This is not the [world] I love, nor is it the [world] I should love.

Now that I have the best, destroy it.

Tang Xiaoyi sat on the leather sofa and petted the dog, stretched out his slender jade fingers and pinched Charlie's face, rubbed it, and said a little confused: "Charlie, should we be enemies of Arthur?" ”

"What do you care about so much, it's just a false environment anyway."

Charlie slapped Tang Xiaoyi's hand with his claws and said.

But it's so real.

True...... It's kind of like I'm fake.

It was as if I was the one who didn't exist.

I......

is the one who should be destroyed.

And they should [survive].

Tang Xiaoyi's mind was a little blank for a while, and many thoughts flashed quickly.

This made Tang Xiaoyi a little suspicious if his brain was short-circuited.

We're all just mass-produced [products].

Killing us is as easy as killing a butterfly.

The same ...... Cruel and unworthy.

"Don ...... Falling?! Falling!!! Tang Xiaoyi was pulled back to his senses by Charlie's voice, and looked at Charlie who kept waving his claws suspiciously.

"What do you want, no matter how you call you, you don't ignore me!" Charlie said.

I'm thinking-

Should we [survive] or not?

Or continue to wait for the [destruction] to come.

"How do we defeat Ning Ning? She doesn't have any weaknesses at all......"

Tang Xiaoyi opened his mouth a little helplessly.

Charlie said: "Just take a kitchen knife and hack her to death." ”

Tang Xiaoyi yelled: "It's strange that this is useful!!!! ”

"Luohua, why do you talk to a dog all day long? Aren't you bored? Tang Xiaoyi saw that Ning Ning was wearing a bathrobe, her perfect figure looming, her wet hair clinging to her skin, black and white became a contrast, adding a bit of enchantment.

It's a picture of a beauty.

Tang Xiaoyi calmed down: "If you cut me, I won't be bored." ”

"......" Ning Ning's face sank, and Tang Xiaoyi suddenly felt that a kind of coercion was pressing him, and he could barely breathe—lying in the groove is really a perverted task!!!

"Luohua, please, don't talk nonsense. What would have happened to you, I can't guarantee you. Ning Ning sneered, turned around and went back to her room.

Tang Xiaoyi: "........................"

So this woman is sick, isn't it???

I just can't figure out how dear Arthur could fall in love with such a woman???

There is also a face, in a word: to have no breasts! To have a chest is to have a big chest and no brain!!

Tang Xiaoyi hugged Charlie and looked at Ning Ning's departing back, thoughtful.

The following daily routines –

Ning Ning was walking downstairs, Tang Xiaoyi and Charlie were holding a big rock (?). Threw it down.

Ning Ning just dodged.

Tang Xiaoyi: "........................"

Charlie: "???? ”

Once Ning Ning fell asleep, Tang Xiaoyi and Charlie sneaked into Ning Ning's room, holding a kitchen knife with a cold light and preparing to cut it down.

Ning Ning just opened her eyes.

Tang Xiaoyi: "......"

Charlie: "......"

"Good morning?" Tang Xiaoyi laughed dryly.

The next day, Tang Xiaoyi was scolded by Arthur.

Tang Xiaoyi: "......"

Damn Ning Ning, you're a complainant!!!

Tang Xiaoyi and Charlie put mustard in Ning Ning's meal.

"Duoduo, come, I'll give you something to eat."

Tang Xiaoyi: "............"

Charlie: ".................."

"Ahh

Tang Xiaoyi and Charlie silently covered their ears and turned their backs on everyone, not wanting to speak.

Murdodo cried, kept holding tissues and asked, "This TM's ...... Who put it...... Mustard??? ”

Wiping a handful of snot and tears, Tang Xiaoyi said cheekily: "It's not me anyway." ”

Charlie also followed with a few words: It's not me either!

Then Tang Xiaoyi took the initiative to ask to cook.

Tang Xiaoyi took a kitchen knife and chopped the poor cabbage vigorously, and the last thing that came out was a plate of ...... What is it???

Arthur stared at the dish for a while, silently stretched out his chopsticks and picked up the cabbage, put it in his mouth, and chewed it.

It is eaten a little slowly, and the noodles do not change color.

Ning Ning also stretched out her chopsticks and took a bite.

The corners of his mouth twitched a little.

And then there's the tiger shark -

"Gross-"

Mo Duoduo and Fu Hum Mo took back the chopsticks that had been stretched out.

Tang Xiaoyi stared at the two and smiled: "......"

