During this period, Wang Mengyao also came to visit me and accompanied me for several days, and He Siyang was with her, slowly, they were getting closer and closer, and I felt that it didn't matter, maybe it was because He Siyang helped me so much.

If it weren't for He Siyang this time, I might even be even worse, so seeing the two of them getting closer, I didn't have the previous sense of rejection.

After Wang Mengyao and He Siyang took care of me for three days, they left the ward, and then it was Li Fei'er and the monkey's turn to take care of me.

However, Li Fei'er and I have always been close and very unhappy to abuse the monkey, so he spent very little time in the ward, and I was happy and clean, which happened to give me and Li Fei'er a two-person world.

I also knew what happened after I was stabbed by Ye Zufei, Ye Zufei was beaten badly by Brother Ghost, when he saw me fall, Li Feier lost his mind, and almost asked Brother Ghost to kill Ye Zufei, but Brother Ghost still kept his senses, knowing that there was a Ye family behind Ye Zufei, and he didn't kill him.

Li Fei'er said as she spoke, as she seemed to remember the events of that day again, and said to me with red eyes: "At that time, I thought, if you have a case, I will let Ye Zufei accompany you to the funeral, so that it doesn't matter what Ye family he is." ”

Hearing Li Fei'er's words, I was moved, stretched out my hand to hug her, and secretly thought in my heart, I must be so good to Li Fei'er in the future, I owe her too much.

Just as Li Fei'er and I hugged each other and felt each other's temperature, the monkey, a bad guy, pushed open the door and walked in without saying hello.

As soon as he came in, he said sourly: "I said can you two not get tired all day long, there is a single dog here." ”

The monkey came in every time at the most critical time, making the two of us very unhappy, Li Fei'er glared at him and said, "Can you knock on the door first when you come in the future." ”

The monkey shrugged his shoulders and said innocently: "It's because you can't control yourself, okay, I don't get tired of seeing you kissing and hugging every day." ”

Li Fei'er still wanted to scold him, so I hurriedly preemptively said: "Okay, okay, monkey, is there something urgent for you to come in?" "Because I saw that the monkey had an envelope in his hand, and if he was okay, he wouldn't have broken in for no reason.

"It's not a rush." As he spoke, the monkey handed me the envelope in front of me and said, "Just now someone asked me to give you this letter, saying that it is very important, so that you must take a good look at it." ”

"How can anyone still write letters these days?" I muttered and took the envelope from the monkey's hand.

When I saw the words on the envelope, I was immediately surprised and quickly asked, "Monkey, who is the person who wrote to you?" ”

The monkey shook his head and said, "I don't know, it's a man, I haven't seen it, what's wrong?" My reaction was too excited, and Li Fei'er looked at me curiously.

"It's fine." I looked at the words on the envelope, held the envelope, and felt heavy in my heart, because the envelope read: To my dearest person, Wang Xuan. The person who made the payment was Chen Ya.

My heart spounded, I stared at the envelope, motionless, I didn't dare to open the letter, I was afraid to see the contents.

Li Fei'er also stretched out her head to look at the envelope, and when she saw the words on the envelope, her face was very calm, and she whispered to me: "Wang Xuan, you are just a lot sick, I'll buy you some fruit to eat." With that, she got up from her bed, pulled the monkey and prepared to leave.

The monkey didn't know what the situation was, so he said to me curiously: "Wang Xuan, is it a letter that a girl has a crush on you and wrote to you, Fei'er, let me remind you first, be careful that Wang Xuan is abducted by someone......"

The monkey was verbose, and before he finished speaking, Li Fei'er forcibly dragged him out, and the monkey was still very puzzled: "Hey, what are you pulling me for, let me tell you, Wang Xuan's peach blossom luck is a lot in school...... voice gradually drifted away.

I opened the envelope with trembling hands, and a wave of unease welled up in my heart.

I pulled out the paper in the envelope, only to see that it was written: Wang Xuan, when you saw this letter, I left, please forgive me for saying goodbye, I haven't seen you since you were injured, it's not that I don't want to go, but I don't dare, I'm sorry for you, I don't have the face to see you, I'm even more afraid, I saw you, my thoughts will be shaken.

The time with you is the happiest for me, every time I am by your side, I will have an inexplicable sense of security, and I am very happy, I don't know if you will blame me, in my heart, I have secretly regarded you as my boyfriend.

