156 Let's figure it out ourselves
Old Lady Lin's shriveled mouth twisted, her crutches trembled and paused for a moment, and quickly said, "Xiao Liu, carry Lin Zi down and send it to Nanshan Hospital!" ”
Before I could react, Lin Zhicheng had already been helped by Uncle Liu, I was anxious to step forward, Mrs. Lin blocked me with her crutches, she said without emotion: "Go and change this dress first and then follow." ”
I came out after changing my clothes, and I didn't bother to wash the blood on my hands, so I hurriedly grabbed the car keys and ran down.
When I went to the hospital, the doctor was treating Lin Zhicheng's wounds, and through the glass door, I saw him sitting there with his eyes blank, not knowing what he was thinking, as if the person being treated was not him.
In my heart, a layer of sadness with strong vitality like leeks welled up.
At this moment, Mrs. Lin, who was sitting on the side, said, "Xiao Liu, you go out to Coastal City to help me buy a cup of honey water, and bring a cup of hot coffee for my granddaughter-in-law, go." ”
It's still early at this point, and it is impossible for the café to open at all, so she is clearly ordering Uncle Liu.
After Uncle Liu left, Mrs. Lin said to me on crutches without question, "You come with me." ”
I followed her a little dazedly, and finally came to the door of a VIP lounge, where she pushed the door tremblingly and I gave me a hand.
When she entered, she motioned for me to close the door.
When I closed the door, I didn't even turn on the light, so I sat down across from her.
This old lady, she is a little more just right than Lin, that is, after she found out that Lin Zhicheng was injured, even if she was worried, she didn't attack me first, but chose to send Lin Zhicheng to the hospital.
Therefore, the bigger people live, the more calm they become?
I lowered my head and waited for her harsh rebuke.
Even if I am ready to leave, she is also an elder, she is still Lin Zhicheng's grandmother, she saw Lin Zhicheng's head broken and bleeding like this, whether it was a misunderstanding or a hurry, I just took it.
However, to my surprise, she sighed slightly and abruptly grabbed mine with her dry hand.
I froze for a moment and wanted to pull my hand out, but after seeing the age spots on her hands, I instantly remembered my aunt, she not only has old age spots on her hands, she also has calluses on her hands, her hands are black, and she is not pampered like Mrs. Lin.
I stared at it for a while, my eyes reddening.
But my tears had been rushed away an hour earlier in the tap water.
I twisted my head slightly, turned my face to Mrs. Lin, and didn't withdraw my hand, just like this uneasy contact with her, and stalemate with her.
The silence made the atmosphere even more urgent, and there seemed to be an unsettling smell in the air.
Old Madam Lin finally spoke.
As soon as she spoke, I was stunned.
She said: "Child, give grandma a face, can you forgive Lin Zi?" ”
She called me child, and she asked me to forgive Lin Zhicheng.
I thought that what she said was all harsh, but I didn't expect it to be a plea for me to forgive Lin Zhicheng.
I don't want to ask her anymore why she said this, does she know what the root cause of the conflict between me and Lin Zhicheng is, I don't want to ask anymore.
How ridiculous.
When I tried to squeeze into his family, all I got was resistance.
And when I was reluctant, someone held my hand warmly and chatted with me in such a soft voice.
But this is no longer a question of forgiveness or not, but even if I see his head broken and bleeding, I will still panic and be sad, I will be caught off guard and my heart will hurt, even if I see him so helpless, so godless, so indifferent when I see him being treated by the doctor again, these things can still sting and touch my heart, even so, I have lost the courage to go hand in hand with him.
My life is so barren.
Since I met this person named Lin Zhicheng, I have gone all the way up and down, completely irregular, and completely uncontrollable.
I went through hell once, and then again.
I even feel like it's hell for me now, and the ones that came before have become insignificant.
I withdrew my hand and said, "Old lady Lin, let's settle the matter between me and Lin Zhicheng." You should be happy, don't worry too much, and take care of your old age. ”
What I didn't expect was that Mrs. Lin's hand came up again, and she continued to say coldly as if she was close: "Grandma knows that your heart is bitter. I won't let Yang Qiao step into our Lin family, if her child wants to recognize her ancestors and return to her ancestors, grandma will help her raise it, and she will definitely not let this little doll disturb you. Absolutely not, I promise you. You forgive my family, you forgive him, you have a good life with him, don't let his family break up, I will never get involved in your affairs in the future, just this time, promise me? ”
I looked at the old lady with a sad face now.
It turned out that she did know the ins and outs of everything.
