I think I'll always remember it.

His face was ugly, the corners of his mouth twitched several times, and he said, "I need your explanation." ”

Even though he was trying to control his tone, I could hear something that was shocking me.

He scares me a little.

Cautiously, walking on thin ice, but I knew I hadn't done it, so I quickly said calmly: "Lin Zhicheng, I didn't push Sun Qianqian downstairs." ”

At this time, the early autumn of October in Shenzhen has been fully revealed, even in the cool weather here, the tip of my nose is dripping with a thin layer of sweat.

He didn't sit next to me, he just sat opposite, his fingers buckled on the coffee table and knocked a few times, and finally he said: "Zhou Mo, can I promise to talk to you about the testimony, and it still can't give you a sense of security?" ”

I see.

What he meant was that I pushed Sun Qianqian.

Also, he has a lot of human witnesses.

Sun Qianqian is now the Virgin Mary who saved Hongde, and there are a lot of colleagues waiting to confront her.

And me, a little dick who has always made them look down on him, is still a vixen, a good-for-nothing person like me inexplicably took down Lin Zhicheng, although those people behind him didn't say it in person, but in private, it can be seen that many people are not convinced.

But what made me more uncomfortable was not that he had decided that I had done it, but that the tone in which he said it, as if to prove that he was not happy?

I lowered my head, I was afraid that he would see the fog in my eyes, but I had to look at him out of the corner of my eye, but I saw that he was not looking at me, he was fiddling with his phone and texting with others.

From such a distance, when I looked at it like this, his phone screen was a little reflective, and I couldn't tell who he was talking to, but I guessed it was Sun Qianqian.

She didn't say a word to Lin Zhicheng just now, they are partners now, and it is normal for each other to have phone numbers.

After he pressed the phone for about two minutes, he finally put it down, stared at me in silence, and then he said, "Lift your head." ”

I forcibly suppressed my tears, raised my head to meet his gaze, and said lightly: "I really didn't push Sun Qianqian, whether you believe it or not, I really didn't push her." If Sun Qianqian tells you that Zhou Mo actually regrets something, then you can believe her. Anyway, it doesn't matter who I am, in your heart, it doesn't matter what kind of person I am. ”

He stared at me for no less than thirty seconds, and finally got up and sat down on my side, his hand trying to grab mine, but I shook it off.

I'm just a little chilled.

Lin Zhicheng, didn't you say that I was a girl who wouldn't play tricks with you, so when did I start to become the kind of vicious woman in your heart who could push a big living person downstairs?

Seeing me coming, Lin Zhicheng held it hard again, not allowing me to struggle, he said, "Don't get excited." ”

Or you're right, Lin Zhicheng, I'm really excited.

I thought that the positive result of me and you was today, but there are always people who stand up to stop it.

The enemies between you and me have changed from one to many, from Lin Zheng to Yang Qiao to Zhang Lei, and then to Sun Qianqian.

I don't have three heads and six arms, I'm just an ordinary woman, I didn't know that there were so many wattles on the road to love, I stepped on this road, I didn't know that I needed to fight against the water.

The sadness surging in my heart almost overwhelmed me, but I had to pretend that nothing had happened and said, "I'm not excited, I just don't like to be misunderstood." ”

Lin Zhicheng sighed, he suddenly grabbed the mobile phone on the coffee table, he unlocked it and handed it directly to me, he said, "You can see for yourself." ”

I took my phone over and looked at it for a while.

All of a sudden, I felt that the high and low were immediately apparent.

Sun Qianqian is the smartest woman, and I am an out-and-out fool in this war.

The text message she sent to Lin Zhicheng was, Lin Zhicheng, don't blame Zhou Mo, I am also a little better today, I shouldn't have taken her out to help get things when she was busy finishing her work and asked for leave in the afternoon to talk to you. It just so happened that the elevator broke down today, so I said take the stairs. I don't know if it's been too rampant in the recent autumn, I only walked a few steps before I saw a mouse, I reflexively leaned towards Zhou Mo, she probably doesn't like to be approached by unfamiliar people, so she missed the conditioned reflex, don't blame her. Don't be mad at me. You should go and get the certificate as soon as possible, and I will prepare a big red envelope for you when the time comes.

Huh.

I gave the phone back to Lin Zhicheng, pursed my mouth and didn't want to speak.

Because I don't know what else I can say.

There's a feeling that it's wrong for me to stand, it's wrong to sit, it's wrong for me to go left, it's wrong to go right, and whatever happens, it's me who is wrong.

After I was silent for almost three minutes, Lin Zhicheng finally spoke slowly, and he said, "Tomorrow, you go and apologize to Sun Qianqian." ”

I finally couldn't help but be angry, I stood up with a loud voice, this is probably the first time I couldn't control my anger in front of Lin Zhicheng after confirming my love, I said: "You have to apologize to you by yourself, I didn't push her, why should I apologize to her." Also, Sun Qianqian told me today that if she falls like this, you will definitely not be in the mood to accompany me to testify. Now it seems that this is indeed the case, then Mr. Lin will not bother you, I will go down to work first. You don't have to have any psychological burden because you promised me to go to the testimony, and you are so wronged to marry a vicious woman who pushed your ex downstairs! ”

I thought I could hold back my tears.

However, Lin Zhicheng's next words caught me off guard, and also made the tears that I had endured for too long surge.

In my excited shouting, he didn't pour me into his arms as before, he just sat there indifferently, he stared at me and said, "Do you mean that Sun Qianqian rolled down by herself in order to frame you?" ”

I was burned by his indifference, and I stood there, tilting my face to the side of the door, silent.

