It wasn't until a long time later, when the person who should have seen this diary saw it, that he suddenly realized that there was once such a person...... I liked myself so much.

It's just that by that time, no amount of repentance will be too late.

No amount of repentance turned into ashes at that moment.

That person is no longer there, and there is nowhere to redeem the mistakes he once committed against her.

When the flowers bloom in the city in the coming year, who will pray for her?

He missed Gu Ningyi, and he missed the girl's affection for him.

Gu Ningyi, who he missed, missed a love that could have been vigorous and unswerving.

At this time, Xi Jinmo didn't know where he was.

The journal was tucked away, and she straightened up.

At this time, the butler appeared in her room.

Gu Ningyi swore that she saw a moment of astonishment on the face of this stereotypical old man who had always been strict with her.

The body that had nowhere to lay looked a little embarrassed and out of place in the midst of a row of clutter.

Presumably, if he was as shrewd, he would not have thought that Gu Ningyi had been living like this for so many years.

Even the maid's room is bigger than her Gu Ningyi's, clean and tidy.

The walls are grayed out, just surrounded by piles of cardboard and other things, and it doesn't look like much of a difference.

It's all dirty and messy anyway.

The old man had accusations on his face, but Gu Ningyi smiled and said, "When do you agree with me to move my things, maybe you can put a table for me to study." ”

She didn't expect Steward Gu to reply anything, she just wanted to slap their self-righteous self-righteousness in the face.

didn't remind him, he really thought that the Gu family had contributed to her, as if she was not angry.

Steward Gu did feel as if he had been slapped in the face.

Gu Ningyi's words were not just saying that the Gu family treated her badly.

But even if Steward Gu didn't want to see Gu Ningyi, he had to admit that what Gu Ningyi said was right at this time.

She has lived in such an environment since she was a child, and it is indeed the Gu family who has treated her badly.

He had seen Gu Ningyi before, but at that time, he didn't take the second miss from outside in his eyes at all, if it wasn't for the occasional mention of it by his wife, it is estimated that he would have forgotten that there was another second miss at home.

He was silent for a long time, and threw the question that he had prepared to Gu Ningyi: "Have you already thought about it?" ”

It's not so much a reflection as it is a consideration.

He was asking Gu Ningyi when he would be able to give the answer they wanted to see.

Gu Ningyi's face was expressionless: "Is there any difference between thinking about it and not thinking about it, aren't you just trying to force me?" ”

“…… You're serious, actually—"

Before the housekeeper's words were finished, he was interrupted by Gu Ningyi: "There is nothing good about it." Didn't he just want me to admit my mistake?

Okay, I admit it. ”

It is said that the strong dragon does not suppress the head snake, and Gu Ningyi is not a person with monstrous ability, how can he overpower Gu Lingtian.

Now it is a matter of course to say yes.

Steward Gu didn't think too much, she just thought it was Gu Ningyi's acquaintance, but she didn't expect that she was actually delaying the turnaround.

"Alright, it's time to get out of the way."

"Sir hasn't said you can go." Steward Gu subconsciously stopped in front of Gu Ningyi.

As a result, when he came into contact with Gu Ningyi's eyes were cold, he was also stunned for a moment.

Before he could think too much, the coldness in Gu Ningyi's eyes melted, withering like snowflakes, disappearing into invisibility in a blink of an eye, and his voice was flat, as if without any emotion: "I didn't say I was leaving." ”

Gu Ningyi was not so naïve, thinking that he would be able to go.

Meaningfully glanced at Steward Gu: "It's just that your husband didn't say that he would starve me to death."

Even if it is to be judged, the prisoner should be allowed to eat warmly before going on the road, right? ”

After finishing speaking, she flexibly bypassed Steward Gu and walked in the direction of the kitchen: "Or is it that the Gu family is so cruel to me as a little weak woman." ”

As soon as these words came out, Steward Gu couldn't stop him anymore, so he could only follow behind her.

When she was alone, she dared to carry it, but now that she still has a child in her belly, she doesn't dare to joke with the child.

Gu Ningyi's appearance in the kitchen is not uncommon.

