Many years later, I am sure that the waiters at the Shiyuan Bar will remember that night: how a man with evil intentions walked out of the bar in embarrassment with a tall and beautiful woman, called a taxi, and disappeared into the ghostly black of the island city......

What happened next, I always wondered if it actually happened.

For so many years, it has been somewhere between dream and reality, and it has haunted me for years.

The hotel room was not soundproofed, and the next room protested several times by knocking on the wall.

Her screams were hysterical, and her hands were scratching and crushing at my back, eager to tear me apart. When she was done, her face was ruddy and charming, and her skin was as white as snow in winter. She lay flat on the bed, looking lazy and content.

"You...... That's nice. She whispered to me.

She gave me the thrill and passion that the disc couldn't give me. "You're okay too." I buried my face in her nipples and told her sincerely.

"I know you've been hungry for a long time." She stroked my hair and said, "You're just looking for a thrill in your married life." ”

I was speechless and shook my head.

"Do you feel sorry for your wife?"

I was speechless. Keep her head still in her nipple.

"Actually," she said, "I'm just using you as a tool for me to vent after I fell out of love." ”

I lifted my head from her nipples, and I looked up into her eyes, "Don't belittle me and you like that, okay?" I said.

She shook her head. Get up, get dressed, lift her bag on the table, "Then go home and be a good husband!" Some things are tempting, but they may not be right for you! She smiled poignantly at me.

I don't know where she got her lines from, but I suddenly felt like she was a bit of a dramatist. In that case, I will keep her. Life is short, the rivers and lakes are far away, and they cherish each other.

I cried as soon as she walked out of the room.

And at this time, I woke up.

I woke up to find myself sleeping in my own bed. Outside the window, it was dark and the wind was blowing. I felt a headache and was thirsty, so I got up and found a glass of water to drink. I sobered up a bit, sat on the edge of the bed and smoked a cigarette. In the midst of the smoke, the scene is recreated, very clear, but confusing. I suddenly felt that I had traveled to the Donghuli house many years ago and saw the figure of the beautiful music teacher; After a while, I saw myself sitting in a small boat, drifting on the vast sea......

I couldn't figure out if this was real or a dream, and then I came across a book on psychology that said: People who have been depressed and aggrieved for a long time are prone to out-of-body and mental derailment. I don't know if I'm out of my body or if I'm mentally cheating. Did I really cheat? I'm haunted by it.

One midnight, while driving, I listened to the chat of Xiaowei, the hostess of Island City Radio's "Emotional Night Talk". I dialed Xiaowei's phone: "Hello Xiaowei! ”。

"Hello friends! Is there anything you want to tell Vivia? Xiaowei's enthusiastic voice.

I said, "I may have cheated." ”

Xiaowei asked, "Why is it possible to cheat?" ”

I said, "I don't know." ”

Xiaowei said: "Then how do you know that you cheated?" ”

I said, "I met with a female netizen. ”

Xiaowei asked, "What else did you do besides meeting?" ”

"We had a drink. Drunk. ”

"It's easy to mess with sex when you're drunk."

"What do you mean ——?"

"You should know for yourself."

"Do you have to go to bed if you drink with a female netizen?"

"Don't drink with female netizens and don't get bed?" Xiaowei laughed over there, "What are you kidding, everyone is so busy." ”

I was stunned, shuddered, and said to myself, "So, that's definitely going to bed." ”

"That's right." Xiao Wei shouted over there, "Congratulations on your successful promotion to scumbag!" ”

"Scumbag?" I asked.

"Don't you think you're a scumbag? Do you ever feel sorry for your wife? ”

"I don't feel sorry for her."

"Then go home and be a good husband!"

"I don't think I can be a good husband."

"Then you're sick, hurry up and get treated."

Xiaowei pinched off my phone. She said to the audience: "I just met a drunkard and delayed everyone's time. ”

I rolled my eyes at the radio, ", what a host!" Am I cheating? ”