The knife rose and fell, and it kept falling on the flesh, and the blood spurted out wantonly, leaning against the doorway, and there was hot blood on the clothes, cheeks, and even hair.

Such clarity, such clarity is felt...... The presence of blood.

It's hot.

Why is this happening......

It wasn't the slaughter she wanted......

It's not about people who trust her.

The knife rose and fell, until the flesh was blurry and could not be seen clearly. The rancid smell from her gut began to spread through the air, devouring her little by little, robbing her of her breath, and the thick smell of blood almost drowned her out.

She is their faith.

Faith has pushed them into the abyss with its own hands.

Is this what they believe in?

Is this what they cherish?

What is this?

Discard it, discard it.

It's so tiring.

It's not what I want.

What I believe in, she should be strong.

I think she has to be what she is.

What it was?

I don't like it.

“…… Do you like it? After a long time, when the air was only filled with the sound of snowflakes falling, the man asked softly, as if wrapped in infinite tenderness, rolling in the wind and snow, blowing into his heart with despair hidden in the wind.

Dian Evil closed his eyes tightly and did not answer.

Demon......

Devil!

The blood splattered on his body still exuded a hot touch.

"You can't protect what you love, so cowardly." The voice sneered, and the thick sarcasm could be heard by anyone, "On the contrary, you will see that her whole body is destroyed little by little, and it is really pitiful—to be loved by you." ”

Why is it here?

"Do you want to keep struggling? Sniff – stupid. The last two words of the icy extreme fell heavily, and even the falling snowflakes could not hide it, and the sound seemed to come from a long distance, and then fell into darkness.

"You can't save yourself in any case, and when you came here with your original dream, you should have had this realization, you know? Now, it's time to irrigate my tree with the corpses of your companions, they'll be happy, right? You tell me? ”

Dian Evil still didn't answer.

"Whew—it seems that you already have the consciousness to die? Are you really willing to die, though? You know, the people you love are still locked up in this. I don't think you want to see her brutally (beep-) at the end of her life, do you? ”

The little evil body began to tremble violently.

The air fell into an eerie silence again, and no one spoke again, as if the man had never appeared.

Be...... Delusion?

Still is...... Reality?

I don't want to disappoint anyone......

Why are things always so unsatisfactory?

Why does the world keep targeting me like this?

Why don't I have what I want to say?

Why don't I have what I want to do?

What the hell am I living for......

Why live like a puppet?

That's not what I wanted......

The world is sick, why does it break the people with their original intentions again and again? Let them become numb and worldly, so that they will appear gregarious, and then those who are different will be destroyed by the world, and those who are still cautious will have to wear the mask of the world to cater to others......

"No matter what time it is, I will believe in you, and I will accept you."

"I want you to shine forever and be the light that illuminates the dark world."

"Don't be in a hurry to deny yourself just yet, I know you can do it."

"I'm not going to discredit your dreams, I know, I always know."

"The thing I will always know is that I will always believe in you and accept you."

Who's that?

I don't remember exactly......

For so long, I have long forgotten the method and answer to this question, and I only know that someone said this sentence in the long river of forgotten time.

That is someone who will respect your dreams and encourage you.

He is forever waiting in some corner of the world, waiting with satisfaction.

“…… Do you want to go to hell with me? ”

"Huh? Is there no hope left in life? ”

Suddenly, the man began to laugh lowly.

"No, that's not what I want......"

"You have to be what I want you to be!"

"Only by putting on the appearance that those people love will you not lose!"

"When you're in charge, it's never too late to be yourself!"

In the end, it was a complete defeat.

“…… Why lose? Is it because you're crying? ”

"I said I wasn't allowed to cry! What are you waiting for? ”

"You deserve to be like this, and your dreams can't come true."

"Go to hell by yourself, I'll watch you."

"This is the price you pay for losing!"

Didn't lose, didn't lose......

I can win! I still have room to reverse!

Why not try...... Why don't you try to believe me? ……

Why do you have to deny me so quickly......

"Winning power is not for you, it's for you."

"Be confident, believe that you will win, what if you lose, you can do it again, not for the last time! ……”

Nightmares swept over a bit of evil.

The body began to stiffen.

In a trance, someone blew softly in her ear, and she didn't say anything, as if she had fallen asleep.

“…… The truth? Want to know what the so-called truth is...... Oh, that's what I've always believed in. ”

"It seems that the pursuit of a person's life is his faith, and he wants to be like that, but he is so tired."

"I don't want to pursue it anymore, I'm so tired, I still ...... silently Look up at the light in the dark. ”

"I just have to look at you...... I can watch it for a lifetime, I don't want to live that long, I hope that when I die, that light can become more and more exciting, can be more and more amazing, and I can even exchange my life for that warmth. ”

"Thank you, God......"

I closed my eyes in satisfaction.

Blood, it's hot......

Tears fell in large drops.

The crystal liquid, which looked pure and flawless, was the tears she cried for that person.

She doesn't want so many people who believe in her, she just wants one person, so that the tears of her life can be shed for him - this light is for him, and if the meaning of existence is gone, then there is no need to have it......

The world, once again plunged into darkness.

I don't want to move anymore, I don't want more trust and acceptance, I can't do it.

Why doesn't anyone like me the way I am?

No, there are still people who like it.

That person will be in some corner of the world, waiting with satisfaction......

Wait for him to be the world where the light amazes you, or wait for you to be the world where the light amazes him.

Either way, it always ends well.

……

Is the ending good?

Well, that's good, right......

Then I can die with all my heart......

At least, she survived.

“……”

"yes."

"At least ......"

"She survived."

The wind and snow drowned out the last sounds.

No more sound.