Chapter 77: The Way Forward
There is a Jiangyin road in city A, and there is a very old house at the end of the road, sitting north and facing south, and the outer wall of the house is covered with a large number of creepers.
In the past few years, the nearby buildings have been renovated and renovated, but this one has not been touched in the slightest from beginning to end.
The reason is that someone bought it.
When Su Tan Tan walked in with the baby in his arms, he frowned when he looked at the old door, and hesitated for a long time before pushing the door open.
Compared with the dilapidated periphery, the inside is simply refreshing, and every corner is full of Chinese style, retro and unique charm.
Su Tan Tan breathed a sigh of relief, put the doll on the ground, she led the doll upstairs, and there was a woman sitting on the sofa in the room, smoking a cigarette and reading a newspaper.
She tilted her head at the sound, and her gaze quickly returned to the newspaper.
Su Tan Tan said: "You have been with Yu Xi and that girl a lot, and your style is becoming more and more similar, and you still read the newspaper?" Ah Yan, is it that mobile phones are not fun or fashion magazines are not avant-garde enough, and you want to live with this thing every day? ”
The little doll is babbling on the ground with big round eyes.
Jiang Yan said lightly: "The trend is just like that, and whatever a good-looking person wears is also a trend." ”
Su Tan Tan was speechless for a while, so she had to stare at the doll standing on the ground, and the doll shook her head and hid back, begging to be let go.
It wasn't until the little doll walked to the side of the man on the sofa that Jiang Yan put down the newspaper and sat up, and took the little doll into his arms.
"Tell me, what's the matter with coming to me today?" She asked.
Su Tan Tan: "After the Zhou family was acquired, Ye Xun found something from Zhou Sinan's office. ”
As she spoke, she placed the document bag on the coffee table, "Open it and take a look." ”
Jiang Yan did so.
It was full of photos of Zhou Sinan covered in injuries, and his posture was exactly the same as when Jiang Yan was beaten by him.
She stared at it for a moment, then suddenly smiled.
Su Tan Tan said sympathetically: "Zhou Sinan is really miserable. ”
"Hmm."
Jiang Yan was injured and had pain, but he didn't drill his heart, it was called flesh pain.
Zhou Sinan was treated like this by his own mother, I don't know how painful he was.
His misfortune caused him to hurt others, which can be regarded as a kind of causal cycle.
Su Tan Tan looked at her increasingly thin face and said, "So many people are looking for it together, is there still no news of Zhou Sibai at all?" ”
Jiang Yan smiled and said, "Yes." ”
"Then you ......"
Jiang Yan said: "He is still alive, but he doesn't want to come to me, he has been to England to find him many times, but he has not succeeded in meeting his people." ”
Su Tan Tan opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.
There's not much to say, words of comfort are all fart.
However, Jiang Yan comforted himself and said: "He should have something difficult to hide, since I don't want to play to find him, then I'll wait, wait for when he will come back to me." ”
Su Tan Tan sighed and said goodbye to Jiang Yan.
When she returned downstairs, there was a luxury car parked outside the door, and after she went up, she handed the child to the man next to her, and the doll entered her father's arms, and immediately pouted, pointing at Su Tan Tan pitifully.
Ye Xun said: "Did she bully you?" ”
"Ahh Yes.
"Are you suing your dad now?"
"Ahh That's right.
Ye Xun sighed and said with some sadness: "But Dad can't beat her." ”
"Ahhh Garbage garbage garbage!
Su Tan Tan put the doll's provocative posture in his eyes, and smiled coldly with some mockery: "It seems that whoever calls the shots in this family, you have lived for almost a year and have no points." ”
Doll: "......"
"Ye Xun, this is what you gave birth to when you captured my city, the elite of the millions of elite soldiers?" Su Tan Tan pursed his lips disdainfully, "It's okay if you can't speak at the age of one, your brain is not good, how can you be as stupid as you." ”
The foolish father and the foolish baby snuggled up to each other, warming the cold and cool little hearts that had been personally attacked.
