Where is Guo Luo Luo Yushu's affection

This is the best time in the south of the Yangtze River, the wind is light, the flowers are fragrant and the birds are singing, and the soft sunlight is lazily scattered on the surface of the lake, sparkling and sparkling. Guo Luo Luo Yushu held the female Analects under the Wisteria Pavilion and watched it with relish, but Ama and her young sister walked into this quiet picture scroll unexpectedly.

Lan Tong, the maidservant girl next to her, woke up and called: "The master is good, the second lady is good." ”

Yushu turned her head at this time, put down the book in her hand with a humble smile, and got up to salute: "How long has Ama been here?" The daughter was only looking at the book, but she didn't notice it. ”

"My sister has always been quiet, and when she holds a book in her hand, she can't see anything else. Ama has long been surprised when she thinks about it, where will she worry about your sister. The person who spoke was none other than the younger sister Guo Luo Luo Yujiao.

Yushu didn't annoy her either, she stroked Yujiao's flushed cheeks with a smile, and asked, "What are you holding in your arms?" It's hot along the way, why don't you hand it over to the girls? ”

"Such a valuable thing, the girls are afraid that it will be soiled without care. wasted Amma's mind in vain, and it will definitely not be able to catch up with the good days! Yujiao's watery eyes flowed with just the right amount of warm joy, burying a trace of pity in her heart very deeply. No one would have realized that her sincerity was so happy.

Lunda sighed in her heart, her face filled with cautious joy, and then her youngest daughter's words continued: "Yushu, Ama came here today to give you these things. Take a good look at it yourself, and when there is still some time, you can buy it again if you don't like it. ”

"Amma." Yushu was very confused, and only felt that Ama and Yujiao had something to hide from her. After hesitating, Yujiao had already knelt on the ground, and raised the tray in her arms high with both hands.

"Yujiao, you are ......" Yushu remembered, this sister was arrogant, but whenever there was anything, she always had to compare with others, she had never been soft to anyone, and she bent her waist, but at this moment she knelt down to herself so gracefully. A heart, like the moon in the water, trembles and looms, as if it understands it, but it doesn't know it at all.

Yujiao saw that her sister was reluctant to accept the object, so she couldn't help but glance at Amma: "Such a happy event, but ask Ama to inform the eldest sister, so as to live up to God's grace." ”

Lunda nodded calmly, but did not meet Shang Yushu's eyes, and said more as if talking to herself: "The emperor's draft decree has arrived at home. Amma thought to himself, with your appearance and intelligence, you will be elected and bring glory to the family. ”

"Amma, what do you say? Why can't my daughter understand? "Yushu's heart sank little by little, and it was still sunny weather, and suddenly dark clouds covered the sun, and the black pressure was terrifying." Junfu and I already have a marriage contract, how could you not know, Amma? If you send your daughter to the palace, isn't it a deception? ”

"It's my sister's fault." Yujiao got up calmly, and the maid patted the dust off her knees before saying, "It's the Shu Mulu clan that has a marriage contract with our Guo Luo Luo clan first." ”

"What's the difference then!" Yu Shu was worried and worried, and she couldn't understand the meaning of Yu Jiao's words at all. "I have a marriage contract with Shu Mulu Junfu, why didn't Ama report to the court? Since ancient times, a good horse is not worthy of a double saddle, and a woman does not serve a second husband, how can you embarrass your daughter like this, Amma? ”

"My sister is wrong again." Yujiao smiled like a flower, and a cold air rose between her eyebrows. "It's not Amma who is embarrassed with you, but sister, you are embarrassed by the Holy Decree, the Emperor's Grace, and Guo Luoluo."

"Yujiao." Lunda's tone was slightly reproachful: "You go back to the room first, Amma has something to say to your sister." ”

Yujiao smiled sweetly and motioned to the maidservant to uncover the orange brocade covering the tray: "Amma, it's not that Yujiao is rude to her sister. It's just that I'm afraid that my sister will fall into the dead reason of the Han people's education and confuse her heart. With that, Yujiao lifted an orthodox flag dress surrounded by pearls and emeralds, and draped it on Yushu's shoulders with a slight shake. It was also at this moment that Yushu suddenly felt pressed down by a mountain, and she was unspeakably uncomfortable.

