Lin Zhicheng was also a little drunk, he had been very involved in talking there just now, and he was caught off guard by my anger, his pupils suddenly dilated, he suddenly let go of my face, stretched out his hand and gestured in front of me, he smiled bitterly, as if he had a stomach full of words to say.

But I've been waiting, I'm waiting for him to give me a reason, I'm waiting for him to tell me why he turned a blind eye to my year's dire situation, I'm also waiting to tell me why he changed the password at home, why his mobile phone was taken away by Sun Qianqian, why he can let me run away so embarrassed in this relationship, why he can't even protect his own children.

Of course I know now that I'm going to be sensible, and I'd better not be bored, and I'd better let this relationship end three years ago.

However, I am also an ordinary woman, and I also have my own knots to untie, even if he says anything now, which will not help what I have endured in the past, I am so sadly waiting for an answer that will make my heart rest.

However, in the end, he gave me a few insignificant words, and he said, "It's my fault." ”

My heart poked out like a snail, and as if I had been suddenly frightened, I hid in my heavy shell.

Laughing self-deprecatingly, I fumbled with another can of beer from my shopping bag and pulled the tab, then held it up to the moon and said, "Cheers." ”

Except for the fact that I stumbled with my phone and ran to the bathroom in the nearby fisherman's house to go to the bathroom, everything that followed became a blank slate.

When I woke up, through the gray window, I could see the gray sky outside before dawn.

Dizzily and dizzily, I found that I was wearing Lin Zhicheng's coat, and his whole body was curled up in the passenger seat, his face was tilted and leaning on the position, his hands were holding his shoulders, even in his sleep, he frowned, twisted up like a ball of hemp rope.

I looked at his lips, which seemed to be a little blue from the cold, and hesitated for a moment, I got out of the car with his coat, gently pulled the car door and scribbled it over him.

His sleep was still quite shallow, and his coat had just been attached to him, so he immediately opened his eyes and asked a little confusedly, "Zhou Mo, is it dawn?" ”

His dawn is here, but I'm still struggling and sinking in the darkness.

Now I'm quite calm, and I can't talk about strong hatred, so I nodded slightly and said lightly, "I can watch the sunrise now." ”

Lin Zhicheng sighed, he handed over his coat and said, "It's cold in the morning, you put it on, let's go and see." ”

I didn't answer, but turned around and said, "I'll go first." ”

But I had only walked less than ten meters before I heard a loud "plop" behind me, which was particularly harsh in such a quiet morning.

I turned around in surprise and saw Lin Zhicheng fall to the ground, he seemed to want to get up, but in vain.

My head was like someone dropped a bomb with a string, and I hurriedly turned back, his face was so white that it was terrifying, even whiter than when he had a stomachache in the past, I instantly lost my mind, and asked in a panic: "Lin Zhicheng, what's wrong with you?" Stomach pain? ”

The more panicked I became, the more I couldn't think normally, and I was about to reach out and touch him, but he grabbed my hand and said with difficulty: "Zhou Mo, it may be that the steel piece in my body is broken, don't panic first, call Zhang Lei to make this matter clear to him, and ask him to quickly arrange for someone to come over Xu Wen." Now you go to town and find a bigger van, find a stretcher, and take me to the county hospital first. ”

Probably because the severe pain in his body became more and more intense, Lin Zhicheng's face became more and more pale, but he suddenly changed his mind and continued with difficulty: "You drank last night, you must still be dizzy." Forget it, stop driving, call Zhang Lei and ask him to arrange someone to come over first. ”

My eyes turned red all of a sudden, I broke his hand, I ran a few steps to the car to pick up the phone, I was nervous when it turned out to be a little stammer, it took me no less than three minutes to tell things to Zhang Lei, who was woken up by me in his sleep, after confirming with him, I hung up the phone, turned back to Lin Zhicheng and said in a panic: "You bear with it first, I'll go find someone immediately." ”

Along the way, I drove the car bumping and bumping, and I knew that now was not the time to cry, but I couldn't hold back my tears.

I also have steel plates in my body.

It was because I was beaten to the point where my ankle bone was broken, so the doctor implanted a small piece of steel into my body, which didn't hurt except that I couldn't dance as easily and naturally as I used to.

And the steel piece in Lin Zhicheng's body, judging by his pain level, is definitely not a small steel piece.

What has he experienced in the past three years!

My heart was like a thunderbolt caught off guard, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.

When Zhang Lei arrived, it was already two o'clock at noon, and I was standing in the small corridor of the county hospital pacing back and forth.

I rushed up and grabbed his hand and said, "Zhang Lei, what should I do, Lin Zhicheng is still inside and hasn't come out." ”

As if to appease me, Zhang Lei's expression was quite calm, he said: "Don't worry, it's not a big deal, I'll arrange for him to be sent back to Shenzhen Hospital for surgery first, it's no big deal, don't worry." ”

I don't know how I got through the torturous seven or eight hours of the journey, until Lin Zhicheng was pushed into the operating room, and I sat down on a chair outside like a balloon that had been blown up, twisting my fingers layer after layer.

