"It's my fault......"

"Qingyi, please believe in the saint, he really didn't mean to hurt you." The queen mother helped the saint explain, her eyes were sincere, "In fact, in this palace, there are indeed a lot of rights and wrongs, if you don't cause trouble, things will naturally come to you, after Qingyi you became the co-lord of the north and south, many people proposed to the saint to execute you, but they were all rejected by the saint, do you know?" ”

"Then I have to thank him, can't I? Why did he kill me? He can just ignore people's lives?! ”

"Qingyi!" The queen mother looked at me helplessly, I don't know how to explain, she is a saint, she will only think about the saint in her shoes, my feelings, how can she ever experience it?

"But this time, the Holy One really has no intention of killing you, if you say that, the Holy One will really wronged him......"

"Wronged?" I sneered, "Then dare to ask the Holy Lord, what Nanjiang said about someone in this palace wants to kill me, but it's groundless?" ”

The saint hung his head, his emotions had not yet recovered from his sadness, and he said in a low voice: "I have indeed had bad thoughts because of some slander...... When I went to Mount Tai with the Queen, I did give a secret order to kill you, and created evidence of my absence. That time, I also wavered, I once swore that if that time, you escaped, then from now on, I will not have any bad intentions towards you, and I will treat you sincerely like my own daughter......"

"But you have done such things, and you want to treat me like a daughter, but what qualifications do you have to be my father? What qualifications do you have to be my uncle? What qualifications do you have to be nice to me? You don't even deserve my forgiveness! ”

"Qingyi, you are too presumptuous!" The queen's face was a little annoyed, and she had all the good things to say about me.

"Presumptuous? What do you think? You're going to kill me? Come on! But don't forget, if I die, will the southern and northern deserts give up? ”

For death, I am not afraid at all, the northern desert supports the border, and at this moment Ye Linghan is also in the palace, although the southern Xinjiang has collected troops, it is also ready to go, and the previous small fights have also made Chang'an see their strength clearly, the north and south are attacking, Ren Chang'an is reasonable and does not dare to act rashly, not to mention, he has not ignored it.

"You're safe now, no one is going to do anything to you." The saint said lightly, at this moment he did not have the violence and impatience that a king should have, "Now it's just a matter between me and you, it's just a grudge between me and you, I know I did something wrong, ten years ago, I hurt your mother, the queen is right, now I can't hurt you anymore, you can leave the palace, you can go anywhere you can, okay?" ”

What, now Ken lets me go? I sneered, "Then how does the Holy Lord plan to repay my father's blood debt?" ”

Everyone was stunned for a moment, and the saint opened his mouth blankly, as if he was thinking of the right words to answer my question. They said they wouldn't kill me, how could I believe it so easily? Didn't you say that when you came back from Tarzan, you wanted to be nice to me? However, didn't the male and female opal incident still be created so that Chen Fei died in vain?

"So what do you want? What do you have to do to forgive me? ”

"You don't deserve forgiveness at all!" I said sharply, "I'm just waiting for Liang Sheng to wake up now, if Liang Sheng has any three long and two short, then we won't talk about everything, this mess, I will never clean up again, you can do it yourself!" ”

The queen mother played a round game, "Okay, let's wait for Liang Sheng to wake up." ”

"Where is he now?" I asked.

"Recuperate in the Anle Palace, I guess I'll be awake by this time." Ye Linghan replied, it was the only sentence he had said since he had stood here for so long.

But as soon as I heard him speak, I was so angry that I didn't even bother to scold the saint, clenched my fists, and turned around and left the Taiji Hall.

After turning around, I heard the queen mother's sad persuasion: "Holy Lord, don't be sad anymore, your dragon body is important......

But somehow, as soon as he turned around, tears fell down again without obeying the call.

The cause of all this is established, there is really no certainty, looking at the appearance of the saint, I don't feel sad, I don't feel sad, but what can I do? Who can pay for my pain, who will be responsible for me, and say sorry to me? Revenge was originally the ultimate goal of my survival, but after going around in such a big circle, my revenge was still not avenged, and it can never be avenged......

Can I get him to pay for his life? No! Not because he is in a position of power, but because he is a common man, and although he is an executioner, he is still my uncle! Why are there always so many bizarre and bizarre scenes on me?

