Chapter 94: Act Eighty-Two
The people in the room fell asleep with a fake golden hairpin in their arms, their faces expressionless, not knowing whether they were having nightmares or sweet dreams. A drop of hot sweat dripped from his forehead and fell to the ground, the man frowned fiercely, the hair began to stick to his forehead, and the fingertips holding the golden hairpin began to turn slightly white.
It was as if she was in a nightmare.
It doesn't seem strange to have nightmares in a place like this......
Wake up, please......
Don't wake up......
Otherwise, the girl would be very angry.
"Wake up!"
Tingting woke up suddenly, there was still a feeling of being frightened just now, and her heart suddenly began to beat, making Tingting clearly feel the existence of her heart. She...... Did she hear something just now? β¦β¦ Or is it her delusion?
No matter, it's important to go out first now!
She was afraid that she would lock the door or put something against the door to prevent her from going out.
If it really is...... She looked like she had to figure it out.
Tingting took a deep breath and reluctantly held up the golden hairpin with one hand, the weight of which almost overwhelmed Tingting. Tingting gritted her teeth, touched her free right hand to the doorknob, and exerted her strength, "Click-"
Door...... The door is open?
It's kind of incredible......
"Bang-"
Something smashed on Tingting's feet, and the quiet and peaceful face rushed directly into her sight without warning, and there was a little discomfort - it was a little evil.
"......" Tingting could clearly feel that her scalp seemed to explode, she opened her mouth and even lost her ability to think.
Evil ...... He's dead?
Her body, without any temperature......
The little evil who just locked her in her room is dead!
Why did you die......
Why did you die?!
Tingting finally couldn't hold on, and the golden hairpin in her hand fell directly and smashed on the thick carpet, without making any sound, so she was silent. Why is this happening?
Even if she does this to her, she can't fully accept the fact that she will die as soon as she opens the door!
Who killed the little evil...... Why did things turn out like this?
"A little evil, this man deserves to die." The voice that was more familiar than ever sounded lazily, Tingting bit her lower lip, and slowly heard the words, Qinglan was standing outside, snowflakes kept falling on his body, his cheeks did not have a trace of anger, and he didn't know that it was cold, so he looked at him with a smile.
This kind of blue is too strange.
But unexpectedly, Tingting didn't have any sense of rejection.
"You...... What are you talking about? Tingting clenched her teeth and almost spit out the words between her teeth.
Qinglan tilted her head slightly, and a smile spread on her lips: "It turns out that what I said is not so easy to understand, but it's okay, I'm very patient and will tell you now." A little evil is dead, this is what she has to experience, this kind of person, she deserves to die, and it is not worth crying for her at all. Because ah, she won't be rare in your tears, since the beginning, Dian Evil has never liked someone. β
ββ¦β¦ What the hell are you talking about? Tingting is a little confused now.
Qinglan said: "Isn't this very understandable? She had only cried for two people, one for her and the other for her...... Forget it, I don't think you'll be interested. Eh, am I really boring talking about this stuff? Why do you seem so impatient? Oh, forget it, pick up the golden hairpin on the ground, and I'll take you to exchange it for the real golden hairpin. β
ββ¦β¦ Are you that good? "She's not a fool, Qinglan, she can't understand Qinglan now, what kind of person is he? What kind of person can witness the death of his companion so calmly? If it were her, she wouldn't have been able to do it.
"Am I not that good?" Qinglan thought about it for a while, and it seemed that this was indeed the case, "Are you going?" Don't forget it, I don't think you're the one who rescued your dear and lovely companion, I know, you won't stand by and die, right? β
βοΌβ The DODO adventure team is her biggest weakness, and she ...... What else could she do but follow?
"Okay." As soon as she gritted her teeth, she agreed to Qinglan.
Qinglan stood in the snow and smiled with satisfaction: "That's right, you wait here, I don't want you to get soaked, so before I come back, you'd better pick up the golden hairpin on the ground and bypass some evil." β
With that, he rushed into the wind and snow.
Tingting was slightly stunned, bent her body slightly, picked up the umbrella on the ground, and the fingertips holding the handle of the umbrella began to turn white - it is best to hope that Qinglan will not lie to her, otherwise...... She didn't know what she would do, and the outcome was unknown.
Soon, Qinglan walked over with a pink umbrella all over her body, looking careless and not worried at all. Tingting frowned, but still resisted the urge to speak.
