Jiang Yan still looked at him for a long time, although the face in front of him, although he hadn't seen it for nine months, there was still no change, even the temperament was unique to Zhou Sibai.

But he called another woman, Ah Yan.

Jiang Yan suddenly remembered that she had made a wish to the gods, as long as he could live well, no matter what the price was paid and what the outcome would be, she didn't care.

Perhaps, this is the so-called price.

He didn't remember her, or rather, he remembered the wrong person.

Jiang Yan pulled out a smile, all emotions disappeared, glanced at Su Yiyan beside Zhou Sibai, and asked softly, "What is my job?" ”

Zhou Sibai said detachedly: "You go and ask the assistant outside." ”

She nodded and turned to go out.

Su Yiyan turned her head to look at Zhou Sibai, and said angrily: "It's all because you're too good, all women want to beat your idea, how can you tell me to feel safe like this?" ”

Zhou Sibai said: "I'm sorry. ”

"Don't stand still, your body is so weak, you have only a little better body, but you are not allowed to toss any more problems. To be honest, I strongly disagree with you having to come back to work for a while, take a plane, and see what it looks like on the day you come back......"

Zhou Sibai coughed, and immediately returned to his position and sat down.

In front of him is also Hua Sha's recent performance list, which has been absent for nine months, and has been taking care of him every day.

Su Yiyan glanced out, and the woman who was still in the office just now was standing beside Assistant Zhou Sibai at this moment.

——

……

The assistant was breaking up the documents in hand, and he had to sort out some recent international and domestic lists, and then show them to the one who had just returned.

When it was dark in front of him, he tilted his head, and he saw Jiang Yan standing in front of his desk.

The assistant paused, and the movements of his hands slowed down involuntarily.

"Miss Jiang......"

Jiang Yan said: "What do I do? ”

"There's nothing you need to do, you have to adapt to the environment today."

Rao is a careless person, and you can hear the sympathy in his voice at this time.

Jiang Yan glanced at him a few times.

The assistant's hand trembled even more, he was silent, he was silent, and then he shrank a little and said, "That, Miss Jiang, otherwise, you can take care of these documents for me." ”

He gave up his place to her, and he stood to the side.

Jiang Yan sat down, she had done this kind of work with Zhou Sinan hundreds of times, and it didn't take long to deal with it. The two stacks in front of her were piled up so high that they almost reached her chin.

Her hand unconsciously tapped on the table, "He's the woman." ”

The assistant knew that she would still ask, and looked at the sky, "Miss Su's name has a ...... in it."

Jiang Yan said lightly: "But he doesn't remember who I am at all, but he uses this name on others, I think I am being taken advantage of." ”

It's just that when she was in the office, she couldn't say clearly, and Zhou Sibai trusted that woman more than her, so she didn't act rashly.

The assistant didn't speak, rubbing his hands nervously.

Jiang Yan picked a statement, a little bloody, "Does he remember you, amnesia?" ”

"Remember me, Mr. Zhou remembers everyone, but ......" He glanced at her, not daring to speak.

"Forget me." She let out a meaningless laugh.

Jiang Yan said calmly: "So you have never mentioned to him the existence of a person like me in this world?" ”

The assistant was a little embarrassed, because it was true that no one had said it.

Jiang Yan was silent for a long time and wiped his face: "I only have one request." ”

"You say."

"Xiaobai, what happened?"

The assistant thought about what he saw and what the person who took care of Zhou Sibai said, sorted out the wording, and said: "At the beginning, Mr. Zhou really couldn't live, and he had more than a dozen skin graft surgeries, and he was hovering between fever and fever reduction every day. I couldn't eat anything, almost relied on nutrient infusion, and at that time, I lost a hundred pounds and was skinny. ”

A man of 186, but only has such a little weight, how terrible that picture is, Jiang Yan didn't dare to think about it, but his hand tightly grabbed the flesh on his thigh near his knee.

"The doctor said that he couldn't live, at most two months, he would definitely have to go, and there was euthanasia abroad, so the hospital made this suggestion to Mr. Zhou. Mr. Zhou only has such a child, how can he be ruthless, but he doesn't want Mr. Zhou to be tortured like this, so he asked Mr. Zhou ......"

The assistant will always remember the scene of that day.

The weather in London was rainy and rainy, the wards were dim and dark, and the whole atmosphere was very oppressive.

Zhou Yi stood in front of Zhou Sibai, a man who was close to half a hundred years old, the expression on his face was so sad, and his eyes were extremely cloudy.

He has always been serious, but he is rare gentle: "Si Bai, is it uncomfortable?" ”

The person on the bed didn't have the strength to speak, only made a mouth shape, but couldn't make a sound: "It's uncomfortable." ”

"Does it hurt?"

"Pain."

"How painful?"

"It's worse than death."

