Looking back quietly, I don't see the person in my dreams; Looking back, the past is gone; Looking back quietly, Luo Meng was light. Far and near, distressed, and casual, they can't hold it and turn into a night of prosperity.

Thinking back to yesterday, it was the last thing I wanted to activate. This year, I have been happy, with you in thousands of mountains and rivers; This year, I was stupid, and I missed the night and night stand like water; This year, I have been lost, and I will regret it until I lose it; In this year, I have been decadent, and I am gloomy if I don't ask about the world; This year, I have had sex, how can I bear him and laugh at me for being too pompous; This year, I was a child, and went fishing on the edge of the shallows; This year, I once dreamed that there was tenderness in bumper cars; This year, I was at a loss, unpredictable in front of and behind me; This year, I regretted it, but I also grew too much...... relied on his youth, willful and reckless, and finally regretted it for life.

If I had thought that I had made too many excuses for myself and had not seriously examined myself at that time, I would have been a bastard at that time.

Now that I think about it, it was wise for you to leave me, to leave me at that time. And now, because of you, I know how to cherish and know the meaning of happiness, but you and I have ended up in the summer snow and never seen again.

I miss you so much, I really miss you, but I know I should let go because I'm missing you. Now you have your own happiness, your own beginning, and your own future, I should bless you.

I'm not afraid of being lonely, I'm not afraid of being alone, but I'm worried about how you're doing. Maybe willfulness is a sin, maybe it's a sin, maybe I'm a sin myself, so let me bear it alone!

I am awake, I am also in a dream, I know my choice, and I know the truest thoughts in my heart: if fate can still let us meet, I will tell you a lot, whisper...... I also relied on my youth to ignore my parents, but now I find out that my parents have long been silver-haired, and I don't know that I am in my youth, and this year and even many years, I have been doing wrong and missing out.

I don't want to get married too early, and I don't want to give my children life too early, because it's a pleasure for the time being, but it's actually irresponsible.

Which is more important, family or money? Which is more important, the age of innocence or the score?...... Most parents choose money and scores, but what is the result?

Why not try another option? I also used to rely on my youth and vigor to grudge with others, now think about it, why bother!

Fate will meet, fate comes, it should have been fate, why do you want to do something wrong against your will. I don't care anymore if I don't understand me, and then the fate comes, and I go, smiling at the past, and the clouds are light.

This year, I understand the meaning of fate and the true meaning of fate. This life is too miserable, and if you don't cherish what you have, then living is a scourge.

Fate made me born in this troubled family environment, and let me experience many feelings of warmth and coldness, joys and sorrows, good and bad, bright and dark, sweet, bitter crying, I can't count them.

I used to think that these were tortures, but I slowly found that these are just a short page in life, as long as you have a heart, you will always have a bright day.

Everyone has pursuits, and my pursuit is to know more while I am young, because I know that I am in my destiny, and what I can do is to stick to my persistence...... In 2015, hello, don't ask for a new beginning, just hope that there will be no regrets.

I hope that everyone who meets me will be happy because of my mistakes and because of my changes......