Then the others saw Tang Xiaoyi very violently split into one person and half and forcibly fed the two.

"Damn!! What kind of black-hearted person are you!! Let Tang Xiaoyi compare with you next time!! Murdodo drank glass after glass of water, but the smell just lingered in his mouth.

Murdo: Damn retarded.

Then Tang Xiaoyi continued to hug Charlie back on the sofa, and he couldn't tell whether he was happy or angry on his expressionless face, just looked ahead and was quietly in a daze.

Whether it is Luohua or Tang Xiaoyi, there has never been such an emotion.

Named- [Regret]

What is he regretting?

Whether it is the falling flowers in the memory or the Tang Xiaoyi in the memory, there may be regrets, there may be disappointments, but Tang Xiaoyi may suffer from [smiling depression], or he just doesn't want to be pitied by others, no matter what kind of psychology comes from, he will not enter his inner world.

The feeling of being surrounded by [pain] is not good at all.

But intuition tells Arthur that the person in front of him, at least for now, is not a falling flower.

Are there really two people in the world who are so similar?

Maybe there will be.

In a corner somewhere, exude a smile that is exactly like yours.

When you speak, you speak in exactly the same tone as you do, and so do you smile and smile.

But that person is not you after all.

It doesn't matter how much he resembles you.

I'm [independent].

I'm not one person's.

I have always belonged only to me [myself].

I am who I am, and I am standing before you now.

[The past] me is another me.

[The future] of me is not me.

I am the one who is alive now, not dead.

"Falling flowers."

Tang Xiaoyi now reflexively looked over when he heard the name 'Falling Flower', Arthur stood in front of him, stretched out a slightly cold hand and touched Tang Xiaoyi's forehead. The breaths of the two people were intertwined and ambiguous.

Tang Xiaoyi:.

Charlie: MMP???

"You don't have a fever, how did you become like this? Got a cold? Or is it out of love? Arthur looked at Tang Xiaoyi with concern.

The corners of Tang Xiaoyi's mouth twitched: If you remove the last sentence, I can still accept it......

"It's really a broken love." Tang Xiaoyi tugged at the corners of his mouth and said.

Arthur was slightly stunned.

Ning Ning raised her eyes to look here, seeing that the distance between the two was slightly too close, and a trace of disdain crossed her eyes—but inexplicably her heart was a little painful, Ning Ning bit her lower lip lightly and clenched her fist gently.

Oh, what she can't get, she can't think of falling flowers.

Even if it is destroyed.

Arthur lowered his eyes lightly, so that Arthur looked more and more good-looking, and the thick eyelashes made Tang Xiaoyi want to touch it a little - MMP can't be bewitched! You're a straight man! Straight man!!!

On this day, the sun was just right, and Tang Xiaoyi and Charlie were buying poison that could poison Ning Ning on the street.

Result –

"I told you not to bother me anymore."

Tang Xiaoyi's hand froze, and his back straightened - did he hear Ning Ning's voice just now???

Tang Xiaoyi's eyes lit up, and he walked in the direction of the sound with Charlie in his arms, his hearing was not covered.

"What else do you want? It's not you who I like, so don't bother me anymore. ”

There's gossip!!

Tang Xiaoyi followed all the way, but followed the voice to a nearby alley mouth - talking about important secrets are not all in such a remote place (?). Place? Tang Xiaoyi poked his head out to look, and miraculously, no one found him in this way.

Ning Ning turned her back to him, and only saw a man who was still good-looking, gentle as water, and affectionate.

"Ning'er ......"

Ning Ning's tone was slightly impatient: "I said don't call me Ning Er again!" This is something that only someone I like can call me! ”

'Ning'er'? Isn't that what Arthur called Ning Ning? Could it be ......?!

Tang Xiaoyi was simply TMD, forcibly suppressed the anger in his heart, and continued to listen.

“…… Ning Ning, Arthur doesn't like you, only I can ......"

"Shut up! You're just jealous of Arthur, aren't you? People like you...... Gee. ”

Ning Ning took a step back in disgust and said.

Tang Xiaoyi: "......"

Heroine, what about your cold fan?

Why don't I just seduce Arthur away?

Wait a minute! How can you say it's a seduction, it's a statement that you take back what belongs to me, right?!

"No matter what, whether Arthur likes me or not, I won't let that little slut get Arthur - now there are only two choices, one is that Arthur and I live happily ever after, and the second is that I can't get Arthur, and she doesn't want to get Arthur."

