I had already burst into tears, broken down to the extreme, and put my head in my arms with infinite affection, and my throat was so sobbing that I couldn't speak.

I finally understood what he meant by "all my transparency......

There are such parents in the world??!!

Compared with physical injuries such as domestic violence, this kind of mental destruction is even more unforgivable.

But I can't figure it out, they are all sons, why is there such a big difference between the treatment of Mao Quanhe and Quan Yu? So I have to guess that Kwon Yu, like me, is an abandoned baby picked up.

He was still crying in his arms, and I knew he was really venting, and tonight's accusation was not a lie. Although I saw the truth about his "incompleteness", I no longer resisted it, let alone disliked it.

I know that this moment is the most real Kwon Yu!

I like the real him, the real Kwon Yu is an angel, I like it!

"Husband~~~"

I kept kissing his head, watching my tears drip down his hair, mingling together, comforting him infinitely distressed in the sobbing,

"Don't cry, husband doesn't cry! I'm here in the future...... I'm here to hurt you. ”

Kwon Yu couldn't respond, and those big innocent eyes were blurred by too many tears. He was no longer able to complain, and in his memories he almost despaired:

"How can I survive between such a husband and wife? In the past, I didn't dare to tell Kwon Hyuk, and I didn't dare to really take bed photos to provoke a war between my parents. I only have ...... Only no one ignored me, desperately looking for an opportunity to ask Kwon Hyuk to take me to Hong Kong...... I want to escape, I want to hide. ”

......" I burst into tears, but I didn't dare to cry.

I grew up in the indifference of my parents, but I was much happier than him. Kwon Yu is right, I am not qualified to feel sorry for myself.

"I only confide in Sister Meimei and want her to protect me. I never thought that it would deepen the conflict between their mother and daughter, and Quan Donghai and his family rejected me even more......"

It turns out that the root of the right family's parents favoring one over the other is here?

"But why should they bother with a teenager? The contradictions and grievances of adults, children do not know at all. I'm unintentional, don't they understand Quan Donghae? Woohoo......"

When he said this, Kwon Yu buried his face in my chest, as if he didn't want to look at the world again, and tears instantly made his clothes wet a lot.

I only feel heartache to the extreme, and I can't imagine how depressing it is for a teenager to live in such a family. Perhaps from that time on, Quan Yu began to learn to observe words and colors, and refined the skills of "peeping into the heart".

"Misa, I admit that I used to live a very rotten life, and I really want to quit." After crying to the point of weakness, Quan Yu was almost sluggish, "If you mind my unbearable past, I can let it go and become a ...... Fulfill you and ...... Kwon Hyuk. ”

There are only the last few words in this paragraph, and he speaks very hard and heart-wrenching.

I think I can understand his feelings, he "doesn't love" Mi Sa, and he can't stop wanting Kwon Hyuk. I want to tell him that I don't mind; I want to say that Mi Sa and Kwon Hyuk have come to this day, and it is not for you to be fulfilled, they can go on hand in hand.

But I couldn't open my mouth, the sadness and heaviness hollowed out the whole person, and at this time I couldn't do anything except look in a daze.

"But I also know that it will be difficult for you and Kwon Hyuk to come to fruition. Wu Yifan and Kwon Donghae have gone to the opposite side, how should Kwon Hyuk choose? How do you choose? Quan Yu changed the conversation and said sadly.

"I ......"

"Maybe you will choose to be like me, not to mix, not to help anyone, and to turn a blind eye to grievances." Kwon Yu said dumbfounded, sighed, wiped the tears on his face, and said to himself sadly, "But Kwon Hyuk can't do it, this family will eventually have him to carry it, I know." ”

In the second half of the sentence, Kwon Yu said that the root cause of Kwon Hyuk's "imprisonment" is not the life-saving grace of leukemia, nor the oppression of "unruly love", but ......

Carry on shoulders!

*

Because of his personality of "willing to take responsibility and able to resist things", Kwon Hyuk took a lot of responsibility on himself.

the parents' disregard for Kwon Yu's near-dehumanization; Chu Yiyi's inhumane harm to Quan Yu; Even later, Kwon Yu himself lost his sexual orientation and fell in love with his brother......

All this, Kwon Hyuk thinks is self-inflicted, and he owes it to his younger brother!

Therefore, he didn't mind that his mother-in-law was too fond of power and depression and ignored his grandson.

Quan Yu grasped his brother's "weakness" - deep love and never evaded responsibility, so he forced a decisive and domineering emperor into an indecisive and slightly pedantic "Chen Jialuo".