"This color, you little girls should like it, right?" Qinglan walked in front of Tingting, the hand holding the umbrella tilted slightly, and there was Tingting's position under the umbrella, Tingting hesitated slightly, but finally stepped under Qinglan's umbrella.
Stepping into the snow, the snow was a little cold, a little soft, but Tingting still didn't like the cold feeling - it was too suffocating.
"Tell me, do you like this color?" Qinglan smiled, revealing her snow-white teeth, "It's useless to dislike it, because I don't have a place for you to avoid the snow, so if you don't like it, you better bear with it." β
"......" Tingting was silent for a second, subconsciously held up the golden hairpin held up by her two hands, and muttered in a low voice, "I don't dislike ......"
"Well, if you like it, if you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it, and you can't change it anyway."
This person! β¦β¦
Alas, forget it.
Just bear with it, just put up with it.
Next, the scenery along the way never changed again, it was still white, and it was impossible to see anything ten meters away.
"You're not going to be taking me around in circles, are you?" Tingting was a little skeptical and asked out loud.
Qinglan was a head taller than Tingting, glanced at Tingting condescendingly, and said with a smile: "How do you know that I'm not going around in circles with you?" β
"......" Tingting didn't want to continue arguing with Qinglan at all, she felt that Qinglan was very strange, she still hated her before, but now she was willing to take her with her to exchange for a real golden hairpin? Isn't that a bit too big...... Or, what is the purpose of the blue blue? Or maybe the person's nature is capricious......
Don't want to! The more I think about it, the more I feel sleepy.
Tingting looked up at the snowflakes that were falling one after another, very delicate and easy to break, and then melted into the ground. Tingting quietly looked at the ground and was distracted, what kind of place is this...... Where am I going? I...... What is the purpose of my existence?
Isn't there a meaning for everyone to exist?
What about mine......
Why is it all dark in my world, and I can't see the direction clearly?
What exactly should I do?
Why can't you do it yourself? Why do you rely on the power of others again and again?
Is this me? Is this you?
"Hey." Qinglan's voice suddenly came out.
"......" Tingting subconsciously heard the words and looked, her hand suddenly lightened, and the cold and cold things suddenly fell on her head, and the falling snowflakes fell on Tingting's long eyelashes one after another, and she suddenly couldn't see clearly.
Tingting didn't show any action.
Something was heard piercing through layers of snowflakes, bringing with it an air of despair.
"I'm sorry, this is what I have to do, I don't want to lie to you, but there is only one golden hairpin in this world, and it only has one chance to save its companions. I also have a group of lovely and lively companions, we used to be here, and I used to think that legends are not so scary, but only the human heart. We were wrong, completely wrong. β
"What is on my mind at the moment, no matter how ridiculous it may be, and what is there to prove that it is fake? Yes, it's you, yourself, don't kill all possibilities, no matter how incredible it may be. But ah, I want to fight one last time, I don't want to lose, that's how it was from the beginning, I don't want to lose, losing means they're going to die, I can't do it. β
"So, I'm sorry."
"From the moment we met, I thought you were very good, from the moment we met, I thought you were cute, from the moment we met...... I like you very much. Like the first rays of sunlight in winter, in this place where snow falls all year round, I always thought that God should notice us, because we are so miserable, but unfortunately I am wrong again. God doesn't care for a human in particular, God...... What kind of thing is it? β
"I don't want to think about it, I just want to be here, protect what I want to protect, once it's decided, that's what I have to protect! Sorry ......"
You win, I lose.
At the moment when despair devoured her, the realβthe light that had been shed by the gods themselves shone upon him, and it was the light of victory, and the light shone brightly on the golden hairpin in his hand.
I have something I have to protect......
In this way, the last hope was extinguished.
There is no hope of a resurgence......
Without......
Without!!!
"Don't go...... Stop ......" last sound, covered in wind and snow.
The blurred figure began to disappear from sight, and the things in the line of sight began to become shaky, and nothing could be seen clearly, as if wearing many layers of ambiguous and vague veils, making the outline of the world ambiguous.
I couldn't see anything clearly, I couldn't say anything.
But unexpectedly not hate.
Don't hate......
If you die here, it's not sorry for them, right?
I don't want to live anymore without you...... Your world......
That's not my world......
It's not the world I love.
That...... Alive...... It doesn't seem to make any sense......
My life is mechanical and content.
Everything is very regular, I have searched for the answers I want, but I can't understand it, and I will always ...... Can't get the answer...... Not the answer I wanted, and I didn't want to accept it...... An answer I don't like.
