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A person's life is too long and short, maybe it will grow old in the blink of an eye, maybe every moment is countless tomorrows, and in everyone's life, maybe loved, maybe hated, maybe not loved and hated, no matter what kind of mortal beings are all kinds of beings, what can't be escaped is nothing more than the word fate.

I'm Hongshu, I've loved and hated the most, and it's the same man I love and hate.

That person, the king of the world, waved his hand, laughed and talked about words, he could make the whole dynasty tremble, the life and death of all people in the world was not just his thoughts, he made people live, that is life, if he wanted people to die, then he couldn't live.

Before my double decade, I always thought that in this life, I would marry an ordinary man and teach my husband and children, and live a small life with each other, in fact, I married such a man.

He is a gentleman, preaching and teaching in the college, he has a lot of money, he reads poetry and books, he is gentle and elegant, he will treat me gently, I respect him, although it is not love, but I am satisfied.

If a woman has such a husband and has another child, this is life.

Of course, if I hadn't met that person.

At that time, he was still a prince, he fell into trouble among the people, was seriously injured, fell in the backyard of my house, and there were chasing soldiers searching outside, now I think about it, I shouldn't have saved him at that time, and it wouldn't hurt my husband's life.

So, I hated him later.

But I still saved him, and I didn't dare to let the scholar's husband know, so I hid the man in the firewood room, went to the pharmacy to grab the medicine, and boiled porridge.

It's an incredible encounter, that person is a high-ranking prince, I'm just an ordinary woman, I don't have a falling city appearance, even if I cook porridge, I will only cook white porridge.

For many years afterward, he said to me, "Red Crisp, the warmest food I've ever eaten is the white porridge you cooked." ”

Not the tastiest, but the warmest.

Before stepping into this cage-like palace, I never understood why it was the warmest, and how food could make people feel warm.

It's only the second day or the third day, and lo and behold, I don't even want to remember our first encounter, this scene between him and me is a deep sin.

He went away and took with him one of my hairpins, and I don't even know when it came into his hands.

The husband was unaware of this, and as always, he went to the academy every day to preach and solve his doubts, and he was a respected gentleman, holding that meager bundle.

I'm happy with this life because I'm just an ordinary person.

In a short time, I forgot all about the man.

Until, the holy decree fell from the sky, and a sudden grace fell on the head of the husband, saying that he was a man of good moral integrity and ability, and made an exception to summon him as the young master of the Royal Academy.

This is not a good thing, my husband is self-aware, and I am also worried, I don't know whether this is a blessing or a curse.

The husband entered the capital alone, and he said that he wanted to make it clear to the emperor that he knew how capable he was, but he was only famous for raising people, and what qualifications he had to teach the royal children.

I never thought that when my husband was gone, I would be forever separated from heaven and man.

The next time I saw the man, two months after my husband had left, he said, "I'll send you back." ”

When he left, he was a living person, and when he returned, he was a handful of fluttering ashes.

He said, "I have placed your husband in the Royal Academy, but I don't want to accidentally go out of the water, I only have time to bring these out. ”

It was very strange that my husband was gone, and I didn't feel much sadness at that moment, and I asked him, "Who are you?" ”

In fact, I have the answer hidden in my heart, and I can also guess some clues about my husband's death, after all, the Royal Academy, what kind of place is it, a place dedicated to the teaching of royal children, and where is it said that if there is an accident, you can go to the water.

Even if he walks in the water, why is it that the husband is alone, but I ridiculously want him to tell his identity in person.

I heard him say, "I am the emperor." ”

I am the Emperor!

How simple the four words, I knelt down and shouted, "The grass people knock on the emperor, and the emperor is blessed with Jin'an." ”

Tears spread wantonly, wetting the ground.

I know, my husband, in this life, I am sorry for you, and in the next life, it is better not to marry a woman like me.

"It's okay to be my concubine?" The Emperor asked me so.

Although I asked again, I understood that I had no choice, he never gave anyone a chance to choose, I still have my parents, relatives, friends and deceased, I don't dare to ask, the truth about my husband's fall, the only thing I can do is nod.

But I didn't want to enter the palace, and he didn't force me, he placed me in the capital, I did whatever I wanted, I opened a peony garden, I opened an orchid restaurant.

I began to like to drink, but I only drank lotus wine, which was my husband's favorite wine, and the wine was slightly drunk, so that I could not taste the pain of this time, and I did not have to look at the eyes that often saw the person deeper and deeper.

I don't love my husband, but I mourn him day after day, especially in front of that man, not so much that I am reminding him, but reminding myself that I can't fall in love with this man.

This is an abyss, I don't want to step into it, once I relax a step, it will be a betrayal of my husband, I can't give my husband love, but at least I can't betray him, even if he is no longer alive.

