As the thunder fell, it was already raining outside the window, and the sound of the rain covered my shouts, and my voice seemed to be washed away by the rain, and it seemed so small in the gray rain drops.

The heavy rain continued, and I still held Chen Ya's letter tightly in my hand, and I still couldn't believe that Chen Ya just left.

I lay in bed, feeling so tired, closed my eyes and prepared to fall asleep.

However, at this time, the door of the ward was pushed open, and I didn't look up, thinking that it was Li Fei'er and the monkey who had returned.

I heard a footstep stop at the head of my bed, and I didn't speak for a long time.

I felt very strange, and quickly sat up and looked, and saw Zhao Hai standing next to my bed, and the two of us looked at each other.

Seeing him suddenly appear, I couldn't help but be surprised, and looked at him in a daze, until he spoke first and shouted: "Wang Xuan." ”

Then I came to my senses, and turned my head away, and looked at him again, because I didn't want to talk to him at all.

Zhao Hai hesitated for a moment, then called out again: "Wang Xuan." ”

I said impatiently: "If there is anything, you can say it quickly, and leave quickly after you are done." "Because of Chen Ya's departure, my mood is not very good, and my tone is also very impulsive.

"Wang Xuan, I'm sorry." Zhao Hai said heavily, and then I saw him bent his knees and knelt in front of me.

I hurriedly said, "Say whatever you want, don't kneel." ”

Zhao Hai's face was painful, his eyes were closed, and he said: "Wang Xuan, I, Zhao Hai, am sorry for you, I owe you, I am not human, but I can't help it, my family is going to be collected by loan sharks again, Fang Mingdong They said that they could give me 50,000 yuan and help me repay my family's 50,000 yuan, but let me betray you." ”

"At first, I was reluctant, but as soon as I came home, I saw my mother with a sad face all day long, and called someone to borrow money at night, and as soon as others heard that she wanted to borrow money, they hung up the phone directly, and I saw that my mother was so uncomfortable, and I was also very distressed."

"Wang Xuan, I'm a waste, I'm useless, I can't help my family, so I can only betray you."

"I also thought about it, when I take 50,000 yuan and pay off my family's debts, I will come to atone for your sins."

"Now that I'm here, you can beat me or scold me as much as you want, I will never blink an eye."

As he spoke, Zhao Hai raised his head and looked at me resolutely, ready to be beaten by me.

"Alas!" I let out a long sigh, to be honest, I sympathize with Zhao Hai, and I understand him, but I hate him.

I said indifferently: "I won't beat you, I won't scold you, you can go." ”

Hearing my words, Zhao Hai looked at me with a shocked face and wondered, "Why? ”

"There's no why, you go." I just stopped, now I'm tired, I don't want to go on any longer, I just want to get a good night's sleep.

"No, I'm not leaving." Zhao Hai said firmly: "If you don't teach me a lesson, I won't be able to do it." ”

I couldn't say, "I'm not in the mood right now, you can go." ”

Zhao Hai's face darkened, and he said, "Wang Xuan, are you still blaming me?" I know that I, Zhao Hai, am not human, betraying my brother, you can give me a good time, okay? I'm begging you. ”

"I don't blame you."

"Don't be angry, I know you blame me, you can beat me." Zhao Hai didn't believe my words.

I really obeyed, I've never seen such a beating, I didn't want to hit him, he actually begged me to beat him.

I looked at him very seriously and said, "I really don't blame you, and I don't want to beat you." ”

Zhao Hai was stunned and said, "Really? ”

"Really." I nodded heavily.

Hearing me say this, Zhao Hai stood up from the ground, thinking that I had forgiven him, and said with a smile on his face: "Wang Xuan, thank you, I'll pour you a glass of water." ”

As he spoke, Zhao Hai went out and poured a glass of water and handed it to me, but I didn't take it.

Zhao Hai looked puzzled, and I said lightly: "I said that I don't blame you, it doesn't mean that I don't hate you, and it doesn't mean that I can forgive you." ”

Zhao Hai was stunned, and after a long time, he said slowly: "This ...... What do you mean? ”

I looked at him directly, and said word by word: "Zhao Hai, I understand you, you betrayed me in order to help you repay the loan shark, I have nothing to say, because, if it were me, I would do the same." ”

My words made Zhao Hai even more puzzled.

I continued: "But I hate you, and I don't forgive you because you didn't treat me as a brother. ”

"No, it's not." Zhao Hai hurriedly said: "I treat you as a brother and treat you as my best brother." ”

"Hehe......" I sneered and said, "You ask yourself, do you really treat me as a brother?" ”

"I ......"

Before Zhao Hai's words could be spoken, I interrupted him: "About your family's loan shark, I also know that Fang Mingdong wants to give you 50,000 yuan to betray me, why don't you tell me, do you know, if you tell me earlier, I will quit by myself, as long as Fang Mingdong can give you this 50,000 yuan and let me get out of No. 1 Middle School, what, I think I can help you, it's worth it." ”

Zhao Hai looked at me blankly, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, lying on my hospital bed, crying in pain.