"My daughter also wants to live a good life like my sister, but she is less than two or six years old. And our family only needs a palace concubine to accompany the king, and we have to work hard for my sister to add glory to the family. After that, Yushu retreated lightly: "In this way, my daughter will retire." ”

Lunda nodded slightly, faintly uneasy, and said with kind words: "Yujiao is still young, it is inevitable to be reckless, and there are many inappropriate words. You are the eldest sister of your relatives, a fellow mother, don't worry about her. ”

"Amma's peace of mind is, my daughter won't." Due to the mood, Yushu's voice sounded extremely soft, faint as if there was nothing.

"That's good." Lunda held her daughter's hand, and took off the flag dress worn by Yushu with a knowing look: "Yujiao has made Ama spoiled, and it is inevitable that she will be willful." But Yushu, you're different. Our Guo Luoluo family is thin, if it weren't for that, Ama would not have wronged you. ”

Yushu raised her head and watched the white clouds floating in the sky move lightly, and she didn't feel beautiful anymore. was just dizzy: "Amma, is this the only way?" ”

"The decree has arrived, and Ama has reported your name to the court." Lunda let out a long sigh: "You have been in charge of everything since you were a child, and Amma has never begged you. This time, let Amma be the master! What's more, being able to become the wife of the most amazing man in the world is your blessing, and it is also the blessing of our Guo Luo Luo clan. ”

Looking at the frost color of Amma's temples, Yushu's heart softened suddenly, maybe this is her fate. "What should be done about the marriage contract of the Shumulu family?"

Amma would have withdrawn from the marriage and went to ask for sin. You will be able to ask for understanding. In this life, it is Amma who owes you and Junfu. Lunda's old tears were cloudy: "But this is really something that can't be helped!" Who made you Amma have only two daughters? If there is one more, I am afraid that there will be a turnaround. ”

"My daughter only wants one thing, hoping that Amma will do what I want." Knowing that there was no turning point, Yushu also gave up.

"As long as you can do it, Ama will depend on you." Lunda also has unspeakable bitterness in her heart, and she feels ashamed of her daughter.

Yushu sank her head, looked at the white fingertips, and the bitterness overflowed in her heart: "Let my daughter see Junfu and withdraw from the marriage in person." If so, the change will finally be explained. ”

"Since you don't have a chance, why do you have to embarrass yourself, Yushu. It's better to let Amma ......."

"No!" Yushu snatched the conversation and smiled hard: "Amma, let your daughter tell him in person!" Only by saying it in person can you not feel that you owe too much. ”

The daughter, who has always been gentle and submissive, seems to have interrupted her words for the first time without such an unruly. Lunda didn't know how sad she was. "That's it, Amma promises you. Yushu, Ama can't stand you, Guo Luoluo's family can't stand you.

Yushu didn't know what else she could say, so she blessed gracefully and politely: "That daughter, just wait for Amma's arrangement with peace of mind." Such a life-like retirement tells the coldness and discouragement in her heart at the moment, and she never thought that her fate would be unrecognizable overnight.

The Imperial Palace, what kind of place is that, I don't know how many dry bones and red faces have been imprisoned in the Forbidden City for thousands of years. Naturally, none of this is what Yushu is most worried about. The affection has already been given to Junfu, what is she going to use to face the emperor? Facing that majestic and strange husband?

stumbled all the way back to the embroidery building, stumbling and almost about to fall. If it weren't for Lan Tong holding on all the time, Yushu didn't know what she would look like if she would be ugly.

"Miss, the matter has come to this, you must be relieved." Lan Tong put the handkerchief in the water and twisted it slightly, and then handed it to Yushu's hand: "Wipe your tears, you let the second lady see it like this, and I don't know how to be proud." ”

"I didn't cry." Yushu couldn't feel that she was crying, and the pain in her heart had already made her unconscious. "You go and tell Amma, tomorrow, tomorrow you must come to Junfu."

