119 Depression

I felt cold in my heart, and he finally showed his true colors again. My hazy gaze met the haze in his eyes, and I shouted, "Xu Haochen, you are forcing me." ”

The corners of Xu Haochen's mouth opened a cold arc, "I'll ask you again, if you want to stay." ”

"Don't."

This night is destined to be an unrestful night, and all Xu Haochen's patience with me seems to have run out at this moment.

On the night of the second anniversary of our license, my relationship with him reversed again, and the cold war that had lasted for more than half a year turned into a fierce divorce and child war.

Xu Haochen smiled with relief, his dark pupils scorched with an inexplicable light, "It seems that I was too good to you before." ”

The words fell, Xu Haochen turned around and walked out, and soon, a messy footsteps came, Xu Haochen was followed by Steward Su, the moon sister-in-law and the nanny, he went straight to me, I subconsciously hugged Qi Qi tightly in my arms, Xu Haochen came to fight for the child, Qi Qi Wow Wow cried, "Give Qi Qi to me." Xu Haochen said sharply.

I hugged Qi Qi tightly, "He's my son." ”

Xu Haochen snorted coldly, "Didn't you give birth without me?" ”

As he spoke, he stepped forward and grabbed my fingers, I could only hold Qi Qi harder and harder, his small body was clumped together under my hands, a heart-rending cry was like a sharp blade, a little bit of Ling Chi my heart, looking at Qi Qi, who was crying out of breath and his face was flushed, I let go and handed him to Xu Haochen's arms, "I won't rob you, don't let Qi Qi cry, okay?" ”

Xu Haochen handed Qi Qi to Steward Su and instructed, "Send Qi Qi to my mother." ”

Xu Haochen's words ignited the crazy factor in my body, and I rushed over like crazy, "Why are you? ”

Before I ran in front of Steward Su, I was held in Xu Haochen's long arms, and he waved his big hand, "Go quickly." ”

Listening to Qi Qi's cry getting farther and farther away, my heart seemed to fall little by little in the abyss, and I pounded his chest hard with both hands, "You give Qi Qi back to me." ”

Xu Haochen picked me up and threw me on the bed, and his body immediately covered up, "Do you want to be Qiqi?" ”

I quickly stopped crying, choked up and nodded my head, "Yes." ”

The corners of Xu Haochen's mouth slowly outlined a shallow arc, and his deep eyes shone with confidence, but they were so dazzling in my eyes, "Mrs. Xu, should you fulfill your husband and wife obligations." ”

"Don't even think about it." I shook my head and roared.

The smile lines on the corners of Xu Haochen's mouth kept rolling into his eyes, "How many times have you rejected me?" ”

I snorted coldly and looked away, "I won't do it with you." ”

Xu Haochen grabbed my chin with his big palm and pulled my head, and the punitive kiss fell......

Afterwards, I panted and gritted my teeth, "Xu Haochen, I will hate you." ”

Xu Haochen didn't care, "When don't you hate me?" ”

In the past, although I was also divorcing him, and I was disdainful of him, I would also struggle and wander in his tenderness for me, I seemed to have walked into a labyrinth of dead ends, and I couldn't get out of it, I just wandered aimlessly in it, round and round, I just wanted to find that exit.

Now, when he threw his other side on me, I didn't want to go around that dead end, and I didn't have the luxury of hoping to open that normal exit one day, but I just wanted to chisel through a wall at random, even if it was to pieces, and get out of it as soon as possible.

Yes, I want to flee right away.

I got up, got dressed, and tried to calm down, "Bring Qi Qi back, he can't sleep without me at night, and he has to feed in the middle of the night." ”

Xu Haochen also got up, sat on the head of the bed, and lit a cigarette, "I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow." ”

"What hospital to go to?"

"I've asked the doctor, you're pregnant with depression plus postpartum depression."

Depression?

Looking at Xu Haochen's calm expression, I smiled, tears flowed from the corners of my eyes when I laughed, and I shook my head like a madman, "Even if I am depressed, I was killed by you." ”

Xu Haochen was not annoyed, and patted the position next to him, "Go to sleep." ”

I grabbed the pillow at the head of the bed and threw it at him, I put the pillow on his face, "Xu Haochen, you go to die." ”

Xu Haochen stretched out his big hand in front of me, holding my two arms, he shook his head slightly, the pillow on his head fell down, his rippling lips under the crystal light highlighted the blurred charm, the black pupils locked my eyes, and the unhurried voice was relaxed but awe-inspiring, "Let's die together as a family of three." ”

My heart sank, stunned to sit beside him, his calm eyes floated a touch of unfathomable, I always knew that he was deep, but I didn't expect him to say such a thing so without any emotion, I seemed to fall into a cliff, looking at the rocky cliffs around me, sitting in a well and watching the sky like a desperate and hopeless can not see the end, the unattainable exit no matter how hard I try to leap over.