Su Tan Tan looked at it again and snorted coldly: "Things gather by like, people by groups, you IQ should indeed stay together." ”
Fool Daddy: "......"
Fool Baby: "......"
……
Ye Xun knew that it was unwise to reason with a woman, it didn't matter if he was disliked, his own son couldn't, in order to divert his attention, he asked a more serious question: "Zhou Sibai's matter, did you tell Jiang Yan?" ”
Su Tan Tan immediately reined in, and said with a little headache: "It's not that you don't know that Ah Yan is still waiting for Si Bai, how dare I say it." ”
Zhou Sibai returned to China.
That's it, he was followed by a woman.
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Jiang Yan's life was completely free of bullying.
Wake up every day, smoke a cigarette, have breakfast, sit on the couch and read a book, watch the weather in London in the afternoon, the news in London, and then take a sleeping pill and go to bed before 9pm.
She became less fond of going out.
Jiang Que often told her that it was wrong to stay like this all day, but she just couldn't find a reason to go out.
If you stay at home like this, the more time you stay, the longer you stay.
For example, this time, Jiang Yan hasn't been out for a week.
She was accompanied only by a Samoyed, pure white, which she had obtained from Zhou Sibai's assistant.
One person, one dog, one old house.
One stay is nine months.
Then in May of this year, someone finally found a reason to ask her out.
Fu Jingcheng called her and told her that it was her birthday party in the evening, and she had to be there.
Jiang Yan thought for a while and said, "That's okay." ”
Fu Jingcheng's birthday banquet was held at the Fu family, which was not too grand, and there were more artists in the circle.
Jiang Yan didn't dress up too much, so she entered the Fu family casually, and as soon as she entered, almost everyone's eyes were focused on her.
During this time, Fu Jingcheng and Jiang Yan had a very close relationship, and most people tacitly assumed that this was the future "Mrs. Fu", and many people came up to curry favor with her and talk to her.
Jiang Yan also had a chat with no match, and he was not very enthusiastic.
So Jiang Yan fell into a name such as "cold" and "arrogant".
Only Jiang Zheng, he only looked at her in the same place, she turned her head to look at him, nodded and signaled.
He froze, then smiled at her.
Jiang Zheng remembered a rainy night half a year ago.
He called Jiang Yan and said, "He's gone, do you want to be with me?" ”
She didn't think about it at the time and refused: "No." ”
Jiang Zheng didn't believe in that evil, Jiang Yan clearly said, she would not waste time waiting for a fruitless result, and no one would waste time doing such a stupid thing for no reason.
So he drove a car and appeared downstairs in Jiang Yan.
Jiang Zheng didn't have an umbrella, and the pouring rain drenched him in an instant, it was still winter, and you can imagine how cold it would be.
He said to the other end of the line, "I'm downstairs from you." ”
"Why bother."
"If you don't come down today, I'll stand here for the night."
Then he saw Jiang Yan glancing in the window, he thought she was soft-hearted, and as soon as he pulled out a smile, he saw her close the curtains.
Jiang Zheng stood stiffly in place, and then asked her in a dumb voice, "Do you still have to wait for him?" ”
She corrected him: "No, I've been waiting." ”
Jiang Yan said: "Jiang Zheng, you go back." ”
He didn't listen.
As a result, he spent one night downstairs and passed out on the side of the road the next day, and she never showed up.
It was at that time that Jiang Zheng died of his heart.
Later, the reason why he fainted there was suspected, and the matter between him and Jiang Yan was picked up by the way, but everyone had an ex, and this matter did not cause any negative impact.
There are many people who admire Jiang Yan, whether it is the famous Zhou Sibai at the beginning, or Fu Jingcheng later, or the big actor Jiang Zheng, they have all been picked up by her.
……
Jiang Zheng came back to his senses and found that Jiang had already walked towards him.
He restrained his emotions and asked her calmly, "Are you okay?" ”
"Good?"
"Still waiting for him?"
"Hmm."
