183. Searching for the heart outside the heart will not be obtained9
Zhi Jingrou's heart suddenly gave birth to a twisted pleasure. She said, "I have been dating since I was in college, and we have a good relationship. But your brother persecuted him with power, and longed for him to die, so that he had no place to stand. You don't know, his father was still in the hospital at that time. Scold. Later, in order to fulfill you, your good brother tried to force me away from him, and you knew nothing about it.
She smiled brightly, people who do too many bad things will always be punished. Her sharp gaze slid over her thin snow-white face, arrogant and ostentatious, you tied him up for five years, and I will accompany him for the rest of his life.
Lan Yuange opened his eyes slightly, wanting to see this woman clearly. She no longer believed how long she could stay with Fang Yuzhong. After all, that person is such a cold and ruthless person.
However, it's better to have someone with you than to be alone. After all, she didn't want him to be lonely for life, the taste of loneliness, she tasted, it was too bitter and unbearable, such a taste, she could bear it alone. He has suffered too much, too much darkness. She didn't know what kind of life he lived when he was a child, and what kind of life raised him with such a cold and ruthless temperament. She didn't know how he grew up step by step, but she could also imagine his humble and forbearant appearance. She didn't know and never thought that after so many years, he hadn't changed at all, but was even more cold and ruthless. There were too many things she didn't know, and when the Lan clan dealt with him that year, she was too wrong, and she was indeed wrong.
In the years of her death, she also fell into such chaos, and she died before resting.
I love him, and I finally regret it.
When she was very young, she heard a Zen saying, looking for the heart outside the heart, but she could not get it. It took her life for her to understand what it meant.
A week later, Lan Yuange called Fang Yuzhong. When Fang Yuzhong saw her, he was almost startled, he had always been silent, but his body trembled.
He didn't expect her to be so ill, his daughter cried silently by her bedside, and the housekeeper immediately took her away.
And she was crying, crying so desperately, so bleak, like a fallen star.
It's a huge space, and the air is cold. Her voice was very low, and I had always known it.
She knew something, but she didn't say it.
She is a soft woman who does not want to hurt people, even in words, she is reluctant to say it.
She knew that Fang Yuzhong didn't love her.
She knew that she was just a pawn that her husband used against his own family.
She knew that this was the end of her life, in such a tragic and wrong fate.
Lan Yuange was pillowing on a soft pillow, but her expression was like a lonely and sad tree that could not be warmed in autumn, revealing a thick sadness and pain, she said softly, I just don't want to believe it.
Yes, she always thinks that he is the person she loves, and he shouldn't be such a cruel and extreme person.
I've been wondering recently why we met on that day. In that case, if you can't meet me, I won't meet you. You won't hate my family, you won't hate me. She smiled as she spoke, short and white as paper, such a bright and bright person, but he couldn't smile as beautiful as he had been. But there is no if. Everything my brother did was for me, hurting you and your family, and I've always felt guilty. I thought I could compensate you after marriage......
But what should she compensate for?
She was tired as she spoke, and her voice was getting so low that he couldn't hear it any closer.
Cut down the cherry blossom trees in the house. It's been five years, and we've cleared up.
This was the last thing Lan Yuange said to this man she once loved more than her life.
At the end of the month, Lan Yuange dialed the familiar transoceanic phone before falling into a deep coma. This is the last time Lan Zongrong heard the voice of his beloved daughter, Dad, I miss you. Mom, I miss you. Brother, I miss you.
I really want to see you.
Brother, I was wrong, don't be angry with Xiaoge anymore. I want to go horseback riding with you.
But she couldn't say these words.
Her voice on the other end of the phone was like catkins drifting away, bitter sadness and reluctance, as well as deep repentance and pleading.
At the turn of spring and summer, Lan Yuange passed away suddenly. When Lan Zongrong arrived, in the empty room, only Qingchuan was left crying. This year, the Lan clan was almost hit hard. Mrs. Lan was seriously ill, and Yu Lan Yuange also went with her a year after his death. Lan Yuanli ran away, never heard from him, and never returned. Only Lan Zongrong, who was strong, and Lan Qingchuan, who was thin and immature, were left.