Chapter 61: Act 50, [Memory] and [Illusion]
It's distressing and anxious.
One by one, they all came to mind.
The person in front of Ning Ning chuckled, and his body gradually became transparent, and finally disappeared. - It's a trap.
But Tang Xiaoyi jumped in willingly, probably because of sympathy, he began to seem to pity Ning Ning.
No one would want to be pitied at their worst, especially Ning Ning.
Ning Ning was stunned, only those tears were still sliding down from her eyes endlessly.
Ning Ning didn't want to see who hugged her, but it could never be the person she loved, never would be.
"Wow!!" Ning Ning couldn't help crying loudly, Charlie walked up to Ning Ning and gently patted the back of Ning Ning's right hand with his paw to show comfort.
Those countless memories all came to my mind at this moment.
But the speed is too fast to grasp.
After a while, the crying of the person in her arms gradually became quieter, maybe she was tired of crying, or someone hugged her from behind when she was the saddest, giving Ning Ning warmth, so that Ning Ning couldn't help but fall asleep.
"......" Tang Xiaoyi looked at Ning Ning, who didn't know when she fell asleep, a little helpless.
He is now a girl, and the girl princess is holding or carrying another girl, how strange this picture is.
"......" In the end, Tang Xiaoyi still called Arthur, but fortunately, Arthur didn't hug Ning Ning - otherwise the picture would be even stranger......
Tang Xiaoyi sat in the back seat of the car - when he realized that this was a trap, fortunately it was not too late, and there was still a chance to remedy it.
It can be said that Ning Ning is a copy of him, and the most appropriate thing is to say so.
Because the moment Tang Xiaoyi hugged Ning Ning, he suddenly realized a strange place-
Ning Ning is really too much like the original Tang Xiaoyi.
However, Tang Xiaoyi used his poisonous tongue to cover up, while Ning Ning used indifference.
It's no wonder that Tang Xiaoyi didn't realize this problem at first, because too many heroines are sad in their hearts and cold on the surface.
Why did Ning Ning, as a god of creation, lower his identity and fall in love with Arthur?
It's all fake.
All the flaws are in one place.
The world is all too normal.
Doesn't it seem a bit abnormal if it's too normal and doesn't make mistakes?
It's too normal, it's too real.
So much so that Tang Xiaoyi was a little skeptical that he was also a fake and fake.
And even - Arthur is not himself.
Yes, of course, it's Arthur in [the world], not Arthur in real life.
In other words, Arthur [in the world] is not the original, it may be someone else.
It could also be [myself].
But none of this is certain.
Because the loophole was too small, Tang Xiaoyi squinted his eyes, defeating Ning Ning was equivalent to defeating himself.
Having said so much, the ultimate goal is to let Tang Xiaoyi kill himself.
It seems like a very difficult thing to do.
When Tang Xiaoyi and Zha Li wanted to kill Ning Ning, Ning Ning would always be spared.
And Tang Xiaoyi and Charlie automatically think that it is the role of the protagonist's aura.
However, the opposite is true.
Tang Xiaoyi didn't want to die, so Ning Ning wouldn't die.
Tang Xiaoyi felt danger awakely, and Ning Ning would also wake up and feel danger.
Tang Xiaoyi felt sadness, and Ning Ning would also feel sadness.
Someone controlled Ning Ning, but they couldn't control it too much, because Ning Ning was actually almost controlled by Tang Xiaoyi.
This is also why Ning Ning was suddenly provoked to shout these words.
Tang Xiaoyi rubbed his eyebrows a little annoyed, it was not so easy to kill himself.
He's not shaking M, besides, no matter how stupid he is to shake M, he won't be stupid enough to kill himself.
Damn, it's a very difficult and easy thing to do.
It's easy, but it's hard.
Tang Xiaoyi couldn't kill himself, and he couldn't do anything about it.
Who would be bored enough to kill themselves???
Unless it's a very desperate person.
"Luohua, what are you thinking?"
Tang Xiaoyi was stunned, a little confused, looking at Arthur who suddenly asked himself a question.
"I ......"
I don't know.
I'm struggling.
The moment Tang Xiaoyi knew that Ning Ning was himself, many thoughts flew by.
The last thought came to mind – I didn't want to die.
Laughing at it, who would want to die?
There is nothing wrong with this, but I have always denied it in my heart: I am not greedy for life and afraid of death, I am not greedy for life and afraid of death, I am not greedy for life and afraid of death.
"Falling flowers." Arthur turned his back to Tang Xiaoyi, Tang Xiaoyi couldn't see Arthur's expression clearly, his tone was light, and he couldn't tell the difference between joy and anger, "You are not a falling flower." ”
"I am." Tang Xiaoyi replied angrily.
"You're not."
Tang Xiaoyi: "......"
TMD。
"Where the hell am I not?! Are you going to take off my pants and see if I have that thing before you're satisfied, right? Tang Xiaoyi didn't choose to say anything as soon as he spoke.
Arthur's face was a little pale: "Could it be that the skin is, but the soul, oh no, the inner core is definitely not." ”
Tang Xiaoyi: "............"
How do you know?!
"You're a lot like a person."
Tang Xiaoyi was stunned and lowered his eyes slightly.
"Yes, it's like, it's very much like. If you're dressed like him, I'll think you're him. ”
Tang Xiaoyi couldn't help but clench his fists lightly.
"Do you know why I haven't hated you so much lately? Because you look like him very much, I almost think you're him, so naturally I can't hate it. ”
"Ning Ning is also very similar, but it's still a lot worse."
