248. I'm dying

Zhang Du, who was aggressive and said that he was going to kill me just now, suddenly bowed his head to me inexplicably, which made me a little unresponsive.

However, I naturally couldn't let go of him, and finally locked him up for a few days, but I couldn't give up all my efforts here, I smiled faintly and said, "Say hug, I'll leave first when I'm full, and I'll let someone bring you food at noon." With that, I got up and was about to leave.

"Wait, third brother, don't go." Zhang Du hurriedly said and prayed: "Just let me go, I'm about to die of discomfort." Zhang Du said with a handful of snot and tears, as if he was about to die.

I hesitated for a moment, and suddenly spoke: "Second brother, how did you feel when you first got this thing, and you wanted to suck it?" ”

Zhang Du thought for a while and said, "It's very uncomfortable, it's the same as now, okay, I said, you can let it go." Zhang Du looked at me longingly, he knew that it was useless to threaten me, so he wanted to say soft words.

I didn't pay attention to him anymore, tore off the tape and dipped it on his mouth, Zhang Du saw this, and scolded viciously: "Zhang Ming, you son of a ......" I didn't give him a chance to continue, and directly stuck to his mouth, Zhang Du could only "woo" and scream.

At night, I locked the door of my room, put a bucket of ice in the bathroom, filled the bathtub with water, and went to sleep.

It seemed that in the early hours of the morning, the unbearable and unpleasant pain swept over again, and I woke up from my dream, and before the feeling had yet to permeate my body, I quickly got up from the ground, and in a panic poured all the ice into the bathtub, and then I stripped naked and plunged into the bathtub.

I can only control the pain of the ten thousand ant bites, even if it is not very useful, but the cold touch can at least keep me a little sane.

As the minutes ticked by, the irrepressible pain reached its peak, and I slammed my fist against the wall, and my hand didn't feel any pain.

I don't know how long it took, I was tired, I just lay down in the bathtub and fell asleep, even if my body was in pain, I didn't have the strength to resist anymore.

When I woke up again, my body seemed to regain its calmness and the unbearable feeling was gone.

I went out of the holiday and came downstairs to see the third child, and as soon as the third child saw me, he immediately asked, "Third young master, there was nothing wrong last night, right?" ”

I shook my head and said, "It's okay! "I say that, but it's just me, and every time I force patience, it's really worse than death.

The third child saw that I was in good shape, so he breathed a sigh of relief, and then said: "Third young master, I really admire you, someone touched this for the first time, and as soon as the addiction came up, he couldn't bear it for a day, you have been carrying it for two days, and before long, the feeling of your desire will become weaker and weaker, and then you will not want to smoke it at all." ”

I smiled and said, "I hope." ”

I vaguely noticed that last night was obviously more painful than the night before, and I didn't know what was going to happen tonight, and I wasn't sure how long I would last.

In the afternoon, my father called me and asked me to go back to Zhang's house in the evening, saying that I would often eat at Zhang's house, so that I could have more contact with the elders of the Zhang family, and it would also be beneficial for me to take over the position of head of the family in the future.

I was afraid that my father would see something, so I found an excuse to prevaricate, I can go back to Zhang's house, but I can't go back in this state.

That night, before I was ready, I was caught off guard by the sensation that came over me, and I realized that the pain had grown stronger, and it was no longer early in the morning, but earlier.

I locked my room in a frenzy and ran in the bathtub full of ice cubes as I had for the previous two days, but I found that it was useless, not only was it worse than death, but I felt at any time that if I didn't inject myself, I would die at any time.

I feel that I can't do it anymore, and if I continue like this, I'm going to die, and I want to call the third child up and ask him to find a way to stop me, but if the third child comes up, I will definitely not be able to control myself, and let him bring me some.

I got up from the bathtub tremblingly, took out my mobile phone, and dialed Qi Yue's number, so far, I can only find her.