I think, there must be a lot of questions in your heart, why do I follow the orders of people like Ye Zufei, because he once helped me, two years ago, my mother had a serious illness and needed a lot of money, but my family no longer had any savings to treat my mother, and later, it was Ye Zufei who helped me, he not only helped me, but also arranged a job for my parents after my mother recovered from her illness, and he was very kind to me.

I thought he was a good man, and even for a moment, I fell in love with him, but I didn't expect that he helped me, but he just wanted to take advantage of me, and he often called me out and asked me to accompany some old men, saying that it was his family's business partner, and as long as the business was negotiated, I would also be paid.

Of course I refused, no matter how much I was paid, I would not sell my body, but he changed his face, he said, if I don't do what he wants, let me pay him the money for my mother's treatment, and my parents' jobs will be gone, I can't help it, I owe him too much, I can't pay it back at all, I can only bow to reality.

With the first, there will be a second, a third...... Countless times, to this day, I don't remember, how many men I have accomplished, the principal is one of them, the video you saw last time was taken by Ye Zufei, he said, there is a case in the future, it can be used to threaten him.

Before leaving, I also told you everything, when you fought for Yaoyao and Ye Zufei, Ye Zufei had already begun to let me get close to Yaoyao and become good friends with her, and after Ye Zufei was beaten by you in the bar, he knew that there were monkeys and Li Fei'er in the school to help you, and he couldn't do anything about you.

He decided not to go back to school and hide behind his back, the first step was to get me close to you, he wanted me to seduce you, I did, originally I thought that there would not be a man in the world who could withstand my temptation, at least not until I met you.

But, you are different, you have endured, from that time, I have a great change in my thoughts about you, and then we have more and more contact, I found that you are a really good man, and I have begun to have no way to hurt you anymore.

Remember? The house I was in was not mine, it was Ye Zufei who lived for me, and the time I was beaten, it was Ye Zufei who beat me, because I handed over the video to you, you were not fired, and Ye Zufei was angry.

When you saw it at the time, you said that no matter who it is, you have to avenge me, you don't know, how touched I am in my heart, except for my dad, there has never been a boy who is so desperate for me, I really blame myself, why didn't I meet you earlier.

Since then, I have no way to harm you anymore, I proposed to Ye Zufei, but he said, I have no choice, I have to harm you.

Wang Xuan, I'm really uncomfortable and miserable.

Later, when you and Qin Hao had a heated fight, he contacted Qin Hao and asked Qin Hao and me to design to lure you into the bait, pretending that I was kidnapped by Qin Hao, and then I called you, with your temperament, you will definitely come.

In the end, you really came, you came to save me, my mood is full of grains, I really have such a high status in your heart, but I hate myself, I actually pushed you into the abyss step by step, fortunately, nothing happened to you, otherwise, I would have felt guilty for the rest of my life, and I would never be able to forgive myself for the rest of my life.

Wang Xuan, I have made such a serious mistake, I have no face to continue to stay, because I don't know how to continue to face you, although you said that you forgave me, you don't blame me, you don't dislike me for being dirty, but I can't forgive myself, I feel very dirty, and I am not qualified to stay by your side anymore.

You are a dream to me, a sweet dream, if I can, I really don't want to wake up, I am willing to stay in this dream for the rest of my life.

However, a dream is a dream after all, and no matter how beautiful it is, it will always wake up one day. And this day has finally come, and now, waking up from the dream, it is time for me to go.

It's just that I didn't expect that the dream woke up too quickly!

Wang Xuan, I will always keep you in my heart, you have been deeply seared in my heart and can never be erased.

I'm gone, hoping that we can meet again, but when we meet again, I will definitely be able to help you a lot, and I will no longer appear as a harm to you.

The girl who has always loved you - Xiaoya.

I finished reading the letter, and behind the letter, there were traces of being wet with tears, and I held the letter tightly in my hand, and the tears could not stop flowing.

Chen Ya, why, why are you so stupid, you don't have to go, I don't blame you, why do you blame yourself.

I hurriedly took out my bedside mobile phone and dialed Chen Ya's phone, but an indifferent voice came from the phone: I'm sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off......

I put down my phone in frustration, and the strange relationship between me and Chen Ya was completely over at this moment, and I couldn't help but recall the bits and pieces I had with her.

She was sent by Ye Zufei to harm me, but she was very good to me, and I and her were like experiencing an aborted relationship.

Suddenly, dark clouds slowly gathered outside the window, and the sky was covered with dark clouds, and the weather, which had just been clear, had become gray, just like my mood at this moment.

As the thunder sounded, I couldn't help but shout out the window: "Xiaoya, I swear, I will definitely find you, I will definitely ......"