a rigorous surgical treatment plan.