She tried hard not to cry, but she lost the ability to control her emotions.

She pulled out her hand, and her moist eyes slowly opened, just like when she looked at him affectionately before, but that kind of look was even more flustered by Ran Ji Xiaoyao's heart, and she backhanded his face, forehead, eyebrows, tall eyebrow bones, and thin lip flaps.

It is said that a man with thin lips is affectionate, but in fact he is not, he is just affectionate to other women. Di Ying smiled lightly: "Ji Xiaoyao, after so many years, I only dare to touch you at such a close distance today, reach out and touch your face, I have wanted to do this thing for a long time, but I am afraid to get close to you, afraid of your eyes...... Actually, I will hurt too, and I am afraid that you will hurt me. ”

Di Ying said so gently, with tears in her eyes not letting herself cry, but it made people feel even more distressed.

A crying child can get people's heartache, a noisy child can get attention, and people like her can only stand silently in one place.

Ji Xiaoyao's nose was slightly hot, and Di Ying smiled slightly: "You know that Shen Manman is my friend, why do you want to be with her, you remember your birthday, you brought her back at the birthday banquet, and you directly announced to everyone in front of everyone that you were together, and I felt heartbroken at that time." But I still smile and bless you, do you remember what you told me at that time? You warn me, don't think about it, you won't marry me, don't talk nonsense in front of Shen Manman. ”

She mentioned.

He remembered the events of that night vividly.

Di Ying was very calm when she spoke, and said: "I hate Shen Manman, I hate you too, but you are all people I care about, I wanted to leave at that time, and I left after my birthday, I don't know why Shen Manman was targeted, and I don't know that she is pregnant, if I knew, I would definitely send her back...... Uncle Ji went to look for her, but Uncle Ji didn't let people do anything to her, he just felt that she was not suitable to be your wife, that's all. But you blame me and Uncle Ji for this, for so many years. ”

"You tell me you're sorry, how can you just say sorry to offset it? You hate me, but I hate you now, just as you hated me back then, and I hate more ......than you do," she said.

Ji Xiaoyao's dark brows frowned, and his voice was stiff: "So what do you want to say?" ”

"Actually, we were not wrong from beginning to end, what was wrong was that we shouldn't have met, Ji Xiaoyao, divorce, let me go, and let you go." She said lightly: "I can't wait for a year, I just want to leave you, I'm afraid I can't help but want to kill you......"

She's telling the truth.

She was afraid that by his side, she would remember these terrible things all the time, and now she felt that her psychological defense line had completely collapsed, she couldn't hold on to it completely, and she was trying hard to suppress her emotions all the time.

"What do you say......"

Ji Xiaoyao stood up and propped his hands and arms on the sides of Di Ying's body, and said very hard: "Di Ying, I won't let you leave me, you are very weak now and need to rest well, what is there when you take care of your body, we will talk about it again." ”

He raised his hand to pull the quilt for her, lowered his head to hold her face and gently pressed it on her forehead: "Be obedient, rest well." ”

Such a heartwarming scene made her want to cry.

But she pushed him away: "Aren't you tired of acting?" Stick to what you were like at the beginning, don't change, Ji Xiaoyao, don't let me look down on you. I don't want anything, don't worry, no matter what Uncle Ji told you, I can go and explain to him, I won't leave you any tail, and I will leave clean. ”

"And then? I'm not coming back, are I? The strength in his hands grew.

Di Ying's voice was calm, there were no ups and downs, but her whole body was tense, and her heart was already turbulent.

She didn't speak, and replaced her answer with silence.

Di Ying tilted her head.

Ji Xiaoyao finally reached out and hugged her in his arms, his forehead against Di Ying's forehead, the feeling of losing a child was not unique to Di Ying.

He is the father of the child, and he will be uncomfortable as well.

Di Ying can cry, but he is experiencing inner torment and torture, and remorse is also intertwined in his heart, he leans on Di Ying but obviously feels that Di Ying is pushing himself farther and farther.

She opened her eyes wide and looked at the lamp above her head, and finally closed it weakly: "I'm tired, I want to sleep." ”

……

He withdrew from the ward, and then called Gao Huan, asking Gao Huan to find a doctor and pass Di Ying's medical records to the doctor, he now only thinks of doing everything to make up for his mistakes.

Di Ying hadn't eaten anything for a day, Ji Xiaoyao got up and went outside to buy something for Di Ying, he bought a light soup to replenish her body, but just pushed open the door of the ward, and there was no one on the bed. Ji Xiaoyao thought she was in the bathroom, but there was no one in the bathroom, he reached out and touched the bed, there was no temperature.

