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Everyone in the world says that the emperor here is the most.

Under the whole world, it is not the king's land, and the shore of the land is not the king's minister.

So when Hongshu stood in front of me and said, "My child, I want to be the prince of Da Yin!" ”

At that time, I actually wanted to tell her that that position was the saddest and loneliest position in the world, and that in the future, her children would definitely resent her decision today.

But I didn't say anything, when people fall into a certain paranoia, they naturally can't listen to anything, not to mention a woman like Hongshu, who is not smart, she doesn't have Hua's determination and ruthlessness, and she is not so exquisite.

She still has self-knowledge, she knows that she has always been an ordinary woman, so she has other thoughts now, and she doesn't hide it from me, she takes the Yu's formula like this, stands in front of me, and generously tells me her determination.

For the emperor, disgusted with other people's cover-ups and lies.

I'm no exception, so she used the right method, knowing that she couldn't play tricks, so she didn't hide anything, including the deep hatred in her eyes when she often looked at me.

That bit of hatred, how can I care, the woman in the deep palace, who hates me like Hongshu, must have a lot, if I have to think about each of them, it is estimated that there will be no time for the government and the review of the chapter.

I don't know if I love red cake or not, I didn't know what love was at a very early age, I coveted the white porridge cooked by her hands, eating it would make me feel warm, something I had forgotten for a long time.

I don't remember when Qing forgot, probably when he was very young, my mother, the woman who was born with a strange fragrance, has the most stunning appearance in the world, but she doesn't like to laugh.

In my memory, she cooked me a bowl of white porridge, the child's simplicity, rare closeness, can make me happy for a long time, I ate the porridge that night, I didn't have time to say a word, she choked my neck.

With a hideous complexion, and a hatred carved into the bone marrow in the depths of her eyebrows, she scolded me for being a sinister!

She wanted to kill me, and many years later, I remember her expression vividly, and she really wanted me to die.

And before killing me, she let me enjoy a moment of warmth, what a cruel gap, even so, I threw away the memory that she was my mother, the one who gave birth to me, although I didn't let her look forward to it.

I don't remember how I survived, but where did the mother and son come from, after I woke up, I suddenly opened my mind, and I was very envious to excuse my mother, and forgave her, and vowed to sit in the position of my father, so that my mother could one day be the queen mother, free.

Her palace, but I won't go.

Finally, my father died, and I fought my way out of the many princes to win the throne, and on the day I first ascended the throne, I was worshiped by the ministers, and the people knelt and recited, and then I went to my mother's palace after many years.

I thought she would be happy, and I even thought that if the concubine opened her mouth and she was going to leave the palace, I would arrange everything for her and let her live the life she wanted.

But what did I see, the image of extravagant songs, the mother I fought for day and night, and wanted to protect, as early as when I didn't know, when my father's body was not cold, she had fornication with others.

Her wanton ** coquettishness, even the Fengyue woman in the land of the Qinglou Hook Fence is not as good, at least, others are trying to make a fuss, and my mother is for what!

was broken by me, not only did she not feel ashamed, she didn't care at all.

Those men, I killed them naturally, the heads that were cut off with my own hands, from beginning to end, she only watched, and her face was still stunning for so many years with a coquettish sneer, like the sharpest sword, just looking at it can hurt my body completely.

She said, "I hate you, I hate all of you heavenly people!" ”

However, the person who ruined her life is dead, and I, her son, I have never figured out why she treated me like that, this question still bothers me for so many years.

Even if the people of the Heavenly Family are ruthless, I can kill all my blood brothers, but I and her, that is mother and son, I fell from her, and I am the closest person.

I became more and more tyrannical, and I don't remember how many men I had had affairs with my mother, but whenever she found one, I would kill one, and I would cut off the heads of those men myself.

I tried to put her under house arrest and cut off anyone who might be close to her, but it didn't work, she didn't look for a wild man, she kept playing and singing some obscene songs day and night, I just wanted the whole Da Yin to know that the current emperor's mother, the queen mother is a lowly woman who is not even a bitch.

She practiced herself like this, I know that she has resentment in her heart, when her father was alive, she didn't dare, to be exact, there was no way to do that, she was afraid of her father, the man who destroyed her life, she was afraid from the bottom of her heart.

But she is not afraid of me, although I am the same emperor as my father, she relies on my mother-son feelings for her, unscrupulous, she wants to discredit the heavenly family.

