120 One turn, a lifetime
Fu Hua Restaurant.
When I arrived, He Boming was already sitting in the private room. Seeing me come in, he immediately got up, a shallow smile spread on his always calm face, and his sharp eyes fell on my face and softened a lot, his dark pupils were like two stars hanging in the sky, and the bright eyes grabbed my eyes, and the corners of his mouth slowly grinned, "You're here." ”
I raised my eyebrows lightly, put on an indifferent expression, and said faintly, "Hmm." "Yes.
He Boming hurriedly came over to help me pull out the chair, the corners of my mouth opened a graceful arc, and I pulled away the chair next to me and sat down, I obviously felt He Boming's facial expression stiffened, "You have changed." He said.
"We've all changed." I say.
He Boming sat on the chair he had just pulled out, with one hand on the edge of the dining table, "What do you want to eat?" ”
"Oh. I have something for you. As I spoke, I opened my bag, took out the black plastic bag, and peeled it off layer by layer. Wrapped inside was the bracelet He Boming gave me, when Xu Haochen investigated my whereabouts because of 12 million, I knew that this bracelet couldn't be hidden, so I wrapped it in black plastic and hid it in the corner of his wardrobe.
When the delicate red box revealed its original brilliance, I gently pinched the box with my long fingers, slowly opened it, and the light of the black diamond was refracted in my eyes, I smiled and put it in front of He Boming, "Give it back to you." ”
The air froze instantly, and a long silence spread between me and him.
He stroked the diamond with his fingers, smiled bitterly, and his voice cooled, "Why?" ”
I didn't care, "I should have returned it to you a long time ago, it's not appropriate for me to keep such a valuable thing." ”
After saying that, my eyes darkened slightly, and he helped me regain my dignity in front of Lafayette twice, and in a way, I should thank him. If I hadn't married Xu Haochen, and my mother's kidney disease recurred last time, I would have exchanged this bracelet for my mother's life.
What he gave me was something that no one else could give.
If he hurts me, no one else can hurt me.
"I heard you're getting a divorce." He Boming raised his head again, and the gloom in his eyes gradually turned into profundity.
"Yes."
He Boming's eyes lit up and covered my hand, "Really? ”
I quietly withdrew my hand and stroked the bangs on my forehead, and was about to speak, He Boming took my hand and said eagerly, "Yaoyao, we, do we still have a chance." ”
I simply let him hold his hand, I turned sideways, looked him in the eye, looked at each other, shook my head slightly, and said in a calm voice, "No." ”
He Boming's eyes flashed a little unnatural for a moment, and his voice could not hide the vicissitudes of time, "Now that I'm divorced, you're going to divorce too, I don't want to let go of your hand anymore, Yaoyao, you know, I love you." ”
I'm getting divorced, but my divorce is between me and Xu Haochen, and it has nothing to do with He Boming.
"I'm not divorced...... even if I'm divorced."
"Do you want me to help you?" He Boming interrupted me eagerly.
"How can I help?" I asked, raising an eyebrow.
"I can negotiate with Xu Haochen, I can also hire the best lawyer for you, I can also help you snatch the child, and I can also catch him......"
"No, you don't." I flatly refused.
No matter how discordant there is between me and Xu Haochen, he is the father of my son. Even if Xu Haochen is forced to marry every night, I am his legal wife. I have a lot of complaints and even resentments against him, and he has also given me tenderness and protection for me.
As the saying goes, if the arm is folded and hidden in the sleeve, the matter between me and Xu Haochen does not need others to interfere.
Just like the matter between me and He Boming doesn't need to be asked by others. He has given me love, given me the grace of saving my mother, and also given me pain, love and injury are intertwined, and it has become an indelible scar carved into the depths of my soul, which cannot be replaced or understood by others.
He Boming gave me what others can't give.
Xu Haochen gave me what others can't give.
They are all irreproducible beings in my life.
The corners of He Boming's mouth were pursed into a straight line, his dark eyes stared at my face, and the private room was empty and silent.
It just so happened that the waiter came to serve the food, it was my favorite braised prawns, He Boming put the shrimp in front of me and put a plate in front of me, "Let's eat." ”
I think there are some things that need to be said very clearly, I don't like him to appear in my life again and again, he can only be sealed in my memory forever, maybe then, I can remember those good things more.
"Bo Ming." I whispered his name, "We can't go back." ”
He Boming's cold face became deeper and deeper, and the private room was silent.
