After Li Miao was honorably injured, Zhou Tian finally didn't have to work overtime. Yesterday was too thrilling, and Li Miao had nightmares at night, one moment it was a gangster with a knife, one moment it was Zhou Shunyao's face, and another moment it was a large piece of blood, which scared her to wake up many times in the middle of the night. For the first time, she felt that the night was so long, and she sat on the bed and recalled the past, and tears flowed in the middle of the night. At six o'clock the next morning, the biological clock woke her up, although she couldn't sleep, she still lay on the bed, her headache, her eyes were swollen like peaches, her eyes were not obvious, her eyes were smaller, it was a slender slit, she put down her phone irritably, covered her head and continued to sleep.

"Ding Dong", the mobile phone received a text message, lifted the quilt, Li Miao frowned, and took the mobile phone angrily. She has always had a bad night's sleep, and the lack of sleep makes her very irritable. Clicking on the text message, her peachy eyes widened a lot, and she sat up from the bed, rubbed her eyes, and looked at her phone again. That's right, there was a text message lying on her phone, which burned her eyes, and her eyes began to ache.

"Remember to change your dressing today! I'm Zhou Shunyao, long time no see, Li Miao. ”

Looking at the cold text message, her head hurt even more, Zhou Shunyao after the reunion was gentle and detached, he faded away from the sunshine and youth of his youth, and became calm and cold; He is still so gentle, but the gentleness at this time can only be due to politeness and character. At that time, he was gentle and warm, and his spirit was flying, like a dazzling bead, with a brilliant brilliance; At this time, he was cold and gentle, like a fine mutton fat jade, gentle to the touch, but glowing with a faint and cold light.

Li Miao touched the wound on her neck and held her mobile phone to text back:

"Got it, thanks." Throwing away her phone and falling on the bed, her head hurting so much, and her neck hurting faintly. She decided to spend the whole day in bed, but she didn't have the strength and felt unwell. Let her sleep quietly for the rest of the day.

Zhou Shunyao looked at the more official text message that had been replied to, and held the phone hard, as if the phone was his enemy. He really didn't have the courage to reply anymore, and he was always more depressed by her anger than she was indifferent to her. Li Miao is always like this, her cold personality hurts a lot of people who are close to her, many of the classmates in the class actually want to be friends with her, she studies well, she doesn't talk much, others ask her for help, and she always tries her best to help sincerely. But she kept too far away from others, and many people were deterred by her coldness.

After Zhou Shunyao ran and exercised, he took a shower for ten minutes, cleaned himself up, and sat at the dining table waiting for breakfast. His family is a military family, meals and living habits are strict and orderly, full of military discipline and style, Zhou Shunyao likes this atmosphere, he has been in the military academy for four years, the army for three years, has already integrated the style of military discipline and order into his blood, he is no longer the boy who preaches freedom, the most intolerable thing in the army is freedom and high-profile, he deeply understands this truth.

"Dad, Mom, good morning", Zhou Shunyao saw Lao Zhou and his wife go downstairs, so he stood in a standard military posture to say hello. Lao Zhou nodded with satisfaction and sat down at the head of the table; His wife, Yao Xin, was not satisfied, pressed her son on the seat, and said to Lao Zhou dissatisfiedly:

"Your son is not your soldier, you don't put the chief on the score. Besides, if you have already retired, it is even more impossible for you to be the chief."

Lao Zhou is used to being a leader, and he is naturally unhappy when he is teased by his wife. He lowered his face with displeasure, looked at her, and said:

"A woman's kindness. Shunyao is also a cadre in the army, and if he doesn't regard respecting the chief as a habit of life, how can he make his soldiers respect him? Absolute obedience and absolute respect are the principles and true qualities of soldiers. ”

Yao Xin just wanted to go back angrily, but when she saw her son smiling helplessly and watching them argue, she was embarrassed to speak again. Pushing the buns on the table, Wen Sheng said:

"Shunyao eats more, I haven't been home for a few years, and I have lost a lot of weight." As he spoke, his eyes were red, and he was about to cry again.

Zhou Shunyao is really helpless, his mother is a weak and strong woman, she was a librarian when she was young, she read a lot of books in the autumn moon, she married her father, although she was introduced, but the two fell in love at first sight, regardless of marrying her father who was still a soldier, she became a military wife, the bitterness and hardships of life did not break her, but made her more and more tenacious, and she pulled two children to grow up alone, without regrets. When he was old, he always quarreled with his father, telling about the sacrifices he made for his father when he was young.

Zhou Shunyao knows that his mother is not easy, since he was a child, there are only his mother and sister in his world, and he can only see his father during the holidays, and he has to trek through mountains and rivers and take a long train. At that time, my mother never shed a tear and always told them that my father was a hero and a great man. It can be said that his dream of being a soldier was cultivated by his mother.

He hugged his mother and echoed softly, "It's thin, you can cook me more delicious food these days, I can gain weight by eating." ”

Yao Xin nodded, she really felt sorry for her son, she hadn't seen her for a few years, he had lost weight, darkened, and became less smiling, although he was still a gentle character, but she always felt that her son had been unhappy in the past few years.

