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My heart suddenly felt like a pool of ice, a chill from the soles of my feet to the top of my head, and my lips trembled, "What's wrong with him?" ”

"Won't you just go and see?" Wu Yu said impatiently.

I immediately called Lafayette and rushed to the emergency room with Qi Qi in my arms.

Lafayette and Xu Yunchang both sat on the waiting chair with solemn expressions, and I walked over and asked eagerly, "Mom, what's wrong with Haochen, isn't this time good?" ”

Lafayette looked at me with mournful eyes, took Qi Qi from my arms and hugged her on her lap, "The waist is not good again." ”

Xu Yunchang's dark pupils looked at me incomprehensibly, "Don't worry, there is no worry about your life." ”

I mentioned that my throat and eyes were a little lowered, and the three red words "during surgery" burned my eyes, and his waist was the most injured, and it would take a year and a half to sit up, to say the least, and now ......

"Wasn't it okay when I left? Why is this all of a sudden? The anxiety in my voice was palpable.

"He himself was uncomfortable lying down and had to move around, and something happened to him when he didn't move, and he almost fainted in pain." As Lafayette spoke, his obscure eyes lingered on me for a moment.

I sat on the stainless steel waiting chair, and it was cold, and the coolness spread from my ass to my whole body.

An hour later, Xu Haochen came out of the operating room, looking at his increasingly pale lips, his emaciated facial features seemed to be a piece of paper that would be blown away by the wind almost at any time.

Back in the ward, I leaned down beside Xu Haochen and tracing his lip line with a cotton swab dipped in water, "He has been given anesthetic, and it will take a while to wake up." The doctor said.

Galeries Lafayette patted me on the shoulder, "Take care of him." ”

I tapped my chin.

Xu Yunchang and Lafayette hugged Qi Qi and left, Wu Yu pushed the door in, and said in a light voice, "He's fine." ”

Is she here to care about Xu Haochen, why don't I believe it.

"Rest assured, he'll be alive and well." I glanced at her and said.

Wu Yu still has something to say, I pushed her out of the room, I don't have the heart to argue with her now.

Xu Haochen woke up at one o'clock in the morning, I was sitting on the edge of the bed staring at his face, his eyelids moved slightly, thinking that I was dazzled, closed my eyes and opened them again, he moved lightly again, I fell in his ear, and called his name softly.

A minute later, Xu Haochen slowly opened his eyes and saw me, his faint eyes lit up, "What time is it?" ”

I looked out the window at the darkness and looked up at my watch, "Fifteen o'clock." ”

Xu Haochen's lips were as white as paper and said softly, "Why don't you sleep yet?" ”

I looked at his waist and said, "Does it still hurt?" ”

The corners of Xu Haochen's eyes shone with a crystal light, "It doesn't hurt to see you." ”

"Don't move around anymore." The tip of my nose was pantothenic, and tears flowed uncontrollably, "What if there is something wrong with my body?" ”

Xu Haochen's weak voice softened a little, "I didn't move, I suddenly couldn't stand the pain, and the doctor also said it was an accident, and I couldn't find the reason." ”

My heart has been hanging for so many days, and I can't help crying because of the fatigue of many days, and the strength of the pretense of many days collapsed at this moment, "Husband, you take care of it, get better early, let's go home." I wiped a handful of tears, "I want to go home, shall we go home together?" ”

Xu Haochen's fingertips wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes, "I also want to go home with you." ”

Going home is our luxury.

Going home is our belief.

"I don't know why it's all of a sudden?" Xu Haochen said faintly.

"Can't the doctor find out why?" I asked.

Xu Haochen shook his head slightly, "You go to sleep." ”

"No, I'm with you." I choked.

Xu Haochen raised his hand to signal me, my face came to his eyes, he raised his hand to rub my hair, "Fool, have you been with me all the time?" ”

"Yes." I was determined, "Even if you lie here for the rest of your life, I will accompany you." ”

A crystal liquid rolled out of the corner of his eye, and his hoarse voice swayed in the wind, "Good. ”

After a while, Xu Haochen closed his eyes tiredly, I adjusted the orange table lamp to the weakest, and I stared at his face with the blurry light.

It wasn't until my heavy eyelids glued together that I collapsed on the folding bed and fell asleep.

Following.

The early morning sunlight pierced my eyes through the glass window, and I woke up early as usual to make porridge for Xu Haochen, who was still asleep.

It's just that my heart aches a little more today than before, and I'm afraid he'll be in the same situation as last night again. The taste of the five internal organs twisted together and unable to breathe, the pain of peeling skin and eroding bones to the bones.

After breakfast, Tang Shuo came, he asked about Xu Haochen's situation as usual, and it happened that the doctor came to check the ward, and also told about last night's incident, and the cause was being further analyzed.

Analyse.

Well, another dispensable answer. What you say is what you say.

"I think you're not in a good year." Tang Shuo's face sank.

"I don't believe in this." Xu Haochen gave him a blank look.

"Still have to believe in science." The doctor said.

Originally, I believed in science, but so many experts couldn't analyze the cause of Xu Haochen's sudden illness.

"It just so happens that I know a master, why don't he come and show you, is it wrong with feng shui, or whatever." Tang Shuo said.