Every time I touch this, I feel that I am really the saddest emperor in the world, I can control all the people in the world, but I can't control my own mother.

This terrible situation, at last, after the mother did not know which man she had a secret knot, she stopped, as if overnight, she was a gentle woman again, she would caress her belly, and there was a maternal light on her face, which I always wanted her but never stingy to give me.

She knew that I would not agree to let her give birth to the child, and she used both hard and soft methods, forcing me to die and using all kinds of means to force me to nod.

She wants this child to become a stain that the heavenly family can never erase, and she wants the historian to record such a stroke in the history books of Da Yin forever.

She said, "If I give birth to a child, then I will devote myself to the Buddha in the future, otherwise it will become even worse." ”

I was regarded as a Ming monarch by the people of Da Yin in vain, and my mother has always known that she is my weakness, and in a sense, I am not a good emperor, just because, in the end, I still have to agree to my mother to give birth to the child.

That is Princess Yonghe, named An Ning, who has the noblest and dirtiest blood on her body, so when King Min proposed to marry Shang Jia's family, I didn't hesitate at all.

After that, the concubine was quiet, and in the cold palace, she did not go out all the year round, until she finally died, and I never looked at her again.

Therefore, I often feel the familiar smell from Hongsu, although her appearance is not as good as that of my mother, I think this is why I have always insisted on letting Hongsu enter the palace.

I longed for the comfort that the bowl of white porridge brings, but not because I loved her.

Emperor, where can there be love?

I naturally agreed to Hongshu's conditions, she wanted her future child to be the prince, why not, after all, this matter of abolishment is just in my thoughts.

If she is a woman like the second concubine, then what awaits the red crisp is the abyss, if not, she deserves to be the mother of a prince, so why should I spoil her, and even, I think I can try to give her the extravagant love of the emperor.

From this point of view, I am contradictory, I have many heirs, and there are many concubines, and I have always only coldly watched them fight endlessly, and I paid a little attention to it for the sake of profit.

But I didn't pour too much emotion into any child, I also came step by step from the prince to the emperor, and I know too well the calculations behind these hypocritical feelings.

Husband and wife, father and son, in heaven, that is not pure at all.

Seeing it so clearly, I often envy the dull tyrants in history, who act according to their own preferences, as long as they are happy, and let them be in turmoil.

But after all, it can't.

In the days when I was still fantasizing about being a faint monarch one day, Hong Crisp gave birth to a prince, the harem was sinister, and the fat powder was on the battlefield, I secretly shot a few times, otherwise, how could the child be born smoothly.

I looked at the red crisp eyes without hiding her love for the child, she didn't even want a grandmother, insisted on taking the child by herself, and the smile on her lips when she looked at the child.

I knew that I had found the right concubine in three thousand beauties.

I don't want her hatred for me to disappear, I just want her to be a loving mother, and I am willing to teach this child myself.

Moreover, I will love her and spoil her all the time, although I can't be the last, but let her have a smooth life for the rest of her life, and that can be done.

For many years after that, I gave the fragrance of red crisp all over the sky, and the trade became bigger and bigger, and it was not too much to make money every day, and she gave two parts of the silver she earned to help the people, and part of it spontaneously went into the treasury, and she did not have a tael of silver left.

I have always watched what she did, even if I know that she is just paving the way for the prince in the future, I will not say a word, in terms of mother-son relationship, she is the best mother, and she can protect the prince very well.

I was a little dissatisfied, just because I loved her and gave her the deepest grace, but she still had a problem with me, although I often saw some vague love in the mustard.

She was struggling, she hated me to the core, and on the other hand, she was uncontrollably reacting to the feelings I gave.

Actually, I never told her that the death of her husband had nothing to do with me at all.

The cause of the fire in the royal academy was that several royal children skipped class during the day and did not go to school, and it happened that she was met by her husband at that time, and with the mentality of being a teacher, her husband stepped forward to persuade him, but those children were not ordinary children, and they did not listen to the teachings and did not speak, and they also locked him in a side room.

After her husband was locked up, he continued to teach earnestly, which annoyed the children, and some of the children came out of the fire fold, originally wanting to scare them, but who thought that they really went out of the water.

Seeing the water walking, the children were frightened, so they fled in panic until her husband was burned alive inside, and these children never told anyone.

I didn't say it, but naturally I felt that at first, I kindly asked her husband to be a young master, but the result was also indirectly caused by me.

Death is the final end, and I owe it to her.

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