I was afraid that even the slightest hint of unhappiness would put him in a more tangled and difficult situation, and I couldn't bear it, I was so soft-hearted that I put my hand on his back, and I forcibly suppressed the tears that were about to burst out of my eyes, and I said, "I'm fine." ”

After I finished speaking, I patted him on the back, and said as if nothing had happened: "You must be a little hungry, the plane meal must not have your appetite, I will make you soup, drink some and then go to sleep." ”

However, when I was about to stand up, Lin Zhicheng restrained me hard, and he said to himself: "I didn't know what was going on in the past two days, and Yang Qiao didn't know what was going on, and he flew over. She was already familiar with the customer, she also attended the negotiation, and fought for a lot of advantages for Hongde, she is also a shareholder of Hongde, I can't ask her not to get involved. In short, I didn't lie to you at the beginning, and I didn't want you to pick you up, because I didn't want you to be running around outside too late, and I was afraid that you would be in a bad mood when you saw Yang Qiao there. As for why you didn't let go of your hand just now, I was afraid that the scene would get out of control. ”

I sighed as usual, as if to hypnotize myself and as if to make Lin Zhicheng feel relieved, I didn't ask why I was afraid that the scene would get out of control, I still said casually: "I'm fine, I know." I'll go scoop you a bowl of soup. ”

Maybe I was distracted, when I was making the soup, the hot liquid that had just been hot splashed on the back of my hand, and the burning pain invaded as the fair skin became red, but fortunately, the spring clothes were not yet in battle, I pulled the sleeves of the winter coat over a little, put away these wounds that would increase the guilt of Lin Zhicheng, who was now exhausted, and then brought the soup to him on the table.

What I hated most was that he occasionally had the keen touch of Detective Conan, and when my hand shook in front of him, he grabbed it and carefully rolled up my sleeve.

He stared at the red piece for more than five seconds, and suddenly his eyes were slightly red, and he sighed slightly, and he said, "I'll give you some medicine." ”

The top of his head was facing me as he applied the plaster, and his hair was black and shiny, prompting me to cover it with my other hand uncontrollably.

Lin Zhicheng lowered his head, his voice was hoarse, and he said, "Don't touch it." ”

And the medicine played a role in the wound, I felt a chill, the burning pain just now was slowly faded, and finally became nothing, without these pains, I even had the illusion that I was not hurt at all.

Raising his hand towards Lin Zhicheng, I said, "Okay, I'm not in pain." ”

Lin Zhicheng's eyes kept falling on my face, and after staring at me for more than ten seconds, he suddenly pulled me into his arms and hugged me fiercely, without saying anything.

In this long silence, Lin Zhicheng's arms became tighter and tighter, and I was a little about to suffocate, so I pushed him and said, "Don't do this." ”

Lin Zhicheng suddenly let go of me, and instead held my face with both hands, he stared at me and said, "Zhou Mo, I'm too greedy." On the one hand, I am using self-righteousness to make up for my own debt to others, and on the other hand, I am deeply afraid that you will leave me. I couldn't have been more wrong. The person who hurt you the most is me, it's me Lin Zhicheng. ”

My gaze was entangled in his gaze, and what I saw in his eyes was not only guilt, but also those complicated expressions that I couldn't describe, he stared at me like this, and said word by word: "Zhou Mo, do you mind that I am a thirty-year-old man, and I have nothing to do again?" ”

I was stunned, Lin Zhicheng had already continued: "I want to give all the shares of Hongde to Yang Qiao and return it to her, I don't owe her anything, I can suggest that she see a psychiatrist, I cut off contact with her, and you don't have to be wronged anymore." I don't care about any bullshit anymore, and I don't care if I owe it or not. We can go to Zhanjiang, or go to Xuwen, and live some simple days. This house is still worth millions, and I can sell the other ones, so let's go and live some simple days and start over, how about it. ”

I was completely stunned.

After a long time, I said slowly, "Don't be stupid. ”

He was indeed stupid.

I may not be the person who knows him in the world, but I know that in Lin Zhicheng's bones, wealth and success are also part of his soul.

His arrogance also needs to be fulfilled by his exaltation.

A person like him will never be able to survive as an ordinary person like me.

He couldn't go to the vegetable market with me to buy vegetables in a down-to-earth manner, thinking about the few cents of the piece.

He can't see superficial or in-depth B like me, and most of his life should be international and domestic financial news.

He can't take off the light above his head like I did, and live like an ordinary person.

Because he is Lin Zhicheng, he is Zhou Meiying's grandson, he is a person from a prominent family, and it seems that wealth and success are his nameplates.

When two people from different worlds embrace each other in the name of love, in fact, the ending has already been decided.

I lowered my head to look at my lower abdomen, but I quickly looked up, and I pretended to be casual and continued, "I'm fine, I'm really fine." ”

Actually, I'm tired.

I never knew this love before, not only for me to go through hell once, but also for countless reincarnations.