There is only the sound of utensils colliding and eating at the table, and the atmosphere is mild and comfortable. After a while, Lao Zhou looked at his son and said:

"How's the personal issue? You're too old to think about it. ”

"Yes, yes, you are 27 years old, even if the army advocates late marriage, you are still of age."

Yao Xin agreed, her old man can be regarded as doing a pleasing thing.

Zhou Shunyao smiled bitterly in his heart, the time to come is finally here, this time he really can't hide. He was silent for a while, and then said:

"I have someone I like".

"Who? How old is she? Where do you work? Where are you located? ”

Yao Xin couldn't wait to ask, she was really curious. Although her son's conditions are not bad in all aspects, she has never been in love at such a young age, which makes her anxious and helpless, he is in the army, he can't contact the opposite sex, and the environment dictates it, she can't blame her son.

Lao Zhou glared at his wife, dissatisfied with his wife's strategy of rushing forward. Clearing his throat, he asked:

"Why haven't I heard you talk about it, can she marry you?"

Zhou Shunyao bit the bun and didn't speak.

Old Zhou saw a little in his heart, sighed, and said:

"That girl doesn't want to get married?"

Zhou Shunyao shook his head, "I haven't caught her yet"

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Yao Xin and Lao Zhou were stunned, their son didn't even catch up with the girl he liked, it was too ...... It's not like that.

Lao Zhou was angry, the soup he drank almost squirted out, pointed at his son, and scolded:

"Zhou Shunyao, you really embarrass Lao Tzu." After a lifetime of crawling and rolling in the army, Lao Zhou's temper is hot and he speaks directly.

Yao Xin pulled his old man and scolded lightly, "What are you yelling at, my son hasn't been chased for the time being, it's not that he can't catch up in his life, and our son is not bad." ”

When Lao Zhou heard this, he snorted coldly, ignored them, and lowered his head to eat.

Yao Xin patted her son's shoulder and said softly, "Son, where is that girl?" Are you a classmate or a resident? ”

Zhou Shunyao was really ashamed, and he didn't dare to say anything about Li Miao's situation. He was afraid that his mother, who was super active, would disturb Li Miao without permission, and his mind would never let his mother speak out on his behalf, let alone see his mother when Li Miao was unprepared. The most important thing is that he doesn't know Li Miao's intentions, and he doesn't even know if she has a boyfriend, and they don't know anything about each other all these years.

Zhou Shunyao hurriedly took two mouthfuls of breakfast, excused himself to something, and fled. Standing at the intersection of familiar and unfamiliar, he was at a loss, as a young and promising officer, from the moment he stepped into the military academy, he had no regrets about his choice. He insisted on his beliefs, had blood and feelings, and sacrificed his parents' family happiness for the country he loved deeply; He left his hometown, stood guard and looked out at countless festivals that should have been reunited, looking at the lights of the reunion, and his eyes were red; When she was young, she was heartbroken, but she also lost contact.

Zhou Shunyao looked at the vehicles coming and going, standing at the corner of the street in a daze, and the past scenes ......emerged one after another.

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Zhou Shunyao, who had been released from the pigeon, decided to walk home, ×× the wetland was about ten stations away from his house, and he walked for a long, long ......, the shadow of the young man who was in good spirits in the past was thin and thin under the street lamp, and there was a decadent coldness.

Soon, the admission results of the military school came out, and he was admitted to a famous military school in Nanjing without surprise. He looked at the admission results, and the word "Nanjing" seemed to be laughing at him and laughing at his unbearable juvenile feelings .......

He packed his bags in silence and prepared to go to the provincial capital for a medical examination to prepare for admission. Although he didn't regret his choice, he was angry and distressed when he thought of that person. She is so proud, this blow is indeed not small, the dream she has been dreaming of all her time has become a bubble, and she doesn't even have time to regret it. Although he was angry that she had missed the appointment, he was more distressed by her. Volunteering to slip the gear, not being admitted to the university of your choice, and going to a completely unfamiliar city to study in a school you don't like, is the biggest destruction for college entrance examination candidates.

Li Miao had a good time in Jiangnan, trying not to think about the result. She changed her number, cut off all the contact with her classmates and friends, and played crazy in the hot and humid Gangnam. She refuses to accept the kindness of everyone, she does not need the pity and sympathy of others, and the moment she makes her choice, it means bearing all the consequences. Li Miao is such a person, she likes to heal herself, but the kindness of others embarrasses her.

After two months of crazy play in an unfamiliar city, the students have already started school one after another when they return home. She is also going to the northern city tomorrow, where it is cold and strange, there are no favorite rainy days, no warm winds, no bright spring. Li Miao was bored in her heart, and after cleaning up, she looked at the ceiling in a daze...... The world in front of her is gloomy, the end of high school should be a new beginning, she should have more courage to pursue those good things, but God joked with her, until she joined the work and became a legal worker, she never let go of her .......

