【Waiting for the Time Collection】06: Disturb the memories
Introduction: The beauty that once made us dream slowly disappeared from our world and dissipated, as if it had never appeared. However, the traces left in our youth will not dissipate, but will only become clearer with the changes of time, hurting our feelings and hearts, and all this can never go back. Suddenly, I found that some people and some things are suitable for appearing in dreams, just thinking about it, it's beautiful. Youth, never be ignored unconsciously, and then one day I feel very distressed to miss, and suddenly I know how to cherish, and I also understand that it is good to gather and disperse, and my own legend, my own story, my own four-panel comics, my own nostalgia, only I understand, just do my own dreams.
I don't remember when my hometown slowly lost its aura, the sky is not blue, the water is not green, even the birds have no expectations, they are gone, high-rise buildings rise from the ground, the deep pits on the ground have witnessed the changes of the years, the brick wall garden has isolated the world of true love, blocked the connection between people, the human touch is getting weaker and weaker, the prevention is getting deeper and deeper, those sweet and unforgettable childhood times, after the passage of time, become more and more strange, and it seems that there is no sense of familiarity.
I don't remember when I started to be the person I used to hate, more and more philistine, more and more cheesy, easily losing love, losing all the good things in my life. I once thought that fulfillment was a kind of greatness and true love, but after the baptism of life, I found how ridiculous and regretful it was, and this can never be returned.
I don't remember when I was out of your position, and the answer is that I don't want to lose it again. How many times have I hurt and tortured in the name of love, buried happiness, destroyed my true heart, and finally missed the ending. After experiencing loss, I understand the difficulty of every true feeling, and every encounter is the most beautiful beginning in the red dust, how many people, in the name of love, hurt others and hurt themselves, and finally miss it in their lives.
I don't remember when I stopped arguing, and when I was right or wrong, there will be an answer. Whether you force it or wait for it, the final enemy will not be able to pass through the years, and we will have an answer after all. I once thought that time was long, how to spend this life, but now I realize that time changes too fast, maybe in the blink of an eye, it is the end of the world, joys and sorrows.
I don't remember when I became accustomed to immersing myself in my own world, dreaming of youth, falling in love with the emotions of the years, missing the good times, chasing the stars and the moon, and obtaining fantasy happiness. I used to live humbly for the sake of myself in the eyes of others, scarred, silent over and over again, and not happy at all. And after the song ended, I experienced stumbling and stumbling alone, and finally obeyed the call of my heart to be the most beautiful memorial in the world of youth.
Postscript: There is a passage in "The Fantastic Journey of the Shepherd Boy": The old man told the shepherd boy that at a certain moment in our lives, we lost control of our lives, and our lives were dominated by fate, which is the biggest lie in the world. So, the shepherd boy knew the "Mandate of Heaven". Destiny is what you have always wanted to do, and many of us may forget our original destiny and drift through the dust, and it will come out from time to time to remind you: "Fear and endure pain is worse than enduring pain itself." No mind suffers in the pursuit of a dream, because every moment in the pursuit is a moment of encounter with God and eternity", which is why most people live an ordinary life because they have forgotten their original "destiny".