155 [Second Watch] I may die on the battlefield
He was startled by his own tears, he forgot that he was also a person who could shed tears, he hadn't cried for a long time, and now he felt inexplicably happy. With tears in his eyes, in the entry and exit of one by one, he really merged himself with Xia Muyao.
After the event, Zhao Yuanting still stopped in Xia Muyao's body, he hugged Xia Muyao, and he couldn't wait to be old at this moment.
After a while, Zhao Yuanting got up, wiped the traces he left on Xia Muyao's body with his own hands, put on her bedclothes, sat beside her and watched for a while before lying down again, holding Xia Muyao in his arms, and falling asleep.
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The next day, Xia Muyao slept until half a sound again, she had never slept so deeply, she got up and said to Qingyun: "It's strange, I've slept so peacefully these two nights, and I haven't woken up once at night." ”
"It's so good that the Imperial Doctor didn't tell you to rest well, especially at night, and don't think about it." Qingyun smiled briskly while helping Xia Muyao comb her hair bun.
Xia Muyao sighed slightly, without words, but said in her heart, when she was in Beihu, she slept in Huerhe's arms every night, how could she think about it...... But it's strange to say that these two nights are like lying in Huerhe's arms, down-to-earth and warm.
As he was talking, there were palace people outside the door who came to summon Qingyun and a few palace maids to the front of Si Yao Palace to listen to the order, and asked them to pack and sort out Xia Muyao's belongings.
Qingyun and the others didn't know what was going on, but they didn't dare to ask, and silently according to the will, they put Xia Muyao's belongings one by one and put them in the wooden box.
Xia Muyao was a little strange, seeing that the palace maids were busy inside and out, she asked, "Qingyun, what are you doing here?" ”
"Back to the girl, I just passed the holy decree, let the girl and your belongings be put together, and the slave and maid don't know why." Qingyun said truthfully.
Xia Muyao was stunned when she heard this, and then shallow hope slowly surged up in her heart, perhaps, Zhao Yuanting was going to let her go? But this thought was quickly suppressed by her, and she did not dare to give herself so much hope, lest the disappointment be unbearable when the hope was disappointed.
All day long, Xia Muyao was looking forward to Zhao Yuanting's arrival, and she wanted to ask him, did she want to let her go?
But for a whole day, Zhao Yuanting did not come.
For dinner, Zhao Yuanting did not come. There was a concubine in the harem who was pregnant, he took a look, and then went to Fengyi Palace to have dinner with Zhang Yaxian, and entrusted the pregnant concubine to Zhang Yaxian, so that she could take care of her.
Zhang Yaxian responded, thinking that Zhao Yuanting was going to leave the palace tomorrow, she couldn't help but feel full of sorrow and farewell, and repeatedly kept Zhao Yuanting to live in Fengyi Palace at night.
Zhao Yuanting naturally refused, he wanted to go to Siyao Palace and leave the palace with Xia Muyao early tomorrow morning.
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When Zhao Yuanting came to Siyao Palace, it was already late at night, but Xia Muyao was still not asleep, and when she heard the movement, she hurriedly walked out of the palace and greeted her.
After living in Siyao Palace for so long, Xia Muyao took the initiative to welcome her out for the first time. Zhao Yuanting looked at the small shadow of Xia Muyao who flew over under the reflection of the lantern, and unconsciously showed a smile at the corner of his mouth.
"Why did you order someone to pack all my things?" Xia Muyao ran to Zhao Yuanting's side, raised her little face, and asked eagerly.
Zhao Yuanting looked down at her, stretched out his hand and straightened out her long hair that was messed up by running, "Tomorrow, I will take you out of the imperial city and go on the expedition with me." ”
Xia Muyao couldn't believe it, she was stunned for a while, and then asked softly: "Are you serious?" Are you going to take me to Hulkh? ”
"If I die, someone will naturally take you to Huerhe." Zhao Yuanting said these things of life and death, but his tone was gentle.
Xia Muyao couldn't tell what Zhao Yuanting meant for a while, and couldn't help but look at him with some doubts.
Zhao Yuanting saw her appearance and couldn't help but smile gently, "No matter what, I will give you the most appropriate placement, Peshuo, since I saved you four years ago, I want you to be happy and worry-free in this life." ”
Bringing up the old things again, Xia Muyao couldn't help but be in a trance, four years ago, it was in this dormitory that she would always remember that afternoon, when she woke up, Zhao Yuanting was wearing an armor and military suit, and picked her up from the bed, and she always remembered the cold touch of his armor.
After that, if it weren't for Zhao Yuanting who had been protecting her, she couldn't imagine whether she would still be alive in the world.