Jiang Zheng nodded and said with relief: "Don't worry, there will definitely be a good ending." ”
"Thank you." Jiang Yan said.
She walked behind him, Jiang Zheng turned around and saw Fu Jingcheng.
It turned out that she was not going to him, but looking for Fu Jingcheng.
Jiang Zheng smiled self-deprecatingly, even if he put it down, he still made himself amorous.
Fu Jingcheng was still chatting with the company's top pillars about his recent plans at this time, so Jiang Yan didn't bother him immediately, and just stood quietly to the side.
It wasn't until the two were almost finished chatting that he looked at her: "What's wrong?" ”
Jiang Yan said: "I want to go." ”
"So fast?" Fu Jingcheng frowned and said, "Where can you stay at home every day?" Jiang Que told me that I must let you have a good time today. ”
In the end, it was Jiang Que who was the obstacle, no wonder Fu Jingcheng had to ask her to come, she originally thought it was a big deal.
Jiang Yan still said: "I'm really leaving." ”
Fu Jingcheng looked at her for a while, and finally sighed: "Then pay attention to safety on the road, I can't pull away to see you off." ”
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Jiang Yan didn't go back directly, she was going to go to the convenience store to buy boxes of instant noodles.
She parked the car, felt the lighter in her pocket, and her heart moved, but she still got the cigarette case out.
Jiang Yan's action of lighting a cigarette is becoming more and more proficient.
Fortunately, the craving for cigarettes is not getting worse.
Someone told her that smoking died early, there were still a lot of problems, her life was not her own, and she couldn't squander it at will.
Jiang Yan walked in carelessly, and it happened that the cigarette ash fell on her clothes, she lowered her head, stretched out her hand and shook the cigarette ash, didn't see the road clearly, and hit someone.
The other party made a painful sound.
"I'm sorry."
Jiang Yan said as he walked towards the store.
Then he heard a man's voice: "Does it hurt?" ”
Jiang Yan paused, and completely subconsciously looked back.
In front of him, one high and one low, the man kept the woman in his arms, cautiously, looking extremely distressed, and then asked softly again: "Does it hurt?" ”
"A little bit, it's fine."
Jiang Yan bit the cigarette butt lightly, then turned around and walked inside.
This man not only has a voice like Zhou Sibai, but also a back.
It can't be Zhou Sibai.
He won't hold other women in his arms.
Jiang Yan bought what he should have bought and went home.
As soon as Xiao Sa heard the sound of the door opening, he went out to welcome her warmly, Jiang Yan prepared a meal for it, and then went into the house to check the weather in London according to the custom.
Tomorrow there will be rain and shine, temperature matters.
Zhou Sibai should wear a thin shirt tomorrow.
She thought.
That night, the sleeping pills were gone.
She stayed up all night.
……
The next day, Jiang Yan had to go out again, and she had to make up for the sleeping pills she didn't have.
However, this time the doctor was reluctant to prescribe it to her again: "Miss Jiang, the human body's dependence on drugs will only increase, and taking medicine for a long time is not a long-term solution." ”
Jiang Yan paused and did not speak.
"I can't hide it, from the first time I saw you until now, you have been a lot haggard, and if you continue like this, your body will collapse, it is a poison of medicine, you should look for the root cause of insomnia. Don't stay at home all the time, you might be able to find something to do, you try for a while, it's really not good, and then come to me, okay? ”
The words "the body will collapse" really gave her a heavy blow.
That was the only capital she could use to complete the waiting thing.
So without thinking about it, she agreed to the doctor's advice.
Jiang Yan flew to London again on the weekend.
She had been to the city countless times in the past nine months, and she knew that he lived in that area, but she had never really set foot in it.
But this time she couldn't stand it anymore.
She was so scared that before she saw him, she herself would have an accident first.
Jiang Yan knocked on every door one by one.
Every time she looked at the door, she said once, I'll look for Zhou Sibai.
However, the people who opened the door were all authentic British, and no one had heard of the name, even if they were Asian-looking.