As soon as Qi Yue connected, I immediately said anxiously: "Xiaoyue, hurry, come to Baise Nightclub to find me, I can't hold on." ”

When Qi Yue heard that I was wrong, she hurriedly asked, "Zhang Ming, what's wrong with you?" Don't worry, speak slowly. ”

"Come to me, quick!" I'm already shaking with my phone, and I'm starting to tremble when I speak, if it's still like last night, I'll be able to persevere, but tonight the pain has begun to intensify, and it's completely over my limit.

Qi Yue nervously asked me what was wrong, but I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't speak, the phone fell from my hand to the ground, and I rolled wildly on the ground, making an unbearable low sound.

I don't know if Qi Yue is here or not, but if she doesn't come, I won't be able to survive tonight, I really can't hold on, I will definitely let the third child come up and let him get the goods for me, and at that time, I will definitely fall completely.

The more time passed, the more unbearable I became, my clothes were torn by me, and my room was a mess.

I couldn't bear it any longer, and opened the door suddenly, wanting to rush to find the third child, however, the moment I opened the door, Qi Yue suddenly stood outside the door, and when she saw me, she called out in a daze: "Zhang Ming!" ”

I threw myself on top of her and begged, "Tie me up, quick, tie me up." ”

Qi Yue couldn't react for a while, and asked me, "What's wrong with you?" ”

I had the last shred of my sanity left, and said, "Don't ask, tie me up, please." ”

Seeing that my appearance was a little crazy and a little humble, Qi Yue hugged me and cried, "Zhang Ming, what's wrong with you?" Don't scare me. ”

I didn't answer Qi Yue's words, but gritted my teeth, I felt that I was going to explode, and I was going to explode, Qi Yue hugged me tightly, as if to calm me down.

But no matter how calm I am, I'm already on the verge of collapse, and I may burst at any moment.

Qi Yue hugged me tightly while looking at my appearance, she should have heard or seen some of it, my painful appearance, she immediately knew what happened to me.

Qi Yue was surprised: "Zhang Ming, did you touch that kind of thing?" ”

I nodded with difficulty, and Qi Yue accused, "Don't you want to die?" Don't you know how harmful this thing is, have you thought about your future? ”

Listening to Qi Yue's words, I shed tears, leaned on Qi Yue's arms and cried bitterly, sobbing: "It's not me, it's not me, it's someone else's harm, I don't want to touch this at all." ”

This is the first time I have been so fragile since I came to Liangguang from Binhai, I have been here for a few months, and I have always been strong and cold in front of outsiders, but because of this thing, I have become like a dog.

Qi Yue looked at me in shock, and at this moment, my movement made a noise to the third child, and the third child hurriedly came over from another room, and said anxiously: "Third young master, are you starting to feel uncomfortable again?" ”

As soon as I saw the third child, the last trace of my sanity disappeared, like a hungry wolf who had been hungry for a long time and shouted at the third child: "Third child, hurry, get me some, I'm going crazy, I'm going to die." ”

The third child was a little embarrassed: "Third young master, do you really want it?" You've been holding on for two days, and if you want to, you're going to waste it. ”

I didn't hesitate at all, and yelled with a hideous face: "Go to Lao Tzu!" ”

The third child was entangled for a while, my appearance was too miserable, the third child couldn't stand it, turned around and was about to go upstairs, Qi Yue suddenly shouted at him: "I can't give it to him!" ”

The third child stopped, looked at me, and I yelled at him directly: "Look at your mother, look, don't you give it to Lao Tzu quickly, and believe it or not, I'll kill you." ”

The third sighed and ran upstairs, Qi Yue still wanted to stop him, I directly grabbed Qi Yue's hand tightly, and said bitterly: "Xiaoyue, I'm so uncomfortable that I'm about to die, just let me touch a little, I beg you." ”

Qi Yue's tears couldn't stop flowing, she looked at me distressedly, didn't say anything, just kept shaking her head.

The third child quickly took the things down, a small packet of white flour, exactly the same as the last time my grandfather gave Zhang Du, I eagerly reached out to take it......