*

But at this time, I was so confused that it was impossible for me to calm down and think about Kwon Hyuk's personality and enter his inner world. The most explosive news for me tonight was Kwon Wook's privacy.

"Don't talk about this," I relieved myself and pulled the topic back, turned my head to look at Quan Yu beside me in distress, and gently took his hand, "Quan Yu, tell me, that sex ...... You've been cured of sex addiction, right? ”

Actually, I want to say that the fact that you have been able to suppress the urge for me several times is enough to show that you are not addicted to sex now, right?

Quan Yu smiled bitterly, raised his eyebrows and asked, "What, are you afraid?" ”

"......" I frowned and couldn't answer, who can not be afraid?

"That's right! In the past four years, Quan Yu has been insulated from women, and he has indeed quit sex addiction, do you know why? ”

"......" I looked at him in confusion and shook my head.

"Because four years ago I had love, and I fell in love with someone I shouldn't love."

As soon as these words came out, I chuckled in my heart......

My intuition tells me: The person he said is Chu Yiyi, maybe Chu Yiyi hurt him, so he is the person he shouldn't love.

But I said in my heart: Don't ask! The surname Chu is a poisonous woman, you can't imagine how she destroyed Quan Yu, maybe it was because of Quan He's bastard. So, don't know the truth. Otherwise, you will collapse, you will hate Kwon Hyuk to death, and you may even kill the dog man and woman.

It's hard to get confused!

Misa, it's rare to be confused!

So, I forced myself to answer against my will: "It's Kwon Hyuk, right?" ”

Kwon Yu didn't answer.

He was silent for a long time, but he didn't answer.

In the end, he just blankly asked, "Is there any smoke?" ”

"Hmm."

I let go of him, got up, lit two cigarettes, and handed him one.

At this time, Quan Yu had basically calmed down, sitting on the carpet at the end of the bed and leaning on the edge of the bed, holding a cigarette at a 45-degree angle and looking up at the sky, confused and helpless recalled:

"After falling in love with that person, the sex addiction is really gone. But at the same time, I let myself fall asleep and never wake up again. ”

"......" I didn't answer.

I also muttered in my heart, did I guess wrong just now? The person he said was still Kwon Hyuk, he didn't love Chu Yiyi?

Yes, yes, it must be so!

Otherwise, how to explain that in the days when I met him, he didn't look like a person who was addicted to something at all. Because after falling in love with Kwon Hyuk, his sexual orientation was lost, and a certain part naturally fell asleep.

In this way, the indecent feelings of the two brothers are only in their hearts, and they have not crossed the pond?

Although I guessed like this in my head, I didn't know that it was Mao, and I was still flustered......

But I don't know if Quan Yu doesn't have the courage to confess another piece of privacy to me, because compared to "sex addiction", this privacy has caused more physical and mental trauma to him.

But perhaps, Quan Yu is entangled!

He knew that that experience couldn't be contained here in Mi Sa, after all, Chu let go of the cruel words "Don't let Mi Sa slap her face" today, so ......

Thinking of this, Quan Yu relieved himself and flicked the ashes of his cigarette, and looked at me with an innocent and affectionate face:

"Until I met you, the day of the grove, you came to me in a rage, and ...... I had an erection all of a sudden. ”

"......" I didn't answer, lowering my eyes to avoid his gaze.

I have no doubt that his physiological reaction was indeed felt in the grove that day.

Quan Yu's gaze gradually blurred, and in front of my side face, he gently blurted out a sentence:

"Baby, you know what? You're my medicine......"

Instantly tugged at my heartstrings!

reminds me of Zhang Ailing's "Love in a Fallen City......

*

Fan Liuyuan greeted her on the drizzly dock.

He said her green glass raincoat resembled a bottle, and added, "Medicine bottle." ”

She thought he was there mocking her for her weakness.

However, he added: "You are the medicine that heals me." ”

She blushed and gave him a blank look.

*

It's like the plot re-enactment in "Love in a Fallen City", I blush......

But he didn't dare to look at him in vain.

Quan Yu leaned over gently, leaned his head closer, and said with infinite charm:

"Baby, what should I do if you cured my inadequacy, but let my sex addiction recover?"

"I ......"

Suddenly nervous, I didn't know how to answer, and I didn't dare to look at him, so I had to turn my head slightly.

I know very well that he can't be cured, and this is true.

Can Sex Addiction Resuscitation, This ......