And those who are the most important to me, I still can't avenge them, the death of King Yu, the concubine only ended up in the cold palace, and Chen Fei's death, I am even more powerless, I saw Ye Linghan's knife pierced his chest, took his life, and pierced our feelings......

The sky was already dark, and when I went back, Liang Sheng had indeed woken up, and He Ze and the prince came here directly after returning from the Taiji Palace, and they were talking with Liang Sheng at the moment.

Heze brought a very favorable news, Liyan had arrived in the capital, and he entered the palace early in the morning and proposed to the saint. This is undoubtedly a good thing for me, because there are people in the Northern Desert, and my safety will be more guaranteed, but for Heze, this may not be a good thing, I have trouble with the saint to this point, whether Heze will be married to the Huns, in fact, it is difficult to say.

"Qingyi, my father didn't embarrass you, right?" Heze asked softly.

"No," I shook my head, "Ryosheng, how are you feeling now?" ”

"I'm fine." Liang Sheng replied cautiously, he already knew that Chen Fei was dead, so his eyes kept looking at me without a moment of wandering.

"Alright, pack our things, we're ready to get out of here." I gave a command, then turned to the guard at the door and said, "When it is daylight, let Prince Liyan come to me." ”

The guards received the order and walked out.

"Qingyi, where are you going? Why do you go so fast? The prince asked, grabbing me as I was about to go to the room to clean up.

I looked at him and Heze, and I felt indescribable in my heart, although they were my brother and sister, and they were once friends with me, but after all, they were the children of my enemy, and I really didn't have any enthusiasm and concern with them now, but I still blessed them, and I still hope that they are all right, but they may have to pass by from now on.

"I'm going back to the Northern Desert." I replied lightly.

"Northern Desert? Where are you going to stay when you go back? Are you used to everything there? Heze asked eagerly, "How can you say that you can just leave?" What should you do that night?! ”

"Don't mention him to me!" I scolded angrily, but I instantly felt that I shouldn't have been so sad and angry, so I restrained my tone and added: "Let's wait until everything reaches the Northern Desert, not to mention, it was originally my home." ”

Heze clearly felt my alienation, and there were anxious tears in her eyes.

"Sister Qingyi, don't you like us...... Although Chen Fei left...... But you still have us! You still have Heze, although Heze is not as important as Senior Brother Chen Fei to Sister Qingyi, but I will also try my best to be a good sister, I really want to have a heart-to-heart relationship with Qingyi...... Sister Qingyi, don't be sad, okay......"

Her words moved me a little, and the eyes of the tears that I had just held back were a little moist, but there are some things that cannot be crossed, and no matter how hard you and I try to reach in the direction of each other, it will be in vain.

I patted her on the head, combed her sideburns, and advised: "In the future, be with Liyan well, live your little life, remember to be happy." ”

Heze still wanted to say something, but I had already turned my face away and said to Liang Sheng: "Clean up your things." ”

In fact, many things don't need to say goodbye, although there are thousands of emotions in the heart, but they can never be said, not everything needs a ceremony to end, some things, after that, too much entanglement seems hypocritical and redundant, even the original sadness, it seems not so pure.

The little maid hurriedly came in and reported: "Princess...... The night lord asks to see. ”

I looked out the window, the rain was still falling, and the cold air was faintly exuding into the house, it was autumn, and in a few months, it would be winter.

And at this moment, my heart is the same as this season, and it is autumn.

Ye Linghan stood in the heavy rain outside the Anle Palace, standing alone, still dressed in black, just like when I first met him, I suddenly remembered our meeting in early spring, at that time, it was also a fine and dense rain, and it was also this annoying but sultry humid atmosphere.

Before, there was a whole past between me and him, and now, there is a whole future between me and him, and no matter how many ways there are thousands of ways to love in this world, I can't have one of them with him. Only the brief dew-like encounter in the middle will still dissipate after the sun comes out.

I just looked at him from afar, looked at his figure, looked at his eyebrows, if you love someone, you can look at it forever, how good it would be, he is in your eyes, has nothing to do with the world, and is not clean from the red dust, only exists in your eyes, clear and definite, and there is an imaginary distance in between.

But helplessly, we will all move forward, but we don't know that this walk can't stop, we will meet, but in the end, it will also go the other way. 2k reading web