"Don't think it's great if you're smarter than before, it's just a little trick! In front of me, it's just a joke to watch her! However, I can clearly perceive that this falling flower is not the previous falling flower. ”

Tang Xiaoyi: "!! ”

Charlie: "??!! ”

"So, if Arthur found out and someone robbed his sister, I don't know what he would think...... If you don't know, what a terrible thing that would have happened to Arthur. ”

Tang Xiaoyi: "......"

It would be terrible if you really knew!

What if he knew that the person who robbed his sister was Tang Xiaoyi?!

That's even more terrifying than watching a ghost movie!!

“…… Ning Ning, I have to warn you - you will lose very badly like this......"

Ning Ning's slightly crazy and hateful voice came into Tang Xiaoyi's ears: "Then I don't want Luohua to have him!! Absolutely not!!!! ”

Ning Ning was suddenly enraged.

"You don't understand this feeling at all, you don't understand this feeling at all!! He...... He's mine! It can only be mine! I love him so much that I don't want to lose the only warmth I have now! Moreover...... Besides, he has been with me for many, many years!! And what is a falling flower? Falling Flowers is just a mortal! She can't be with him all the time, only I can give him [eternity]!!! ”

"You know what? Do you understand? Hurry up and understand!! I can't imagine the feeling of losing the only light in the darkness!! Why should I fall into the abyss again? No matter who you are, there will be something you can't forget, right? No matter who you are, there will be sad things, right? I don't care what sad things she has about Luohua, I'm just thinking about this from my standpoint, what's wrong?! ”

"I'm just thinking about myself, why do you call me selfish? I just want to protect what I want to protect!! I just don't want to go through the painful feeling again, this experience...... One time is enough, why give me a second time? We all think about the same question from our own standpoint, why should I be condemned for my answer being different from theirs? ”

"I hate loneliness! I'm scared of loneliness! I'd rather grieve myself than suffer in the dark...... Why should I bear all this pain alone? No one has ever wanted to bear it with me, forget it, this kind of thing, how can it help me if you don't really love me? At the end of the day, there is no one in the world who has ever loved me!! What you call [love] is just a word, a blank conversation, is there any power? Does it mean anything? ”

"Who have you loved on this journey? Who has loved you again? Ultimately...... The person you love and the person who loves you can never be the same person...... He doesn't love me, but I love him, and I try to love Luohua. But what did Falling Flowers give me? Well, these are my excuses, and no one will want to listen to them, no matter how high-sounding they are. ”

“……”

The air is quieter than ever.

Tang Xiaoyi leaned against the wall and looked up at the sky at a forty-five degree angle.

The sky today is blue, white, and beautiful.

The golden sun fell on everyone as gently as possible, but people just complained that the sun was too poisonous and too sunny.

"What am I waiting for? There is nothing I can wait for for it, neither [self] nor [love], no matter how beautiful it is, but it will eventually disappear. ”

"In the sea of time, gradually disappearing, in the wash, no one will remember me."

"I don't want to be forgotten like this, but I tried, I used all my strength!"

"Although...... Although the results are not good, I am still trying, but they are still going through a part - [forgetting]. ”

"They forgot first about me, then they forgot [about themselves], and finally they forgot [strangulation]."

"There are some things that you can't forget, no matter what."

"It's—will be engraved here forever."

Ning Ning pointed to his heart.

"Whether to wait or not to wait, it's a painful thing! I've had enough of it on this road! ”

"Why do they all have their own companions on this road, and I'm alone? I don't want to wait any longer! ”

"What a blessing it is to have someone waiting for you."

"Maybe he's still waiting for you? Smiling at you and waving at you, the warmth of the sun illuminates the world. ”

"But I didn't!! No one waited for me! And no one knew I was waiting for him!! ”

An icy tear streaked across her cheeks, and Ning Ning sat on the ground weakly, crying silently.

Tang Xiaoyi sighed lightly, turned around, walked behind Ning Ning, put Charlie down, hesitated for a while, and then gently stretched out his hand and hugged Ning Ning.

[Lost] your way?

Then stand where you are and wait.

Someone may come to you with the leaves that have stained the world red.

The man came out of the light.

When you try to put your hand in the palm of that person's hand, that person disappears.

You burst into tears.

The tree that makes you [lost] is gently embracing you.

At that moment, pale red danced all over the sky.

It's very beautiful.

You don't need the light, you just need to be the light.

I want to talk about "Charles IX's Dream of the Moon" with more like-minded people, and pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~