However, didn't she look dignified before, saying that if I give me three months, I won't be able to conceive a child, so I will leave? Now that I know that Yang Qiao is pregnant with a child, shouldn't I hurry over and hold her?
Probably looking at me in confusion, the old lady patted the back of my hand, and she said slowly, "I'm not old and confused." As long as I live one day, I will not let Lin Zi marry a woman like Yang Qiao or Sun Qianqian. They are not suitable for him, they are too similar to him, they are the same as him, they will only make life worse and worse, and will not make him better and better. Lin Zi has been very withdrawn and arrogant since he was a child, because of family reasons, and he is like an untamed wild horse, he does not know how to behave in the world, nor does he understand the sophistication of human feelings, he is stubborn, tough, and will only move forward according to his intuition. When he was looking for Sun Qianqian, I said I didn't agree and said it was inappropriate. But he wanted to, he was full of pain for Sun Qianqian at that time, because Sun Qianqian's situation was similar to him, because Sun Qianqian was the same as him, and she had no maternal love. ”
I was sitting still, but my body shook unconsciously.
There is no maternal love.
I think in the four years that I have been entangled with Lin Zhicheng, the only time he mentioned his mother to me was when he explained his family situation to me, he was vague, and a few words were brought over, and I didn't think much about it at the time.
And now when I heard the old lady mention it, from her solemn expression, I saw that there seemed to be no maternal love, which occupied an unshakable position in Lin Zhicheng's life.
I was shaking my head, and Mrs. Lin then threw me a bombshell-like sentence.
She may have just said too much, and her anger was a little overwhelmed, and she was a little bit of a meal, but I heard it clearly.
She said: "I don't think Lin Zi must have mentioned it to him, his mother died after suffering from uterine cancer." ”
It was as if the bomb had been blown open by the floodgates, and this sentence echoed in my mind for a long time, and all my reason was blown up in smoke at once, and my hands were covered underneath, in fact, twisted into a ball.
The old lady's hand tightened my hand, and I looked up to see that she was already in tears.
Her body shook for a moment, and then she continued: "At that time, he was in elementary school, and his mother came back suddenly, and that was the first time he saw his mother after he asked me so many times, but she came back sick and asked for money, saying that she didn't want to remove the uterus, and wanted chemotherapy to treat the disease. She didn't give him any good experience, she quarreled with Ah Zheng in front of him, fought over the family property, pulled his hair and fought, and he hid under the bed for several hours and refused to come out. Later, after his mother came to make trouble a few more times, he cut his neck with a knife in front of the forest in front of them, and he couldn't save it. ”
"Later, Lin Zi has been following me, but his personality is very withdrawn, and his relationship with his father is not good, and he is not too close to me. The older he gets, the more he insists on living on campus even if his high school is less than a kilometer away from home, and I only see him once in half a year since college. When he grew up, he was farther away from me, he couldn't get close to me, and he rarely smiled. Just in the previous paragraph, I fell, and when I woke up, he told me that he was getting married, so show me your picture, Ah Zheng was very opposed at the time, but I saw that he was happy, so I went with him. I didn't want my family to be happy, and I didn't have a happy time from beginning to end, so I went with his heart. The day you came back home, I looked at you, and I felt that although you were different, you didn't look like a person all the way, and you said so much because I wanted you to retreat. But while you were leaving, I saw him open the door for you, and he smiled like a flower. I thought, "That's it, you're going to go." ”
After Mrs. Lin finished saying this, she suddenly coughed, the more she coughed, the more intense the cough became, I was stunned for a moment, and quickly jumped up and stroked her back a few times.
She finally got better, but I was uneasy, I wanted to call the nurse, but she pulled me back, she looked up at me and said: "Child, I'm an old lady, you said that I rely on the old to find you face, I also admit it, don't be angry, when I beg you, when I'm selfish, give my family a chance, give him some time, he has to do badly, grandma teaches him, you can accommodate him again, okay?" ”
I stayed there completely, and suddenly remembered the first time Lin Zhicheng went to my house, he said that he envied me for having a good family, I thought it was ridicule, I thought he was poor.
Later, he said that he wanted to go home with me for the New Year in the future, saying that he wanted to experience what the New Year was like, and I thought he was joking.
I never knew that his envy was really just envy.
At this moment, I may really have a lot to say, but everything is stuck in my throat, and I can't swallow it, and finally I looked at Mrs. Lin's expectant gaze and said vaguely, "Let's take a look again." ”
I couldn't say no to an old woman who looked like my aunt outright.