But sitting back has never been my character.

I calmed down and tried to calm down, "If you want to die, you will go by yourself, and if you die, I will take Qi Qi to live well." ”

There has never been a shortage of people in my world who come and go, and I can live a good life without anyone, just like He Boming's departure at the beginning, I will always whitewash myself with a peace.

It's just that now I have a blood connection. The heart is not as open-minded as it was at the beginning.

Xu Haochen's fingers caressed my cheeks, and the corners of his mouth hooked slightly, "Sleep well, I'll bring Qi Qi back tomorrow." ”

The next day, Qi Qi came back, and Lafayette came at the same time, and the moment I picked up Qi Qi in the living room, I kissed his little mouth hard, "Qi Qi did you miss your mother." ”

Qi Qi's little head was drilled in my arms, I quickly pressed him in my arms, looking at the sweet way he ate, the softest part of my heart overflowed.

Lafayette's sharp voice sounded in the living room, "Haochen, if Qi Qi disappears one day, see how I clean you up." ”

"Mom." Xu Haochen frowned lightly, and said helplessly, "Don't make a mess." ”

"Bai Muyao, no one in our Xu family will stop you from divorcing, but Qi Qi is the grandson of the Xu family, and he won't let you take it away, so you will die of this heart." Galeries Lafayette's eyes slashed at me like knives.

"It's not easy for you to want grandchildren, a lot of women are waiting to give birth to you." Not to be outdone, I returned her words to her as they were.

Xu Haochen's long figure jumped up, he stood still in front of Lafayette with his long legs over the coffee table, pulled her arm, and his clear voice hid a little smile, "Mom, we don't divorce, you go play cards quickly, three are missing one, waiting for you." ”

I carried Qi Qi back to the bedroom, and after a while, Xu Haochen pushed the door in, stood by the bed, and said in a quiet voice, "Do you want to go to the hospital?" ”

"No, no."

"Then take care of the kids at home."

Looking at the back of him leaving, the straight suit lines set off his perfect figure more and more, at this moment, I feel very strange, and now I am just the mother of his child, and even that thing can be used strongly.

In the afternoon, I sat in the garden with Qi Qi in my arms for a while, at this time the servants were also prone to sleepiness, and while they were lazy and relaxed, I carried the children to a distance of twenty meters from the door, and out of nowhere a few people came out, including Steward Su.

Steward Su stepped forward, "Young grandma, young master instructed us to take care of Qiqi." ”

"My son, I'll take care of him myself." As I spoke, I lifted my leg and continued walking.

They stopped me and said, "You can't go out with your own arms." ”

The more others don't let me do anything, the more I have to do, I hold Qi Qi with one hand, and push away Steward Su with the other, where do I like to go, why do others stop me.

Another maid quickly locked the door, looking at the closed door, I snorted coldly, hugged Qi Qi back to the bedroom, and dialed Xu Haochen's phone, "Master Xu, is your house a prison, only allow me to come in and not let me out." ”

The other end of the phone was silent for two seconds, and Xu Haochen said, "Mrs. Xu, that's your home." ”

"What kind of person am I, Mrs. Xu, you rapist." I screamed and threw my phone on the bed.

At night, after Qi Qi fell asleep, Xu Haochen stroked my body again, and I waved him away, "You get out of here." ”

Xu Haochen didn't laugh angrily, "If I take Qi Qi away again tonight, he will always stay at his mother's place." ”

I raised my eyes, under the dim light of the bedside lamp, I stared at his flawless handsome face, the red marks and bruises of last night had not yet dissipated, and the fierceness of last night was still in front of me, and a tear rushed out of my eyes without a fight, and flowed down my cheeks into my mouth, bitter.

"Do you have to be like this?" I choked.

Xu Haochen kissed my eyes......

I let him move like a wooden fish, there was no response, he couldn't give what I wanted, I couldn't refuse what he wanted, but I couldn't let him enjoy it.

If he likes a one-man show, he can play it.

The days went by like this.

There are only two things on my mind every day, and while I take care of Qiqi, I just want to get out of here.

Every night I dried up and withered a little bit under him.

When He Boming's mobile phone number jumped on my screen again, I picked it up, "Are you okay?" His voice was still mellow, as if his heart had never left.

It's just that I know that everything is different, from the moment he left me, it was different.

"Okay." I said lightly.

"I want to meet you."

"Okay."

I went to the cloakroom, and in a corner of Xu Haochen's wardrobe, I found a small thing wrapped in a black plastic bag and stuffed it into the bag.

I changed into a white intellectual dress, put on a light makeup, put on 7 cm high heels, took the bag Xu Haochen just bought for me, drove a red Ferrari, and went straight to the place where we first met.