When he woke up, Lin Zhicheng had already gone out.

I got a text message on my phone, it was from him.

He said: "I went to Jiangsu on a business trip, you take a break for a while, don't go back to the company recently." ”

I stayed at home bored and ended up wiping all the corners.

In the afternoon, I received a call from Li Xianyong, it turned out that he had gone to Hongde, but he didn't see me, so he called to ask if I was dead.

Seeing that I was a little weak when I spoke, he was serious, and asked me seriously if I was sick, and I said no, he wanted to come and see me.

I thought of the last time I knew that I was in the same room with Li Xianyong for one night, Lin Zhicheng was so angry, and now I am still in a cold war with her, more things are better than less things, so I quickly refused.

Li Xianyong didn't know if it was because he had been idle recently or what, if he had to continue to talk about the mountains, I was a little overwhelmed, and I was embarrassed to hang up the phone.

At this moment, a phone call came in, and I had an excuse to hang up Li Xianyong's phone.

I thought the call was a lifesaver, but I didn't expect it to bring me bad news.

It was Old Man Zhou from my hometown who called me.

As soon as I connected, he hurriedly said, "Zhou girl, you have to go home." ”

I thought something had happened to my aunt, so I got goosebumps all over my body and asked him what was wrong.

He had a very loud voice, and he probably didn't feel sorry for me for a long time, so he complained with one mouth: "Your adobe has fallen down, and the road has been blocked, and I have already reminded you that this house needs to be repaired. ”

My head exploded with a thud, and I asked even more anxiously, "Is my aunt okay?" ”

Old man Zhou said that when she fell, she went to the ground, and there was nothing wrong with the person, so he complained to me twice, asked me to hurry home or something, and hung up the phone.

As soon as I heard that my family's mud house had collapsed, I was a little distracted, so I ran out to take the car with my bags in a random manner.

When I got on the bus back to Xu Wen, I finally felt a little calm, so I called Lin Zhicheng and wanted to talk to him, but no one answered his phone, so I called again, and it was still the same.

I guess he's busy, I thought, put my phone away, closed my eyes and couldn't sleep.

When I returned to the village, it was already a little late, and my aunt, an old man, took a small bench and sat in front of the collapsed earthen house, looking helpless.

I looked sad, and as soon as I rushed up, I hugged her directly.

In order to settle my aunt, I finally made a decision, that is, to take out 27,000 yuan of the 30,000 yuan in the construction bank card that Lin Zheng arranged for someone to pay in last time, and buy an old house in the village where the family did not live.

It's broken, but it's better to be able to shelter from the wind and rain.

In the end, I spent five days in the village.

In the past few days, I called Lin Zhicheng several times and sent a lot of messages, and he replied with a reply, saying that he was busy.

I'm glad he got back to me.

On the way to Shenzhen alone, I thought about saving money in the back, and then returning it to Lin Zhicheng when I saved enough, I also thought that when Lin Zhicheng came back from a business trip, I would accept the softness, didn't I just apologize with my conscience, it's okay, I can bend and stretch, I will urge Lin Zhicheng to prove it after I apologize, and I will see what else Sun Qianqian can pull out.

However, when I returned to Shenzhen, I realized that people who are too naïve are the most likely to be heartbroken.

When I returned to the Cote d'Azur, it was already the beginning of the lights, I brought the honey to Lin Zhicheng in my hometown and changed it to my left hand, and then my right hand was free to enter the password to open the door, but in vain I found that the password at home had changed!

Anxiously called Lin Zhicheng, but his mobile phone still did not answer, I panicked all of a sudden, and my imagination was rich, wondering if something had happened to him.

In this way, I leaned on the side of the door to call Lin Zhicheng again and again, but as soon as I dialed it, he hung up, and then after I waited for almost an hour, he sent a text message: "We still don't have the same personality, so let's stop here, don't bother me in the future." ”

This sentence was as sharp as a knife, and before I could react, my heart had been stabbed, and the pain suddenly spread, I stood against the wall, trembling my fingers and typing, but I thought about it, and I finally wanted to act as if I didn't see this information, everything hasn't changed, Lin Zhicheng and he are still mine.

But this kind of self-deception will always be dragged back to reality by this sentence hovering in my mind, and I called Lin Zhicheng like crazy.

This time, someone finally answered.

However, what froze me there was that the person who answered the phone was Sun Qianqian.

She only said one word, and the phone was hung up.

Under the heavy gasp, this sentence seemed particularly harsh.

She said, "Zhicheng, your ex is looking for you." ”

This sentence was even more violent than the one just now, it was dropped into my heart like an atomic bomb, and all my dreams and longings were blown to pieces in this second.

I'll admit, I'm a coward.

I'm not a saint, and like all those lovelorn girls, I don't care about dividing who is right and who is wrong, and I can't care about replaying in my mind the classic quotes that I once found on the Internet that can comfort me.

Finally I sat down on the ground and wept in spite of it.

He chose her after all, and he still loves her.

What about me, what am I? Am I just an innocuous woman on his lonely journey? Am I just a woman who has been with him for only a few months?

Oh, by the way, I'm still a girl with a hard and sharp personality, I'm full of thorns, did he Lin Zhicheng regret it after all, did he regret that he shouldn't provoke someone like me who made him at a loss, so he is now stopping his losses in time, did he go to eat the grass after all?

I was finally extremely tired, so I sat by the door, I want to wait for Lin Zhicheng to come back, and I want to ask him face to face.

If he tells me in person that he doesn't want me anymore, that's fine, even if I'm not reconciled, I'll raise my noble head, I'll leave in style, and I'll even wish him happiness with the urge to tear them apart.