In his eyes, there was suddenly a special disappointment, he stared at me and said, "Zhou Mo! I know that I have had more contact with Sun Qianqian because of work during this time, and Sun Qianqian has also put in a lot of effort for Hongde, you may be a little panicked. But I really didn't expect you to do such a thing! I know her, she's kind, she can't bear to even look at the stray dogs on the side of the road, and it's impossible for her to make herself so bruised in order to frame you! Sun Qianqian also studied dance before, and her favorite thing is to be able to dance on the stage, and she can't destroy herself with her own hands. When did you start to become so unreasonable, did you ever think when you pushed someone that she would probably break her leg and never be able to dance again! What makes me the most sad is your attitude, how long are you going to die, do you want to apologize so much to embarrass you! ”

I know her.

It was this sentence that made my tears run uncontrollably.

Yes, yes, Lin Zhicheng, you know her, well, you know her.

You've been with her for three years, you've loved her deeply, you've closed your space specifically for her, you've been angry with a woman in a nightclub because she's begging for a living, and you've also indirectly because she met me.

In your heart, even if that woman abandons you, even if she scarred you, you are still willing to believe that she is the White Lotus in your mind, the kind little lamb who will not frame others.

And I, Zhou Mo, this accident broke into your life, this sense of existence is a little low, this EQ is a little out of stock, this stupid and ridiculously ridiculous woman, this woman who is always unwilling to wake up in the sweet dream you give, is the kind of woman who is particularly vicious, and today I finally made a move and pushed the white rose dancing in your heart downstairs, she rolled over and over, her head broke and bled out, you are finally distressed?

Have you finally seen your heart today?

As if I had just woken up, I was a little distraught, I hung my shoulders dejectedly, I was afraid that Lin Zhicheng would see me crying like a fool, so I turned my face a little more sideways, and I tried to make my tone as normal: "I'll go out first." ”

I don't want to argue with him anymore.

I needed to find a bathroom to hide and cry.

What chilled me the most was that when I helped him bring it to the door, he added a sentence at the back: "When you really know that you are wrong, we will go to get the certificate again, you have been too willful recently, do you know?" ”

I didn't answer him.

Hehe, if that certificate comes so reluctantly, then it's like charity, I'd rather not.

I meditated in my heart, but I was still a bad seed, and I didn't have the courage to say it.

It's me who hates me, and even if it hurts so much, I still don't have the courage to lose him in style.

It's completely different from the happiness in the morning, I lost like a corpse in the afternoon, and while losing, I thought that it would be better to resubmit my resume, find a job in another company, and no longer face a woman like Sun Qianqian day and night in the future, my heart will feel better or something.

No one comforted me, and I comforted myself that all the rainy days would pass, and the sunny days would still come, and I would believe that life was beautiful and so on.

But after getting home from work, I found that Lin Zhicheng was determined to have a cold war with me, he didn't eat the food I cooked, he ordered takeout outside, I came out of the shower, and he took his pillow and quilt to the room I just lived in.

He didn't want to pay attention to me.

I felt a little uncomfortable, and suddenly I felt that it was a little wrong for me to stay in his house, and I thought about it for a long time and knocked on his door, and I told him through the door to let him come back to the master bedroom, and I went out to find a hotel or something.

Just as I was rummaging through the closet to find some clothes to take to the hotel, he finally gave up, and he stood there at the door, his attitude was a little cold, but his tone was unquestionable, he said, "Sleep well, don't run outside at night." ”

My hand stiffened, I didn't know whether to continue or stop, Lin Zhicheng walked over quickly, grabbed the clothes in my hand and threw them into the closet, he said: "Don't make trouble, do you have to worry about people at night!" ”

I raised my eyes, thinking that his attitude seemed to have warmed up, but he still said with a straight face: "Don't make trouble, go to sleep!" We're just in the Cold War now, we haven't broken up, don't be so anxious to leave me, I won't let you go. ”

After he finished speaking, he leaned down suddenly, picked me up and carried me to the bed, and put me directly on the bed, he lifted the quilt and covered me, he suddenly sighed slightly, and finally he said, "You sleep." ”

I stared at him with wide eyes.

At this moment, I actually despise myself.

He did this little thing, and I immediately forgot what he said in the office during the day that made me cry.

Seeing me looking at him, Lin Zhicheng sighed again, he tucked the quilt for me, and said a little helplessly: "Zhou Mo, I don't know what to do with you, your personality is sometimes so hard and sharp that I am at a loss." ”

I thought to myself that he was still worried about Sun Qianqian's fall during the day, and the atmosphere was a little stiff, so I finally said lightly: "You can do what you want." ”

He was stunned for a moment, and finally the corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and only after half a sound did he say, "You sleep." ”

As the sound of his footsteps disappeared into my eardrums, and when the darkness completely enveloped the room, I stared at the ceiling with wide eyes, and I thought that maybe we would be reconciled the day after tomorrow, and I slept in silence with good wishes and imaginations.

If I had known that this would be the last time I would see him in this autumn, I would have chased him up and hugged him fiercely, I think I would have relented, I would have cried in front of him, I would have been like all the scenes in the vulgar TV series, and I would have been wronged again, even if he didn't believe me, at least I could still hug him like this, or maybe the ending we would not have made me so heartbroken.

But I'm stupid by nature, I'm still unlucky, I don't have any ability to predict, so in the torrent of time, I was dragged forward by the hideous face of life, and as soon as I left, I separated from him with regret.