It's just that now, she is followed by a housekeeper Gu, which is indeed incredible.

The maid in the kitchen said hello to Steward Gu, but no one paid attention to Gu Ningyi, who hadn't appeared for a long time.

Gu Ningyi's smiling gaze looked over again, and there was a great suspicion - this is your Gu family's hospitality?

This nearly a decade of hospitality?

Even if he is as strong as Steward Gu, his old face is a little unbearable at this time.

But the old fox is still the old fox in the end, although he is ashamed, he has not forgotten his wife's subtle attitude towards Gu Ningyi, and pretended to look away naturally, as if he had not seen this scene.

Gu Ningyi already knew it in his heart, and he didn't feel angry when he saw it at this time, but the curvature of the corners of his mouth was a little more subtle.

She thought it was ridiculous.

Even if I knew that this would be the result, I still couldn't stop chilling in my heart.

This is, the disappointment of the Gu family.

It is also a hope that has never been ignited.

It is the tragedy of Gu Ningyi's life...... Sad.

This silence was finally broken when Gu Ningyi attacked the stew pot.

"Well, what do you do?" The maids of the Gu family are all middle-aged, and their voices are full of neutrality, of course, this is not the most important thing.

The important thing is that when she stretched out her hand and pointed at Gu Ningyi, her face was full of disdain, annoyance, and contempt for a puddle of mud that couldn't hold up the wall.

Gu Ningyi didn't speak, but her eyes fell quietly on Steward Gu's body, and then on the pot: "This should be able to eat, can you help me serve a bowl?" The voice was peaceful, slow and slow, and the voice was not loud at all, but this was not at all the same as Gu Ningyi, who was usually transparent and wanted to shrink his sense of existence to the minimum.

For a while, the maid couldn't grasp what attitude it should be, and subconsciously glanced at Steward Gu, but saw that the old man's attention didn't seem to be here.

Seeing that Steward Gu didn't speak, the servant was even more confident, and took out the contempt that he usually faced Gu Ningyi and said with contempt: "You can eat it, but you can't eat it." In these words, everyone understands the news that Gu Ningyi cannot be regarded as a master at all.

"Why?"

The maid didn't notice that when Gu Ningyi asked, the mockery flashed in her eyes sharply, and she only had time to see her lazily lowering her eyes, and then she was lazy and charming when she raised her eyebrows.

I always feel that there seems to be something different about this unpopular illegitimate daughter of the Gu family.

Before she could think of anything, the words had already come out involuntarily: "That's a dessert for the eldest lady." ”

Gu Ningyi asked again: "Do I have any?" ”

She was stunned for a moment, and said in her heart Why is this Gu Ningyi a little confused today, and just wanted to sarcastically say a few words, can you compare with others, etc., when she heard Steward Gu's two gentle coughs.

The maid stopped the words in time, and reached out to wipe the apron: "This is what the lady has told me to prepare for the eldest lady every day." "The implication is that if you want to eat, you can toss it yourself, there is no part of you here.

"There's something I can eat right now." Gu Ningyi touched her stomach, "I haven't eaten for more than a day." The eyebrows and eyes are crooked without any sharpness, but in fact, there is a mockery between the lines.

It was a mockery of Steward Gu's fire.

She couldn't embarrass Gu Lingtian or disgust Gu Qingrang, but she was able to let Steward Gu know what kind of life she had lived for so many years, and let him know that the Gu family didn't give her anything, and those words that caused gratitude to Dade should not be used on her.

Don't put on a picture all day long that she has lost face in the Gu family, she is not a real white-eyed wolf, and she can't be raised.

How could the Gu family have given her face.

Never, never.

It's like now, the kitchen is full of prepared meals, but she doesn't even have the qualifications to touch them.

Because this is what the Gu family owners want to enjoy.

She had to go for meals that might have been cold, maybe a late-night snack that had been prepared in advance.

Just like now, the maid directly stretched out his hand and pointed to the steamer next to him: "There are also buns." ”

In fact, she also had doubts that Gu Ningyi had not entered the kitchen.

From childhood to now, she has to go to the kitchen almost every day, and now she doesn't know what she can move and what she can't.

