Qing Huan cried heartbreakingly, and Li Yan had already walked out of the courtyard gate and didn't know where to go.

Knowing that her tears were dry and her throat was dry, he asked Agu to pour her a glass of water.

Ah Gu brought water with a worried face and asked softly, "Madam, what's wrong?" ”

Qing Huan didn't want Agu to know, so he didn't say a word, and after drinking the water, he said, "I'm tired, I'll go back and rest first." ”

Agu sent her in, and she fell on the bed, closed her eyes and tried to fall asleep, so as to relieve the tormenting pain.

Ah Gu didn't know, and when he saw Qing Huan as if he was asleep, he went out again.

Qing Huan was lying on the bed, but he couldn't sleep at all. As soon as I closed my eyes, it was full of all kinds of past with Li Yan. His words and deeds, his kindness to himself, every detail of their relationship, and even Li Yan's promise to her that night, Qing Huan could still feel the temperature of his words, as if it was echoing in his ears.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that the sweetness of the past was suddenly torn, like a gorgeous dress, suddenly cut apart, and the fragments of memory were scattered all over the ground.

The wounds were like slashing on Qing Huan's heart, stabbing one by one, making Qing Huan so painful that he couldn't breathe.

Closing your eyes is the past, and opening your eyes is reality. Needles on both sides, pain on both sides.

At this time, half of the pain in Qinghuan's heart came from his own humility, how could he ever think that one day, like Chu Yi, would humbly beg Li Yan to stay.

The other half comes from Li Yan's ruthlessness. As the saying goes, amorous is better than ruthless suffering, let Qinghuan cry in the dark, Li Yan left without looking back, and disappeared.

Although it was dawn outside, Qing Huan only felt that his world was dark. Looking back, you can't see the way back, and you can't see the future clearly.

After several hours of suffering, she finally fell asleep in a daze when she was physically and mentally exhausted.

Not long after, the sound of the door opening was heard.

Qing Huan opened his eyes and saw Li Yan's tall figure walking over.

She is not a person who has the upper hand in reason, so at this time, she was lucky to think that Li Yan had figured it out and came to reconcile with her.

Qing Huan struggled to stand up, looked at Li Yan who was walking towards her, and gradually rejoiced in her heart.

Li Yan walked up to her bed, still looking at her condescendingly. It wasn't until Qing Huan repeatedly confirmed that there was no temperature in his eyes that the luck in his heart was finally confirmed.

And in the next second, Li Yan took out a piece of paper and put it on her bed. Without saying a word, he went out again.

Qing Huan looked at the piece of rice paper that had been left behind, and a familiar feeling came to her face.

It's a divorce again.

She forced herself to pick it up and look at it, tears surging again, blurring the handwriting on the paper. Only a few words were left, which will always be engraved in Qinghuan's memory: listen to remarriage, and there is no dissent.

Later, when she looked back on this day, she had forgotten how painful she had felt. I only remember that I was afraid of worrying Agu, and after reading the resignation book, I forced myself not to show any emotions.

Despite Agu's repeated questions, she was vague and perfunctory. Only in the long afternoon, I decided to leave.

I still remember that when I was eating at night, Ah Gu, who had always been healthy, retched inexplicably for a while, only saying that he had a bad appetite for the past few days, and then asked, and learned that the menstrual period had not yet arrived.

Ah Gu didn't know what was wrong, but Qing Huan knew it in his heart.

Ah Gu is pregnant and should stay with Yuan Chao. Qing Huan decided to leave alone.

Li Yan and Yuan Chao were not there at night, and Ah Gu accompanied her for a while and then went back to the room to rest. Qing Huan packed up his belongings and wanted to leave a letter for Agu, but he couldn't find a pen and paper in the room, so he gave up.

In the early hours of the morning, Qinghuan took her luggage and tiptoed out of the courtyard gate, lest she wake up Ah Gu.

She looked back at the place where she had good memories, and at the Agu who had trekked through mountains and rivers to this poor country, not only as a servant, but also as a friend who shared weal and woe.

The wind outside is so cold, it's only the beginning of November, and the autumn wind is so biting. The crumbling yellow leaves on the magnolia tree fell with the wind at this time, as if saying goodbye to Qinghuan.

Qing Huan was dreaming all the way, dreaming that Li Yan would regret it when he found out that she was gone, and he would come to chase her back.

Qing Huan didn't leave quickly, she tried to leave a little room for Li Yan to chase her back.

Until she reached the town, she must have caught up with everyone she wanted to chase. She finally gave up.

After a little rectification and rest at the breakfast stall shop in the town, Qing Huan asked the shopkeeper: Which direction should I go to Shudi?

"The girl is going to Shudi? A few days ago, there happened to be a group of business trips that were going to Shudi, and they might leave this morning. The girl might as well go to the inn again to have a look, maybe she can give it a ride. ”

Qing Huan thanked him, and went straight to the inn again.

When I arrived, I saw a caravan packing and preparing to go.

Qing Huan hurriedly greeted him and explained his intention.

The leader was a forty-year-old man with a meaty face and a thick beard.

Knowing Qing Huan's intention, he replied in a rough voice: "I can't do this thing." I'll take you to the leader. ”

Qing Huan followed him into the inn. There was also a group of people packing their luggage inside, and Qing Huan saw a girl, dressed up heroically.

The big man directly brought Qing Huan to her and explained the situation.

The girl looked Qing Huan up and down, "Why did you go to Shu alone?" ”

Qing Huan took out the letter of resignation written by Li Yan and said: "I was sent back to the original sect, but my father and mother have passed away, and only Shudi still has a distant relative. I'll go to him here, and I'll ask the girl to make it easier. ”

The girl carefully read the letter of resignation and believed Qinghuan's words: "That's okay." You wait here for a moment, and then we'll go with us. ”

Qing Huan thanked him and took a break in the store.

After a while, the caravan was finished, and the girl beckoned Qinghuan to get into the carriage.

"May I ask the girl's name?" Qing Huan sat down and asked the girl.

"My surname is Hu, and I am called Sanniang. My father was the caravan leader, and I went south and north with my father when I was a child. "Sanniang is chivalrous and bold." What should I call a girl? She asked Qing Huan rhetorically.

"My surname is Meng, and my name is Qinghuan."

"Where does that distant relative of yours live?"

"It's my distant cousin, named Qin Yu. I went to Shu many years ago, and I haven't been in touch since then, but I have no relatives here, so I went to look for him. ”

"But you don't know where he is, do you?"

Qing Huan nodded.

"Then it's going to take some time to find someone."

"Thank you, girl."

"It's a trivial matter, but it's not enough to worry about. But if you can't find it, what do you do? ”

"If I can't find it, I'll have to make another plan."

Sanniang nodded.

The carriage drifted away in the morning light.

Five days after Qing Huan left, the third prince Li Yan returned to the court in the name of mourning, and his old department responded to the call, and the party of Emperor Li Min was deadlocked, and gradually became incompatible.