Why does this problem exist? So why is the answer to such a question so cruel? So unacceptable?!
I don't want to live anymore...... It's not just that it's not the world I love, since they have ten thousand and one reasons to live, then I have ten thousand and one reasons not to live.
Who am I present for? Who exists for me?
It's really a disappointment......
The man who is waiting for me on the other side of the world with satisfaction......
I can't do it, I can't do it!!
I haven't met anyone who understands me and supports me...... Why give up? Is it because of the world?
There's no one who doesn't like to be treated gently.
Everyone has their own gentle side, the softness hidden in the depths of the heart, waiting for someone to touch somewhere, whether it is a word or a person, or a slight act of concern, will touch the softest place in the depths of the heart, for it.
At that time, there will be such a feeling, a wonderful feeling, there is no reason to like, there is no reason to want to protect.
Maybe it's not a lover, maybe it's just a care from a stranger, but it's an indelible memory in your memory, and even if you forget it, your body will remember it. I may forget the person's face, but I will remember that I once had such warmth.
It turns out that I have also been treated gently.
β¦β¦ Who is it?
It's the world.
The most tenderness that the world has ever given is itself, it is you who exist in this world, you are alive, the world does not let you die, so that you can feel the sunlight that falls on the window every day to prove that you are still alive.
I've never felt how nice it feels to see the sun so closely.
Maybe the world is unfair to others, but he existed, and he has proof that he has come to this world.
Someone will remember him, he lived in that person's world, and every day he greeted him in his head, and every smile and smile is the best proof.
I want to remember someone, even if I forget him, but I want him to live one last time, to live one more time, to live for real......
That's what I wanted......
World.
Don't hate.
Hate is a little tired, I don't want to really hate someone, when I really hate someone, I want to swallow her flesh and all the possibility.
Whether it's loving or being loved.
Whether it's hating or being hated.
They all wanted to swallow the whole of that person.
Tear off the man's wings.
Ruined everything for that person.
Tell that person.
I'm still here.
Said with a smile.
I'm still here.
Won't leave.
I won't swallow you, but I'll ruin everything for you, so that you're the only one in the world, and I'm the only one alive.
Back off? It won't let you retreat, it's just an abyss, you can't stop, come here.
Rely on me, and when I have the power to protect you, I will let you know what true protection is.
I don't need anyone to protect you, that garbage, only in words.
I've seen a lot of people who have told you to protect you and made promises to you.
But the result?
β¦β¦ It's backing down again.
That's how I'll let you ......
Do you feel disgusting.
[Even if there is an abyss behind me, I am willing to jump. γ
Because it is a promise I have made, and I must fulfill it. γ
[No matter who the other party is, this kind of thing ......]
[It has to be realized.] γ
[To achieve or not to realize, whether you remember it or not, I just remember it. γ
β¦β¦ No, it won't.
Everything about you, my world is made up of you, and I will remember everything about this world.
That's my obligation.
That's what I had to do.
"Thank you, God......"
The wind and snow drowned everything.
It was as if I had seen the sun when death was coming.
Is that...... I......
Favorite sunshine.
Shine on the body warmly, just like ...... Like? β¦β¦
I don't know......
I just know that this feeling is very warm, I like it very much, and I really want to have it forever......
"Lord Ting, how do you write this topic? I won't. β
"Why did you make Ting cry? Don't you want to die?! β
"You ...... Don't be noisy...... Harmony, ......"
Is that...... What the?
Tears suddenly poured out uncontrollably.
So familiar...... So desperate......
Cry?
It's not crying.
That's tears.
I burst into tears.
The last light was finally blocked by heavy clouds.
"Thank you, God......"
"God, can you hear me?"
"I'm saying, thank you!"
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The plot will become more and more complicated later, and any sentence may be someone and not the protagonist described in this chapter, a character hidden behind it. Therefore, not every sentence and not every idea belongs to Tingting.
She's listening.
She was listening to the voices of the world before the bell rang.
The pit is not filled.,The next volume is filled.,Now I'm trying to dig the pit.,It's the pit of the book that's being dug.,Because of the timeline.,It's going to be very complicated and it's hard to write.,The characters are complex.,The plot is difficult to understand.γ
Now the pit for the third volume is being dug, about seven volumes.
Now I just want to say, Tingting is dead, yes she is dead, but don't worry, Tingting is not really dead.
The reason for the spoilers involved, as for how to live......
The next volume knows.
Thanks for watching.