It was impossible for me not to be touched, and I looked at him blankly with tears in my eyes. At this time, my heart was very complicated, with pity and resistance, so that I could not speak comforting words.

"Why did Kwon Donghae and his wife resist me? Why did Sister Meimei indulge me in every possible way? What exactly has Kwon Hyuk been hiding all along? Misa, you finally understand now?!! ”

Quan Yu, who burst into tears, continued to complain, but he didn't know if it was for me or God.

"......" I continued to froze.

finally understood what Chu Yiyi's sentence "Don't let her slap her face" meant, who can accept a husband with sex addiction?

I can finally understand that on the first night, when I said that Kwon Yu was perverted, Kwon Hyuk was so angry with Mao Hui......

It turns out that the most critical reason is here!

Sex addiction!

This was the first time Kwon Wook had revealed his privacy to me, and I knew it would take a lot of courage.

"Kwon Yu is a special ...... It's a devil with sex addiction!! ”

He said in infinite self-abuse, turned away in despair, and staggered to the side to hold on to the wall so that he would not fall,

"I couldn't quit before, and I felt bad at night. In addition to sneaking out to find a sister to vent, I can't find a better way. I ......"

He couldn't go on, he sobbed so hard that he almost collapsed.

And I finally came to my senses......

Wu Yifan and Yi Xiaoyi wanted to say something a few times but didn't say it, it should be Quan Yu's romance. Maybe they don't know about his sex addiction, which is what Kwon Hyuk has been hiding all along.

I don't know how I'm going to react, or even if his privacy is a bolt from the blue for me. It's just that I'm too unfamiliar with that word to understand what kind of person a sex addict is.

Maybe it's like a drug addict, after the desire comes up, he feels uncomfortable without venting. remembered that night at Xu Haoqi's bar, Quan Yu almost forced me to ...... despite my miscarriage

At this moment, I can more or less understand his derailment that night!

So I went over and tried to pick him up:

"Don't talk about Quan Yu, I understand, I ...... Understand! ”

"You don't understand !!"

Quan Yu pushed me away, smiling bitterly in tears of despair,

"Mi Sa, you only have Kwon Hyuk in your heart, and you don't want to know why Kwon Yu cheated!! You heard everything in the corner of the manor today, but you didn't even ask on the way back?! ”

"......" I froze.

This time, am I really doing something wrong?

Ignoring his feelings?

"Even if I take the initiative to confess to you, you will be turned away?" Quan Yu, who was crying in tears, was almost hysterical, and complained to me with infinite anger, "Mi Sa, what is my husband in your heart?" Chessman? Revenge on Kwon Hyuk, a pawn close to Kwon Donghae?? ”

"No, it's not! Kwon Yuk, I ......"

I wanted to defend and comfort him, but as soon as I opened my mouth, I found that I was short of words.

Why are you running out of words?

Perhaps, it was the words of Kwon Yu that pierced the soul......

Use him as a pawn, don't you?

"Why? Why do you all leave me? Turning a blind eye to me? ”

Quan Yu seemed to be hollowed out, kneeling on the ground with his arms supporting his body, watching his tears fall to the ground like broken beads, and his voice began to cry hoarsely,

"I'm a life, a real being, why do you all treat me as a transparent ......"

That last sentence pierced my heart and made tears well. Silently walked over and knelt beside him, hugged his head into his arms, no need for comforting words, holding him at this moment and crying with him is the best care.

Although there are still doubts in my heart, in the days after I met him, he was not like a man who was addicted to certain aspects, and he could hold back his lust for me many times. Could it be that the target of venting has changed? I used to look for a girl, but now I'm looking for ......

Kwon Hyuk?

What is the derailment with Chu Yiyi?

The brain is a mess, and the collapse of the power in his arms continues. I saw him wipe away his tears, and his long-suppressed angry words broke out instantly:

"The doctor said it was a mental illness, not a physical one. Kwon Hyuk also said that I want to overcome my psychological illusions, but how can I overcome them?? I want to go out and breathe, but is there a woman on the street who will wrap herself tightly?! Even girls in middle school uniforms are short skirts, so why don't boys wear shorts?! ”

“……”

"Curl up at home and turn on your computer, but what page doesn't have suggestive news and pictures? It's either a rich man Bao Xiaosan, or a female star participating in the Haitian Feast! A good mass news website is also full of amorous sluts making headlines? ”

“……”

I was speechless, although he was in a very extreme state at this time, I had to admit that what he said was the truth: online media has facilitated people's lives and made communication borderless, but it has also polluted the world.