"Don't, I could have lived a few more years, but I died in a few months as soon as the master came." Xu Haochen chuckled indifferently.

"What nonsense?" I couldn't help but whisper, all I thought about was his health, and I couldn't hear the word "death" coming out of his mouth.

"I was wrong." Xu Haochen obediently apologized, "I just don't believe in those, I'm an authentic materialist." ”

"I think Tang Shuo's words are a little reasonable, the so-called rush to the doctor when he is sick." I looked at Tang Shuo again, "Why don't you find a master and ask." ”

Tang Shuo nodded again and again, and then took out the phone and dialed a number.

On the phone, he was able to get things done, and the master came over in an hour.

When Lafayette came, she heard that we were going to find a master to come and have a look, and she looked stunned and said, "It's okay." ”

Maybe she's the same as me, and she has no backbone.

The master acted quickly, and came in less than an hour, and the person who came was a tall and fat middle-aged and elderly man, quite a bit of Maitreya Buddha's taste, I don't believe in these on weekdays, and I can't talk about believing it at the moment, just seeking a kind of spiritual comfort.

The master looked around the room, and then went to Xu Haochen's hospital bed to look at his face carefully, and said something about committing a villain and a prisoner of Tai Sui.

His piercing eyes swept over a few of us present, then pointed at me and asked, "Are you husband and wife?" ”

"Yes." I nodded in response.

His eyes fixed on my face, and he roamed between me and Xu Haochen, shaking his head again and again, "The husband and wife are incompatible, and the five elements are ...... each other."

"How can I resolve it?" Tang Shuo asked eagerly.

"I'd rather demolish ten temples than destroy a marriage, some things are really hard to say." The master's face was full of hesitation.

The meaning of this is clearly to divorce us. Fools can hear it.

"Nonsense." Xu Haochen reprimanded.

The master said unhurriedly, "If you believe it, you will have it, and if you don't believe it, you won't have it." ”

Seeing that Xu Haochen's face was not good, Tang Shuo sent the master away.

I sat in my chair and thought about the master's words, this time the incident was indeed caused by me, is it really a mutual restraint? As a good young man and college graduate in the new era, if I believe in these non-existent things, I have really read so many books in vain.

If I don't believe it, in front of Xu Haochen's life, I have to bow my head to everything.

"Yaoyao, don't believe that, I think he's a liar." Xu Haochen comforted me.

Tang Shuo glanced at me curtly, and stopped talking.

"I'll go to the temple tomorrow and draw lots." I said leisurely.

"Don't go." Xu Haochen said with a straight face, he slowly closed his eyes as he spoke, looking at his pale and sick face, my heart throbbed.

I looked at Lafayette and said, "Mom, let's go together tomorrow." ”

Galeries Lafayette nodded slightly.

"You can't leave for too long, you also need to take care of it here, I think it's the Anfu Temple in this city, I heard that it's quite spiritual." Tang Shuo proposed.

"Okay." I should be.

The matter of going to the temple to draw lots tomorrow has been determined, Xu Haochen has been resting with his eyes closed, thinking that he should be too tired and asleep, but he should be in pain in his sleep, I can clearly see the tears that seem to be falling from the corners of his eyes.

His tears seemed to flow into my heart, bitter, I suffered with him.

Xu Haochen spent most of the day sleeping, and when he was awake, he was also in a trance, as if something important was stripping away his life, and his deep eyes were dark like a dark night that could not be dissolved.

My heart hurts more and more when I see him like this, and my only belief now is that he can get better, and I will do whatever it takes to make him better.

Before going to bed at night, Wu Yu came in with Wu Ziheng as usual, and it was still the same sentence that had not changed for 10,000 years, "Call Dad." ”

As long as Wu Ziheng sees Xu Haochen, he is like a mouse seeing a cat, and the cowardice in his eyes has nowhere to escape.

Today's Xu Haochen was also a little strange, he hooked the corners of his lips lightly, and squeezed out a stiff smile, "Go to sleep." ”

This was the first time Xu Haochen smiled at them for the first time, and Wu Yu immediately looked like a resurrected zombie, and responded again and again, "Okay." ”

It may be that Xu Haochen wandered in the Ghost Gate again and again, and he understood the preciousness of life more and more, he never waited to see Wu Ziheng again, he was his son after all, I think so.

Facing Xu Haochen's seriously ill body, I didn't have the energy to burn that jealousy.

Following.

With a sincere heart, I drove with Lafayette and Tang Shuo personally drove us to Anfu Temple.

Along the way, the sorrow in Lafayette's eyes almost overflowed.

When I arrived at Anfu Temple, I lit three incense sticks and knelt in front of the Buddha statue, and Lafayette also knelt with me, and he prayed devoutly, she did not draw lots, she said that she only prayed for her son's physical recovery.

After taking the stick, I looked at the bamboo sticks with red paint on the top, where all my hopes seemed to be pinned, I slowly raised it to the top of my head, and then began to shake the sticks, and each time I shook my heart up.

After the lottery was drawn, I clutched my pounding heart, I looked sideways at Lafayette kneeling beside me, and I slowly raised my hand to reach out to my eyes.