When the third child saw that I didn't say anything, he didn't ask any more, but just found clean clothes for me. I went to take a shower, leaned against the wall, cold water still rushed through my body, I didn't know what I was going to do in the future, I never thought I would get this kind of thing, even if I was forced, but I was still full of uncertainty about my future.

I haven't tried it, but I know it's hard to quit, and I'm more and more worried about whether one day I will become like Zhang Du, then my whole life will be ruined, I will completely become a garbage, a garbage, how can I snatch Li Fei'er back, and what should the Zhang family do? How can I be ashamed of my father?

The more I thought about it, the more irritated I became, and at this moment, suddenly an angry roar sounded in the nightclub: "You bastards, let me out." "This manic voice is Zhang Du.

My heart trembled violently, he had been locked up for two days, and I could tell from his voice that he was going crazy. I don't think about it, will one day I want him to be like this, no human being, no ghost or ghost.

I sighed deeply, got dressed and walked out, the third brother came over and sighed: "Third young master, you better go up and have a look, the second young master is about to tear down the nightclub." ”

I nodded lightly, went upstairs, and came to the place where Zhang Du was imprisoned by me, Zhang Du saw me, and immediately grinned and said: "Zhang Ming, you dead wild seed, let Lao Tzu go, otherwise Lao Tzu will kill you." ”

Zhang Du, who had been imprisoned for two days, was unkempt at this time, with snot and tears flowing down his face, as disgusting as he was, but when I saw him like this, I couldn't get angry, but I seemed to think of what I would look like in the future.

I closed my eyes and tried to clear my mind as much as possible, and then asked the third child to find a piece of tape, sealed Zhang Du's mouth, and said lightly: "Second brother, it's been two days, if you insist on it, in addition to bringing you food in the future, I will lock you here every day until the day you can quit." "Whether it's a year, two years, or ten years, I'm going to lock Zhang Du up here.

I came to a quiet room, lay on the sofa, and wondered if I should tie myself up like Zhang Du.

Thinking about it, maybe I was too tired, and I fell asleep with tired eyes. I don't know when, in the haze, I felt that something was wrong with me, very awkward, very uncomfortable, this uncomfortable feeling immediately spread to my brain, and I couldn't help but open my eyes.

My eyes widened, this feeling seemed to be understood, flickering, suddenly, the bones of my whole body began to itch, it was this feeling, there were countless ants climbing on the bones, it was very uncomfortable, suffocation, more uncomfortable than death.

"Ahh I couldn't help but scream, slapped myself on the head, scratched my body, and slapped myself, but I became more and more uncomfortable, and even wanted to die.

I slammed my head on the table beside me, I had never been so painful, this kind of pain from the inside, more painful than heartache, my soul was tormented.

"Third Young Master, what's wrong with you?" I made too much noise, and the third child worriedly pushed open the door and ran in.

When he saw me constantly banging my head on the table, the third child was frightened, and hurriedly walked over, held my hands and feet, and asked, "Third young master, why did you harm yourself?" ”

I grabbed the third child's hand tightly and trembled: "I'm uncomfortable, so uncomfortable, I want to die!" ”

The third child was stunned, stared at me for a while, and with his full experience, he had already seen my situation, and said in a panic: "Third young master, you won't touch that thing, right?" ”

I didn't know how to explain it to him, so I could only nod my head violently, and the third child blamed: "You're crazy, it's not like you haven't seen this thing, I've been doing this for so many years, I don't dare to touch it, and the people who sell these things can't wait to keep these things away from their bodies, how can you touch it." ”

"I... I'll tell you later. I pressed my head and said bitterly, "I want to... Find a way, hurry... Help... I. ”

The third child was at a loss and said: "This... How can this be saved. ”

"Quick... I'm going to die, hurry! "I gritted my teeth and put my hands in my hair, and my hair was about to be torn off.

The third child hurriedly said, "This... Third Young Master, I don't know what to do. ”

"Or, you... You help me get some. I said the last thing I wanted to say, and trembled, "Let me slow down, let me slow down." "I must be very embarrassed now, during the day I thought I could at least control myself, but when that momentum came up, it was really difficult to resist, and I couldn't bear it at all.

The third child said with difficulty: "Third young master, do you know why those addicts are so difficult to quit?" Because when they first started to touch, just like you, they also wanted to suck again, and after sucking this time, they would quit next time, but if this continues, it will only become more and more difficult to quit, do you really want it? ”

I was about to die, and I burst into tears, saying, "But I'm uncomfortable! ”

The third child sighed and said, "Then I'll find it for you." ”

"Go, go." I looked at the third child longingly.

The third child looked at me regretfully, let go of me, and walked out of the room.

After the third child left, I rolled on the bed, I didn't even know when I rolled to the ground, I tore my clothes, I tore my hair, I grabbed my skin.

No way! I can't ask for it, and if I do, I'll be completely useless.

I gritted my teeth and got up, closed the door to my room, locked it again, and staggered to the bathroom, and after taking two steps, I fell to the floor and crawled into the bathroom.

When I went to the bathroom and turned on the faucet, there was still cold water rushing on my head, but the pain on my body did not diminish at all, and I could only hold on desperately.

I don't know how long it took, in the midst of resistance, I was exhausted, my body was tired, my heart was tired, I was powerless to resist anymore, I lost consciousness, I fainted, and the water from the faucet was still rushing on my body.

When I woke up again, I was awakened by a chill, and I opened my eyes in a daze, the water still running down. I found myself feeling better and less uncomfortable, but still a little uncomfortable.

I got up and turned off the faucet, changed my clothes with a shudder, and lay back on the bed, where I lay for a while to find that cold sweat was soaking my back.

I seemed to grit my teeth and resist, and when I think back to last night's experience, I kind of admire my own willpower.

After lying on the bed for a long, long time, I slowly got up, opened the door and walked out, just in time to see the third child walking up, seeing me, and hurriedly asked, "Third young master, are you okay?" ”

I wiped the cold sweat from my forehead and nodded, and the third child smiled with satisfaction and said, "Let's go downstairs and eat, I bought some porridge." ”

After eating the porridge, the third child suddenly spoke: "Third young master, although you have resisted all night, it is not over yet, you have only touched it once, the addiction is not so big, you can be like last night from time to time, even more uncomfortable, more painful, you have to be mentally prepared." ”

I smiled bitterly, to be honest, I don't have that much confidence in myself, I don't know how long I can hold on to myself, when I think back to last night, I will break out in a cold sweat, and then, I can only watch it day by day.

After eating, I made a porridge and gave it to Zhang Du, at this time Zhang Du was lying on the ground, drowsy, I think he was just as tired as I was last night, but he was more painful than me.

I patted him on the face, woke him up, opened his eyes, and as soon as he saw me, he opened his mouth and bit me, I quickly backed away and half-jokingly: "Are you a dog?" ”

Zhang Du's eyes widened, and as soon as I tore the tape off his mouth, he immediately said viciously: "You dog, let me go." ”

I didn't care what he said, I said, "I'm doing this for your good." ”

"For your mother!" Zhang Du always scolded and scolded.

I put the packaged porridge in front of him and said, "Do you want to eat or not?" ”

Zhang Duer didn't say a word, buried his head in the bowl, and devoured it.

After eating, Zhang Du's eyes softened a little when he looked at me, and he wanted to cry without tears: "Third brother, just give me some, please, I can't stand it anymore." ”