Gu Ningyi took a deep look at her, walked towards the steamer, and when she passed by the other helpers, she didn't stay too long, but when she passed by, she all stopped the movements in her hands.

She walked slowly, as if she was going to witness something.

Meaningful.

It wasn't until she opened the cage that the steamer, which had long been no longer steaming, and the stuffy buns that had been cold appeared in front of her, that she turned her head, looked at Steward Gu, and said in a tone that sounded like a discussion, but in fact was no longer negotiable: "I'll help you get one too." ”

With a bun in her hand, she grabbed it very directly, walked over and handed it to Steward Gu.

Steward Gu's mouth twitched, he wanted to say something but didn't make a sound, just looked at the bun in Gu Ningyi's hand in embarrassment.

Gu Ningyi raised his chin to look at him, and the meaning was very obvious: "In fact, the Gu family's salary is higher than that on the market." While Steward Gu was shaking his head, she stuffed the buns into his hands, "Even the buns are better than the outside."

The skin is thin and the filling is big, but unfortunately, I have eaten steamed buns for more than ten years, and they are also steamed buns in the morning and steamed buns in the evening, which is very greasy. ”

Steward Gu's eyes suddenly opened, and he looked at her with a suspicious look.

Gu Ningyi brushed his hair behind his ears: "I believe that Steward Gu is the same, eating the same thing for ten consecutive years will be very greasy."

I wonder why there is no innovation in the kitchen, the bun is still the same bun, and the taste is still the same taste.

The filling, it's still the same filling. Unalterable.

Oh, by the way, other people haven't reacted to the fact that eating steamed buns every day really makes them disgusted. ”

As she spoke, she pinched open the snow-white meat bun in her hand, the white and tender dough, and the meat filling with various spices to enhance the freshness and flavor of the meat were pleasing to the public.

It's just a pity.

Gu Ningyi was tired of eating this thing.

No one will be too interested in what they eat every day.

What's more, as long as she is in the Gu family, she eats steamed buns twice a day, and nothing else.

I have to eat this for ten years.

Gu Ningyi felt that her endurance was also unique.

This actually made her come over.

I don't know if the pregnant women are particularly squeamish, looking at the buns with oil and water, she was a little sick to her stomach, and threw them into the trash.

It's just that the chatter of popular science hasn't stopped: "Don't look at what I say I will throw now, in fact, I was still very hungry back then."

Before eating, the aunts have to cook, and they can't come in the kitchen, otherwise it will disturb their work.

After eating, they have to pack up their things, dispose of some unwanted things, and prepare tomorrow's ingredients by the way.

At this time, you can't come in, otherwise, who will bump into it?

Then wait and wait, wait until about eight o'clock, when there is only one person left in the kitchen on duty, and then quietly come out of the room, and then quietly take away the buns in the steamer.

Every day, every day, it's like this.

Sometimes there are five left, sometimes six, seven, eight, and three are taken as usual, and they can't take them all, in case someone else needs them. Whether it's cold, hot, or warm, I nibble on two first, and the remaining one is for tomorrow's breakfast.

Put it in a small bag and put it next to the bed.

Well, it's the bed you just saw, tsk, the aroma of buns in the evening will accompany you to spend a good night.

It's just that no matter how fragrant it is, it still can't change the fact that the buns will be cold the next morning. ”

Her facial expression was plump, as if she was acting, and her tone was still subdued, looking funny, but no one laughed, because they saw that Gu Ningyi suddenly went crazy, stretched out her hand to the side, and swept a casserole on the stove to the ground.

She was moving so fast that no one could stop her, and when the casserole on the ground made a dull noise, and then the crowd screamed, she tore the tablecloth off the table again.

Originally, the maids who were waiting for the dishes to be served were already stunned, and Gu Ningyi's pull directly wiped out half of their afternoon's efforts.

The sound of plates and plates falling on the ground is far crisper than the casserole just falling to the ground.

In everyone's disbelief, some people even scolded: "You money loser, are you crazy, you see you do a good thing." ”

Gu Ningyi's originally indifferent face suddenly became colder, and he squinted slightly and looked at the person who spoke.

A faction of slaughter.