It turns out that it's not like in the game.,You can upgrade by fighting monsters.,You can also resurrect and return with full blood.。

Suddenly, for the first time, I felt so exhausted, and the courage I had to go down together was gone.

Look at it, this kind of unsuitable love is the process of destroying two people at the same time.

And I've been ruined beyond recognition, why should I drag him along.

I pushed him away and stood up, and I said, "You can drink the soup, and I'll help you pack your clothes." ”

I know that under all the calm now, there is a heart that I can no longer calm down.

Didn't Yang Qiao have his Lin Zhicheng's child? And isn't it hard for me to have children again?

Since they are the same kind of people, then it is up to me to do the last fulfillment, I will fulfill them, I will fulfill Lin Zhicheng's guilt, I will fulfill Yangqiao's waiting, I will also fulfill myself, I will fulfill my own simple ordinary, I will fulfill my own vast sky.

When I send Sun Qianqian and Liu Xiaomei back to hell, I'll leave.

It is said that sometimes, some things need to be solved by flying away.

Although my departure may not be able to fly high, but I have thought about some without him, but even if I live in my thoughts and shed tears, it is better than the current threesome, Yang Qiao is approaching step by step, he is in a dilemma, and I am in a dilemma, and I am aggrieved in life.

There are not many decades in life, and there are no hurdles that cannot be crossed, and how many absurdities are scattered, and it always takes a person to muster up the courage to understand.

And I think, in the future, I will be grateful that I became the most gentlemanly woman in this story.

I was running in the ruins of thinking, constantly packing up Lin Zhicheng's clothes, he quickly washed the dishes, he pulled the suitcase over, his hug came again, he hugged me and said, "Zhou Mo, let's conceive a child as soon as possible." ”

Before I could react, I was already being picked up by his waist.

The whole process, I responded as numbly as wood, and he, even though his eyes seemed hollow, he seemed to be happy with it.

When the warmth remained in my body, my tears were about to fall.

I pushed him away, sat up and got dressed with my back to him, and I said, "Lin Zhicheng, I'm going back to Zhanjiang tomorrow." ”

His bracelet came over and he said, "I'll accompany you." ”

I took his hand off.

I need to get used to it first, I need to get used to it again, what it would be like without him, I need to prepare for my decision to leave, I need to prepare for what I would be like if I lost him again.

I pretended to be in a good mood and said, "No, you go and do your job." I was a former colleague who got married and invited me to have a wedding drink, so I went back to drink. ”

After I finished speaking, I took off the hand he had just put on him, and I said, "Oh, by the way, it was the day you were on a business trip, and your grandmother came over, and she said that she missed you, so that you can go back to dinner." ”

Lin Zhicheng insisted on covering his hand again, and he said, "Zhou Mo, you make me very scared like this. ”

I laughed.

I was happy and said, "What are you afraid of?" ”

Lin Zhicheng's brows furrowed, his eyes narrowed, and he said for a while: "I'm afraid that you will leave without saying goodbye, I'm afraid that you will run away from me again, I'm afraid that in the blink of an eye, you won't be mine." I was also afraid that a home that I had so hard to get would collapse in the blink of an eye. And I'm still alone. ”

I smiled noncommittally and didn't say anything more.

I got up and went to the bathroom, and before I could strip off my clothes, I washed myself with the shower so hard that my tears finally fell and flowed down my cheeks in the shadow of the rushing water, so cheap and unexistable, it quickly mixed with the warm water, and flowed to my feet as if it had never been there.

Just like this seemingly strong but light feeling, it will soon become as if it never appeared.

And in this relationship, what else do I have besides getting scars?

I'm starting to get confused.

I crouched down with my shoulders in my arms, uncontrollably swallowed up by the waves of loneliness, but I had to grit my teeth to keep myself from crying.

This kind of me makes me hate me more than the scheming me.

I became the person I hated the most in the world.

I just sat there, tears streaming down my face.

I don't know how long it took, but there was a sharp knock on the door outside.

Lin Zhicheng shouted anxiously outside: "Zhou Mo? Zhou Mo? Zhou Mo is talking? Zhou Mo? What happened to you? ”

I tried to steady my voice to answer him, but when I opened my mouth, I couldn't stop crying.

Lin Zhicheng knocked on the door louder outside, and he said, "Zhou Mo! Speak! Don't scare me! ”

In the end, he broke the door.

He was still as impulsive as ever, his head hit the door panel somehow, breaking a large piece of skin, and the blood quickly spread down his forehead, I was stunned for a few seconds and then bounced up and reached up to cover his forehead, the blood quickly overflowed from between my fingers, and my eyes were all invaded by this red patch, and I yelled at him in excitement: "Are you crazy!" ”

Tears came out of his eyes, blood trickled down his face, and his tone sank: "I'm just crazy, I didn't pick myself up and put you in such a situation." I'm really crazy, the more I lack something, the more anxious I want something, but I don't think about it at all, do I have the qualifications to ask for it, do I want it? I'm really crazy! ”