127 It's me who can't do without you (thanks to Deng Peach and Leng Lingxin's drill)
Aunt Zhou used to be okay with me, I didn't eat the peach longan she gave me, as soon as I heard that she was anxious, I asked her to say slowly, as soon as she finished speaking, my whole person was not good.
After comforting her, I asked anxiously, "Did you call the police?" β
I reminded her to call the people from the police station over, but I was also afraid that Lin Zhicheng would not take it seriously, and something big would happen.
Fortunately, Aunt Zhou is still in tune with the world, as soon as I said this, she understood, she said that she would first find someone to pull Lin Zhicheng away, and then find someone from the police station to deal with it.
After she hung up the phone, although I didn't want to take the initiative to contact Lin Zhicheng, I always felt that it was too strange for him to suddenly go to my hometown to beat people, and I was even more afraid that he would not be able to finish eating and walking around.
Aside from anything else, how sad I am, I hated him so much yesterday that I was alive, but today I am still worried that he will make something out of control.
On the way to my hometown, I kept calling Lin Zhicheng's phone, but in addition to prompting to turn off or turn off, I finally threw my phone aside and drove intently.
Back in the village, it was already four o'clock in the morning, and the road in the village was repaired, and I was able to drive the car directly to the old house I had bought.
Parking the car casually, I hesitated for a moment, and finally went and knocked on Old Man Zhou's door.
Not long after knocking, the third aunt of the next door and the grandson of Old Man Zhou came out to open the door, saying that Old Man Zhou had been sent to the clinic in the town, and asked me to find someone, so I went there to find it.
rushed there in a hurry, Aunt Zhou cried tears when she saw me, I followed her lead to see Old Man Zhou, and directly felt that Lin Zhicheng was really crazy! What did he make people look like!
And Old Man Zhou was beaten, I asked him what was going on, and he had been cooperating with the barefoot doctor to deal with the wound, but he didn't answer me.
I left a thousand yuan there, and when Aunt Zhou came out with me, she told me that Lin Zhicheng was taken back by the police station.
I hesitated, but eventually drove about two kilometers to the police station at the other end of town.
Fortunately, someone was on duty, and when I saw it, the guy on duty was still the elder brother of one of my junior high school classmates, and he went to the beach for a barbecue at the class reunion a few years ago, and he also drove me home on a motorcycle.
Sure enough, there are acquaintances who are still easy to do, and a few words of nonsense with Da Niu, I asked directly about the matter, and finally Da Niu said: "It turns out that you know that man, Zhou Meizi, I will tell you directly, he is in such a situation, he is particularly dragged when he beats people, and he will not compensate the scum if he asks anything, and he will not compensate the scum, such a bad attitude and bad teaching, at least 5 days will be imprisoned, and a fine of at least 1500 yuan." β
My brows furrowed, I didn't have a reason to help Lin Zhicheng, I really wanted to leave without my hand, but I could step out even if I was stupid, he came and hit Old Man Zhou, largely because of me.
Just as I was thinking about it, Da Niu suddenly pulled me aside and leaned into my ear and said, "Sister Zhou, if you want him to be less closed, go to the victim, let the victim come over and solve the case, saying that two people have a dispute of interests, which is much easier to deal with than deliberately hurting people." β
Reminded by the big cow, I ran around the town all day, and finally got Lin Zhicheng out when night fell.
His clothes were covered in dust, his face was scratched in several places, his hair was unkempt, and he felt like he could stand on the overpass and beg for money if he was brought a bowl.
I knew I shouldn't have been soft-hearted with him, but suddenly I relented.
I let him in the car, and there was silence all the way, and finally I drove him to a restaurant in town, and then I said, "Get off." β
Lin Zhicheng sat in the car without moving, and he said, "Let's go home." β
Home, hehe, home!
This crowded world, this chaotic and sick world, this world where I am left alone, I seem to have a lot of things now, but in fact I have nothing.
I don't have a home.
Just three years ago, I was like a cluster of rootless wanderers, a long time ago I didn't know where I came from, and now I don't know where I can go.
I lowered my head for a moment before I said, "You might as well let me go to hell, at least this place still exists for me." β
Lin Zhicheng's brows suddenly furrowed, he got out of the car with a bang, suddenly walked over and opened my car door, he said, "I'll drive it instead." β
I was really sleepy, driving at night, and then I didn't have time to close my eyes during the day, so I didn't want to entangle with him anymore, so I sat there and said lightly: "No, let's stop here, don't do it again in the future." β
Lin Zhicheng stubbornly grabbed the door, the corners of his mouth moved, and he suddenly gritted his teeth and said, "I don't feel like I've hit a scumbag, what's wrong." β
The town is not as brightly lit as in a big city, at this time, at most, it is a little hazy moonlight, but I clearly saw the fierceness in Lin Zhicheng's eyes, I finally couldn't hold back my curiosity, I thought about it for a while, and asked decently: "Why did you beat Old Man Zhou?" β
Before I could say my words, they were as intermittent as a bead that had been pulled off all of a sudden, because Lin Zhicheng suddenly stuffed it inside, squeezing me directly into the passenger cab, and then he calmly pulled the door and said softly: "Fasten your seat belt." β
I glanced at him fiercely and continued to ask, "I'm asking why you hit Old Man Zhou?" β
Just like a repeater, he still said, "I don't feel like I'm a scumbag, there's anything wrong with that." β
After he finished speaking, he leaned over and grabbed the seat belt on my side and fastened it to me, then started the car and sped away.
