The last time I wanted to ask this person for help was last time Rong Jue had an accident, and she urgently needed money.

After the phone call, there was only a cold reply.

She said she wanted to borrow 200,000.

He refused almost without thinking, and said that she spent money indiscriminately, and after a reproach, the phone hung up.

The cold tone made Gu Ningyi have to find another way.

That's a human life.

200,000, she only borrowed 200,000.

However, he did not borrow it, saying that she was spending lavishly, and that she should not be tainted with bad habits outside.

However, this so-called bad habit, the 200,000 yuan is just the price of Gu to buy a bag.

Perhaps, it's not enough for the price of a limited-edition bag!

Completely draw the line, completely show an attitude of indifference, as if she is some mess and dirty thing, and if you get into her, you can be unlucky.

Completely suffocating operation.

She whispered and discussed, but to no avail.

She couldn't borrow the money from the person she could think of who was most likely to borrow it.

Gu is the only bag for money!

She should have been jealous and angry, but what Gu Weiwei did later made her feel that if she really did this, it would inevitably be really ugly.

Yes, Gu only lent her money.

Maybe that money was really nothing to her.

However, she was the most caring of the Gu family - at least at that moment, she was the only one who reached out to her.

When I heard her say 200,000, I was still skeptical and asked her if it was enough.

Such a serious injury, such harsh conditions, how can 200,000 be possible, it is just to make up the previous amount, but Gu Ningyi did not dare to ask for it again, a strong sense of shame appeared in her heart, she took out all the remaining savings, and was told that the patient was in critical condition and needed ......

More money is needed to support this treatment.

So there was Gu Ningyi's experience of selling blood.

It's just that those experiences are in the past.

Gu Ningyi also scraped together the money with the help of Shen Zui and returned it to Gu Weiwei.

It's just that every time she mentions Gu Weiwei, she doesn't know what kind of mentality to use.

Should we resent that she had something she didn't have, or should I be glad that she had reached out in the first place, or should I ignore the well water for so many years and not interfere with the river water.

However, Gu Ningyi also knew that it was a truly noble princess.

There are not too many princesses, but they are generous and elegant.

is not as aggressive as Gu Qingrang, but it makes people confess.

is not like Mrs. Gu to bully others, but it makes people feel that the heavy stone is overwhelming, and they are out of breath all the time, and they can't untie this layer of shackles.

didn't have the same indifference as Gu Lingtian, but seeing death and not saving it made Gu Ningyi unable to feel good.

She didn't dare to say what Gu Wei's shadow was to her, she was afraid that she would be ridiculed by all kinds of sarcasm as soon as she said it.

Greedy, insatiable, shameless, pickled!

After all, it was an existence that was incomparably noble compared to her—didn't Gu Qingrang always say that.

Between them, there is a galaxy of milky ways.

She doesn't want to fly on the branches as a phoenix, she will be honest with him in this life.

Gu is the only one with her, and there is indeed no hatred, but they are destined not to have any good friendship.

The two people have lived in different environments since childhood, faced different things, and encountered different experiences, and the opposites that are not opposites have long been established between the two people that cannot be saved.

Gu Ningyi seems to be disdainful, but she also wants to have love and become a person like her.

She has everything that Gu Ningyi doesn't have, including love.

She understands the gap between the two people, but it doesn't mean that she will definitely accept it.

On the contrary, she, a cautious person, could not see such a natural gap.

I can't see this huge gap.

Can't see it, she's a cloud, she's a mud.

All men are created equal, and who is more precious than whom.

Of course, she must also admit that in front of powerful people, some things do not give people the right to beak.

No matter how angry Gu Ningyi was, no matter how reluctant she was, she was still completely trapped.

When there was a sound of resistance in his stomach, Gu Ningyi knew that it was not a good way to sit still like this.

Gu Ningyi, who didn't want Xi Jinmo to know her situation so quickly, still dialed his phone so hard.

It may be that Gu Lingtian was too sure that she couldn't find the helper, and he didn't even take away her mobile phone or block the signal.

Gu Ningyi hit it out.