When Jiang Yan knocked on the twentieth fan, that sentence also did not change.
There was an old man living in this villa, also Asian, a little hunchbacked, he said: "Mr. Xiao Zhou has returned to China, and Mr. Zhou is not here." ”
Jiang Yan paused, then laughed.
Zhou Sibai returned to China.
He probably returned to China to look for himself, but by mistake, she also came to him.
There's really nothing to say about the tacit understanding between the two people.
After Jiang Yan said goodbye to the old man, she immediately booked a ticket back to China, she was waiting for the plane, she casually thought about some things in the past, in the past, there was always a little difference between them, but this time, Jiang Yan will definitely cherish him.
She took her mobile phone and flipped through the news of Huasha, almost all of the employees who left under Jiang Yan had entered Huasha, and their lives were not bad.
Then she saw the recruitment news on the company's official website.
Secretarial positions.
Mr. Zhou, personal secretary.
She didn't hesitate to submit her resume, and she didn't put much thought into it, only filled in her phone number and name.
Then five minutes later, she was hired without even having an interview.
The person in charge of the other party called her and told her, saying: "You can come to work next week, our boss praises you, the words in your name are good, Mr. Zhou has a very good impression of this word, and he loves the house and Wu for you." ”
Jiang Yan smiled.
At this moment, the heart is like an arrow.
However, it was only after returning to China that Jiang Yan learned that Huasha's headquarters had moved to City B and was no longer in City A, and she hesitated to "close" it for a long time before she didn't know the news.
Jiang Yan immediately went to City B again.
However, Zhou Sibai still did not contact her.
There was still a week before she went to the company, and she couldn't enter the company before, so Jiang Yan had to patiently use this week to rent a house, and then wait quietly.
Finally, a week passed, and on the day she went to work in the company, she got up early, put on the most exquisite makeup in the past nine months, and chose the most beautiful skirt in the past nine months.
Jiang Yan was a little stunned when he looked in the mirror, as if Jiang Yan, who was full of charm with a smile and a smile before, had returned.
But where did you come back?
It's just that the person who should be there is not there, and no one looks at her demon, her beauty, and her sense of xing.
When Jiang Yan took a taxi to the company, no one had arrived, so she waited at the door for a long time, looking at the sky, a little strange, I don't know why, she always felt that the weather in City B was better than City A and Qingcheng.
It wasn't until half past eight that people vaguely came to the company.
The security guard came over and asked her what she was doing.
Jiang Yan said: "I am a newcomer, and I just applied for an assistant two days ago. Then show the proof to the other person.
She went upstairs with the HR department.
Although Hua Sha has moved, there are still some old faces in it, such as Zhou Sibai's former assistant, who is still there.
Jiang Yan greeted him with a smile.
However, the assistant's expression was not very good-looking, he smiled reluctantly and said, "Miss Jiang, why did you come?" ”
She said lightly: "I'm here to find Si Bai." ”
The assistant opened his mouth, and for a long time, he didn't say anything, but glanced worriedly in the direction of the office inside.
Jiang Yan said, "Is he in there?" ”
"In ......"
She was going to go inside.
The assistant stopped her again, and said with some fuss: "Actually, Huasha moved to City B, this is a decision made by Mr. Zhou, he said that there are too many people in City A. ”
Jiang Yan glanced at him and said with a smile: "Uncle Zhou naturally has his own considerations for doing things, and I don't think there will be any problems with this." ”
When she finished speaking, she wanted to lift her foot again.
The assistant stopped her again.
Jiang Yan's eyes were a little cold, he smiled shallowly, and said absentmindedly: "Mr. Assistant, what do you mean, don't you allow me to go in to see him?" ”
"Miss Jiang, I just want to tell you that you must be mentally prepared."
She was chilled by his words, but her face was still quite calm, "Don't worry, even if he is disfigured, I have no intention of not wanting him." ”
This time, she quickly passed over from the other side of the assistant.
The latter closed his eyes and finally took a heavy breath.