I didn't want to talk to him any more, and I didn't have any strength to toss, so I adjusted my seat belt haphazardly, and then closed my eyes to recuperate.
I was extremely tired, I slept very deeply, and when Lin Zhicheng woke me up, as soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a white sand beach under the moonlight.
I didn't rush to get out of the car, I rubbed my eyes a little worried, and then glanced at Lin Zhicheng, and finally I said, "I beg you to stop tossing me, is it okay?" β
Lin Zhicheng opened his mouth, his head lowered, and he almost begged in a begging tone: "Drink with me." β
After he finished speaking, he opened the door and got out of the car, and after he finished carrying a large bag of things from the trunk of the car, he came to open the door for me, I hesitated for a moment, and finally compromised and got out of the car.
This piece of beach, Lin Zhicheng chased me to my hometown three years ago, and in the few days he stayed here, we used to run here wantonly, and it hasn't changed at all, it's us who has changed.
I didn't open my mouth to speak, so I just picked a clean sand and sat down, and then hugged my shoulders with both hands.
Lin Zhicheng probably caught a glimpse of my little action, and he quickly handed over his coat, but I didn't want to take it at all, so I pushed it back.
In the end, he insisted on draping himself over me, and I didn't bother to shirk it anymore, so I sat there in silence, watching the beer he opened bubble.
He handed me a can, and I took it, put it on my lips and poured all the bitter-tasting liquids into my body.
Just like two temporarily dumb pieces of wood, we were silent and drank most of the wine we carried, and the wine jars scattered on the beach emitted blue light under the moonlight, and Lin Zhicheng said: "In the past three years, have you hated me very much?" β
The wine was in my head, and it was probably only when I was drunk that I could talk to him so calmly.
His face was a little blurry in front of me, and I stared at him for a long time, and then I said slowly: "Hate, I hated it at first, I can't wait to turn you out and break your body into pieces." Later, it became very hated for himself. Again, I did it on myself. When I squeeze unruly into a world that I can't play, it's inevitable that my head will break and bleed. I just don't know that I have to pay so much for not following the rules. β
Glancing at him with half-squinted eyes again, I smiled self-deprecatingly: "Before I met you, I never knew that my life could be so ups and downs, and it was like a book to say it." I used to envy people who had stories, and I thought they didn't speak the same way. But then I found out that all the stories that have must have experienced accidents. Because of you, my world is in a mess, and there are always people who are eyeing it, and they are making a good life more tense than a TV series. I think that's enough of it, and I hope I'll never go back to what I used to be. Of course, I don't mean to blame you for this, but it's hard for me to forgive you. β
Lin Zhicheng's mouth twitched slightly, I thought he wanted to say something, but he was caught off guard and quickly moved over and hugged me, he hugged me fiercely in silence, I was in pain, and I wanted to struggle in a daze, but there was a cold liquid constantly surging down my neck, like a heavy rain that lasted for a long time.
I wanted to push it away again, but Lin Zhicheng said with more force, and he said in my ear: "Zhou Mo, Zhou Mo, Zhou Mo....."
My name was looped in an infinite loop, and I froze there like a creeper who had been cut off.
Lin Zhicheng's hand quickly covered my face, and he held my face and stared at me like this, and I saw that his tears were still coming out of his eyes, and he said, "Don't leave me again." Let me give you a home, so that I can have a home too. I know that in our past relationship, I have always been selfish, I am too possessive, I feel that you are mine, you can't be anyone's, I have always asked you to accommodate me, I have made you very hard and careful. Let me accommodate you later, I will treat you well, we are still young, we will still have children in the future. I know I'm not worthy of you, I know I've been chasing something I can never bear, I'm actually a childish ghost, I'm actually very pathetic, just pity me and let me come back to you. It's not that you can't do it without me, it's that I can't do it without you. β
The alcohol was running in my body, his words vibrated in my eardrums, buzzing like a bee, I was extremely irritable, and resentment came to my heart, so I reached out and touched his forehead, and said with a mocking smile: "Lin Zhicheng, you are still as good at talking as before, but I am not the naΓ―ve Zhou Mo who can run away with people if someone else gives him a candy." I can't do it without me, can I? So how did you get through these three years? Are you a corpse now? You can't do it without me, right, you've fucking looked for me in the past three years! β