[My 213 Life] 09: Panic A
Many things, it's not that people can't do it themselves, but people don't do it themselves, let the ideal become a dream, and finally only dream and immerse themselves in it, in the final analysis, most of the time, people still prefer to dream.
When I was a child, I always wanted to go out to play, but I was always locked up at home and couldn't get out, and when I grew up, I could go out, but I didn't have the desire to go out and play.
People are always like this, longing for those who have never had, but when they have it, they put it on the shelf, let it stay in the corner full of cobwebs, and never ask again, maybe "longing" is better than "realizing" more interesting and more looking forward to more enjoyment!
Nowadays, my thoughts are as simple and naïve as ever, but this is a testimony that I have ideals, although I am slowly becoming a fantasy, only left to spend every day in a trance and helplessness, like a heartless tree, standing there every day, watching other people's stories, and trapping myself in a formless but very tenacious edge, maybe this is my heart on the way to growth!
Occasionally, I received text messages from friends, which added a little color to my tasteless life, but there were fewer and fewer topics, not only less and less topics, but also more and more tasteful, the original sincerity and listening, now gradually disappeared, leaving only the strange circle created by comparison and copper smell, which made people gradually alienated, gradually left, and gradually became strangers again.
Think about the beginning, and now, the reason for everyone to get together is no longer there, how many cute and warm topics can be ridiculed, how much sincere and sincere patience can be squandered, and of course, how many sweet and innocent memories are left for people to remember.
Although this is life, I am so panicked and hesitant, afraid that after many years I will have nothing, the temperature of the past is gone, only the loneliness, loneliness and those cold money accompany me, embrace me, like going to the grave, but I have to see and accept all this after all, just because this is the truth of life, and the truth I have been pursuing.
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