But until one o'clock in the morning, I didn't wait for Lin Zhicheng to return, but waited for the person who came to the property.

He said that some residents complained that I was sitting there crying and laughing, and that I was afraid that I was unsafe, so they asked me to leave quickly.

Being kicked out of the Côte d'Azur, I realized that I really didn't belong here.

At this point in time, the road was brightly lit but overwhelmingly lonely, and I walked a long way and finally came across a small hotel.

But I couldn't sleep all night.

All the scenes related to Lin Zhicheng were like duckweed on the surface of the lake overnight, accumulating into a heavy ball.

But as I thought about it over and over again, I sadly realized that the memories of my relationship with him were so heavy and so light.

So much and so little.

I'm pathetic.

After a night of tossing and turning, I still couldn't get out of this sad ending, and finally at five o'clock in the morning, I fell asleep in a daze because I was so sleepy, and finally I was woken up by the rapid ringing of the phone.

It was Hongde's personnel department that called me.

Before leaving for Hongde, I was afraid that those colleagues would see the puffiness on my face, so I went downstairs to buy an old popsicle and put it on for a while, and then cleaned up myself, and then ran to catch the car as if nothing had happened.

It's rush hour, the car is crowded, and everyone is rushing so hard for money, and how many of these people are like me, tossing and turning, and here they are indifferent, as if they didn't cry last night?

Hurried back to Hongde, the newly appointed personnel director, he calmly gave me the dismissal notice, he was really a kind person, he seemed to be comforting me: "Xiao Zhou, it's not that you're bad, but this is an inevitable process of the company's development." You look quite thoughtful, in fact, you don't have to fall into the electronics industry, you can do real estate or something, it's better than in Hongde. ”

I sat across from him, wringing my fingers and being silent for a while, and finally I didn't answer his words, but said directly: "Was it arranged by Lin Zhicheng?" ”

He stared at me for a long time, and finally he leaned back, looked like he had no comment, and said in a leadership tone: "This is the company's decision, I hope you understand." ”

Think about me coming to Hongde for half a year, which department is short of people to transfer me at will, I have no complaints at all, and I have not made any big mistakes, what is happening now?

If I really broke up with Lin Zhicheng completely, I would definitely not be uncommon here, but now that Lin Zhicheng didn't appear, he sent me such an inexplicable text message to break up, which is completely inconsistent with his style.

And in the phone call last night, there was only Sun Qianqian's voice in it, and I didn't hear Lin Zhicheng at all, maybe Lin Zhicheng's mobile phone dropped the company and was taken away by Sun Qianqian.

I really know how to comfort myself.

So I continued to ask a little stubbornly: "I want to know if this is what Lin Zhicheng meant." ”

It is estimated that this is the strongest attitude I have ever had in these days, and the personnel director couldn't stand it after a long time of confrontation with me, he said: "I completely follow Mr. Lin's instructions, Xiao Zhou, don't make it difficult for me." ”

I let out an oh and tears almost came down my face.

All the disillusioned feelings, at this moment, were like a fire, burning wantonly on the grassland within me, and everywhere I went, it was full of ashes.

I didn't know that the beginning of the relationship could be inexplicable, and the end could be so inexplicable, I didn't even know what was most wrong with me, and I was kicked out like this.

What makes me even more unexpected is how the man who only said so seriously a few days ago that he was going to talk to me about it has become so ruthless and terrifying.

But even if he is ruthless and hateful to me, I still can't forget the good he once gave me in this minute and second, or in the back, the pain is so numb that I can naturally let it go.

I stumbled to my feet, and I was about to leave in a bit of despair, when the personnel director said, "Mr. Lin said, you have to clean up your things today, and the finance department will settle your salary later." ”

Resisting the urge to cry, I pretended to smile politely as if nothing had happened, and then went out to the purchasing department to pack my things.

When I packed it up, I realized that I had nothing left here except a box of almost 400 business cards.

First love, love, the man I thought was about to achieve positive results, the man I thought I could only have with good luck, and my friendship, all my beautiful imagination of human nature, all shattered at this moment like a balloon that was blown to the limit.

After packing up, I was about to leave when Sun Qianqian came over.

A few days ago, I wasn't lying dead in a hospital bed, but now I'm still alive.

I didn't want to pay attention to her, and I was about to leave with my things, but she loved acting, pretending to be reluctant to let me go, and said to send me off in front of so many colleagues.

I didn't want to fight, I ignored her, and got into the elevator with the box, who knew that she would also come in.

She stared at my face and I turned to look at the ceiling and she was finally back to her normal self and she laughed and said, "Why don't you cry out." ”

I really wanted to cry, but I couldn't find a reason to cry, and besides, I wouldn't cry in front of this woman, which was seriously inconsistent with my style.

So I was silent and ignored her.

Seeing that I was silent, she chuckled and continued, "Find a place to have a drink." ”

I changed my hand and kept my mouth shut.

Sun Qianqian chuckled again, and said a little coldly: "Don't you want to know, what does Lin Zhicheng say about you?" “

He thinks I have a hard and sharp personality, and I already know that.

Seeing that it couldn't stir up the waves in my heart, Sun Qianqian was a good thing, this person who seemed to be the winner, she thought about it, and finally she said: "Don't you want to know who is pretending to be Li Xianyong to add you and talk to you?" “

When she mentioned this, it really piqued my interest, and I looked at her at once, and said as if nothing had happened: "If you want to tell me so much, just say it, I'm busy." ”

Sun Qianqian smiled again, she said a little mysteriously: "You must be happy to know, you know this person very well." ”