Zhou Yi's eyes turned red, and he said with difficulty: "Now there is a way for you to get rid of this pain." ”

Zhou Sibai realized something and smiled, "Dad, I want to die, but I can't, I don't want to, let Ah Yan be alone." ”

Zhou Yi was speechless for a while.

The assistant sighed, came back to his senses from his memories, and said: "Mr. Zhou's body is too weak, but he has to endure pain for you, so he found Miss Su to hypnotize him, but Mr. Zhou, who is obviously weak, has strong willpower, and Miss Su has never succeeded, but then the number of times I called your name became less and less." Until one day......"

"Mr. Zhou woke up, and he called Miss Su Ah Yan."

Jiang Yan lowered his eyes, and after listening to him, he still maintained the initial movement and did not move.

"Mr. Zhou's health has also improved a lot, so everyone thinks it's good to have Miss Su by his side." He said cautiously.

This...... is also the reason why no one mentioned Jiang Yan in front of him.

Zhou Sibai's body is still recovering, and everyone is afraid that when they talk about her, he will be stimulated.

Staying by Jiang Yan's side at this time, the assistant felt very sorry for her, and just wanted to get away quickly, so he picked up two piles of documents and said, "Miss Jiang, I'll move things in for Mr. Zhou first." ”

Jiang Yan: "Yes. ”

She sat in her seat for a moment, the door of her office was now tightly closed, and she suddenly stood up, took two steps in that direction, and stopped. She only felt a tightness in her throat, and opened her mouth to go in and say something, but she couldn't open it at all.

Obviously, she disagrees with this result very much, but she can't blame him for anything.

He had been so miserable, so uncomfortable, and had finally escaped from that torture, how could she accuse him of not remembering her?

He said, I don't know why, I want to shed tears when I see you.

That's because, subconsciously, he still remembers her.

He worked so hard to live, because she was alive, she should be happy.

Man, you have to learn to be content.

She stepped back, and then rushed out of the office, the wide square so big and empty on all sides, and for a moment she forgot where she was going.

……

That night, Jiang Yan's diary added this sentence:

There is such a person, he still loves me, but he forgets me.

Helpless.

However, there is no way to blame.

Because everything started because of me, I am the one who caused all my loss......

Karma.

……

Jiang Yan had insomnia as always at night.

Xiao Sa climbed into bed and snuggled up to her side to accompany her, as if he wanted to warm her.

It was three o'clock in the morning that she went to sleep. I woke up at five o'clock the next day, and my expression was very bad.

But she still insisted on going to the company.

Jiang Yan is also the earliest one to the company.

But Zhou Sibai also came very early that day, and when Jiang Yan saw him, his heart only trembled, but he suppressed himself and greeted him calmly.

Zhou Sibai just nodded at her very lightly, then went to the inner room and closed the door.

The window was open, and the wind was strong, so he might have just intended to throw the door lightly, but it was extremely loud.

The sound of "bang" almost hit Jiang Yan's heart.

She took the glass and wanted to take a sip of water, but the moment she picked it up, she noticed that her hands were shaking.

Jiang Yan put the cup down.

After she looked inside again, she walked inside uncontrollably, and opened the door without even the consent of the people inside.

Zhou Sibai's eyes were a little cold when he looked at her, "Secretary Jiang, you can't enter the office indiscriminately without getting instructions from the boss, I think you should know this very well." ”

Jiang Yan said: "I just want to talk to you about a few simple questions, is it okay?" ”

I don't know if she made him cry uncontrollably yesterday, Zhou Sibai didn't stop her, but she was also quite cold.

Jiang Yan sat down on the chair across from him.

Zhou Sibai said lightly: "Secretary Jiang, you only have five minutes to arrive, I don't want to see you and me alone when others come to work, so as not to cause unnecessary misunderstandings." ”

Jiang Yan paused and said, "I will control the time." ”

His eyebrows were light, waiting for her to speak.

"I heard that you have an illness while living abroad, are you recovering well?"

Zhou Sibai said: "Hmm." ”

"And do you remember why you got sick?"

"Save my girlfriend." He glanced at her, "What's the problem?" ”

"Nope." Jiang Yan smiled, "I just hope you take care of yourself." ”

He paused, looked at her directly, and said indifferently: "You seem to know me." ”

Jiang Yan said, "Yes." ”

But there was no time to continue, and it was almost time to officially go to work, so she took the initiative to go out.

The work that the assistant prepared for Jiang Yan was very easy, and according to her workload, it was completed quickly, so she always had a lot of free time.

She didn't know anyone in the company well, and she didn't plan to take the initiative to come forward to talk, so whenever she was free, she hid in the corner and smoked.

didn't expect that when she was smoking, she would meet Zhou Sibai.

Jiang Yan didn't notice him at first, until someone began to cough uncontrollably, she turned around, and when she saw that it was him, she immediately extinguished the cigarette.