I stared out the window, the tip of my nose was sad, "I still remember, when I was a freshman, I came here to work, there was a male customer, it was said that he was the owner of a nearby company, he always liked to come here to eat when he had nothing to do, he was very familiar with the manager here, he said to the manager to let me go over for a drink, the manager called me, and said to me, Xiaobai, tell you Brother Liu, you are still young and don't know how to drink, and you will drink when you grow up." ”
He Boming set the meeting place in the restaurant where we met, and I had already thought about what he was going to say before I came, and from the moment I stepped through this door, the long line of memory tightened little by little, and everything was like yesterday.
My gaze was calm and distant, "Every time he came, he sat in the hall, always named me to serve him food, that time he deliberately got up to take the soup in my hand, and then splashed me, his purpose was obvious, for this job, I can only tremble and bow my head and apologize, you threw down a stack of money to compensate him, handed him a business card, and took me to buy clothes, giving me peace of mind." ”
Speaking of this, my throat ached slightly, and He Boming clenched my hand, "Now, I can also pull you out of the darkness, or I can give you peace of mind." ”
My lips hooked up with bitterness, "I was only eighteen years old that year, and you gave me the most beautiful love, engraved into the bone marrow." Now that I'm 24 years old and have children, I'll never be 18 again, and I can't find that heart that loves first. ”
Some people, as soon as they turn around, are for a lifetime.
He Boming's eyes sank and sank, he took the bracelet and clasped it on my wrist, took my hand, his eyes roamed around me, and settled on my wrist, the corners of his lips lightly held a beautiful arc, "You have white skin, and you look good in black diamonds." ”
I put my arm in front of my eyes, looked at it for two seconds, and then took it off, "But this bracelet has never meant anything good or bad to me." ”
I put the bracelet in the box and pushed it in front of him, "I can't come out for too long, my son will look for me." ”
After speaking, I got up, and He Boming eagerly pulled my arm, "You, if you need help, feel free to find me." ”
"No, you don't."
He Boming broke my five fingers with his big hand, stuffed the box into my palm, and squeezed my hand tightly, "What I give you will always be yours." ”
I stretched out my arms, opened my hands, and gently placed them on the dining table again, "The most important thing you gave me has long been taken back." ”
The moment he turned around, all his love, pure love, was withdrawn.
As soon as the words fell, I walked out.
"Wait." As soon as I walked out of the private room door, He Boming's voice came from behind me, and he handed the bag to me, "I forgot to take your bag." ”
He slipped the bag into my hand and strode away.
In the evening, Xu Haochen had a party and did not come back. I quietly breathed a sigh of relief, it became more and more difficult for me to face him, especially in the bedroom, as soon as I saw him lying on the bed, I felt nervous.
The next day, I opened the bag I was carrying when I saw He Boming, and found that the bracelet was still lying quietly in my bag, so I sneered and pressed him into the suitcase.
In the future, let it lie forever in this place where it does not see the light of day.
I don't know why I met with He Boming was known to Xu Haochen. One evening when it was drizzling, I hugged Qi Qi by the window and watched the rain, his little hands lying on the window, his eyes staring out, and his mouth still saying a language I didn't understand.
Xu Haochen quietly walked behind me at some point, hugged Qi Qi with his big hand and handed it to Steward Su, "Take it to my mother's side and tell my mother that Qi Qi will live there in the future." ”
I fell into the abyss, and my heart seemed to be hollowed out, "Why are you? I roared with all my might.
Xu Haochen carried me to the sofa in the bedroom like an eagle catching a chicken, and threw down a stack of photos for me, "See for yourself what this is?" ”
My trembling hands flipped up one by one, flipped through two and I threw the photos in his face, "Why are you following me, why are you holding so many photos to question me, do you know why I am meeting him?" ”
"What did you say and do in the private room, you are all people with children, and you went outside to hook up, why did you fall in love with each other so early?" Xu Haochen roared.
The corners of my mouth provoked disdain, "Hook up? Xu Haochen, is this how you see me? I just want to give him back what he gave me, even if I divorce you one day, I won't go to him, I, Bai Muyao, am not the kind of person who eats back grass, no matter how delicious things are, I won't eat other people's leftovers. ”
When the words fell, I snorted coldly, "I'm such a stubborn person, and you didn't know it for the first time, no matter how good He Boming is, from the moment he leaves me, I won't look back to him." You are the same, I have determined that you are dirty and filthy, and I will not look back, not to mention the things you do every night, I only feel disgusted, only painful. ”
When the merging of the body becomes a punishment, when every night falls, my heart sinks and sinks with the darkness of the night, and the feeling is like someone holding a blunt blade and stabbing my heart. This kind of Ling Chi repeats itself from night to night, and from day to day.
Sure enough, Xu Haochen threw me on the bed for the N+1st time......
I closed my eyes and said for the first time in a long time, "Xu Haochen, is it interesting, what you want to have more virgins is not just me, you can find another one." ”