I said, "So, I can not blame you, but I can't help but hate you, let alone forgive you." ”

Zhao Hai and Chen Ya have done the same thing, they both have all kinds of hardships, but I can forgive Chen Ya, but I can't forgive Zhao Hai, because the two of them have different identities, Zhao Hai is the brother who climbed up with me step by step, the two of us, without anyone, there will be no scenery.

We are the best brothers, but I can't accept it, he doesn't tell me about it, the best brother, you should open your heart, especially in the most difficult times, you should ask your brother for help, otherwise, what kind of bullshit brother is this.

I said coldly: "You go, this incident will be treated as if it never happened, and we will no longer be brothers in the future." ”

"No, don't." Zhao Hai was a little panicked and said, "Wang Xuan, you can give me another chance." ”

My expression is very indifferent, and there is no change in my appearance, but my heart has long been turbulent, if Ma Yuan is my first good friend and Monkey is my first brother, then Zhao Hai is my first good brother who accompanies me through suffering.

Abandoning such a brother, my heart is also very uncomfortable, but I can't let go, it's easy to say forgive, but it's hard to really forgive.

Zhao Hai knelt beside the bed, crying and begging me to forgive him, I was sad because of Chen Ya's departure, but when I saw Zhao Hai like this, my eyes couldn't help but be red, and tears were about to flow down again.

At this moment, Li Fei'er and the monkey came back, it was raining heavily outside, and it was cold, the two of them were like chickens in soup, and the monkey also complained: "What the hell is this weather, if it rains, it will rain, I ......"

The monkey walked in as he spoke, and when he saw the scene in the ward, he immediately swallowed the words that followed.

Li Fei'er and the monkey walked up, and I quickly wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes.

Zhao Hai also stood up with tears on his face at this time, and as soon as the monkey saw Zhao Hai, he immediately rushed up in anger, grabbed Zhao Hai's collar, and said viciously: "What are you doing here, do you still want to come to the hospital to make up for the knife?" Didn't you see that Wang Xuan had been harmed like this by you? I wanted to go back to school and clean you up, but you sent it to the door yourself, okay, see if I don't beat you to death. ”

The monkey said a lot of things menacingly, not giving Zhao Hai a chance to speak at all.

Zhao Hai said in a panic: "Brother Monkey, I didn't, I'm here to ......"

However, the monkey didn't give him a chance to continue, and knocked Zhao Hai to the ground with one punch, and the monkey rode on him again, and wanted to continue to do it, so I hurriedly said: "Monkey, stop, don't fight." ”

The monkey's hand froze in the air, looked at me puzzled, and said indignantly: "Wang Xuan, I know that you and he are good brothers, but don't forget what he did to you, let me tell you, you can't be soft-hearted this time, this kind of two or five boys, it is not unjust to kill him." ”

It can be seen that the monkey seems to hate Zhao Hai very much, I can't stop the monkey just by saying it, but I can't get out of bed yet, I can only look at Li Fei'er, hoping that Li Fei'er can stop the monkey.

Li Fei'er understood, walked over, and said indifferently: "Okay, monkey, don't fight." ”

The monkey pondered for a while, snorted coldly, shook Zhao Hai away, kicked him, and scolded: "Hurry up, don't let me see you, otherwise I'm afraid I won't be able to help but beat you to death." ”

Zhao Hai sat on the ground, his eyes were looking, and he wanted to say something to me, I frowned and said, "Zhao Hai, you can go." ”

Zhao Hai struggled to get up from the ground and left the ward in despair.

Li Fei'er and the monkey just came back from the rain and went to change their clothes, the monkey was quite interesting, and as soon as he came out of the bathroom, he said, "I'll go out, you two should stay inside." "Seeing him like this, he must be afraid that the two of us will be too close and abuse him later.

Li Fei'er sat at the head of my bed, her eyes were on my hand, and at this time, I was still holding the letter that Chen Ya gave me.

Li Fei'er said expressionlessly: "I've read it all." ”

I nodded, I was afraid that Li Fei'er would think too much, so I handed her the letter and said, "If you want to see it, you can also take a look." ”

Li Fei'er turned her head away and said flatly: "I don't want to see it." ”

"Look, I know you want to see it." I personally put the letter into her eyes.

Li Fei'er glared, pouted and said, "I don't want to, take it!" After that, she hit me again.

"Okay, if you don't look at it, you won't see it." I put the letter away, this is the last thing Chen Ya left me, I must put it away.

"I want to watch it again now."

"It's late!"

"Give it to me." Li Fei'er pounced on me and tickled me.

"Okay, you dare to scratch me, see if I don't clean you up." I rolled over, pressed Li Fei'er under me, and teased her with my hands.

Li Fei'er and I were fighting, and suddenly, the door of the ward was pushed open again, I thought it was a monkey breaking in again, and I was about to scold him, but when I saw the people who came in, Li Fei'er and I were stunned at the same time......