She was about to step forward to help him, but he quietly avoided him.

Her hands froze in place.

"Secretary Jiang, you always challenge my tolerance again and again, you are my secretary, I think it's normal to inquire about my news, but smoking is not allowed in the company, and I have to consider whether to fire you like this."

Jiang Yan said, "I'm sorry. ”

He was silent and looked at her expressionlessly: "It looks like this, you have a heavy addiction to smoking." ”

Jiang Yan said truthfully: "During this time, it is close to one pack a day. ”

Zhou Sibai said lightly: "I advise you, women take care of their bodies." ”

Obviously not any concern.

It can even be said to be a little detached.

However, Jiang Yan's eyes were very sour.

She seemed to see again that Xiaobai stood in front of her and told her in a serious way about the disadvantages of smoking.

The memories just came so suddenly.

But she didn't cry after all.

When she returned to her position, she saw Su Yiyan coming, she walked into Zhou Sibai's office without squinting, closed the door, and didn't know what she was talking about with the person inside, and when she came out, she stood directly in front of Jiang Yan.

Su Yiyan still smiled very gently, "Secretary Jiang, I think I have to remind you, if you still want to make your own decisions and break into Si Bai's office so hard, even if Si Bai doesn't speak, I will take the initiative to dismiss you." ”

Jiang Yan said lightly: "When will Huasha be your master." ”

She can always be so calm in front of other people of the same sex.

Su Yiyan narrowed her eyes and said, "Secretary Jiang, I found that your mouth is suitable for going to the public relations department." ”

Jiang Yan didn't speak.

"But Huasha, I can call the shots, didn't Si Bai tell you yesterday, I am his girlfriend for eight years, since we have been together for so long, I will naturally go further in the future."

Take it a step further, and that is to get married.

Jiang Yan looked at her and said without a tone, "Really?" ”

"Don't you believe that Si Bai will marry me in the future?"

She smiled and said nonchalantly: "I just can't believe that you have really been with Mr. Zhou for eight years so long." ”

Su Yiyan's face was a little stiff, and after a while, he also smiled: "You don't need to believe this, because this fact, Si Bai said it himself, but Miss Jiang, I'm afraid she hasn't experienced a long time like eight years, right?" ”

Jiang Yan: Well, I really haven't been there for so long. ”

Su Yiyan said: "Secretary Jiang, one last reminder to you, keep your duty, how tasteless it is to be a junior, I don't think I should need to remind you." ”

"Hmm."

She answered, but didn't care at all.

This season, there is a lot of rain, and when I get off work in the evening, it rains heavily.

The assistant kindly left an umbrella for Jiang Yan, and the little family was so angry that she told her: "You must remember to bring it back and return it to me tomorrow." ”

Jiang Yan said deeds.

She came to City B in a hurry, only brought a dog and luggage, and she didn't have time to buy a car, so she had to take a taxi.

An umbrella is actually not very easy to hold in such weather, and as soon as the wind blows, the umbrella will immediately go astray.

But after a while, she saw a car driving up in the underground garage, the window was not closed, and she could easily see the driver in the driver's seat of the car, as well as Zhou Sibai sitting in the back seat.

He used to drive by himself, but now for some reason, this habit has changed.

But what Zhou Sibai has changed is just this one habit.

The car stopped in front of her, and the driver poked his head out and said to Jiang Yan: "Secretary Jiang, the rain is too heavy, otherwise I will give you a ride." ”

He said to Zhou Sibai again, "Mr. Zhou, can you give Secretary Jiang a ride?" ”

After a long time, the person behind him said "um".

Jiang Yan opened the back door, and when he went up, Zhou Sibai did not move, and did not mean to sit aside.

Jiang Yan only sat in a small position.

She wanted to try to find some topics, but he closed his eyes and didn't bother with her at all.

Jiang Yan suddenly realized the fact that although nineteen-year-old Zhou Sibai was also indifferent to her, he had her in his heart, even if he refused, she insisted on stepping forward, and he was just helpless in the end.

However, the current Zhou Sibai doesn't know who she is, and she can be truly indifferent.

Jiang Yan's original joy of sitting in Zhou Sibai's car disappeared in an instant.

"Secretary Jiang, where is your address?" Driver's Road.

Jiang Yan reported the address of the hospital.

The driver said, "Not feeling well? ”

"Hmm."

In fact, she just wanted to get some more sleeping pills.

If the days of sleep deprivation continue like this, she can't guarantee that nothing will happen to her.

……

Soon arrived at the hospital.

The driver originally planned to wait for her for a while and wanted to send her home, but Jiang Yan didn't want Zhou Sibai to know that she went to the psychiatric department, so he refused: "I'll just go back by myself." ”

But Secretary Jiang ...... "The driver obviously still thinks this is immoral."

