Since the age of 18, time seems to be slipping away quickly, and I have missed a lot of wonderful things unconsciously.

I have been jealous, I have been lost, I have been overwhelmed, I have loved, I have fallen out of love. When I remembered the desperate running, I suddenly felt that this was a floating dream, an exaggeration of life, but I lost my heart.

Thinking of yesterday, and now, the scenes seem to be looming, and those scenes that I thought I would remember have begun to blur, and I can't even remember them clearly.

Starting from the collection of Ru Meng, the collection of dreams, the collection of dancing dreams, the collection of herbs, the collection of Qianmo, the collection of travel, the collection of Shile, the collection of chasing deer, the collection of waiting for time, the collection of leisure, the collection of following him, the collection of laughter, the collection of obituaries, the collection of waste, the collection of the Quartet, and even the collection of the eight sides of the exquisite dragon, are all records of the different stages of my life.

I recall that my high school Chinese teacher said that I had the rudiments of poetry until now, I have written so much and experienced so many unforgettable memories.

Gradually, I found that sometimes I worked hard for a long time and others easily completed it, which made me have to learn from scratch, so now I have to forget everything I used to do just to become stronger.

I know that my worst enemy is myself, and if I overcome my own inertia, I can become better than before.

Ever since my puppy died from my arms, I've seen life pass away. Since then, I have been asking myself what the meaning of life is and why it is so fragile.

When you think of people, ordinary people from life to death, at most four generations know that you have been in this world, and then you disappear like smoke and dust, no one will know when you came to this world, let alone when you left this world, you are as if you were never born.

Maybe everyone's pursuit is different, and I don't want to come naked, go naked.

I wanted to leave something behind. Maybe what I left behind is of no precious value, but this is a record of my life, my ups and downs.

Perhaps, what I can do is to write well, write with peace of mind, pierce the world with a pen, and find my own corner.

In this process, I want to grow well, and I want to grow better than before, because only in this way can I do the best and have the least regrets.

Some people do not hesitate to abandon their most precious feelings in pursuit of so-called money, which is actually the saddest thing.

Although everyone has desires, I think that as long as we can do it without desires, we will not lose too much possessions.

What does it mean to be desireless? It is the pursuit of acting with a conscience without excessive and greedy desires.

I want to do this, and I'll be happier more in the future.