"Yes." Lan Tong felt sorry for Miss and didn't dare to be hasty. Before leaving Master Yuming, he also specially instructed the two little girls to take care of it, for fear that something would go wrong. Although she has never really liked someone, she doesn't know what it feels like to be a cone. Miss Ti, who still empathizes, feels pity and distress.

In order to solve this matter as soon as possible, it is also a matter of Miss Miss's heart. Lan Tong begged the master for a long time, and finally got a positive answer.

At dawn, Lan Tong waited for Yushu to wash as usual. When I opened the door, I realized that the bed was clean and tidy, and it had not been touched at all. "Miss, have you not slept all night? How can this work, it hurts very much. ”

Yushu stroked her cheek and gradually smiled: "I thought about it all night before my heart calmed down." Maybe fate is like this, as a woman, you can't force it at all. What's more, Ama is a first-class official, and the people who nourish the family rely on the court, and they can't complain about him. ”

The only thing I can't give up in my heart is the love for Junfu. It's not heavy, and it's not light. Thinking that there should be no more reluctance, it is not that you can let go. "Lan Tong, look at me, can you still get into your eyes?"

"Miss is the most beautiful woman in our house, no, the most beautiful woman in the whole house. Nature is the best. Lan Tong carefully looked at Guo Luo Luo Yushu in front of him: "Although it is inevitable overnight, it will not damage your appearance at all." Let the slave maid make a nice bun for you, and it would be better to embellish it a little. ”

Yushu nodded: "I also hope that Junfu will always remember what I am like today." ”

This was a little panicked, and Lan Tong couldn't help but say with a tiger face: "Miss, are you going to ...... Don't scare the slaves. ”

"Don't worry, Lan Tong." Yushu was amused by her panicked appearance: "If something happens to me, Amma will have to be in pain." What's more, the glory of the Guo Luoluo clan still hangs in my hands. How can I cause others to suffer because of my own selfish wishes? ”

Lan Tong didn't say anything more, she worked hard for Yushu, carefully powdered, selected her favorite ornaments, and dressed them up carefully. "Miss, you later, the slave will go to the front yard and wait. If a man comes, the slave or maid will come straight away. ”

"Go ahead." Yushu only nodded. In fact, she really didn't know how to speak to Junfu. But if you think about it carefully, since the emperor's decree has arrived in the mansion, how can Shumulu Mansion not be clear. Maybe he stayed up all night, as painful as he was!

Yujiao stood distraught in the pavilion in the front yard, surrounded by the maid Lan Xiang. The eyes of the two men stared at the gate in unison, for fear that if the eyeball was wrong, the man would fly in.

"Ama is really, how can I agree to her." Yujiao was indignant, and instead of outlining her Chu Chu and moving, the bright peach rouge made her more and more impetuous: "Regret the marriage, it is clear that I will not marry her." What are you doing with these moths there? ”

Lan Sheng also echoed the words of the second young lady, and nodded like pounding garlic: "That's it, it's really beyond my strength." are already embroidered girls to be selected, and they even want to make an appointment with a man, so uneasy. If the news leaks, don't you have to laugh at the fact that there are no rules in our house? ”

"I've got someone to watch, and I can't let him in." Yujiao gritted her teeth, and her eyes were cold: "If you want to go against me, you have to see if she has this catty or two, and the good fortune is also in my body, and she can be troubled!" ”

As she was talking, Yujiao was surprised to see the familiar figure: "Lan Shang, look at it, is it Brother Junfu?" ”

"Yes, miss, that's true." Lan Sheng pouted slightly: "Miss, as soon as people invite, Young Master Shu Mulu will come." It is said that when you meet, you can't be soft-hearted and let him in. ”

"Do you still need to say it?" Yujiao said angrily: "Look, Miss Ben has a way." After that, Yujiao rubbed her hands, and greeted Lan Sheng a few steps first: "Brother Junfu, why did you come so early?" But do you miss Jiao'er? ”

Junfu's face was not very good-looking, and there was still a blue and black color under his eyes, and when he saw that it was Yujiao who greeted him, he staggered his body quietly, and did not face her head-on. "Hello Second Miss."