However, Zhou Sibai was unwilling to waste time in a place like the hospital.

"Gone." He spoke coldly.

His salary was given to him by the boss, and the driver didn't dare to disobey Zhou Sibai's order, so he had to leave.

The hospital was as noisy as ever, and the doctor who had been scheduled for a long time was waiting for him.

When Jiang Yan proposed sleeping pills again, the other party frowned and said, "Miss Jiang, I have analyzed the pros and cons with you very clearly last time, your physical condition is really not suitable for taking this medicine, you are tantamount to chronic suicide." ”

But she really couldn't stand it anymore, Jiang Yan said: "Then can you give me tonight's, I want to sleep well." "Otherwise, the complexion is too bad."

"Nope."

Jiang Yan sat in his seat and said with a bit of a daunting: "Doctor, if my boyfriend is with another woman, should I take the initiative to snatch it back?" ”

"It depends, if people are happy with each other, then there is no need, even if people have a bad relationship, they can live happily, then there is no need, if he doesn't like you anymore, then there is no need."

In other words, it's just not necessary.

Jiang Yan smiled: "But I'm just jealous, and I'm not reconciled." ”

Between them, they loved so much that they even passed the test of life and death, and she was suddenly inserted sideways, she was really unwilling.

"Sometimes, letting go is actually the best choice, you should respect him, he has his ideas, he has his reasons."

This "he" seems to refer to whom?

Jiang Yan: "Doctor, give me today's amount, otherwise your words will anger me." ”

The doctor couldn't resist her, and finally sighed, but agreed.

When Jiang Yan was leaving, he asked him again: "Doctor, you prescribed me a very good medicine for cough before, do you still have it?" ”

"Are you sick?" The doctor looked her up and down, except for mental problems, he didn't think she had any problems, "That medicine was prescribed to you by a friend of mine, and the channels to get it are very difficult, I don't have this medicine, I just mentioned to him about your cough, and he happens to have this medicine." ”

"Nope." She said, "A friend who coughs a lot. ”

The doctor said, "I can give you one." ”

But Jiang Yan wanted a box.

The doctor frowned and said, "Miss Jiang, I think you should know that this medicine is very expensive, and a box will cost a lot of money." ”

Jiang Yan said: "It doesn't matter, I'll buy as much as I want." ”

When the doctor went to get the medicine, Jiang Yan was sitting in the outer room, and a young doctor was busy.

She asked a little absentmindedly: "Can hypnotism really hypnotize a person for a long time?" ”

The young doctor looked back and said, "How long is it in your mouth?" ”

"A month."

"Not to mention a month, it's difficult for a week."

Jiang Yan lowered his head and looked uncertain.

"But hypnosis is possible, arousing the most fearful side of people, such as forgetting something they don't want to face, this is not the same as amnesia, in the final analysis, it is still the result of psychological effects of being too painful and scared."

……

The next day, before Jiang Yan entered Zhou Sibai's office this time, he knocked on the door.

It wasn't until she heard the muffled "come in" that she pushed the door open.

Zhou Sibai raised his head and glanced at her, and said coldly: "If you still want to ask any questions this time, I can tell you clearly, I don't have so much time to waste for you." ”

Jiang Yan said, "I'll come in and bring you a medicine." ”

As she spoke, she placed the pill box on his desk, the words on which it were all in an unintelligible language.

Her: "This medicine works very well for coughs. ”

Zhou Sibai only glanced at the pill box very calmly, didn't look at her, turned around and continued to deal with his own affairs.

The silence was embarrassing.

Jiang Yan didn't seem to have this feeling, and said with a smile: "Then I'll go out first." ”

Zhou Sibai didn't pay attention to her anymore.

It went on for a few days.

Jiang Yan still slept well only on the night he took sleeping pills.

So in the same way, she wanted to go and ask for some more.

This time, the doctor did not relent, but Jiang Yan remembered the box of cough medicine.

After she returned to the company, she took a look at the box of medicine when she entered the office, but the box was missing, and I don't know if he brought it home or what.

After Jiang Yan went out, he originally planned to fill the water, but he saw a box-like thing in the garbage bag sorted out by the aunt who was cleaning.

When she leaned over to take a closer look, she found that it was the medicine she gave to Zhou Sibai.

Jiang Yan's expression was a little stiff, and he didn't know what kind of reaction he should make for a while.

After Zhou Sibai finished the meeting in the afternoon, Jiang Yan followed behind him and asked him lightly: "Is Mr. Zhou's cough better?" ”

Zhou Sibai stood still, but did not look back, he said detachedly: "You seem to care about me very much. ”

Jiang Yan didn't speak.

Zhou Sibai said: "Secretary Jiang, I advise you, don't have any thoughts about me, because you can't get any results you want." ”

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