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Jiang Yan pushed the door very carefully, for fear of disturbing the people inside.
When the door opened, a figure caught her eye.
The corners of Jiang Yan's eyes couldn't help but bend.
Zhou Sibai still looks the same as he did at the beginning, there are edges and corners where there should be edges and corners, and there are straight places where they should be straight, and even the curvature of the corners of his lips has not changed at all, where there are signs of disfigurement.
If this is called not good-looking, then there are probably no good-looking people in this world.
At the beginning, if he hadn't known that he would be so handsome in the future, Jiang Yan might not have been willing to put so much thought into him. Causing yourself to sink deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper.
She had long since fallen to the bottom of his quagmire and could never get out again.
This is what she willingly did.
No matter how small Jiang Yan's voice was when he opened the door, it couldn't escape the ears of the person sitting in the office chair inside, and soon he turned his head, his eyes were as cold and detached as ever, as if he had a deep hatred that couldn't be dissolved with anyone.
When he saw her, he paused, the pen in his hand slipped on the table, and finally rolled to the ground, the quality of the pen was obviously very good, and the moment it came into contact with the ground, there was a "snap" sound.
The next moment, his eyes were red, and tears suddenly fell.
Jiang Yan's heart was almost broken, and the feeling that her heart was like a knife made her almost unable to straighten her waist.
But she still walked towards him, and threw herself into his arms.
The man was a little stunned and frowned, but he didn't move, and his tears fell uncontrollably.
Jiang Yan also cried, but the corners of her mouth were smiling, at this time, in the end, joy was greater than sorrow, and the burden on her back that was so heavy that it almost crushed her could finally be removed.
She retracted her head into his shoulder socket and said, "It's okay, it's all right, just come back." ”
Obviously, there are thousands of words, but in the end, there is only this one sentence.
The past is too hurtful to be mentioned again.
It's best not to even think about it, forgetting is the best option.
The two of them just hugged like this, and after a while, he pushed her away, with a force that could not be refused.
Jiang Yan looked up at him suspiciously, and saw that his face was full of alienation and indifference, and his tears had dried.
She was beaten.
Zhou Sibai said coldly: "Do we know each other?" ”
Jiang Yan's heart trembled, frowned and said, "What are you kidding at this time?" ”
Zhou Sibai pondered for a moment and said detachedly: "I don't know you, but it's very strange, when I see you, I don't know why I cry uncontrollably." ”
"It's like you're a very important old man, but I really don't know you." Zhou Sibai didn't know what was going on.
Jiang Yan's voice trembled violently, and her voice was hoarse like a seriously ill patient with a very serious illness, and she whispered, "My name is Jiang Yan." ”
Zhou Sibai said: "It turned out to be my new secretary, and I have to think about whether I should fire you now." ”
Harassing the boss, there are a hundred reasons to fire her.
As soon as he finished speaking, someone pushed the door and entered.
A very, very good-looking woman, even compared to Jiang Yan, she didn't lose half a point, she glanced at Jiang Yan lightly, and then smiled at Zhou Sibai: "Why, Mr. Zhou's so big and majestic family just came to work, you want to scold and cry?" ”
Zhou Sibai's face softened a lot in an instant, his voice sounded a little helpless, and he said, "Ah Yan, I don't." ”
Ah Yan.
Jiang Yan was stunned suddenly, and looked at Zhou Sibai in disbelief.
The woman glanced at Jiang Yan quietly, and smiled gently: "Hello Miss Jiang, I am Su Yiyan, what a coincidence you say, we all have a word in our name." Oh...... By the way, you look tired and suffer from insomnia, right? I'm a psychiatrist, you can come to me. ”
She said again: "I have been with Si Bai for eight years, Si Bai looks very cold, but in fact he is very gentle, don't care." ”
When she spoke, Zhou Sibai's gaze kept glued to her.
Jiang Yan stared at Zhou Sibai and said, "I'm Jiang Yan." ”
He said coldly, "Well, let's go to work." ”
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