The past came to her mind, Xia Muyao lowered her head, although Zhao Yuanting imprisoned her again and again, she knew that he was really good to her.
"What are you thinking?" Seeing that Xia Muyao bowed her head and was silent, Zhao Yuanting asked in a deep voice.
Xia Muyao sighed and smiled worriedly, she looked at Zhao Yuanting, who was once the closest man in her life, was darkened in the night at the moment, much more haggard than before, she wanted to say something to him, but she opened her mouth and didn't say anything.
This night, Zhao Yuanting did not drug Xia Muyao's nectar tea, so for a long time, Xia Muyao never fell asleep, she tossed and turned in bed, thinking that she would leave the palace tomorrow, she couldn't help but be excited, and thought that maybe she could find a chance to escape on the road?
Every thought kept her from sleeping.
Zhao Yuanting was on the couch on the other side, quietly looking at Xia Muyao, watching her toss and turn, if she didn't sleep, he wouldn't be able to fall asleep.
After a while, seeing Xia Muyao turn over again, Zhao Yuanting got up from the couch, got on the bed, and lay down next to Xia Muyao, couldn't help but say, hugged her in his arms, and then patted her gently on the back with his hand, and said softly: "Heshuo, go to sleep, don't think about anything, you have to hurry tomorrow." ”
Xia Muyao had lived in Siyao Palace for so long, and Zhao Yuanting had never been so abrupt, so she was a little stunned, and she was even more afraid that Zhao Yuanting would do something wrong to her, so she panicked and wanted to get up.
"Heshuo," Zhao Yuanting pressed Xia Muyao back on the bed and comforted him softly: "Don't be afraid, I won't touch you." ”
Having said that, Xia Muyao is still not used to sharing a bed with Zhao Yuanting, she always reminds herself that she is the princess of Huerhe, and she can't betray him.
"Don't you remember the old days? Before you went to Beihu, you slept in my arms almost every night, Heshuo, have you really forgotten those days? There was unconcealed heartache in Zhao Yuanting's voice.
Xia Muyao stretched out her hand to cover her ears and shook her head, "I don't want to talk to you about this, you go quickly." ”
Zhao Yuanting naturally won't leave, he is about to be tormented by Xia Muyao crazy, he wants to love her when she is awake, he wants to watch her silky moaning, he wants to watch her burn for him, he has never wanted to fit with a woman's spirit and flesh so much.
"Heshuo, let me hold you like this, he will go out on the expedition, and I may die on the battlefield." Zhao Yuanting hugged Xia Muyao tightly.
Hearing Zhao Yuanting talk about dying on the battlefield, Xia Muyao couldn't help but feel sad, she thought of Huerhe, he has also been fighting on the battlefield, and there is also the possibility of dying on the battlefield, so if Zhao Yuanting and Huerhe fight, if they want to distinguish the winner or loser, either Zhao Yuanting dies or Huerhe dies, and she doesn't want to see any of them die.
"Why do you have to fight? Isn't it good to be safe? Xia Muyao stopped struggling, the strength in her body seemed to be drained in an instant, and even her voice was weak.
"As a man, he naturally takes the world as his own responsibility." Zhao Yuanting replied lightly. Of course, he knew in his heart that this battle was more because of Xia Muyao, but he couldn't tell her, he didn't want her to feel guilty.
Xia Muyao stopped talking, she was hugged by Zhao Yuanting, she smelled the breath on his body, and Huerhe was different, for some reason, for her, although Zhao Yuanting's arms were the first to accept her, but now, what makes her feel at ease is only Huerhe's arms.
Thinking of this, Xia Muyao stretched out her hand and pushed Zhao Yuanting, "I want to go out for a walk." ”
Zhao Yuanting knew that Xia Muyao was trying to escape from him, sighed, and then got up, "Sleep, I won't disturb you." ”
After finishing speaking, Zhao Yuanting returned to the couch and lay down with Xia Muyao on his back.
When Xia Muyao saw it, she breathed a sigh of relief, closed her eyes, she was sleepy, and soon fell asleep.
The next day, Xia Muyao was called up very early, Qingyun freshened up for her, and after breakfast, Qingyun left Siyao Palace with Xia Muyao.
Qingyun went out of the palace for the first time to serve, and he was happy and worried, happy that he could see the outside world, and he was worried that the place they were going to this time was in front of the war, what if he was killed?
Therefore, before leaving the palace, Qingyun had a worried look on his face.
When she got out of the palace and out of the imperial city, she saw the vast world outside from the carriage, and then she became happy, she looked at the freshness outside from time to time, and excitedly pointed out to Xia Muyao that since she entered the palace at the age of nine, she had not been out of the palace for ten years.