【Waiting for the Time Collection】07: When tears run down the cheeks

When the tears crossed his cheeks, his heart was already rolling. I shouldn't have thought about you, on this lonely summer night. I don't know why I think of you, I should have buried you in my heart. But I suddenly miss you so much.

We have also been separated for more than 2 months. Think about the me I used to be, the me who didn't know how to cherish you, the me who didn't know how to feel sorry for you, the machismo me, the me who was nervous to death if you had any small things, the me who rushed to comfort you as soon as you were unhappy, the me who didn't know how to bargain, the shy and introverted me who didn't speak, the me who you said couldn't smoke and drink, the me who you said was ugly and wanted to die, the me who would be stupid and unapologetic as long as you said I love you.

Everything seems to be predestined, as if who writes the ending of you and me where. I used to be so childish, always self-willed to you, always when you were unhappy, I went to see you that day.

Everything about you is always my possession, and I always see you as my treasure. But I don't know when you always got very close to other boys, and you always hurt me with my love for you. You go to the boys' dormitory, you go to your classmates, if it wasn't for the fact that you weren't happy that day, I don't know if it was because the boys' dormitory made rumors about you. I believe you, but why don't you get my consent? After that, because of the repeated teachings, I gradually became cold to my heart. People's hearts are slowly cooling down, giving you opportunities again and again, and you always say that it is my fault. If a slap doesn't make a sound, don't you have no responsibility at all?

We've been talking for 2.5 years and have countless memories. You haven't lost everything I gave you, and you're still using it. I didn't lose what you gave me. I never wore the five-point pants you gave me before, because I wasn't used to it. But recently, I've changed my habits and put on pants that I didn't dare to wear, but you're not around, and I don't see that I'm wearing them.

I've been with you for so long, and I've been waiting for you for a long time, and if you want to say that it will take you an hour to come down in half an hour. I also brought you home, how incredible the time was, and I never thought that the ending would be like this. I also left you alone, just because it's so handsome, and I was wrong. I also said that you were sick, I was anxious for a few days and didn't eat for a few days, and I didn't even dare to eat in the car to see you, but I got a sentence that you affected my work.

It's not that I can't do without you, but I can't give you the feeling I once had except you. Time flies, and we all go our separate ways. Everything that used to be unconsciously emerged. There are so many things about you around you that you can forget them so easily?

I still remember that night, when I went to look for you, you were so indifferent that you no longer cared about my expression, that was no longer in love with me. At that time, I was so stupid and stupid, I told you that as long as I held your hand, I would not give up, but I was still abandoned by you.

When your lover no longer has love for you, what do you have to keep it, and you can't go back to the past. If you say a word, we will break it completely. However, those memories of college, those memories you brought to me are so clear.

I said I don't miss you anymore, but the moon tonight is as bright as when I sent you that day. The moon is still the same, and people don't think it's the same person yesterday. Now I'm getting better, more mature. Cooking is getting better and better, doing things is getting better and better, eloquence is getting better and better, dressing up is getting better and better, everything is getting better and better. It's just that why don't you change your former self?

Young and frivolous, he is always reluctant to give up after he loses. In a familiar scene, thinking alone, crying alone. Tears are flowing, flowing through youth, flowing through frivolity, flowing through the mature heart of a young man. These tears contain reluctance and longing, as well as the deep self-blame of the young man. Forget each other, it is better to be with each other, I wish you happiness.