Probably seeing that I hadn't eaten or drunk for more than ten hours in a row, my lips turned white, Zhang Lei went to buy me a bottle of mineral water and bread, but I didn't have any appetite at all, so I threw these things aside at random and continued to wring my fingers.

Zhang Lei stood there for a while, he was probably annoyed, and then he said to me, "I'll go out and buy a pack of cigarettes." ”

I wasn't in the mood to ask him why he smoked again if he hadn't quit smoking, but looked at him like he wanted to grasp a life-saving straw and said, "Zhang Lei, don't go, it's here." ”

I'm afraid of hospitals.

My aunt walked in the hospital.

It's the same with my kids.

In my current understanding, the hospital is not a place to save lives, but a place dedicated to devouring lives.

Glancing at me, Zhang Lei said coldly: "I've seen him look even worse, it's nothing." ”

Just like someone threw an object in the air and happened to hit me, I stiffened there for a while, clenched my fists, and I struggled to make a dull voice from my throat and said, "Lin Zhicheng, why is there a steel piece in his body?" Even if there is a steel sheet, with the economic conditions of his family, it will not be of too poor quality, and it can still break in the body, what is going on? ”

Zhang Lei rubbed his hands, he stared at me, just stared at me like this, he only answered my previous question and said: "He had a car accident before and was knocked out of shape." How, you wouldn't know? ”

Zhang Lei's last sentence was meaningful, I was at a loss, and I responded upsetly: "I don't know." ”

As if smiling disdainfully, Zhang Lei suddenly became very serious and said, "Zhou Mo, don't blame me for speaking directly. If it weren't for you, Lin Zhicheng wouldn't have known that he had run into the ghost gate to walk like this. Actually, I wanted to ask you for a long time, you are willing to run to my house in the middle of the night to beg me for Lin Zhicheng, why is it as hard as a stone when his heart hardens after he has an accident? ”

I unconsciously grabbed the corner of my clothes, lowered my head, and didn't explain much, but continued to ask: "Zhang Lei, the matter between me and Lin Zhicheng is too complicated to say. You tell me directly, why is it because of me? ”

Probably tired of standing, Zhang Lei picked a chair at random and sat down, I don't know if his thoughts were drifting too fast, he looked at me with suspicious eyes for less than thirty seconds, and then said slowly: "Three years ago, it was the period before you broke up, I really forgot the specific date, anyway, I withdrew from Hongde at that time, Lin Zhicheng was on a business trip in Kunshan, Jiangsu, and just came back in the middle of the night, and I didn't see you anywhere, someone in your hometown called to say that your house fell, and one was injured and one was killed." People don't care about it when they are in a hurry, in fact, Lin Zhicheng is also an ordinary person, he drove out in a hurry like this, and collided with a truck within two minutes. Fortunately, his life was great, otherwise he wouldn't even have a chance to put steel pieces on his body. But it's quite strange, the road on the Côte d'Azur was basically not passed by trucks before. ”

My heart was like being strafed by a salvo of thousands of 47 loads, and the pain hit me layer after layer, and my body trembled and shook a little, and I asked with difficulty in a trembling voice, "And then?" ”

Glancing at me expressionlessly, Zhang Lei said slowly: "Then after Lin Zhicheng had an accident for you, you magically disappeared beside him like this, just like the world evaporated." Then, now you have appeared in Shenzhen again, you have also appeared in Hongde, and you have become the general assistant. Also, what surprises me is that since you talked to Li Xianyong for a while and then broke up, how heartless you are to continue to be so familiar with his brothers and sisters. And what makes me even more strange is that Li Xianyong's acting skills are also good, and he also told me that he wants to chase you. Or maybe I'm old-fashioned and can't understand what you're playing with. ”

After finishing these informative words, Zhang Lei raised his hand and looked at the watch on his wrist, and said: "Zhou Mo, I will only tell you this as a true friend, if you really don't want to accompany Lin Zhicheng to endure that period, it is understandable, after all, not everyone's feelings can go through such tribulations." But you haven't picked it off yet, and the other end is with Li Xianyong, and you have done a very bad job, which makes people feel very uncomfortable. Actually, I wanted to ask you earlier, but I felt that as a man, it was too much gossip, after all, it was your emotional matter, and I am not qualified to point fingers now. What's more, three years later, there are too many things that are wrong, and if you ask again, you feel a little bit of a small belly. Okay, okay, don't mind if I speak directly, I'd better go buy a pack of cigarettes first. ”

My heart had already been bombarded, but I grabbed Zhang Lei's clothes, I stared at him and said, "Who told you that I talked to Li Xianyong for a while?" ”