"Brother Junfu." Yujiao complained: "Why is it so strange." Do you feel sorry for your sister, or do you regret ...... with Yujiao"

"Don't talk about it." Toshifu's well-defined face had an unfamiliar grim expression. "I know what you want to say. Since I have promised you, I will not break my word and get fat. ”

Where has Yujiao been so angry, if others dare to humiliate her like this and trample on her, she will have to pay it back tenfold. But Junfu is different, that is the man she likes, and she can do anything for him. Even at the expense of the happiness of his own sisters, how can he not bear this anger?

Lan Sheng saw that the situation was not right, and looked at Young Master Shu Mulu to be really angry. Busy and said: "Second Miss, you have to take care of yourself." If there is even the slightest damage, the slave and maid cannot afford it. ”

Undoubtedly, these words were a wake-up call for Yujiao, and she immediately covered her abdomen and bit her lip tightly: "Brother Junfu, I have unbearable abdominal pain, you can help me back to the room." ”

Junfu is too familiar with Yujiao's temperament, he knows that it is all her trick, and the resentment, resentment, and even the urge to tear her apart all go together, and in the end, it is only like thunder exploding on his own heart, and there is no other catharsis.

"Brother Junfu, I'm ......" Yujiao was about to continue to say something, but Junfu's hand had already reached over, carefully and stiffly holding her arm, so alienated, so disgusted.

Yujiao was extremely happy. "Brother Junfu, with you by my side, I'm not so afraid."

Lan Tong saw all this from afar, and at that moment, her heart seemed to be ripped away, and it hurt so much that she thought she was dead. The humiliation and resentment piled up in her heart, only turning into tears one by one. She really didn't know what to do except cover her mouth and nose desperately and not make a sound.

If the eldest lady knows this, how should she deal with herself? The more Lan Tong thought about it, the more frightened she became, and her heart was in turmoil. Huddled up, hiding behind the rockery and shivering.

"Don't cry, why do you have to wronged yourself like this." Yushu's voice was calm and soft, but it was obviously not as mellow and nice as usual. Holding a silk handkerchief in his hand, he handed it to Lan Tong: "I naturally know that you are for." Silly girl, look, I didn't cry, why are you crying? ”

"Miss." Lan Tong apparently didn't notice when Yushu appeared here. met her eyes, but she really found that this time Yushu really didn't cry. "The slave is useless, I can't help it...... In fact, maybe things are not what you think, let's not guess and scare ourselves. ”

Lan Tong must not know that at this moment, she is laughing more ugly than crying. So why do you try so hard to convince yourself to believe in a fact that simply cannot exist, and deceive yourself? Yushu sighed and patted Lan Tong's shoulder gently: "I'll go and see, if you cry like this, let's go back and wash your face and change your clothes." ”

"Miss, don't go." Lan Tong knows Yujiao's temperament, if she goes like this, the eldest lady will inevitably suffer. "Why disgust yourself?"

"It's not my nature to be unclear, you know." Yushu didn't say anything more, and walked towards Yujiao's room.

"Are you crazy enough?" Shu Mulu Junfu's roaring voice could be heard from afar.

When had Yushu seen him like this, maybe she had never really understood him.

"Don't you want to admit it?" Yujiao cried so much that the pear blossoms brought rain, and it was sad and sad. "Where am I not as good as her? Why do you have to go to see the emperor's woman, are you crazy? Do you risk the lives of your Shumulu people? That's the case, so why are you so persistent? Brother Junfu, I will definitely love you well, what she can do for you, I can do the same. ”

Yushu stepped into Yujiao's chamber when Yujiao resolutely expressed her heart like this.

Lan Sheng couldn't help but be startled, and hurriedly said, "Why did you come in?" This is the second lady's wing. Don't get out yet. ”

Junfu and Yujiao were both shocked, but their minds were very different.