I have talked to my colleagues who are already parents, and I know that they are also worried about the growth and health of their children. Nowadays, the Internet is at your fingertips, and children turn on their mobile phones or computers casually, and the pages that appear are always violent and erotic. Even the female N/PC in the game is basically a breast dew groove and a short skirt with high forks.

"The world is filthy, how can you make me pure??!!"

Kwon Yu's infinitely angry accusation was like a wake-up call, and it suddenly brought me back to my senses.

The world is filthy, how can it be self-cleansing?

Is that really the case?

No!

suddenly remembered Yi Xiaoyi's mother, her quality is like a white lotus, rushing out of the sludge against the sun, what if the wind and rain blow?

After going through ups and downs but keeping oneself clean, we finally ushered in happiness and kept the clouds open and saw the moon!

Therefore, the filthy ones are self-polluted, but the lotus flowers are self-cleansing!

"No...... Not so! Kwon Yu, don't think too extremely. ”

I tried to persuade me, but he interrupted me as soon as I spoke.

"Extreme?? Scold...... That's right, Quan Yu was born extreme! The more he spoke, the more angry he became, and at the moment he was no different from indignation, "I used to think that there was only black and white in the world, but now I know that there is only one color in this world - gray!" ”

The last word "......" struck my heart again and made me jaw-dropping.

Oh, yes!

Ash!

It was like a wake-up call for me again, and I immediately remembered my parents' unjust case......

Perhaps in the truth, there is no absolute black and white, and there is only one color on everyone:

Ash!

Although Mi Zhencai is very likely to conceal the truth because of his selfishness for money, he has raised me for twenty years after all;

Although Su Man is very likely to lie with a clear conscience, emotionally, she is a victim after all; Moreover, I obviously hated my parents in my heart, but I did not take revenge on me;

Although Quan Donghai is very likely to have wrongly convicted an unjust case for his own selfish interests, after all, he has been framed by the criminal group and Zhou Yang;

Although Wu Zhiguo is very likely to be the real murderer, he also really raised Wu Yifan as an adult, and it is even very likely that he has been taking the blame for who he has been responsible for for many years;

As for Zhou Yang, the deceased is gone, so I won't comment;

So, what about my mom Ayiguli? Is the color of her body only gray?

And my grandfather Kurban, what does his attitude towards the unjust case say?

Just thinking about it, his train of thought was interrupted by Quan Yu again. I saw that after he wiped away his tears again, he took a deep breath and calmed down a little, and suddenly asked in a surprising voice:

"Do you know how my sex addiction endors? Hmph, Kwon Hyuk will never tell you the truth! ”

I was shocked, and suddenly had a bad premonition, and I answered in a panic and asked:

"How, how?"

"Because of Kwon Donghae!!"

"......" I was completely frozen.

It is hard to imagine how filthy and rancid filth is hidden in this seemingly glamorous and harmonious aristocratic family.

Next, Quan Yu broke out all the hatred that had been suppressed for many years, and crackled and complained:

"I've been treated as transparent by him since I was a child! Bringing a woman home to, Kwon Donghae has always avoided the maid and wife, and he doesn't care that there is a sick little son in the small bedroom!! ”

“……”

"Ever since I started developing, I can often hear Kwon Donghae and his mistresses humming across the wall. They don't even bother to close the door? You said! Can a normal child not peek?!!! ”

“……”

"And Xu Aoshuang is even worse! She knew that she couldn't get any information about her husband's cheating from the maid, so she came to attack my idea! He even asked me to take the initiative to secretly take bed photos of Kwon Donghae and his mistresses, and threatened that I must keep it secret, otherwise I will not be allowed to see my grandmother!! ”

“……”

"Misa, I was only in junior high school at that time!! What do they think of me???? ”

In the end, Quan Yu couldn't support it anymore, his knees instantly collapsed, he hugged my arms, his body slowly slid down, and finally he fell into my arms in despair and helplessness.