"You've changed a lot since you came out of the hospital, and you never hid it."
"It's hard not to see it."
Tang Xiaoyi suddenly didn't want to listen to Arthur, no matter how good his voice was.
Tang Xiaoyi looked at the moving scenery a little impatiently, and he suddenly missed the unchanged scenery on the road of no return.
The scenery flew too fast.
This reminded Tang Xiaoyi of his mood, the [real] [self].
"If you compare Ning Ning with someone who is more like him, I will definitely choose you without hesitation."
"But what I can be sure of now is that you are—Tang, Xiao, and Wing."
The last three words smashed on the tip of Tang Xiaoyi's heart one by one, making Tang Xiaoyi a little unable to help but tremble.
Forgetting that Arthur was not so gentle and naïve on the surface......
Forgetting that Arthur is an old fritter who has lived for many years......
Forgot to cover yourself up and dress up as a falling flower......
Forgot about ......
I have forgotten a lot, but it is you, you who will never forget.
Some of the memories are still in the corner, but one day I will remember them.
"So, Xiaoyi, do you have any purpose?"
When he said this, Arthur's tone was slightly smiling.
What else have you forgotten?
Forgot to refute Arthur!!!
Does such silence make Arthur feel that he is acquiescing?!!!
"I ......"
Tang Xiaoyi rubbed his eyebrows in annoyance again - "I can't say that I'm here to kick you off the protagonist!" Give me down' that kind of thing, right? It's really embarrassing to say it......
"If you don't want to say it, don't say it, don't force you."
Arthur was as empathetic as ever.
Change is not [the world], not them, not the scenery that was first seen.
Rather—[self].
"If I did something harmful to you, would you forgive me?" Tang Xiaoyi asked.
"Yes."
Almost without thinking.
It's ...... Irony.
See, it's not that people have changed, it's me, it's me.
At what point did the change occur?
Maybe when you kill Five, or when you remember the bloody wedding.
But definitely not at this time or when it becomes a falling flower.
Before that, Tang Xiaoyi's [self] had already changed.
What has changed, it is up to 'Tang Xiaoyi' to [find] the answer by himself.
Tang Xiaoyi didn't want to speak, and Arthur didn't want to disturb Tang Xiaoyi, so let Tang Xiaoyi think about it alone.
There are a lot of unresolved issues.
Is that bloody wedding my [memory], or my [delusion], or my [world]?
Ah, it's a little confusing between [illusion] and [memory].
But perhaps, these two are the same thing – something that people don't like.
Tang Xiaoyi saw Ning Ning's quiet sleeping face in an afterglow.
It was calm, no hysteria before, just quiet.
Very quiet.
Quiet ...... It's a bit noisy.
Tang Xiaoyi looked at Ning Ning's sleeping face a little demented.
Why dementia?
Tang Xiaoyi couldn't speak.
But definitely not a liking, not an obsession.
Rather, it was a strange emotion......
But now Tang Xiaoyi didn't hate Ning Ning a little, but liked it a little.
Ah, certainly not between couples.
This feeling of liking is not wonderful, but has a strange feeling.
It feels strange, and I can't say what's strange.
Ah, where did you think of it before?
Oh...... said that Ning Ning was very much like herself......
Wait a minute!!
Myself? [Self]?
Tang Xiaoyi suddenly realized that something was strange, and he always hated Ning Ning.
No matter where it is, whether it is appearance or personality, it is very similar to 'Tang Xiaoyi'!
Of course, it's a bit awkward for a girl to look like a boy......
It seems to have figured it out before.
This is really a deliberate trap and conspiracy.
Ning Ning originally knew that 'Falling Flowers' was not the original 'Falling Flowers'.
And Tang Xiaoyi would imagine all the plots of Mary Sue, so he naturally knew that Arthur might break into the bathroom while Ning Ning was taking a bath.
So Tang Xiaoyi will stop Arthur.
Someone would tell Arthur what was in the bathroom, and it must be something that Arthur [expected].
For example, Tang Xiaoyi is back.
Although it was a bit awkward in the bathroom, it didn't affect Arthur at all to find out.
Ning Ning is Tang Xiaoyi, just like the relationship between the Jingyin Twins.
A mirror reflects two people who are different genders and personalities.
But it's very similar.
The two of them can't look in the mirror together, otherwise sensitive people like Tang Xiaoyi will find that things are different.
In other words, Tang Xiaoyi can't be allowed to find out that Ning Ning is Tang Xiaoyi.
If Tang Xiaoyi kills himself, then Tang Xiaoyi will truly disappear.
So the goal of this mission is not to pull Ning Ning down from the protagonist position, but to pull himself down from the protagonist position.
Tang Xiaoyi suddenly had a bold idea.
Don't do anything, just break this illusion yourself.
Tang Xiaoyi glanced at Ning Ning, who was asleep, and glanced ahead a little humbly, and found that Arthur did not turn his head.
Tang Xiaoyi secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and stretched out a pair of hands, which were very white, and they were pinching Ning Ning's neck at this time.
Start straining.
- It takes a little effort to kill you.
Gradually, I used more strength.
In this process, Tang Xiaoyi also felt uncomfortable.
"Xiaoyi? Dawn Wing! Stop it!!! ”
The last picture that emerged was - Arthur turned around, it was a familiar face, but Tang Xiaoyi's vision was blurred, and ...... And my head is so dizzy......
No, I'm going to faint......
In the end, Tang Xiaoyi fainted.
Loss of consciousness and consciousness.
Like Ning Ning, he fell asleep and passed.
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