182. If you look for the heart outside the heart, you will not get it8

Because of this daughter, she can be so strong, love and raise it with a posture she has never had. Brother Lan Yuanli was the first person to pick it up, and at that time, she didn't even have the strength to raise her head. She opened her eyes and looked at her brother who buried his head in the baby's swaddling clothes, never closing it, just looking at it like that, almost greedy, and so humble.

She said, "Brother, I'm sorry."

Lan Yuanli didn't speak for a long time, and there was still a distant wind and rain in his eyebrows. When Qingchuan handed it to her arms, the edge of the wrapped silk was already a cloud of water stains.

Lan Yuanli left that day and flew back to her parents.

She clung to the little girl alone and burst into tears. It was her own choice, the path she had stubbornly followed since she was younger, and she couldn't turn back. Her family gave her supreme glory and dignity, and even tolerated this marriage. But they could no longer do anything for her, and any action would once again dust the honorable family. It's not the cruelty of the family, it's the cruelty and disdain she brings to the family.

No matter how remorseful she was, she could only go alone.

lived in the house for another three years, and by that time, the daughter she had worked so hard to give birth to had gradually begun to be sensible. Lan Yuange knew that she needed to leave with her daughter.

My Kiyokawa. She bent the corners of her mouth and stroked the little man's face over and over again, looking at her beautiful and innocent pale black eyes. Kiyokawa brought her light and joy, and she loved her with almost all her strength.

She never wanted to think that this girl was a product of marriage, and she seemed to have exhausted the rest of her life in order to give birth to her.

Fang Yuzhong loves this daughter very much, he often comes back, bringing some toys that girls like. But almost innately, Qingchuan just silently stared at this cold and handsome face with eyes as shallow as him, and did not get close to him.

Three years later, she took her daughter to live in the outer city. There is a large forest, fresh air and beautiful scenery, and her family doctor said that it is good for her to recuperate.

She didn't have the face to return to the Lan family's manor, although it was her home since she was a child, and although she didn't know that her parents and brother had forgiven her mistakes, they still cared for her at all times.

Fang Yuzhong didn't object this time, he even smiled very lightly at the daughter he was holding in the housekeeper's arms.

However, Lan Yuange's condition is getting worse day by day, so serious that she can't hide it, and even Qingchuan knows about it.

Her daughter, she is still so young, but she can no longer go with her.

When Zhi Jingrou came to her, Lan Yuange was already very thin, and she had been lying on the bed. When Zhijingrou came, the housekeeper was disgusted. She shook her head, sat up from the bed, and let her in, Auntie.

The woman in front of her is bright and eye-catching, mature and amorous. Lan Yuange, who was young, was pale and weak, leaving only a beautiful skin and bones.

Zhi Jingrou said, I didn't know you were sick like this, Miss Lan.

She had seen Lan Yuange once from afar, when Fang Yuzhong had just married her. She secretly went to the Blue Mansion with reluctance and resentment, only to see the compelling beauty of Lan Yuange who had just gotten off the car, the peerless elegance when she raised her head, and the unparalleled temperament between her gestures, all of which made her run away.

Lan Yuange used to be such a beautiful person. And now, she's almost all gone.