On the university campus, Li Miao was in a hurry with her bag, she was even colder than before, and she couldn't even rest on weekends when classes were scheduled. After class, she soaked in the library to look up materials, write papers, and complete the reading notes required by her tutor, she was busy and fulfilling, angry in her own world, and worked hard frantically. In the few free moments she has, she will also look back, remembering the people and things in the past, and every time she thinks ......of a smiling face, she looks lonely. I wonder if he's okay? Nanjing should not be the city he likes, I heard that the first year of the military academy is the most difficult, from a free and casual local youth to an absolute obedience to orders, the process must be painful and difficult, I hope he is all right. Li Miao shook her head, closed the book and began to sleep, it was not suitable to read when she was upset.

Zhou Shunyao is indeed painful, although he was born in a military family, and he also knows the true nature of a soldier, but the absolutely tough style and no privacy control make him numb and tired. He lay on the floor of his dormitory, covered with his camouflage coat, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. He despaired of the harsh housekeeping standards, which were basic standards such as a quilt with tofu blocks, a bed without a single wrinkle, a shiny and reflective floor, and a personal belong......ings standing in a military posture. He and his comrades-in-arms were so tormented by the daily housekeeping checks that they slept on the floor with their coats covered every day to save time, and their beds became furnishings. He opened his eyes in the dark night, he didn't dare to relax the slightest, there was an emergency assembly at night, he had to be criticized if he was slow, his comrades-in-arms in the dormitory did not sleep, he chatted with each other, chatting about the fresh world outside, chatting about his hometown, chatting about the past, Zhou Shunyao listened quietly without speaking, he looked out the window, the moon was shining with silver light, a little cold, and tasted a trace of loneliness. The outside world is so wonderful, so wonderful that people are scared .......

In his freshman year, Zhou Shunyao could not contact the outside world at any time, so he could only call his parents on weekends. He has written letters to his parents, sister, high school friends, and junior high school classmates, and they are shocked to receive them in this highly developed information age, after all, in this era where they can see each other on video in a second, writing letters seems too outdated.

But Zhou Shunyao likes it very much, the process of writing the letter is too beautiful, writing the letter with a longing mood, and the whole letter is full of warmth. His painful military life was colored, and his whole body was rejuvenated. The letters he wrote were written in a proper font, the letter paper was elegant, and the writing was overflowing, so that the recipient could feel the strong heart of the letterwriter.

On this day, Zhou Shunyao was in the computer room, and he was going to complete the online course. Seeing the ×× place names popping up on the webpage, he was stunned for a long time, and involuntarily entered the official website of a certain university of political science and law, looking at the scrolling school announcements in a daze. He stared at the screen, the tips of his fingers clutching the mouse white. After some time, he rubbed his sore eyes, turned off the computer, and left the classroom without hesitation.

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In the four years of college, Li Miao was busy and busy, she chose the hardest major in liberal arts, and prepared for the judicial exam while taking credits. The judicial examination is a coveted certificate for every law student, and it represents that every person who studies law is qualified to proudly say to others that he is a legal person, and that he is qualified to uphold fairness and justice. Li Miao was already working hard, but at this time, she studied hard, her hair fell out a lot, her face was pale, and her body was even thinner. After six months of preparation, as soon as the exam was over, she fell ill immediately, and for a full month, the medicine did not leave her hand. She went home to recuperate temporarily, and by the way prepared for the civil service exam, her life had already planned the route, and every step was steady and clear.

At this time, Zhou Shunyao was also exhausted, and in order to make up for the regret of not being able to go to Beijing that year, he not only worked hard in professional classes, but also trained hard in terms of physical fitness. He's going to Beijing, and he's going to put his life on track. Every time he was injured in training, the pain made him sober and made him more determined. Because he is young and impulsive, he needs to put in ten times or even a hundred times the effort, not that Nanjing is bad, but that he belongs to Beijing. Zhou Shunyao, who was lying on the playground, looked at the dark sky, his chest was undulating, and he was carrying ten kilometers of weight, this was a daily project, he could soon end the wrong direction, and in order to correct his mistakes, he worked hard for four years.

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Four years passed quickly, Li Miao and Zhou Shunyao tried their best for their lives, and the heartbeat of those young people gradually blurred in the passage of time, and they accidentally remembered it one afternoon, leaving only a faint regret. Li Miao didn't know that if she hadn't gone out one afternoon two years ago, she would have received a call from him, and she would have been able to see him at the school gate; She didn't know that if she had walked around the doorman's place, she would find a letter written to her lying there, and there was a strong smell from the south. But there is never an ifs in life, maybe she received the phone call in the afternoon and the letter from the south, and it is a pity that they have not grown up and matured.

The author has something to say: I always want to be able to write about my experience so that more people can see it, but when I write it, I find that they are all ordinary and ordinary things, not so touching. I'll do my best to write it, and you'll just see. Not a tragedy, rest assured.