Later, I met Sun Mohan, the princess of Min, and one day at the orchid restaurant, she was walking among a group of men in men's clothes, and I brought her out.

She told me that she was just trying to make someone feel guilty about seeing that she had fallen, and that she was not happy, so why should she make someone better.

I don't know who she said, but I started to like drinking with Sun Mohan, and I didn't say that her actions were actually extremely naïve, and there were too many ways to make a person feel bad, but in fact, there was no need to use this kind of means to hurt others and hurt herself.

But I didn't say anything, Sun Mohan is Sun Mohan, her affairs have nothing to do with me, I can't even handle my own affairs, how can I care about others.

It didn't take long for her to become Princess Min, and in the days to come, there will be fewer people coming to me.

And that person, still every once in a while, will go out of the palace to come to me, he is a little better, never force me to do anything, although I know, I still do not agree to enter the palace, let him be patient.

I would cook white porridge for him every time, until one day, he said, "Hongshu, your white porridge has changed its taste, I have tasted hate, you hate me?" ”

Doesn't he know that I have always hated him? I laughed, tears of laughter came out, I raised my smile and asked him, "Shouldn't I hate you?" Even for the sake of my husband, I should hate you. ”

He was silent and did not refute my claims.

I felt more and more cold, for so many years, I had never asked about my husband, and now when I mentioned it, he was silent, this is the acquiescence, the acquiescence that he killed him!

After that time, he didn't come for a long time, and I spent all day at the orchid restaurant, and I didn't wake up.

Until, Sun Mohan, who is the princess of Min, came to me and said that he wanted to borrow me the peony garden and introduce me to an interesting woman.

That was the first time I saw Hua Jiu, a woman with a slender and weak body, with light eyes and seductive lips, her eyebrows were calm and cold, like white jade, she said, "Hua, I've seen my sister." ”

The three of us drank and got drunk, and almost for the first time we met, I became close to Hua Jiu, and I envied the fierceness and firmness that flashed in her eyes from time to time.

That's what I want to have, but I've always lacked, and if I had the ruthlessness and indifference of Hua Jiu, I should have entered the palace and let that man suffer with me, instead of drinking every day and struggling in the abyss, while the man looked down from above.

It's all unfair, but I'm not Hua Jiu after all, I'm just a red crisp, an ordinary women's red crisp.

Later, the situation in the capital became more and more complicated, and I knew that this was all the reason for Hua Jiu, such a woman, not to mention a man, even me, was extremely appreciated.

I also know that that person is the last fisherman, he let Hua Jiu's actions, endure the development of his son's power, and watch all the battles with a cold eye, which is nothing more than to become the fisherman who benefits the most when it comes to the final blow.

Hua Jiu doesn't need me to remind her, she naturally knows it, she understands that person's mind thoroughly, walks on the edge of the junction of life and death, and follows that person's thoughts, she doesn't want to be a winner, just for Bo's glimmer of life.

She got her wish, and when the man closed the net, Hua Jiu found me and asked me to save her life, and she exchanged it for the Yu formula.

After only a few drinks, she noticed my deepest thoughts, and I looked at the handkerchief that Shangguan Meiren brought me, and there was only one sentence on it-Yu's life!

I thought about it all night, that man can't tolerate me staying outside the palace for too long, and one day I will also be buried in that cage of exquisite palace, and become one of the three thousand beauties of his harem, fat powder battlefield, even if I don't want his favor, I must fight.

I didn't want to be like that, but I had to.

So when I thought of this, I hated him deeply, and I went to see Hua Jiu on the second day, and I already had the waist card he gave me, and I went to the palace anywhere.

The first time I thought that Hua Jiu was a demagogic goblin, when I held the Yu's formula, I suddenly felt that I had fallen into such a situation, my family was ruined, and a gentle person like my husband also died, wasn't it just because that person was in a high position, and it was just a thought of him.

If...... If...... What about the man who took the world? When one day he is pulled out of that position, from the master to the slaughtered, this gap must be painful for him.

I've been in pain for so long, so naturally he has to go through the same pain, which is fair.

I'm a woman, and I'm not destined to get that position, but I can have children, my children, and I'm going to give him the best in the world, so that he can't be like me, just a slaughtered person.

So, I took Hua Jiu's Yu recipe and went to find the man.

The man sat on the hall, dressed in the dragon robe of a bright yellow five-clawed golden dragon, not angry but mighty.

Yu's formula, I know he also wants it, if not, he won't pretend to follow King Min's will to get Hua Jiu into the prison.

I threw the Yu formula to him, and only said one sentence, "My child, I want to be the Great Yin Prince!" ”

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