He ran out and grabbed the nurse's clothes and shouted, "What about the people in the ward? ”

The nurse was also confused, and was busy asking people to go to see the surveillance, Ji Xiaoyao only saw her walking into the elevator in the surveillance, and the elevator went upstairs.

His heartbeat missed half a beat and he almost stumbled up, and Di Ying sat on the eaves, and in the dark night, she sat there with a thin body.

Ji Xiaoyao walked over slowly, followed by many people, everyone looked at this scene in horror, and the alarm had been pulled up below, and the air mattress bed was pounced.

Di Ying heard a rush of footsteps, and looked back to see him, his black hair was blowing in the wind, and Ji Xiaoyao's voice trembled: "Di Ying, what are you doing sitting there?" The wind is very cool at night, and it is easy to catch a cold, you come down, I'll take you back, okay? ”

"Go back? Back there? ”

"Shall I take you back to Jingyuan?" He said, wanting to get closer step by step: "Di Ying, we will have children in the future, we will definitely have ......"

Her fingers pinched the cement under her, her round nails were broken, and she shook her head miserably and smiled: "There won't be, not at all." ”

Ji Xiaoyao had never been so flustered, the feeling of fear climbed again, and the darkness when Shen Manman died swept over again.

Di Ying saw him coming over and pointed at him and shouted, "Don't come here." ”

She was standing at the eaves, she would fall down if she wasn't careful, the people below were shocked, Qi Weilan covered her face and was already weak, Li Yusheng helped her to comfort: "Don't worry, there will be no problems, there will be no ......"

He raised his head, his black eyes stared in the black, and then left like a ghost, Li Yusheng's movements were very fast and neat, and after looking at the people below, he easily climbed to the top of the house, just when Di Ying was standing there, Ji Xiaoyao saw his appearance, Li Yusheng nodded, the man in black was very secretive in the dark night, almost no one saw how he did it, he had turned over and held Di Ying directly in his arms with one hand, and then rolled towards a safe place.

And Li Yusheng used his body to protect Di Ying, Tie Bi pressed her shoulder, and raised his hand to press Di Ying's hand on his shoulder.

In a serious tone that he had never heard before, he whispered, "You want to die, don't you?" Di Ying, when did you do this? So many people want to survive well, but you only want to die? Have you thought about Uncle Di? If you die, do you have so many people who care about you? ”

She didn't come back to her senses for a long time, she lowered her head and lay on his chest, as if she had found a safe haven, she couldn't hold back her emotions anymore, and patted Li Yusheng's shoulder with her fist, Ji Xiaoyao looked at that scene with footsteps like lead, heavy, and couldn't get close.

Di Ying pounded his body hard, howling and crying, as if this was the only way to vent his discomfort.

"Why are you here to save me...... Why? Let me go with them, okay? I miss Daddy, I miss him......"

asked Li Yusheng over and over again why.

Li Yusheng knelt there calmly on one knee, only letting her beat herself, and the whole person was like a rock and didn't move.

Ji Xiaoyao listened to the painful voice, he thought that he was in enough pain, but Di Ying had been soaked in bitter water all the time, what was his pain?

There are many more people who suffer than him.

"Okay, Di Ying, it's okay, you still have me, and me and Qi Weilan......" He raised his hand and rubbed Di Ying's hair: "Don't cry." ”

She cried without strength, her whole body was convulsing, she couldn't recover for a long time, and her eyes were sluggish.

"I miss Dad, I really want to think about it......" She said with wide eyes: "That time I saw Dad, I wanted him to take me away, I really felt that I couldn't hold on, I was really tired and tired to live alone, I thought about him, even if he didn't spend much time with me, but I wanted to wait for him to come back at home every day, we could eat together and talk ...... every festival"

"Li Yusheng, my heart hurts so much." She pointed to her chest: "It really hurts here, if Dad were still alive, I might have a happy little family now, and I will have a very cute child." But why can't I keep anything...... You can't even die. ”

"You're not even afraid of death, are you still afraid of living?" He asked, pinching Di Ying's shoulders hard to make her look at herself seriously, seeing that Di Ying was still like this, Li Yusheng suddenly grabbed Di Ying and stood up, and pressed her to the side of the fence.

Ji Xiaoyao shouted: "What are you doing? ”

Qi Weilan ran up just now and grabbed him: "Don't worry, Li Yusheng won't hurt her!" ”

The wide hospital gown was put on Di Ying, he raised his hand and pressed her shoulders down, Di Ying looked down and saw the lights downstairs, far away from here, she looked at it and suddenly felt afraid, Li Yusheng pressed her hard, she felt as if she was going to fall down at any time!