At this time, it had been more than a day since Gu Ningyi left.

Before leaving, the two of them had a quarrel, because of the problem of the child, and because Xi Jinmo had not thought about bringing her back.

It has to be said that this is the fatal wound between two people.

The process of two people coming together from being noisy at the beginning to having an accident later is bloody and delicate.

At this point in time, Xi Jinmo still had some feelings about Gu Ningyi.

Therefore, here he will not be too harsh on Gu Ningyi.

Here, he was still able to let his breath down.

"Baby, where have you been?" He asked, his tone slow and slow, not sounding angry, on the contrary, as gentle as he could.

Gu Ningyi's nose was sour, and she almost cried directly: "I'm in Baicheng." ”

“…… Why did you suddenly run so far and call me to miss me or do you want me to pick you up? ”

Gu Ningyi whimpered instantly: "Woo woo woo me, they ...... They are too bullying, woo woo, Xi Jinmo, they are too bullying.

They...... Hiccup, they, bullied me. ”

She was crying and complaining, her tone was not so desolate, Xi Jinmo was only confused, and kept comforting her to calm down.

After a long time of failure, he simply stopped and waited quietly for Gu Ningyi to finish crying, and then said, "You wait for me, I'll go to you now." ”

Gu Ningyi's tears rained down: "Xi Jinmo...... He won't let me be with you, he thinks I'm sorry for his family...... Belch...... reputation.

He thought I was a disgrace. ”

"Okay, okay," Xi Jinmo furrowed his brows. "We don't care about other people, if you don't agree, you won't agree, I'll take you away, what about the baby, does the baby make trouble with you."

I have to say that Xi Jinmo, who has experienced this accident, has matured a lot.

In the past, he was more like a child than Gu Ningyi, but now he has learned to find a way to make Gu Ningyi stop thinking nonsense.

Gu Ningyi is also trying her best, and she is also trying her best not to think too much.

Just the thought of her current situation makes her panic, she feels scared.

All the time she thought back to the serene diary.

All the time, she thought back to the calm and sorrow of Serenity before she died.

She can never forget the tranquility of the year, every move before death, the splendor of the achievement like a moth to a fire, and the state after death...... She thought that in this life, she would never forget.

In this life, no matter what, it will not be forgotten, or it will become the fruit of admonishing itself, or it will become a shadow of fear.

This existence is incomparably distinct.

Hanging up the phone, she climbed out of bed alone and knocked on the door.

The doorway is finally more than just an empty space.

This time, stay, two people, stay for two bodyguards that Gu Lingtian was worried that she would send over.

I never thought he was so concerned about his own affairs, but now he finally paid attention to it once, but it was not the result she wanted to see.

Pushed her to this extent.

If you can really reconcile in this life, then it is true...... Laugh off her big teeth I'm afraid.

She knocked on the door, and the voice was not difficult to come out: "Open the door, I have something to say." ”

"The housekeeper told me that you are not allowed to open the door until you have thought about it." The bodyguard's dutiful but cold words reminded Gu Ningyi again.

"I know." "I've figured it out," she said. ”

“…… Wait a minute, and I'll go to the housekeeper. "The bodyguard probably didn't expect Gu Ningyi to compromise so easily.

It's also strange to say that the dignified Miss Gu family would actually sleep in the underground garage.

The level of this unknown nationality - they were also transferred here today to find out that the Gu family actually had such a daughter.

It's just that compared to Miss Gu who lives in the villa, the degree of eccentricity is not too obvious.

Gu Ningyi didn't know what they were thinking, otherwise he might be able to participate in their discussion.

Maybe it's not partiality, it's just a difference.

Let her know the difficulties and retreat, don't think about getting involved in things she shouldn't touch.

Moreover, the Gu family has never recognized her as a daughter.

I didn't want to raise her like a daughter at all.

Wrong, I didn't feel it at all, she is also a person who needs to be raised.

A living person.

A person who has the desire to be loved even if no one cares.

Going around and around, Gu Ningyi found that he still couldn't go around in this circle.

Where does the peace of mind come from, but because the disaster has not befallen him.

