[Essay] 67: Life is in the world
The sky is bright, but the night is dark,
I started and ended a bad day.
It's so comfortable and pleasant that I can't put it into words,
But the feeling of emptiness always returns.
I had to tell the sun, moon and stars that I was lost,
They are my most silent but heartfelt friends.
It is said that the word "busy" can be interpreted as "heart death",
But after people are "idle", they will be confused.
I was confused and couldn't escape.
But everything is busy, so busy that I can't help myself.
But everything is idle, idle to doubt yourself.
I'm on a path called "life",
I waved goodbye to the past and drifted away.
My ears became noisy and noisy,
They told me it was called life.
I see absurd extravagance,
They say it's a time to indulge in pleasure.
I've heard that grotesque people have a bad conscience just to make more money,
But they said, what a wonderful way to make money,
How can they understand what it means to live?
I walked to the place where the good memories of yesterday are stored,
This place has changed its appearance, and it has long been a person,
But it's very lively and business is booming.
I don't seem to know how to live like this.
It's scary not to know what you want.
It's also terrible if you don't know and don't fight for it.
But the most terrible thing is to know but not to pursue,
Empty a careless wait, inaction,
Love is like this, everything is like this, and it is not to be sought.
They say it's the most ineffective loss in the world.
But I know that this is the most painful memory of time.
"At fault" but can't resist "not cherishing",
"To cherish" but not to keep up with "together",
They say that's what love is all about.
But I still want to be wishful thinking,
But I'm still going to be a fool and dream,
If you love each other, you will live together,
Marriage and childbirth are joyful.
If you still love, you will never be separated again,
I don't want to be separated from you again.