Yushu naturally ignored the words of a girl and walked inside. Seeing that she was stunned, Lan Sheng couldn't help but be anxious, and was about to stop: "I said that you can't come in!" Ah......h

Before Lan Sheng finished speaking, Yu Shu slapped her and immediately slapped Lan Shang's pink cheeks. "I'm the eldest lady of Guo Luoluo Mansion, how can you be a slave who can shout five and six. Moreover, the emperor's decree has already arrived in the palace, and I am already an embroidered girl, so I can't tolerate you pushing back in front of me. ”

was so frightened that her face turned white, Lan Sheng didn't dare to make a second time, and ran out crying with her face covered.

"Yushu, listen to my explanation." Junfu knew that he couldn't hide it from her, and he didn't want to hide it from her. "It's not that you broke off my engagement, but I'm ashamed of you. I ......" those unspeakable words, he really couldn't pronounce them, his heart was anxious, and the color on his face became more and more unsightly. "In short, I'm sorry for you, Yushu, forget about me, take care of yourself."

As soon as Yujiao heard this, she immediately became anxious, and pulled Junfu back to her side from Yushu. "What is there to be sorry for, you and Yushu are as innocent as water. The marriage contract is only the marriage contract between Guo Luoluo Mansion and Shu Mulu Mansion. Since I already have your flesh and blood, it is naturally justifiable to marry you for Fujin. What exactly are you afraid of? Yushu, she can't eat people. ”

There was really an impulse, and Yushu wanted to kick Yujiao in the stomach. It turned out to be this reason that caused Shu Mulu Junfu to be treacherous, and it was this reason that made Amma want to enter the palace quickly. Whoever makes Guo Luoluo's mansion have only two daughters, and the draft must not be pushed. Then, only when she is gone and becomes the emperor's woman, will she not hinder her sister from marrying her lover, nor will she make Amma ashamed of the emperor's fate.

What kind of world is this......

Yushu didn't cry or speak, she endured, held on, and told herself in her heart over and over again that she could stand it. It's not a big deal, affection, after all, it's just a burden. "Congratulations, you got your wish." Yushu raised her head gently and turned around slowly.

"No, Yushu, you listen to my explanation." Junfu also panicked, the Yushu in her eyes has always been gentle and lovely, where can there be such majesty and indifference. It wasn't the first time to hug her from behind, but it was definitely the last. "Yushu, listen to me, things are not what you think."

"You're crazy, you let her go." Yujiao was also anxious, how could she endure her sweetheart and hug another woman in person. And she is still her sister-in-law, she punches and kicks, cries and yells, but she can't break his hand with Yushu. "Shu Mulu Junfu, you bastard, let it go......"

Yushu looked calm and didn't struggle, but at the moment when no one saw it, she pulled out the golden hairpin on her head. Viciously stabbed Shu Mulu Junfu's arm.

In front of him was Shu Mulu Junfu's expression of disbelief, distorted by pain. In her ears were Yujiao's heart-wrenching screams and abuse, and the air was filled with the smell of salty blood. Yushu suddenly smiled: "Junfu, you and I have no arrears, and we don't get along with each other." ”

It seems to be decisive, but it is when the love is strong. Yushu knew that she would never love any man like this in her life. Not because of fear, but because the heart is dead. There is no greater mourning than death.

……

More than ten years later, Shu Mulu Junfu still can't forget Yushu's back. Every time I saw the scar on my arm, the pain would come back. It was like a constant reminder to him of how shameful he was.

When the straight jade concubine died, and the emperor ordered to be buried as a nobleman, and did not enter the concubine cemetery, he knew that she was not doing well. Or like himself, he has lived for so long without heart and love.

Junfu found that he couldn't control his longing for Yushu anymore, so he asked someone to find the little eunuch in the palace to steal the relics left by Concubine Yu. He also described in detail to the little eunuch the appearance of the golden silk sachet, which was a token of his love to her. If it is still there, it will live up to the lovesickness of this life.

However, when Concubine Rugui sent someone to send things back to Shu Mulu Mansion, Junfu knew that he could no longer let Yushu go alone.

So, the 100-day day of the Jade Concubine's death. Shu Mulu Junfu hung himself on the beam of his house, in the direction of Yushu's burial, still holding the sachet in his hand.