Standing and talking does not hurt your back.

There must be something that will come upon her, and see who can do better than her.

"Hmm." After answering, she didn't say anything more.

It's just making a living under people, and she doesn't need to be too embarrassed.

At this point, Gu Ningyi is still quite sensible.

She wouldn't do something disgusting like this on purpose, after all, people just follow orders and take money to support their families.

They are not the ones who are really guilty.

Estimating the time of Xi Jinmo's arrival, Gu Ningyi lowered his eyes to look at his hand.

This once familiar small room is still full, and it would be crowded with one more person.

In the past, she didn't want to or dare to mess with these things, so she piled up this pile of miscellaneous things for more than ten years.

In the past, she only felt that the air could not penetrate and was very stuffy, but now she felt that everything around her was empty, and the cool breeze made her feel cold.

It's already so cold before autumn.

What will it look like in winter?

After thinking about it, she shook her head.

It doesn't matter what it looks like in winter.

Now, she doesn't want to stay here anymore.

After thinking about it, she took a few more steps inside, standing on tiptoe to touch the bed.

This bed is a bunk bed structure. It's just that there are a lot of heavy objects on the lower layer, dense and messy, yes, the first time Gu Ningyi came to Gu's house when he was a child, he climbed on the top bunk to rest.

She was small, and it took a lot of effort to go up at that time.

Later, he rolled out of bed because of the child's hyperactivity.

There is no cushioning on the ground, and every time it is a real fall.

Every time you can fall and grin.

Later, after falling too much, Gu Ningyi was scared and cowardly, and he also remembered it for a long time.

Every time before going to bed, I subconsciously use my hands to protect my brain.

Even if you don't fall out of bed because of your sleeping position, you still can't change this problem, or habit.

Xi Jinmo also teased her a few times about this matter.

Thinking that Xi Jinmo had come over a few times and laughed badly and wanted to abduct her to the hotel, swearing that he would do nothing while holding it, Gu Ningyi felt that it didn't seem to be a big deal.

She couldn't put it down in front, and she couldn't resist Xi Jinmo, and then the two of them compromised one step by one and really ran to the hotel, but they didn't even dare to take off one more piece of clothing, so they looked at each other until they fell asleep.

is so innocent, I'm afraid no one will believe it if you say it.

Later, Gu Ningyi became pregnant, so there is naturally no need to talk about this matter.

Therefore, Gu Ningyi's winning the bid once is indeed a dramatic effect.

Except for the first time when she couldn't do anything, she was very conservative in the later period.

But it is obvious that Xi Jinmo also made concessions for her.

This point is enough to make Gu Ningyi go one step further in the degree of being dead set on him.

This person, at least, will be able to kill her.

This person, at least listened to her opinion.

What she pulled out was a diary.

The simple lace, the yellowed paper, and the handwriting of some years have a faint tendency to fade.

The contents of the diary Gu Ningyi have already memorized it backwards.

When you pick it up, you don't have anything superfluous.

She simply found a cushion and sat down, straightened her body slightly on the piano, and landed on the blank paper behind her with a stroke.

The housekeeper came a little slowly, and Gu Ningyi didn't notice how long it was.

It wasn't until she had written a full page and her legs were a little sore that there was a knock on the door.

"Come in." She didn't look back, and the notebook slipped back under her pillow.

Whoever came in, she didn't want the notebook to be discovered.

This is not only the voice of tranquility, but also the feeling she has felt over the years.

is extremely different from her before, she did not write too much ink to describe the Gu family in the notebook, she wrote Rong Jue, Mei Sha, and wrote about accidents and fate.

The one who wrote the most was Xi Jinmo.

This boy she identifies as, her diary is full of records of her love and love for him.

Her diary is full of records, accommodation and compromise, choice and persistence.

She dreamed of having the perfect future with him.

Respect each other like guests.

There is a delicacy between the lines, and it is slowly filled with a girl's most stubborn thoughts.

This is the most blind wish made in the best of years.

Later, all kinds of results also had a basis because of her blind and stubborn wish.